Fix You—Coldplay

BPOV

"I can't hear you Maddie!" I yelled over the blasting of the music.

"I said, Kyler is asking for you! Go outside!" she shrieked unattractively.

I had been avoiding Kyler all night. I have to admit I was dreading facing Kyler. I still had no idea what I was going to say. I've been trying to find distractions all night. Anything to keep me from the whole ordeal. Including stalking Edward.

I know, I'm a creep. I just can't help it. Ever since he broke up with Tanya girls have been all over Edward. I was starting to miss Tanyard! Well almost.

"Bellaaa! Where have you been?" Kyler slurred as he interrupted my stalking.

"Kyler are you okay?" his eyes looked blood shot and well… he just looked horrible altogether.

"Baby of course. I've been looking for you all night!" he stumbled as he tried to gesture at me.

"Sorry, it's just I've been meaning to tell you something." I think my hands started to shake as I thought of what I was going to say next. Nobody ever told me hurting someone was so hard.

"Well let's go somewhere more quiet like upstairs so we can talk." Kyler said as he started to pull me towards the stairs.

"Well okay." I wasn't too sure if this was the greatest idea but it would probably be best if we were alone incase Kyler decides to make a scene. The last thing I would want to do is embarrass him in front of the whole school.

Once we got to my room Kyler went and locked the door. "What are you doing?"

"I don't want anyone to interrupt us Bella." He explained illegibly as we walked over to sit on my bed, "You look really sexy in that dress Bella." Kyler looked me up and down. His eyes were full of lust and hearing him call me sexy made me feel like I was going to baby barf any second.

"Kyler listen, I really like you and you're really a great guy it's just..." Kyler then smashed his lips on mine cutting me off as he tried to force his tongue down my mouth. I tried to push him off but he wrapped his strong football biceps around me and just pulled me closer.

"Kyler!" I screamed when I got the chance. "Get off of me!"

EPOV

"Hey Edward have you seen Bella anywhere? Maddie and I can't find her." Alice interrupted the horny blonde that was trying to flirt with me.

"Why would I know Alice? Go ask Kyler or something." I replied as detached as I could.

"Well that's the problem Edward," she said in an annoyed tone, "we can't find Kyler either. I think they're together."

"Well good for them." I went back to talking with the blonde.

"Edward!" Alice slapped my arm. "I'm seriously worried right now. Kyler's pretty far gone and you and I both know he doesn't really have good intentions when it comes to girls." Hearing Alice say that reminded me of the conversation between Matt and Kyler in the locker room. I'm always up for poppin another cherry.

"Shit! I'll find Bella. Did you check upstairs Alice?" I definitely need to find Bella. I may be mad at her but that doesn't mean I'm gonna let some guy take advantage of her. Especially Kyler.

"Well no… The staircase is in the back. I didn't think anyone would go up there." She stated with a very concerned look on her face. She knew what I was getting at and was starting to get really scared. I was too.

"I'll go up there Alice, but I think this party needs to end soon just in case…" She nodded and headed toward the DJ not wanting to hear the rest of my sentence.

I shoved through the crowd as I raced toward the staircase an up towards the bedrooms. I could see all the doors were open except for Bella's bedroom.

BPOV

Before I knew it Kyler was pulling off my clothes and I could do nothing about it. Kyler was raping me.

As realization hit me I froze in shock it seemed the only thing working in my body were my tear ducts. I knew there was no way for my weak body to stop him. He was drunk and strong and I couldn't do anything. So as he pushed me down onto the bed and crawled on top of me all I could do was cry and shut my eyes.

What Kyler did next was beyond painful but I couldn't find my voice. I couldn't even scream in pain. I couldn't open my eyes. All I could was lay there and cry.

I thought I heard someone yell but I just assumed it was Kyler until I felt his body lift off of mine. It was then I opened my eyes to see Edward standing over an unconscious drunk lying on the floor.

At the time I couldn't even feel the happiness of being saved all I felt was the pain of my stolen virtue. I was no longer pure and I felt embarrassed seeing Edward stare at me with pain and pity in his eyes. I felt dirty and used and tried to cover myself with a blanket or anything.

"Bella are you okay?" Edward came to sit by me but I flinched away almost instinctively. Edward didn't say anything except stare at me with hurt in his eyes. I shouldn't have done that after he just saved me but I couldn't help it.

I looked back into his eyes trying to will him to understand and weirdly I think it worked. I could almost see my pain and fear reflected in his.

"Bella! Oh my God! What happened? Are you okay?" Alice ran towards me but Edward stepped in the way and held Alice by the shoulders. I didn't listen as he explained what had just happened. I couldn't.

"Everyone's gone Bella and I called the police and your dad. They're on their way here" Edward spoke to me as he kept his distance.

I couldn't find my voice to respond to him so Alice went on speaking. "Bella do you want me to stay the night?" All I could do was nod at Alice.

"Do you want me to leave?" Edward asked me trying to look as understanding as he could. Too embarrassed to look him in the eyes I nodded.

"Alright." Edward said sounding more hurt then before, "Try to get some sleep Bella and I just want to let you know that I'm here for you. You're my best friend Bells." I had to look up at Edward now. I wanted to see if he really meant it.

And I could tell he did by the little attempt of his famous crooked smile on his dreary face.

The smile of my best friend.

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

and ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you