So here is the next chapter I am going to try and make it longer because I have alot going on with band and school so I won't be able to update for a while. So I hope you enjoy and here is the 10th chapter!

Chapter 10: Dealing

After the doctor left Olivia asked Elliot and Casey if they would leave as well so she could get some much needed rest. Casey agreed and said her good-byes to her friend and left. Elliot on the other hand was a little more hesitent. He was afraid that Olivia would break down after finding out that she was pregnant with her rapist's child, but she assured him that she was fine and would give him a call. He left looking back once more before he closed the door.

A couple hours later Olivia heard a gentle knock at the door. She quickly swiped her hand under her eyes to eliminate any stray tears and turned to face who ever was entering, hoping they wouldn't notice that she had been crying. Even though she figured it was Elliot and he always knew when she was upset. To her surprise she turned and instead of Elliot standing by the door it was Cragen.

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Cragen slowly opened Olivia's door and peeked his head inside. When he saw that she was awake he slowly walked in and waited for her to look at him before entering more. When she turned her head he knew right away that she had been crying. He could make a good guess as to why based on what Elliot had told him when he had arrived at the station, but wasn't sure if that was the definite reason quite yet. "Hey Liv, Elliot just told me about the twins." He said as he slowly approached Olivia. Who now had fresh tears in her eyes and at that moment Cragen new what she had been crying about. " I just came by to see how you were holding up."

"You know I'm okay a guess but I can't help but think that I'm in the same postion as my mother." She said as she wiped some tears away and continued to speak. " I mean she was single, alone, with no one to help her and pregnant with her rapists child." By now she was full blown crying.

Cragen sat on the edge of the bed and wrapped his arms around Olivia. He sat there and just held her until he felt her begin to hicup then finally her breathing slowed. He pulled her back and looked at her for a couple seconds before he began to speak. "Olivia you are nothing like your mother. Sure you both concived your children the same horrible way, but like you said she had no one. Even the fact that you thought you were alone hurt me so much and if you said that to anyone else on the squad they would feel the same way. We are all here to help you through this and to support you. Plus I think of you as the strongest women I know and I think that you have plenty of strength to raise these two babies with as much love and affection as you would a child that you concived willingly." He said as he wiped her tears and once again he pulled her into a huge.

After a few more minutes in the embrace Cragen released his hold on Olivia. "Thank you so much. You really did make me feel better." Just as she was finishing up her thank you Cragen's phone rang. He finished the conversation with the person on the other end and then told Olivia that he had to go because they caught another case. They shared one last hug and a reassuring smile from Cragen before Olivia was left alone once again.

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After about three hours numorous magizenes and surfing through many channels, Olivia was bored out of her mind. Just before she thought she was going to go insane there was a knock at her door. "Come in!" She said rather excitedly.

The door opened slowly and Fin poppedhis head in. "Hey Liv." He said as he entered the room and made his way to the chair next to Olivia's bed. "I just wanted you to know that I am so sorry I let this happen to you. This is all my fault and I am so, so very sorry." Fin apologized as he grabbed Olivia's hand.

Olivia looked at him in shock. Even after everything that had happened it never once crossed Olivia's that any of this was Fin's fault. "Fin you need to know that I never once thought any of this was your fault. Even though the circumstances are not as I expected I am happy to be having theses babies. I have always wanted kids and I wouldn't want to raise any number of kids created by any form without someone like you to pretect them." She one idel tear running down the right side of her face.

Fin looked up from the spot he had been looking at on the bed. "Yea but Liv..." He stopped when he saw Olivia shaking her head.

"But nothing." She said "If anything I should that you, I mean this isn't the way I ever imagined it but, because of you have the opertuntity ro become a mother and prove that genes but how well you raise a child and that I can be stronger than my mother. I know this sounds really bad but I am almost glad that you didn't stop Harris, and don't think for minute that I was glad that I was raped but the opertunity to raise two new people that could one day make a difference in this world." She explained as she place her hands in her still flat stomach. Fin smiled at her and gave her a big hug.

"Thanks Liv, I really do feel better now. I better get going though I have a lot of paper work and I told Captin I wouldn't be gone too long." He explained as he got up and headed to the door.

" Alright, it was good to see you again Fin. I won't be able to return to work for another month because of the twins so during that month don't be a stranger. Feel free to stop by anytime you know where my apartment is."

He gave her a soft smile and walked out of the room leave Olivia alone once again. As she was sitting there she started to think about what she had told Fin. She knew she had always wanted kids but was she really happy that it happened this way? Not really she didn't want kids this way she had only said that to make Fin feel better. She didn't really want to have her rapist kids but she was still going to have these babies because she wasn't sure she would get another chance to have kids. So even though she was scared to death to have theses babies there was no way she would let anything happen to them.

Okay well that was chapter 10 I really hoped you guys liked it! I wasn't too sure about it but I posted it any way. Please review. Last chapter I got the least reviews I have gotten for a chapter in a while so please review tell me what you thought of the chapter, any ideas you might have for the story, or about anything else you might like to tell me that you think will make this a better story. Thanks and review!!!!!