So back to the story! do they catch the guy? what happens now that olivia has admitted what she was pushing out of her mind for so long? this leaves off exactly where the last chap left off.

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Olivia and Elliot ran into the precinct to find Munch and Fin furiously looking for most recent purchases.

"Got it!" Munch said. "One plane ticket to Mexico City set for today at 2 pm, JFK airport."

"Let's go," Elliot said as they ran back out with a printed photo of what he looked like. He had a record under his real name, Jose Hutchens, for abusing another child and domestic violence.

It was noon already. JFK was at least an hour ride from the precinct, even in the best conditions with traffic.

Olivia felt like everything was going slow motion. She studied the photo of the monster they were hunting down. She wanted to know him when she saw him.

They arrived at JFK at 1: 20, giving them hardly any time to scour the airport for this one guy. It was made more difficult to the fact that the place was packed.

"Liv, I'll take the north end!," Elliot said as he ran off. She instantly ran to the counter flashing her badge to get through the array of people.

"Have you seen him?," she said frantically holding his picture to the clerks behind the counter.

They all shook their heads no. She knew what she had to do. She went to the terminal that was meant for Mexico. She scanned the people as she was moving.

Then she saw something. It was him, sitting, waiting for his flight to be called. He had shaved his head and face, but it was him. He had a huge scar on his face that was giving him away. She slowly walked towards him, then she saw Elliot doing the same thing. They spoke to each other without words.

Elliot walked up on one side, and stood still as Olivia kept moving. Paco looked up just as Olivia was walking towards him. He ran for it, right past Olivia, and when she tried grabbing him he elbowed her, causing her to fall over. Elliot was on it.

"LIV!" He was stopping to help her.

"I'm fine! GO!" She had the wind knocked out of her but she was fine. She slowly got up and ran after him, slower than normal.

Then Elliot saw what he was doing. Paco had grabbed a woman and baby, pointing a gun at her head, in the middle of the airport. Everyone cleared out from around them screaming.

"Paco! Let her go!" Elliot had his gun drawn and pointed. Olivia still hadn't caught up. But then she saw the people running, and heard them screaming. She went on the farthest end she could be and started walking towards where they were.

"I won't let her go! I could shoot her and her kid!"

"Don't do it!"

Olivia ended up behind Paco, with enough distance as to not give her away. Her and Elliot made eye contact again.

"Paco! Look! I'm putting my gun down, just let them go and you can get out of here, I won't come after you, just let them go!" Elliot put his gun down slowly on the ground.

"Yeah right! Pigs are always after me! I don't believe you!"

Elliot was trying to calm the guy down so they could all get out of there.

Olivia had to do something. She walked up closer, within about 10 feet of him and his hostages. She heard them talking, but wasn't listening to what they were saying. By this time the security of the airport were surrounding above, and no one had a clear shot because of the woman he had.

Finally Paco let the woman and baby go, only to point the gun at Elliot.

"I'm tired of you guys!" Paco yelled.

Olivia took her shot, she hit him square in the right shoulder, immobilizing his arm and making him fall to the ground in pain. They both ran over and grabbed him.

Olivia read him his rights, relieved that everyone was okay. The woman was shaken up but okay, and her baby was crying but he was okay, too. Elliot was more than okay, giving this guy no mercy as they walked out to the ambulance, holding his right arm firmly, causing Paco to complain of the pain.

On top of everything, the nightmare was over, and the only one hurt was Paco. They handed him off to the ambulance personnel. There was a cop that had to ride with them to ensure no one else got hurt.

Elliot and Olivia headed back to the precinct.

"You did good today Liv," Elliot said in a soothing voice.
"Not to bad yourself," she said, realizing that day could have ended so much differently. Paco could have shot someone, and he could have killed Elliot before Olivia got off her shot. "Oh, Cragen is going to want us to go see the shrink when we get back. I already know that," she stated.

Elliot saw her face, and could see the fear, the anger, the numb. She was shaken up.

She rarely had to shoot her gun on duty, and today she almost lost Elliot. They barely spoke a word on their way back to the precinct.

"Liv, Elliot, I need one of you now to go see the shrink. You two decide amongst yourselves who goes first. Olivia, I need your weapon to get it into evidence to corroborate your statements. Great job today guys." Cragen said, as he walked back into his office.

"Liv, do you want me to go?," Elliot asked quietly.

"No. I'll go. It's fine. I just wanna get this overwith." She walked towards the elevator.

Olivia arrived at Dr. George Huang's office. He was sitting looking over files of his own.
"Olivia, glad you could come in. Please, sit," he said pointing to the chairs in front of his desk.

She walked reluctantly over to the chair to sit. She felt the tears filling up in her eyes.
"Let me remind you that no matter what you say to me I cannot repeat to anyone. Can we talk about what's been going on in your life? What's new?"

"Well, let's start with my fucked up love life," she said sarcastically.

"Is there someone new in your life?," he asked, wondering what she meant.

"No. It's someone that used to be in my life, and is now back. He's trying to get me back. He's got a girlfriend though. I just broke things off with my boyfriend because we were just fuck buddies. Lovely, right?" She rattled things off one at a time.

Huang just sat there, trying to absorb what she was saying. "Olivia, how does that feel to have an ex back in your life?"

"It sucks! I was trying to get over him. We broke up 3 years ago. I had just graduated high school and he left!" She let a few tears fall as she was talking.

"Do you feel he abandoned you? Like your mother abandoned you?," he asked, knowing that was the reason behind some of the resentment she had towards this guy.

She just looked at him, not believing he was bringing her mother into this, but then realized she felt abandoned by so many people. "I guess I do."

"Do you still like this guy?"

Like? Olivia loved this guy. He was amazing. Everything about him was perfect. She smiled thinking about him, but still crying at the memories. "Yes."

"And would you say you love him even more now?"

She sighed heavily as she answered. "Yes."

"Do you feel like it's affected your work lately? Thinking about him?" He asked because Cragen wanted her to see him anyways, he just didn't know what was bothering her. Huang put it together.

"It didn't seem to bother me, I didn't think." She thought about it, then realized how distracted she had been at work the last couple of weeks. "Maybe a little. But I'm getting over it."

"Okay, that's good, that you're still trying to get over it. First you have to realize what's holding you back. Can we talk about what happened today?" That was the original reason Olivia was there.

"Which part?," she scoffed as she asked.

"How about when you had to make a decision? To shoot him? What was going through your mind?"

Olivia went back to that feeling she had during the stand off. "Well, he had two hostages, and Elliot had put down his gun. I knew what he was trying to do. Then Paco let the two hostages go, and I had that choice to make. If I didn't shoot he was going to shoot Elliot. So, I shot."

"Did you have any other thoughts? What about where you shot him?"

Olivia had sat there for a moment, pondering what she actually thought when she shot her gone. "I...I thought about killing him, just ending it right there."

"Why is that?"

"Because...Ashley needs justice. But then I thought how much better it would be for him to sit in a jail cell."

"You made the right choice Olivia, and you did what you had to do to save your partner and the two people. He was going to shoot if you didn't. You won't get over shooting him but I want you to know that you made the right choice," he comforted her.

Olivia sat there, just listening to what he was saying. "You're right. I had to shoot. Is that all? Can I go?," she asked eagerly.

"Yes, that's all if you want it to be."

She got up and walked out. "Thanks," she said as she walked out.
"My door is always open."

She felt relieved as she walked out. Now she knew what she had to face, the thing she was avoiding for 3 years: her feelings. She had to face him, she was ready to say what she needed to say to him, if he would still let her.

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I promise next chap will have more drama! lol.

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