Hi everyone I hope you enjoy this new chapter sorry it's a little late as usual I'm having issuse with school. Well not really I'm just having issuses with myself. I worry to quickly and to much it's a curse.

I do not own Kuroshitsuji...but I so wish I did the characters are freaking awesome even the evil ones...aka Ciel lol he's a spoiled rotten evil brat will to step one anyone just to get his way.

She was distracted even more than usual.

Her mind always wandered in class but her mind was somewhere else entirely, during class, during tutoring, and when she was at home. Samantha even notice her friend's weird behavior. Walking down the rows Sebastian read aloud the problems to the students while scanning their papers for their work. A handful were actually taking notes, others were doodling, and the few left were doing nothing but stare at a blank piece of paper.

Larisa was among the ones doodling.

She was sketching a man so far she had only done the body which was dressed in an old fashion butler's uniform. Frowning he wonder where she got the idea for that, pausing when the bell rang he sighed. "Alright class you are dismissed. Don't forget your homework and remember practice makes perfect" said Sebastian sending them off with a cheery smile. Hearing groans mix with yes sirs he made is way for his desk, "Bye Mr. Michaelis's" cried a few of the girls.

"Good bye" he said waving bye before looking at Larisa, she was slowly packing up.

He would definitely have to talk to her she usually always try to be the first out of the class. Desperate to get away from him, she was really stubborn. Something she didn't show in her youth. Nope if he wanted her to do something all he had to do was tell her and she follow his order like a little puppy. Watching her slowly leave the class he was even more surprised when she tossed him a little wave, "Bye" she said in a monotone voice.

It wasn't three minutes after she left did Samantha show up, "Alright you demon basterd did you drug her or bite her or something…did you rape her" said Sam glaring at him. Sighing Sebastian shook his head, why did girls always jump to rape. "I didn't do something Miss Samantha she has me worried too. Also why would you think me biting her would do something" said Sebastian frowning.

Looking at him she shrugged, "I don't know maybe you have mind controlling venom in your teeth" said Sam nonchalantly. "Really the things your generation come up with" he said rolling his eyes. "Well your saliva heals not all that far off" snapped Sam pouting. "My body has antibodies stronger than yours. So when I licked her wounds I didn't heal her, the antibodies I transferred to her body simply speed up her own bodies natural healing. Nothing more nothing less, if I gave her a blood transfusion then yes we would have something to worry about" said Sebastian giving her an eerier smile.

Raising an eyebrow Sam pursed her lips, "What happens" she asked curious.

Giving her a dark smile he shook his head, "Oh no Larisa would never forgive me if I gave her friend a nightmare" said Sebastian giving a chuckle.

"Now I really want to know " cried Sam annoyed. "Fine a little hint it usually ends with them going insane and slaughtering their closest kin along with friends, then they end it by ripping out their own throats of somehow beheading themselves. Your kind doesn't react well to our blood. It makes you go insane, if he had enough can to keep you from harming yourself and others you might be able to make though it. But considering the images they witness during the blood intake their usually better off dead because they completely lose their minds" said Sebastian casually.

Staring at him shocked Sam grinned, "Cool…take demon blood to become bonkers" she said with a small laugh. "You are a very strange human Miss Samantha" said Sebastian chuckling. "Nope just find murder and crazy fascinating" said Sam beaming.

"So you've been a longtime friend to Larisa what do you think is the problem" asked Sebastian curious for her take on the girl known as his future wife.

"Well my first guess as you can take was you…but if it wasn't you it was something just as big. I mean she freaking told Miss. Bitch of the Drama Department that she wouldn't be writing her script. So be sure to make sure that witch doesn't go after my Lala okay, you're supposed to be her demonic fiancé so make sure some school yard bitch doesn't bully her" said Sam threateningly.

"Consider her watched" said Sebastian making a mental note.

"Right but for her to actually turn something down means one of two things" said Sam frowning as she thought.

"That would be" asked Sebastian slightly wondering where his next class was, "Well one if she met a religious person on one of her walks and got spooked or her dad is coming home" said Sam nodding before looking at him to see the look of confusion.

"…Need me to explain …man you're a bad fiancé didn't you keep taps on her" said Sam frowning.

"I did but I mostly stuck to what Gabe told me and he wasn't allow to contact her. So he had to keep a distance, to sum it up he watched her on mute" said Sebastian.

"Right well I don't know why but she's like terrified of religious people. Well let me rephrase that, it's hard to explain. She's uncomfortable with people who basically have a fixed religion because she's always afraid she's going to offend them by accident. Hell it took her six months to get comfortable with me again when she found out I go to church every Sunday. She's doesn't hate any religion she believes what she believes in and she believe others are allowed to believe in what they believe in. She doesn't say any religion is wrong or right so I don't see how she could have ever had any troubles. I mean if you're Muslim she doesn't care. If you're Jewish she doesn't care if you're Buddhist she doesn't care and so on. So it's not like she ever said something bad to people to get them angry and riled up with her. But she gets uncomfortable with them always afraid she might say the wrong thing. But the people who go insane with religion and you know they do things they shouldn't but say it's alright because it's in the name of their god she terrified of them" said Sam with a scowl.

"I can explain that one. Some people who dive into religion are special humans who have the sight, it comes in different ways. Some can see our world, some hear, but it always makes them go insane. There is a reason we keep you locked out so you don't all go mad, our world is a terrible place for your kind. Close to what you think hell is…in fact our world was what inspired the image of hell. But three times during her youth Larisa was targeted by a woman like that, she had practically kept her sanity but it was slipping fast and she was a strong one too. She could feel our bond and it made her desperate to save Larisa. But because Larisa loved me when she was young she didn't like it when the woman bad mouth her Tian-kun" said Sebastian.

"Tian-kun?" asked Sam confused.

"Her father taught her Japanese as she was growing up. For a long time she would switch between the two languages and she would often add the suffixes –chan, -san, and –kun. And for some odd reason she gave me the nickname Tian. She had a hard time saying my name right but instead of going Sebby or Seb she went for Tian. But back to the woman, after hearing Larisa speak of me with such affection she was convinced that she was too far gone. There was no turning back" said Sebastian.

"How come I never heard of this" asked Sam frowning.

"Because Larisa doesn't remember it and never will but apparently what that nut job did to her left and imprint" said Sebastian crossing his arms. "What did she do to her?" asked Sam worried. "Drowned her then revived her, beat her a little with the bible. By the time I arrived she was getting ready to burn a cross onto Larisa's back. I killed the woman and erased the trauma from Larisa's mind. After that her mother got her back and I guess that's why the wall was put around the house. The woman took her from their home. I should have thought of that" said Sebastian frowning can't believe he let that slip from him.

"How did that happen I thought you were watching her" said Sam glaring at him.

"Guardian Angels are usually attached to those people so they can take their souls straight to the light for cleansing. The angel was basically holding him from doing anything. I didn't get word for three days and I wanted word of her every day, two days was my limit. But once day three came and I still had no word I went to see her myself and get Gabe if he was still alive" said Sebastian. "Damn this is all confusing…so what is religion bad" asked Sam frowning.

"No I didn't say that, what's bad is insanity it does very bad things to humans you just can't take it" said Sebastian shrugging. "I can't believe she was attacked by a religious person…no wonder she uncomfortable with it all" said Sam scowling. "Yes…most that are associated with demons don't do well with religion. Two or three of my past masters whose souls I've devoured were nearly killed by the religious nutcases of their towns" said Sebastian frowning. "Yeah apparently I'm glad I'm not bonded to you" said Sam glaring at him. "Yes, yes now tell me her problem with her father. When I was with her she was a daddy's little girls" said Sebastian.

"She still is but they have one big issue" said Sam looking at him.

"That being" asked Sebastian.

"Daddy doesn't think of art as an actual career. He wants her to get a real job but all she wants is art and she's really good, she basically already has it line up to go to this art school. She went behind his back and met with and interviewed to be in the way reclusive art school. Basically you spend three years with this lady and all the doorways open up for you in the artistic world. The lady really likes her but will only accept her if she wins this contest in New York…first place only. She doesn't have to worry about it till our senior year, but she's been looking at the winners and is sorta freaking. Their awesome just like her but she building skill with each painting. I think she's got nothing to worry about. She just has to keep going at the pace she going and get a great subject for her piece" said Sam smiling happily. "You are optimistic Samantha" said Sebastian.

"And your class has played hooky Mr. Michaelis" said Sam smirking.

"That or a certain little blond put a sign out there redirecting the class" he said knowingly.

"Maybe, maybe not" said Sam shrugging before skipping out of the classroom, "Oh I should probably mention this…Lala has a crush on the ice king Shinigami I think Will was his name" said Sam shrugging. "…What?" said Sebastian after a pause. "She's always like a serious dedicate guys" said Sam shrugging.

"…Is that so" said Sebastian a shard of annoyance piercing his mind. The possessive nature of his instincts was roaring inside but he wouldn't let it take over, she wasn't a demon she didn't understand.

He couldn't treat her like he would a female demon it was too dangerous.

Letting out a breath through flare nostrils Sebastian pushed up his classes before stepping out in the hall.

It was time he went to look for his missing class thanks to Samantha.

The question repeated in her mind multiple times. Could she trust him? Could she trust Claude he was the man who took her memories. He was Sebastian's enemy. But he had also saved her a long time ago and she had a feeling she had a few more suppressed memories of him.

"Aren't we in deep thought" said someone playful.

Jumping Larisa looked over surprised to see Ronald, "Ronald what are you doing here?" she asked bewildered. "Nothing much I have a break between the souls I need to reap so I thought I come see you. So what's with the face, you look like you're making a life or death decision" said Ronald frowning.

"Um it's nothing you need to worry about just stuff dealing with family that's all" said Larisa trying to steer him away. "Family huh" said Ronald buying it. "Yeah my dad is coming home soon me and him don't get along like we use too" said Larisa sighing. "Parents and kids tend to grow apart during the teen years but they always come back to each other. Well usually they do if their good parents" said Ronald smiling at her.

"True…hey can I ask you a question?" asked Larisa looking over at him.

"Yeah, shoot what do you want to know? You want to know if I'm single. Because the answer is yes but I'm afraid I rather not fight a demon for his bride so I can only be a part of your fantasy" said Ronald smirking. Looking at him with a raised eyebrow Larisa patted his shoulder, "Sorry but it's not that. You're cute but I like mature serious guys. Part of the reason I don't date teenage boys aren't mature at all" said Larisa giving him a forced smile as she patted his shoulder, "Ouch" said Ronald chuckling.

"Sorry but we all have our type" said Larisa smiling. "Makes me think Sebastian is perfect for you then…I mean he's been alive for a long time. So have I but I'm still young compare to other Shinigamis" said Ronald. "Sebastian…I don't know how to describe him. He sorta scares me he makes me feel like a mouse about to be devoured by a tiger, it scares me, and he scares me. I don't know anything about him, except that when I was younger I was apparently in love with him. But other than that he's a complete and total stranger to me" said Larisa frowning.

"Well I personally don't have much history with him, Grell and Will have more than me, Grell more than anyone but I doubt you want to talk to him" said Ronald looking over smiling at Larisa's grimace at the mention of Grell's name.

"You doubted right" said Larisa scowling.

"Boy did he rub you wrong" said Ronald laughing.

"He tried to chop me up into little pieces hell yeah he rub me wrong or am I not allowed to dislike him" snapped Larisa. "You can hate him all you want many do" said Ronald laughing. "Larisa" said a surprise voice, looking with Ronald Larisa was a little surprised to see her mother standing ahead of her.

"Momma" she said her eyes widening.

This had to look like she was walking home with a boyfriend or potential boyfriend. "Who's this?" she asked with a smile. "Ronald Knox at your service" said Ronald bowing before taking her hand kissing the back of it. Giving a little smile Dana let out a quiet chuckle, "Your name reminds me of a corrupt politician but your sweet" she said eyeing Larisa again. "Why is everyone connected to you always saying that" cried Ronald looking over at her in disbelief.

"They may have never said it to your face but I bet they were thinking it" mutter Larisa avoiding Ronald's glare.

"So do you go to school with Lala" asked Dana curious. "Lala" said Ronald frowning looking confused. "My nickname, Lala, it was given to me by Ciel" said Larisa. "Oh your little brother" said Ronald. "So do you go to school with Larisa" asked Dana curious.

"Um no he's a student at another school right Ronald" said Larisa looking at him hoping he would know to play along. "Yep from another school we met and hit it off" said Larisa quickly. "Oh is he going to visit before you go to tutoring" asked Dana. "I guess" said Larisa shrugging looking over at Ronald for help.

"I love to see your house" he said grinning.

"Well come this way" said Larisa sighing leading him to her house walking past her mother who smile before heading on her way. "So what does she think I'm your boyfriend" asked Ronald clearly amused. "Probably, that doesn't bother you does it" asked Larisa curious.

"Eh your cute I don't mind a misunderstanding. But if your demon fiancé here's about it please keep him on a leash" asked Ronald pleadingly. Laughing Larisa nodded, "No prob I actually like you so I'll make sure you don't die" said Larisa chuckling. "I am beloved" he said smirking. "Don't let it go to your head" she said laughing. Opening the gate she heard Ronald let out a low whistle, "What's with the fortress wall around the house?" asked Ronald amazed.

"Mom is a bit of a worry wart, she's afraid someone will come in the middle of the night to kidnap me and Ciel to take us to our doom" said Larisa chuckling at her mom's superstitions.

"Well it's only natural for a mother to worry when her daughter is bonded to a demon. She doesn't exactly know but she feels something disturbing attached to you. Besides that you should feel lucky she put this up, people in your situation generally experience a lot of danger. There is a reason demon and humans don't get together often, demons get annoyed with having to save their human mates" said Ronald.

"What about Shinigami and Humans" asked Larisa curious as they made their way to the house.

"That coupling is a little more common…why you interested" he said grinning at her. "No…just a little curious, I mean I've been in the dark about this stuff for eons. I kinda want to know all I can" said Larisa wistfully. "Well I can answer all you want with Shinigami's" said Ronald smiling at her. "Right well why is it more common for Shinigami and humans to get together then demons?" asked Larisa once the sat at the kitchen isle. "Well we have more in common with humans, I mean like us they eat and sleep. So it's easy to get along with you guys. The only real problem is if we get too attached it's harder on us when you died" said Ronald frowning.

Eyeing him Larisa wondered if he experienced that first hand or if he knew someone who experienced it, "…Right um do you want something to drink" asked Larisa trying to change the subject. "Anything cold will do" he said smiling. "Right…so you said you didn't know much about Sebastian…what about a demon named Claude" said Larisa curious as to what info he had on him. She wanted to know what to expect from him, she didn't know if she could trust him.

"He's real bad news started up a whole bunch of trouble with souls and Sebastian. From what I heard you can't trust him at all, I mean at all. He weaves a web of lives and traps you in it, and then he taunts you and slowly tortures you with your own memories till you don't know what's right. He's really messed up in the head, a nutcase don't get involved with him. If you're going to have to marry a demon trust me stay with Sebastian…he at least honors his vows" said Ronald.

"I guess I got lucky as a kid then" said Larisa frowning.

"Yeah Sebastian may be a bad demon but he actually likes humans…well as much as a demon can. He finds certain ones interesting" said Ronald. 'Especially ones from your family' he thought to himself. Pouring him ice tea she set it down in front of him after filling his glass with ice, "Tea…cold" he said looking at it with a grin.

"What never had cold tea?" asked Larisa chuckling.

"I'm from England I've had lots of tea but it's usually hot…but I'm curious isn't cold tea a southern thing" asked Ronald drink before blinking in surprised. "Sweet tea is, up north it's not around often but momma live in the south for a while so she always makes sweet tea and I like it" said Larisa smiling.

"Yeah it's good but I prefer rose tea" he said taking another drink. "We have rose tea; we have lots of different teas. Ciel is obsessed with them he like earl grey the most though. Although if you want it made right you'll have to wait for him. I can't make it right apparently, he likes it made a certain way…not even mom makes it right" said Larisa chuckling. "You have to let it soak for the right amount of time and the water had to be just right" said Ronald.

"Can you do it right" asked Larisa smiling. "No Will is always saying my tea is horrible it taste just fine to me but he always says it's bad he's picky is all" said Ronald. "I know picky Ciel is the King of Picky…I may be hard to feed but he has to have everything cooked a certain way, prepared a certain way, and made a certain way. I could care less as long as it taste good" said Larisa smiling. "That all sounds just about right" said Ronald laughing.

"What do you mean?" asked Larisa frowning, wondering what he was talking about.

"Um nothing just I heard genius boys are hard to deal with is all" said Ronald looking like he was covering up a mistake. "You guys are really weird you always careful with what you say" said Larisa eyeing him suspiciously. "It's nothing…so do you have any friends besides Sam. All I've ever seen you with is her, just so you know we watched you a little before we decided to make contact which is why I know that" said Ronald. "Well other girls don't like me and with time boys begin to hate me too. I know why but it's not like I can change myself just to make them happy. I am who I am" said Larisa shrugging.

"Why don't they like you?" asked Ronald curious.

"Girls usually don't like me and boys think I'm a bitch because I won't date any of them…I just don't like anyone at school" said Larisa annoyed. "Probably because you met Sebastian when you were young, after all no boy could compare to a demon" said Ronald with a slight smirk.

"I can't even remember him though so how can I compare him to others if I don't remember him" said Larisa frowning. "Doesn't matter when something makes an impression even if you forget it the impression stays. I mean if you're scared of spiders due to a past experience then you forget does it mean your fear goes away. So the reason you can't move on or date boys your own age is because deep down you're in love with a demon and no one can compare to a demon" said Ronald casually. Staring at him mystified Larisa flushed red, "I don't love him" she cried embarrassed standing up.

"Really because I think you do" said Ronald grinning. "I'm about to punch you in the face" said Larisa glaring. "Just keep proving my point my friend" said Ronald. "When do you have to leave?" asked Larisa annoyed. "Still proving it" said Ronald laughing. "Larisa, Momma I'm home" said Ciel walking in his voice dull. "Ciel" said Larisa happily before frowning when his eyes landed on Ronald, turning into a nasty glare. "Don't we have nasty eyes" said Ronald smirking at Ciel.

"Who the hell is he and why is he in the house" asked Ciel rushing to her side.

"Ciel its okay he's a friend" said Larisa sighing.

"He doesn't go to your school I know because I memorized the school listing" said Ciel glaring. "Little boy you have a lot of issues, memorizing your big sisters school students isn't normal" said Ronald chuckling. "I won't take chances of there being someone unstable in her school" said Ciel strictly. "First I'm completely stable little boy if anyone in this room is unstable it's you. Control freaks usually are" said Ronald.

"I don't like you" said Ciel heatedly, "Wow I agree what do you know" said Ronald. Looking between them nervously Larisa let out an uneasy chuckle, "Um right…well seeing how you two are getting so along don't you think it's time to go Ronald I mean you don't want to accidently be late and get in trouble with Will do you" said Larisa showing him to the door while he and Ciel were locked in a glare battle.

It didn't end till Larisa shoved Ronald out the door.

Watching him leave he quickly leaped up and disappeared, "Don't bring weird people to the house Larisa" said Ciel sternly. "Oh calm down he's a friend nothing bad alright, I'm not going to bring home a monster you know" said Larisa annoyed. "You brought home Sam" griped Ciel glaring.

"And I apologized for that how many more times do I have to say I'm sorry. Besides it worked out in the end" said Larisa pouting. "Still don't like her" he snapped heading for the stairs, "News flash you don't like anyone" cried Larisa as he ran upstairs.

An hour later Larisa made her way to Sebastian's sitting at the table she fiddled with her pencil not really listening, "Are you going to tell me what happen to you?" asked Sebastian setting down his math book. "Huh?" she said looking up surprised. "What happen to you…you've been in your own world for days so tell me Larisa what is going on in that brain of yours. You can try and deny it all you want but something has been on your mind all day I can help if you tell me" said Sebastian.

Looking at him to see his face in a stern expression she let out a sigh, "Tell me about Claude" she said.

"Claude" he said frowning. "I want to know about the guy who took my memories. I want to know why, I want to know what his game is" said Larisa desperate. "You only need to know not to trust him. He's poisonous spider that creeks up on you to bite and spread his venom. He only wants to cause pain and chaos; he is the kind of demon that disgusts me. Makes a mess everywhere he goes, he has no pride" said Sebastian with distaste.

"Why do you two hate each other?" asked Larisa curious.

"Rivalry always starts hatred. When we were both young we were both genius but one of course was better than the other. I was better than him I was always first and he was second, I got the more powerful demons to follow me and he got the weaker ones. Even when he got an interesting trio in his ranks along with the sheath I stole the trio, I could care less for Hannah" said Sebastian. "Hannah…trio, what are you talking about" said Larisa confused.

"The trio…triplets, they are very rare in our world and usually they have great power. With my training I brought out their potential" said Sebastian smirking. "I'm guessing Claude didn't" said Larisa frowning, boys were so stupid. "No he didn't and he had them for a long time…but we had a duel not too long ago whoever won got ownership of the triplets I won" said Sebastian.

"I feel sorry for lower demons they get treated like property" said Larisa sighing before looking at him curious, "You said Hannah was the sheath and you could care less about her. A sheath usually holds a sword or knife does that mean a person is a sheath for a weapon" asked Larisa confused.

"She holds inside her the only sword that can kill a demon" said Sebastian.

"What! She has a sword like that inside of her wouldn't you want to have her on your side then" cried Larisa shocked. "I don't need the sword nor do I have the patience to deal with that woman who holds it" said Sebastian frowning. "…How powerful are you" asked Larisa amazed. "Out of everyone in the demon world there are only five others who are as powerful as me, if we ever fought for the spot on top the world would break" said Sebastian.

"Holy crap" said Larisa amazed and stunned.

"Yes you were very lucky it was I in that field" said Sebastian chuckling. "You're telling me" said Larisa in a hushed voice. Sitting in silence Larisa couldn't help but feel a little confused though, "Your supposed to be really strong…but how did I save you I mean what could I save you from" asked Larisa confused.

"Even I can make mistake once every five hundred years…I fell for a trap. A rather low rate one too, but that was what got me. It was so simple that I didn't think anything of it; the demon laid it under the more complicated trap. If he hadn't tried to kill me I would have recruited him but I couldn't let him think he got away with it" said Sebastian.

"So I freed you from a trap you fell for by accident…our whole meeting is an accident" said Larisa frowning, it kinda suck that she would be forced to marry a demon because of a freaking accident.

She always imagined she would travel to France travel everywhere before quickly falling for some no good artist that nobody understood but her. No one would get their love and her father would hate him her mother wouldn't understand him and Ciel would try to have him killed. But they would be in love and have two or three kids before one of them would finally hit it big, after that they have their spats but in the end they stay together. They end up buying some land in his home country, build a cottage and live happily ever after.

Letting out a deep sigh she felt Sebastian's eyes on her again, "What are you thinking of now?" he asked curious.

"Just thinking of what could have been…now I'll never marry Dante" said Larisa sadly. "Dante?" said Sebastian confused.

"The French boy I would have fallen in love with if I never met you. I met him while I was in France, we run into each other so much he eventually tell me the faiths are trying to tell us something. We go on a few outings before he would take me to his inspiration spot for a first date. I be the first to see it. After a couple of months he eventually proposes then we have a small wedding. I then go home mom would be upset she didn't get to have her only girl wedding at home and demand another. We do it out of respect of her wishes but it would be in our taste and style which would totally freak my family out. Because at that time we'll be going through the college phase and be into weird stuff. Then we settle down and my family would be hostile toward him and hate him before I eventually told them either accept us or I'm leaving…my dad would totally say bye. Then mom cry and Ciel would get furious. After that we leave for a couple of years have some kids all the while me not answering any calls completely cutting myself off from my family. But Dante would send them pictures and letters about what's going on eventually winning them over. Then like all great stories tragedy hits and the family gathers everyone says sorry and we look past the fact we once hated each other. My kids meet my family and just as we're getting to know each other once more me or Dante would hit it big in the art world which results in a move to another country. His home country, after that we would move to city to city before buying land building a cottage to live out the rest of our days" said Larisa wishfully.

Staring at her amazed Sebastian let out a chuckle, "You girls really plan out your love lives. You could write a book with that story. It would be a little dry but still be a pretty good book. But you don't actually think life would turn out like that do you" asked Sebastian skeptical.

Did his little bride look at the world through rose tinted glasses?

"I'm not stupid I know the world isn't fair and love is hard to find and usually impossible. Even with love you still have a big chance of ending up cheated on and divorced left with a kid who will blame you for the divorce. Eventually you start dating again but it never works out because all I'll find is sex crazed jerks. My daughter will hate all and I'll get yanked around the first year or two as I get use to dating once more. But then the one guy I think I can restart a life with will have commitment issues and have sex with someone while we'll together. I'll remember my husband break up with him and of course him being a stupid selfish man will sudden know how I'm the one for him. But everything will have been ruined because I'm convince men can't change and once they cheat they'll do it again. After that falling in love again won't be an option because I'll be utterly convince that there is no such thing as love, plus the cheater will try to win me back. It'll fill my heart with hope but ultimately he'll do something else to solidify my decision that all men are evil. After all that…I will then be middle age and die" said Larisa getting depressed.

The future sucked why she even wanted to fall in love in the first place.

"…Well that was rather depressing but you know not all men are cheaters or liars" said Sebastian softly.

"Teh tell that to the guys of today. I only met a few decent ones and I still bet you anything they cheat if they got the chance. Actors make it a mission in part of their marriage no matter how short to get in the sack with someone else. I think even my dad cheated and my mom knows. But they never say a word, although I can't say anything about that if they want to keep it secret they can. I have secrets I would never tell them so they can have theirs too" said Larisa shrugging nonchalantly. "…I will never cheat on you" said Sebastian seriously.

Looking up Larisa was about to let out a snort before his stare seem to burn her, "I will never cheat on you or lie to you. A demon protects its mate and loves only them till the day of death; you are my mate even if you don't accept it. A demon stays loyal to the one who captures his interest and you've captured mine. Like I told you the day we bonded I will love you as much as I can without a heart" he said smiling at her.

Blushing Larisa could feel her heart pounding but she couldn't look away, hearing words like that almost wanted to make her give up and take him. But she couldn't ignore the fact he didn't chose her. If he chose her and made the bond when she was young because he always have been interested in her she might think differently. But that wasn't the case, but something about his words bother her.

He said without a heart…that didn't sound right.

Then just like the first day she met him she could hear his voice in her head. She could also feel the headache from before creeping back up on her.

"Larisa would you become the future bride of a demon, say yes and I will be yours till the day of your death. I'll love you the most my blacken heart and darken soul will allow and give you a happy life fill will all the pleasures and spoils you want as my wife. I will protect you and grant your every wish, you will be my bride and my mate, do you accept me"

"That's not right" she said in a daze.

"What" he asked looking at her curious.

"You didn't say without a heart you said blacken heart" she said sure of herself.

Staring at her in disbelief Sebastian stood up before walking around the table startling Larisa. "What" she asked worried before feeling a flare pass through her brain, letting out a groan she raise her hands to her head. But Sebastian's reached her head first cradling it gently as his fingertips massage her head soothingly, feeling something drip from her nose she sighed. She was pretty sure she knew what that was; reaching up sure enough she had blood once more that was a downer next would come unbearable pain.

"That's not right" said Sebastian stunned.

"What" she said looking up holding her sleeve to her nose as the blood came out.

"…Your memories are trying to repair themselves. Your body is trying to remember me" said Sebastian frowning at her.

"I'm what!" cried Larisa shocked.

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