Will you love me, for me? Chapter 10: Awards, a twilight fanfic

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The awards night . . .

Bellas point of view.

Oh my god. I cant do this. I cant do this. I cant do this!!!!

"Bella relax you can do this!!" Alice said and smacked my butt.

"No! I cant. I have to sing with Edward! We havnt spoken since our fight. I c-cant!" I stuttered.

"Bella we all pitched in together to write a song made for you two! You are going to get on that damn stage and shake your ass off!!" Rose said sternly.

I gulped and sank back into Alices pink bathroom chair and let them finish my makeup and hair.

"Your done!!" Rose said and turned me around to look in the full body mirror. I gasped and hugged them tightly. I looked very pretty.

My hair was up in a simple bun with layers of it falling around my face. Simple makeup but very prominent. My dress was a royal blue and silky. It went to my fingertips and had diamonds and beads imbedded right under the bust and on the neckline. My shoes were silver and had a tiny bow on them.

Rosalies dress was dark red and the same length as mine. It was layed at the botton and had a pink satin stripe under the bust. Her heels were white and had a thick strap around her ankle.

Alices dress was emerald green, strapless, ruffled on the side with a square buckle in the middle under the bust, and a bow on the neckline. Her shoes were thick and black velvet. (All of there outfits are on my profile!!)

"We are ready." Alice announced and grabbed her clutch.

"Yeah." I sighed.

"Bella cheer up! You are performing twice tonight! And you need to be more excited." Rose said as we got in the limo. Yeah, we had no choice but to go in a limo.

"Whatever." I laughed.

"See theres are giggly Bells!" Alice cooed.

Once we pulled up to the Awards place the driver opened our door and Rose and Alice stepped out. When I stepped out there were tons of flashes and i had to sign a few autographs, but then we were led together to the front row of seats. I saw Emmett, Jasper, and Edward sitting right next to ours. Goddamnit!

"BellaRoo!!" Emmett said and ran to me. I hugged him and then Jasper pulled him off to get to me.

"Bella i miss you." He chuckled.

"I feel the same." I sighed. I ignored Edward and sat down in my seat, Rose was on my left torwards the boys and Alice was on my right.

"Bella cheer up." Rose demanded. I rolled my eyes and crossed my legs. From the corner of my eyes i could see Alice wink at her. Oh no.

"Fine." They shrugged and started tickling my sides. I jumped up out of my chair laughing and holding my sides. I took this chance to look around the stadium. It was empty except for us six and some workers in the back.

"This place is huge." I whispered.

"Well, its nothing compared to where you perform at Bells." Emmett said in a duh tone.

"Ugh, whatever. Its always full, so i cant really tell how big it is."

"Showoff." Jasper coughed.

"Jackasses." I sneezed.

They burst into laughter, and Edward eyes were boring into me. Part of me wanted to look him straight in the eyes and ask ' What the hell are you looking at, heartbraker? ' Then another part of me wanted to jump him but, oh well.

"What time is it?" I asked looking at the stage.

"7:30 it starts at 8:00." Jasper said.

"Hmm. Im bored." I giggled.

"Figures, the famous people get bored first!" Emmett laughed.

"Shut up." I rolled my eyes and sat back into my seat.

"Harsh." He muttered.

"Emmett." I warned.

"BellaRoo."

"Emmett."

"Bellarina!"

"Stupid!" I yelled causing the workers to look at me.

"Ha you attrack attention like a bug and a light." Rose laughed.

"Uh."

"Bella your so impatient." Alice giggled.

I just ignored her and watched all the people file into the stadium.

"Oh! Look Beyonce!!" I squealed. I heard them laugh behind me.

"Your more famous then her Bella." Jasper pointed out.

"I dont care! Shes awesome!"

The show started after everybody was in their seats, James was the host and he already gave out a few awards. Me, Alice, and Rose were now waiting back stage cause we were presenting the next award, Favorite Male Artist.

"Ok, Presenting the award for Favorite Male Artists, is our girls, Isabella Swan, Rosalie Hale, and Mary Alice Brandon!" James said and clapped as we came out.

I think the stage was shaking from the noise and cheers from the audience. We walked up to the podium and scooted together to talk into the mic.

I was chewing on a lollipop, all part of our act. Alice snatched it from my mouth making sure everybody saw it even though this whole thing was being shown on the big screen t.v.s behind us.

"You did not just jack my lollipop." I said disbelieving.

"Chill, Bella. We need to present the awards and look your lips are blue!!"

"Silly, Alice, her lips arent blue from the lollipop." Rose said and winked at the croud. I saw Edward tighten his fist in his lap.

"Oh, Bella, you bad girl." Alice said and giggled. Then music came on from the speakers.

She likes to shake her ass she grinds it to the beat
She likes to pull my hair when I make her grind her teeth
I like to strip her down she's naughty to the end
You know what she is, no doubt about it
She's a bad, bad girlfriend!

"Ok, well that was a coincedence." I laughed and blushed slightly.

"Bella we want to play truth or dare!" Rose said.

"Ok?"

"Bells we dare you to sing a verse from the song Blame It by Jamie Foxx. Its about time you brought in some R&B!" Alice chirped.

I groaned when the music started. But as my planned dare i sang along.

Let it out now, girl what you drinkin', gon' let it sink in
Here for a weekend, thinkin', we can
See where we could be if we press fast forward
Just one more round and you're down I'd know it

Fill another cup up, feelin' on your butt what
You don't even care now, I was unaware
How fine you was before
My buzz set in, my buzz set in

Blame it on the goose, gotcha feeling loose
Blame it on the 'tron, catch me in a zone
Blame it on the a-a-alcohol
Blame it on the a-a-alcohol

"I love that song!" Rose said into the mic. The place interuppted into cheers.

"Damn, Bella i think you rock as an R&B singer."

"Whatever." I mumbled.

"Ok so now we dare you to-"

"Wait! I already did a dare!"

"Oh well. Now we dare you to announce who won the award for Favorite Male Artist!" Alice squealed.

"Ok. The winner for Favorite Male Artist is . . ." I opened the envelope and mentally slapped myself. "Edward Cullen!" I said trying to act excited. Which i was for him but not for me.

Edward got up from his seat and climbed the steps on stage. Rose handed him his trophy and he hugged them both. I hate my life. He came over to me and squeazed me in his arms. Before he pulled away he whispered in my ear.

"I love you." I almost broke down right there but Rose and Alice walked with me back stage. When he hugged me the audience 'Awwed'.

"Bella, your performing nex,t just calm down." Alice said and rubbed my back.

"Ok, im fine. Will you help me with my outfit?" I asked them. They nodded and we went into the back changing room.

"You look so sexy, Bella." Alice said happily. I just nodded.

I was wearing a pair of red skinny jeans that were torn, a black shirt that was flowing at the arms but waist tight at the hem a thick red belt on top of it, a pair of black pumps, a red hat with a black bow on it, and a pair of red gloves. My hair was straight and out of its bun hanging down my back.(Outfit in profile!!)

I saw Emmett and waved him over.

"You ready big bro?" I asked.

"Hell yeah sexy sis!" He boomed. The stage was pitch black and he went to the side of it. It was shaped like a T. I was on the top part, and then it stretched out like a runway.

"We all wanted some music to kick up the night, so here is Isabella Swan!!" James announced.

I walked to the end of the runway thing and sat on a black wood chair sitting crossed legged on it. The mic was in my hand and the music started. I hoped they liked this song, i know my fans have never heard it.

It started out slow and barely any music in the back. The lights flicked on and my ears hurt from the screams.

(Regular = Bella, Bold = Emmett)

How can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

I stood up out of my chair and kicked it out of my way. Emmett came into view and started singing.

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become

now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Bring me to life)
I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

I was out of breath when the music stopped. Emmett was standing next to me grinning like and idiot. Rosalie was smiling at him then he blew her a kiss. I laughed at them and took a glance at Edward from the corner of my eye. He was smiling and i thought his eyes were kinda glazy looking, like wet tears. But i was always wrong.

I started walking backstage but Emmett kept bowing and blowing kisses at the croud. I stomped back out on stage and dragged him with me backstage, i could hear the croud laughing at us.

"Emmett!" I scolded.

"What?!?! They loved us!" He said innocently. I rolled my eyes at him and we walked back out to our seats, i didnt even bother to change back into my dress.

"Lets give it up for Edward Cullen and Jasper Whitlock!" James said and then walked off stage.

Edward and Jasper walked together on stage and envelope in Edwards hand.

"Jasper i think your girlfriend is a tinkerbell inpersonater." Edward chuckled into the mic. I giggled and nudged Alice.

"Well atleast im not some rockstar wanna be." He shot back.

"How am i a wanna be?"

"You just are!"

"Great logic." He snorted.

"You wanna go?" Jasper said and stood in Edwards face.

"No, i would feel bad when i hurt you bro." Edward said and patted his back. Jasper snorted and patted Edwards back extra hard.

"Well why dont you just announce the winner for Favorite Female Artist." Jasper grumbled.

"Fine."

"And the winner for Favorite Female Artist is . . . Isabella Swan!" Edward said excitedly. I almost had a heart attack, i honestly didnt think i had a chance at winning any award.

I walked up onto the stage and hugged Jasper, then Edward, he held me tighter and longer than Jasper. But i was never one for complaining.

I walked up to the mic trophy in hand.

"I think they sound like and old married couple." I giggled and motioned to Edward and Jasper standing behind me. The croud laughed and clapped at me.

"Wow i honestly cant thank you enough for this award." I did my speech and walked off backstage with Edward and Jasper behind me.

"Bella!!" Alice screached and jumped on me.

"I told you! You won! You won!!" She cheered.

"I cant believe it!" I sighed.

"Told you." Rose said smugly.

"Come on." I laughed as we walked back to our seats.

"More music? Huh i think i can do that!" James announced.

"Give it up for Edward Cullen." He said and walked off.

The lights were in Edward, he was sitting on a tall stool and a guitar in his hand, lips at the microphone and stand.

Oh I had a lot to say, was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die

I'm sorry, I'm bad, I'm sorry, I'm blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby, the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry

This time I think, I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die

Every single day, I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah, sorry

I'm sorry, baby
I'm sorry, baby
I'm sorry

He stared at me all through his song, i had a single tear go down my face but i quickly wiped it away before anyone could see. Besides Edward, he saw it and he knew he caused it.

Wow what an appology. I hated how much i loved him, it was painful. The only thing i was sure of was that he wanted to get back together. And that enough made my heart beat agian.

He walked off stage with one last glance at me.

"You ok?" Rose whispered in my ear.

"Y-yeah." I stuttered.

"I told you he would appologize." Alice whispered.

"Yeah, you did. And he did. And it was better than i expected i will give him that."

"But will you give him you?" Rose asked.

I ignored her and watched the rest of the show.

When it was coming to an end, Me and Edward got up silently and walked backstage. I didnt say anything to him i just stood there nervously waiting for James to signal us to go on the stage.

James came backstage to talk to us.

"Bella! How are you?" He asked and hugged me.

"Good. Nervous." I said quietly

"The Isabella Swan nervous? I find that hard to believe." He laughed and patted my arm.

"Edward!" He said and shook Edwards hand.

"James, its good to see you." I noticed the tension in his voice and giggled, they heard it and turned to me.

"Something funny?" James laughed.

"Huh? Oh no! Nothings funny." I said and held my lips together. It turned away so they couldnt see me.

"Oh good. Cause your on in 50 seconds." Ok nothing was funny anymore it was all covered with nervousness.

James left to go introduce us and i started running my hands through my hair.

"You look beautiful." Edward said. I turned to him and rolled my eyes. I wasnt mad at him anymore. Its like i said when your in love with someone like i am with Edward, there is absolutely nothing that can keep you mad at him. Only if they did something bad. Edward just accused me falsely. But i had a bad day and so did he.

"You always say that."

He shrugged and looked away.

"We have a little surprise to end tonight show for you guys, so please welcome Isabella Swan and Edward Cullen for there duet!" James said. The croud got even louder if that was possible.

I walked on stage from one side and Edward walked on from the other side, we both had mics in our hands.

(Edward = Bold. Bella Underlined Both = Underlined and bold.)

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that you told me not to believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be

I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of clothes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room

I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had a closer
This can't be the end

Yay yay yay

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

We stepped closer singing together. I didnt think about what it would be like singing on stage with Edward but it was better than singing by myself. Sensational.

We were about an inch apart and his hand was on my cheek, we got caught up in our own little moment staring into each others eyes, that i hardly noticed the croud cheering.

"Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!" Oh did i want to. I forgave him, i did. I just wanted him mine again, to pretend this never happened.

He leaned down to my ear.

"Im sorry." He whispered.

"Your forgiven." I whispered back and crushed my lips to his. It was about 5 seconds long but i felt like we poured everything we had into it. When we pulled apart we were both smiling like idiots and the stadium i swear was shaking from the whoop calls and the cheering/clapping.

"Wow i dont remember if i was wearing socks or not but if i was they just blew them off!" James announced into the mic.

When we got backstage Edward spun my around and pressed his lips to mine. Our lips moved together, i poured out how much i loved him in this kiss. My hands were around his neck and his on my hips. I needed to breathe but ignored it. I pulled back when i heard several clicking noises.

I turned around my hands still in Edwards hair and saw 3 papparazzi getting the probably million dollar shots of me and Edward ending our fued.

"How'd they get in here?" I asked.

"Dont know." He whispered and captured my lips agian. I pulled back after awhile and smiled. He grabbed my hand and walked us out to our seats. Rose scooted over and so did Jasper so we could sit next to each other.

"I love you." I whispered.

"I love you more." He said and kissed my cheek.

"Whatever." I snorted.

"You think im lying?"

"No i just think your baised."

"Baised am i?"

"Yep." I giggled.

"Your so beautiful." He said and pecked my lips.

"Baised." I coughed and laughed.

"I will make you see. I promised you the first day we met, and i will keep it."

"Hmm." Was all i said and intertwined our hands together. Where they would be forever.

Wooohoooo!!! YaY! They are back together! Sorry if this was fast. But i just couldnt stand them fighting for so long!!

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