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Chapter 10

Losing It

Rory wasn't scared, she was excited. She wasn't scared driving to Hartford. She wasn't scared leaving the movie theater and walking three blocks to the cheap motel. She wasn't scared while she waited for Jess to pay for a room. And she definitely wasn't scared as Jess closed the door behind them.

The room was nothing to write home about but at least it was clean. There was a television, bureau, chair, night stand, and one full sized bed. The sheets appeared to be clean, the floor was vacuumed, but the television looked like it hadn't been dusted in a year.

She just stood there, surveying the room. Jess was standing behind her, waiting to see what she would do. She turned and faced Jess. She wasn't scared but he needed reassurance. She gave him a coy little smile.

"Not bad, huh?"

"I stayed in worse."

He was wearing that smile that she loved so much. Lips resting together with one corner raised higher to create an uneven smile. If you didn't know him you could easily be deceived into thinking it was a smirk. His eyes were dark and he lean casually against the wall.

He just look at her, she looked at ease in these surroundings. She was wearing a gray platted skirt that reminded him of her uniform with converse. Her shirt was clearly an after thought, like she changed in a hurry. He doubted she would a wear a shirt that said 'break dancing is an art' to Friday night dinners with the grandparents.

She just stood there with a knowing smile, which grew as Jess studied her.

"What?"

He wanted to know why she was wearing such a goofy grin, but was distracted from his quandary as she flicked her head to signal him to come closer. It was a small request that he was happy to oblige. Looking directly into her eyes, which wasn't difficult considering they were nearly the same height. He stood so close to her that they were touching.

It happened to fast that neither knew who initiated the kiss. The kiss was searing. You would think they hadn't seen one another for an extended time. Jess was pushing his lips to hers with such force that was only enhanced by Rory pulling him closer. This kiss was the physical manifestation of all their pent up frustrations.

It was at the point where Jess felt Rory sucking and nibbling his tongue that he started guiding them towards the bed. As her legs came in contact with the bed, the kiss was reluctantly broken. Jess guided her to sit at the edge of the bed as he stood before her. She looked at him with adoring eyes that were reciprocated. He removed his jacket and pushed hers down from her shoulders and placed it on the chair with his.

He gave her a light push that told her to scoot back and lie down. She rested her head on the pillows. She trusted him. There was nothing to be nervous about. This wasn't any different from other similar situations they've been in.

He knew the best way to hover over her without causing her discomfort or hurt her. He could tell she was comfortable after all this was the most privacy they'd gotten in weeks.

She met him kiss for kiss, tease for tease, she was not timid with her caress nor did she shy from the ones he gave. Their hips worked in similar suggestive natures. And their eagerness was displayed with their impatience to shed their clothing. Rory was the one taking the initiative by nearly ripping his shirt off with one fluidic motion. He mimicked her actions with equal enthusiasm.

They had the undressing down to a science. Jess didn't even flinch when he got to her skirt, which he never even encountered before. Both were down to their undergarments. Jess was hovering over Rory with his mouth moving against hers. He could feel her hands playing with the elastic of his boxers. He didn't mind but he got a jolt of reality when he felt her knee slid across his groin. He knew what was happening and that was why they came but he had to make sure.

"Are we going too fast?" he mumble against her mouth before continuing the kiss.

He nearly laughed when she didn't miss a beat, "take off your shorts."

Mouths still working he managed to remove his boxers with her help and without pause he rolled them slightly to their sides so he could reach the snap to her bra. Rory loved it when he did that. He could get her bra off so fast she wouldn't even feel it. Just as quickly she was on her back again. Their movements were becoming even more suggestive. There was now only one thing between them and release.

Jess' attempt to remove her underwear was less smooth. He managed to get them to her knees but at this point his capacity for abstract thought had severely diminished. He was getting beyond frustrated while tugging but suddenly froze when he heard the high pitched ripping noise. They both looked in the direction of where the sound came from. In his excitement, Jess had ripped her panties along the seams. He looked at Rory, she was shaking from silent laughter with a smile.

"Huh, oh well, damage done."

With another ripping noise he shed the cotton material all together. Rory responded with a more vocal laugh that was cut off by a simultaneous hard kiss and penetrating thrust of two fingers. She moaned loudly into his mouth thus encouraging him further. The idea was to prepare Rory for what was to come. But that didn't keep him from acting with fervor. He was enjoying her wreathing and whimpering too much.

"Now Jess"

He wanted to but stalled, he looked for his pants or more specifically his wallet. He could feel that she was ready. If her mewing, caressing, and the way she was rubbing her hips against his wasn't enough of a hint, the moisture he felt was a definite give away. He pulled his hand away before she could reach fulfillment. He quickly realized she wasn't letting him go when he tried to reach for his discarded pants. She wasn't going to let him go.

"Believe me, I'm ready, I just gotta get…"

"No" she leaned in further, caressed his ear with a lick that elicited a moan, and whispered, "don't, I like you just the way you are."

'Interesting,' Jess was ok with that. Her words caused another surge towards his erection. He attacked her mouth once more, moving her knees to either side of him, as he brought himself to her entrance. He trailed his lips to her neck as he pushed into her. Their breathing deepened as he smoothly thrust into her, giving her the opportunity to grow accustom to the intrusion. There was only a slight discomfort for her but the good definitely out weighed the bad.

It was torture for Jess to keep from just thrusting forward with speed and vigor. So many times Rory had used this speed to just tease as she pleasured him. Being bare and feeling how wet, warm, and tight she was just kept fueling the fire. He now surpassed the barrier, breaking what remained of her physical innocence. She responded the sting caused by the rip with a love bite on his shoulder, which he responded to with a dominant thrust deeper inside. That got him a breathy moan from her that just reassured him of her enjoyment.

He lifted his head to look at her face. Her mouth was agape with a smile and her head was tilted back slightly. 'She liked that.' Jess decided to just stop the teasing with a thrust forward 'til he could go no further. He heard her take in a sharp breath and make a pleased noise.

"Alright?"

She was too busy to verbally respond. All she could muster was a vigorous nod. He went with what made seemed to get the best response out of her. Jess couldn't lie, it was more than difficult to hold himself together for any length of time, considering the amount of build up to this event. He just had to get her there and that was the most important thing.

He just focused on making it worth while for her which wasn't as difficult as he may had imagined. All of their practice had made him well aware of what she liked and didn't like and what was most stimulating. He knew they were moving at a very quick pace and definitely not at their most gentle. But Rory wasn't complaining and he certainly wasn't about to.

"Do you like that?"

He just kept pushing in this direction and that, shifting his weight that way and turning her. Rory was always a team player. It wasn't long before he had her wreathing and shaking. He could feel her contracting around him making it impossible for him to hold on much longer. Normally Jess had extremely good stamina but these particular nine minutes inside Rory were testing his will.

He continued to whisper in her ear: encouragements and making sure everything was all right. He knew there was no way he could hold on much longer especially now that Rory shifted under him bringing her legs around his waist. He told her so causing a strong contraction within her. She let him know that she was ready for him to let go.

He pressed his lips against her once more with such force she almost didn't notice when he shifted them again so that his knees were baring most weight and he tilted her lower half to a higher angle. She certainly felt the change in penetration and nearly drew blood from where she was clawing his shoulders. That did it for him. He was a goner and so was the side that was released into her. Through his euphoric haze he could feel the tell tale contractions and crazed moaning that indicated she'd reached a second peak. He couldn't stop though.

They were still moving though at a slower pace. He didn't want to come out. He liked where he was. He was breathing deeply and unevenly and his heart felt like he took speed. His hand ventured towards her breast that covered her heart to feel a similar pounding. He looked at her. She looked daze with her eyes heavily lidded, hair a mess, and chest rising and falling like she just sprinted a mile.

Their muscles were slowing them down and both were having respiratory issues. Their light thrusting had nearly ceased when Jess suddenly flipped the two. She was impressed. He kept their connection. It was at this position that they came to a rest. Her face nuzzled into his neck with his hand in her hair and around her waist. Neither attempted to break their connection. Why would he ever want to come out? They were both completely sated and in an elated state.

"That definitely worked out well."

She let out a muffled laugh, "Definitely worked out."

"Aww, did I satisfy you?"

He could feel vigorous nodding against his neck, "Oh yeah."