Chapter Ten: Chained Lovers

"I choose my heart." Even as he said them, the words sounded right in Light's ears. The kiss that followed was gentle and full of all the love he'd been denying since the very beginning. L wrapped his arms around Light's neck, and Light pulled him closer by his slender waist. Their lips molded expertly together in a kiss that said they had all the time in the world to enjoy each other.

They pulled away from the kiss panting and holding each other close. "Light," L said as he attempted to regain his breath. "Light, I want you."

All it took was those three words and the mood of the room changed. Light looked at L, his eyes glazing over with lust. Their lips met in a passion filled kiss, hands began to roam, moments blurred, clothes were removed, and names were moaned.

Light found himself lying on his back, L hovering over him, kissing his lips, nibbling his ear, nipping his neck. His hands caressed his chest, squeezed his nipples, and explored every contour of his body. "Ryuuzaki," Light moaned as he felt L's warm mouth surround his hard nipples.

Moments blurred together and the next thing Light knew, L had his fingers outside his opening. Light yelped in surprise when he felt the first finger push itself pass the outer ring of his hidden flower. L quickly swallowed the yelp down in a kiss.

He rotated the one finger until he was sure his younger lover was used the intrusion, before he slowly slipped a second finger in with the first. A low scream escaped Light's mouth and it too was swallowed up by L's lips working against his own. The third finger would have gone unnoticed if L hadn't chosen that time to scissor the three appendages and delve them in deeper. A long low moan passed from Light's lips to L's as something was brushed deep inside of him

"Ryuuzaki." Light moaned, his eyes rolling into the back of his head, as L repeatedly rubbed his sweet spot. "Oh god, I'm not going to last much longer."

L broke the ongoing kiss and removed all contact with Light. The Yagami boy looked up to the sight of L slowly removing what remained of his clothes. Light almost drooled at the sight of L, his onyx eyes glazed over in lust, rubbing a handful of lubricant into his hard and throbbing erection.

"Are you ready?" L asked his lover.

Light nodded and parted his legs more allowing for L to position himself between them. L raised one of Light's legs and placed it over his shoulder, "I'll be gentle," he promised, before guiding himself to the crinkled ring of flesh and slowly pushing inside.

A low scream of pain escaped Light's mouth at the initial intrusion of the hard muscle in his opening. The scream was followed by a low hiss from L as he was suddenly surrounded by tight hot flesh.

"Nnn," Light whimpered. "It hurts."

"I'm sorry," L said. "Should I stop?"

Light shook his head. "Give me a second. It has to get better soon. I just need time to adjust."

L nodded and waited for Light's cue to continue. When Light finally gave the OK, L snapped his hips forward, completely sheathing himself in the hot cavern with one hard thrust, managing to hit Light's sweet spot on the first try.

Light let out a loud scream. "Oh god," he groaned, "Yes! Like that. Just like that."

L looked down in shock at Light's sudden reaction to the rough treatment. "What?" he asked dumbfounded.

"Again," Light pleaded. "Do it again, just like that."

L pulled out and thrust back in hard and fast.

"Ahh," Light screamed again, "More." His body was trembling from the amazing pleasure filled pain that was shooting from the base of his spine and frying every nerve in his body. L thrust into him hard and unrelentingly, hitting his sweet spot every time. "Oh god, yes," he cried. "Harder! Please harder." He felt as if he was almost melting from the pleasure laced pain.

L was moaning loudly as he gave in to his lover pleas for rough hard sex. He snapped his hips back and forth giving no regard to rather he was hurting Light or not. Light was practically begging to be hurt. L gripped Light's hips to the point where they almost bruised from the pressure. He threw his head back and slammed into the slender body beneath him harder.

Light clung to L tightly, digging his nails into the detective's flesh so deep little crescent moon shaped marks formed,

"Oh yes," Light called out. "So good." He met each of L's frantic thrusts with a thrust of his own. L felt so good moving inside him. He'd never felt so filled, so complete, he never wanted it to end.

"Oh god, Light," L called. "I'm not going to last much longer." It was an amazing feeling, being so surrounded, and Light's beautiful voice calling out for more was almost more than he could take. Each harsh thrust brought him closer to the edge and each of Light's strangled moans and screams of pleasure was almost enough to throw him over.

"Ahh," Light panted, "don't come yet. I need more."

L gripped Light's hips tighter and thrust harder. "I'm sorry," he whimpered, "I'm about to, c-come." L's dark as night eyes glazed over with pleasure and rolled into the back of his head, a shudder spread through his body and all the heat rush to his center and he exploded inside Light's hot cavern. He moaned out what his lover's name.

The sight of L reaching his release was enough to drive Light over the edge. With one last pleasure filled moan, he reached his peak and spurted his seed into the air covering both of their chests in the sticky translucent fluid.

L collapsed on top of Light, breathing hard and trembling, ridding after the after waves of his release. "Light," L said kissing giving Light a gentle kiss on the lips, before rolling off of him thusly removing himself from where he was still embedded inside of Light.

Light remained laying on his back, staring at the ceiling, he slowly regained control of his breathing, his body resonated the last feel of L inside of him.

"Light, are you ok?"

Light slowly turned his head to look at L, but he said nothing. L seemed to be worried; he looked away from Light's watching eyes. "You regret it don't you Light?" he asked in a guarded voice, he seemed to be trying to hide pain within the flat monotone of his voice.

"Ryuuzaki," Light said softly.

"It's ok if you regret it, Light. I- I…" he couldn't seem to figure out what he wanted to say.

Light sat up and ran his hand through L's disheveled locks. 'Ryuuzaki," he said again, drawing the detective seemingly soulless onyx eyes to him. "I love you, Ryuuzaki."

A look of relief filled L's eyes, and he gave a small childlike smile. "I love you, too."

.:~:.

Later that night, after they cleaned up, Light curled up in bed, his arms around L, his face buried in those messy black locks, inhaling the sweet earthy scent he had grown to love, 'This is what it must feel like for lovers,' he thought to himself, he sighed, he and L were lovers. Something he thought would never happen. Something his heart screamed was the best thing that could have happened.

He was happy. L was happy. Nothing could have been better. But unfortunately for them, happiness was something that could easily be carried on the wings of change.

Change came months later in the form of a black notebook rightfully labeled 'Death Note' for it so easily killed the love between the two of them.