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Against my Wishes

Edwards Point of View

Emmett came into the lounge room, and he looked weird. He kept throwing random glances at me for some reason. So I went looking in his head for the answer. Emmett was trying to block me out though, that was different. Emmett had never blocked me out before now. And it showed, he was no good at it.

The first picture I saw in Emmett's head was one that he had allowed to slip through. It was a picture of Bella, she was standing at the door of her room with two girls. She was laughing and telling them to go and get something to eat. That she would be fine on her own.

I saw red. How could he? My brother... my favourite brother, I thought he would listen to me. Do what was best for me, and even if not what was best for me at least what was best for Bella.

"Emmett, what was that?" I growled, Emmett turned back to look at me with a sheepish look on his face.

"Um, what was what Edward?" He started to inch towards the stairs but I was already standing in front of them.

"That Emmett the picture in your head, the one of Bella with her friends at her dorm, how did you get that picture Emmett? How were you close enough to her that you could see that? When I told you, all of us to leave her alone!" I was yelling, I couldn't believe him, how could he go against everything I had said for Bella. I was trying to protect her to stop her from being hurt again.

"Edward, I just wanted to check on her, Carlisle said that he was worried she would go into depression because of what happened to her last night, and also because she might have seen Carlisle at the hospital and it would bring back all that bad memories for her. I didn't want her to be hurt Edward. I had to make sure she was okay."

I couldn't believe this. We all knew Emmett was stupid, but this was to much.

"Emmett, if she didn't see Carlisle then how is seeing you going to make her better?" I tried to speak calmly to be the voice of reason. I didn't want Emmett to get upset and not tell me the rest of what happened.

"Oh no Edward, you see I had never planned to see her, that was a mistake. I just wanted to make sure that she was okay. When I saw her friends leave I decided I would just wait until they came back and then I was going to come back here. I just didn't want her to be alone."

Ouch. I flinched at that. I felt really bad right now, it was almost as though Emmett cared about Bella more than I did. But I knew that wasn't true. It couldn't be, I loved Bella with all of my heart. But wait, what had Emmett just said?

"Um, Emmett... never planned to see her? That part was a mistake? What happened?" I was not impressed, Emmett had messed up and Bella would have gotten hurt because of it.

"Okay Edward, first I need to talk to you about something else." What? Is he insane? He wants to talk about something else? I want to hear why he went any where near Bella, against my wishes. She is my Bella. Not his. That was not his choice to make.

"No Emmett, how about you tell me about Bella." My voice was dead. I was so angry right now, but I knew flipping out wouldn't help. I took a deep breath, even though I didn't need the air it still felt good.

"No Edward, we need to talk about this first. You can't keep staying away from Bella, Edward she needs you. She wants you and she is miserable." I couldn't believe he had said that. Bella couldn't want me anymore. Not after everything I had done. And even so how was this Emmett's position to tell me this? It wasn't.

"Emmett what the hell? That is none of your business, now you tell me about what the hell happened with Bella earlier tonight!" I was yelling again, wow and I had Emmett pushed up against the wall. How had that happened I didn't even remember getting to my feet.

"No Edward, she needs you and it is my business, because I am sick of seeing people I care about being hurt. Do you think any of us wanted to leave Bella? We all love her and you are hurting her. You are hurting all of us. She needs you." This was pathetic.

Suddenly the whole family was there. Jasper was spreading calm to me and Emmett but I forced it away. I dropped Emmett and he landed easily on his feet.

"You don't know what you're talking about Emmett, Bella was in constant danger with us around, she was only getting hurt. She doesn't belong in our world."

"Yes Edward you're right, she doesn't belong in our world, as a human." That was Alice, I couldn't believe she was against me on this.

"Am I the only one who cares about Bella? Am I the only one who wants her to be safe?" I yelled I was so angry at my whole family for siding against me. I felt the urge to be calm thrown straight at me this time.

"Cut it out Jasper, I don't want to calm down."

"Edward you're insane, how is she safe at the moment? Are you forgetting what happened last night?" Alice whispered. That had affected her too, but it affected me worse. I flinched at her words. I didn't want to hear about it. I didn't want to think about it.

"She will be safe now, she won't drink again, she isn't stupid. She will keep herself safe without our help, without any of us interfering." I turned and headed for the stairs but Emmett's voice stopped me.

"Without us interfering Edward? Without me being there to protect her tonight, which you would have forbidden me from doing if you had known. She would have been raped. By the same person who gave her the drug last night. I was able to stop him just before he forced her to lose everything. How is that safe."

I froze, Emmett couldn't mean that. He couldn't Bella being raped? How could this happen? There was no way this little child was going to hurt my Bella. I would protect her. I needed to see her to make sure she is okay. I couldn't believe someone would do that to Bella.

I turned to see Rosalie hugging Emmett, thanking him for stopping Bella from being traumatised the way she was.

"What's his name Emmett." Emmett looked at me and shook his head. He wasn't going to tell me.

"Edward, she wouldn't want you to become a monster. But listen to me she needs you." I shook my head. I wanted to kill him. But I knew he was right.

"No Emmett, I will look after her. I will keep an eye on her and protect her, but I won't go back to her again. I promised her I wouldn't be in her life ever again. I promised her it would be as though I never existed. I owe her that much. I have to keep at least one promise to her."

I felt my dead heart break one more time. And I turned away. I was going to go and make sure Bella was okay. I was going to sit outside her window for the entire night if I had to, just to make sure that she would be alright. But I would never let her know I was there. Or that I cared.

Because I had messed up, ruined my life and made the biggest mistake I could. I had let her slip away, forced her to turn her back on me. And because I made these choices she's gone. Bella, is no longer my Bella.

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