Hey people of the world. You totally need to read this chapter. It's so sad, but SO good...at least I think so. It's pretty short, but has a lot of emotion in it. And sorry it took long to update. Hope you guys like. Don't forget to review or message me. Thanks. Merry Meet, Merry Part, Merry Meet Again.

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Selene Hudor Midnight

P.S. I don't own anything except my characters, the events I created, and Bella's new personality. Everything else goes to Stephenie Meyer.

Twilight Saga-Fate Hates Me

Chapter 10, DIE!

By: Selene Hudor Midnight

Oh thank GOD! I think if I had to stay here any longer, I would of burst. School sucks! I don't know how the Cullens go through it every single time. Its torture I tell you, pure torture. Why can't someone save me? Oh please lord save me now.

It's just SO boring. Sitting there, staring out into nothingness. It gets old…Quickly. I wonder if my coven will let me drop out and let me get a job. I mean, I seriously don't want to go through that ever again. I would surely die of such boredom.

But I think my coven is trying to get back at me for playing pranks on them. Once, I painted Courtney's hair rainbow and it wouldn't wash out for about two weeks. So she had to walk about with rainbow colored hair. Another time, I painted everything of the boys a hot pink, even their clothes, car, and bedrooms. They got REALLY mad. I think if I could, I would have pied myself, that's how mad they were. But I was just having fun. Or maybe they're just trying to send me to Hell. Either way, it's plain torture.

My coven and I are heading over to the Cullens house because they want to have a, "get together". More like them asking me questions over and over again as though it's a TV show. Maybe if I just zone out, they won't notice. Maybe they'll be too busy throwing questions at me to notice. Hm…maybe that'll work.

We all pull up the driveway of their mansion (that's what I call it) of a house and park outside the garage. We get out and walk up toward the house. When Edward is just about to open the door, we hear a twig snap.

We whip around to see who our intruder is…but no one is there. We narrow our eyes and search around in the forest. There has to be someone here. I sniff the air…inhaling deeply and freeze. Uh-Oh. This isn't good.

"NO! Don't! Don't come out!" I shout.

But it's too late. A women with flaming red hair steps out into the light. I suck in my breath, waiting to see what happens. My coven just stands very still, knowing that this isn't good. I hear hissing and growls coming behind me. Guessing the Cullens remember her. Well this isn't good at all. Shit! What am I going to do now?

I hear a door open and shut behind me and the intake of breathe. Great! Esme and Carlisle are home. This just keeps getting better and better.

At the same time I whisper "no" the red haired women takes a step forward. Everything happens so fast, that I don't even think vampires could keep up with everything that happens in the next few seconds.

Edward runs toward Victoria. I rush in front of her place my hands out to stop him. His family is moving into a defense mode while my family forms a circle around Vicky. Edward, not noticing that I got in the way of him ramming Vicky, slams right into me. We go flying backwards about fifty yards and slam into a tree, my back arching when it hits contact with the shards of wood sticking out. I yelp and fall to the ground on top of Edward.

I quickly stand up and move in front of Victoria again, crouching low and a hiss escaping my mouth. All the Cullens stare in shock and Edward looks outraged in my direction. I give him a death glare and growl lowly.

He pushes himself off the ground and stands to face me.

"What the hell?" he all but yells. "Why the hell did you stop me? I was so close to killing her finally."

I stop my foot, making the earth vibrate.

"You will do no such thing!" I scream back.

He stumbles back a bit from all the venom in my voice.

"What? How can you say that? She fuckin' tried to kill you! And at the end, she turned you for Christ sakes. She damned you for eternity," he shoots back.

I growl at him. "Don't say that EVER again. She did me a favor. I was about to die. TO DIE!" I howl. "She saved me! I guess that you rather have me DEAD then like this?"

"Maybe I do!" he hollers.

I stare at him shocked. He wants me dead. He doesn't want me anymore. He-he-he doesn't love me.

"FINE! Maybe I will die. Maybe finally you'll be happy and you'll have me out of your life altogether." I shout at him.

He growls once more, glares at Victoria, I, and my coven. I hiss in return and watch his retreating figure stomping into the forest.

"GO TO HELL!" I shout at his back.

"I AM ALREADY IN HELL WITH YOU ALIVE!" I hear him yell back.

"THEN GO DIE IN A DITCH ASSHOLE!" I scream toward him as his whole figure disappears.

I watch where he was a second ago, hoping he'll come back, but he never does. I fall to my knees, sobbing, tears leaking down my face. I haven't cried since I've been turned. I've been holding all of my emotions in and now they just burst out and I crumble to the ground.

My family and the Cullen Coven walk toward me and sit beside me, taking turns rubbing my back. I don't know how long I've been lying there, crying my heart and soul out, but I whipped the tears away and stand up.

Everyone has confused, sad, worried, faces on. I small sadly and lead them into the house. After everyone is settled and Victoria isn't getting anymore glares, hisses, or growls. I take a deep breath and start with my explaination with.

"Did I every tell you guys that Victoria is now my sister?"

Later on, I'm up in my black and red room, thinking about what Edward and I were shouting at each other. Thinking of what he said when I questioned him if he wanted me dead rather then me being like this. I just can't believe it. He wants me dead. Dead!

I sigh.

Well if that's what he really wants, I'll die. I want everyone to be happy. Including him, even if I don't really love him anymore. I still care for him. Yeah I still want revenge, but would you blame me? Wouldn't you want revenge if someone left you? I guess I need to start thinking.

First thing, figure out how to kill myself.

Second, follow through with it.

Third, hope it won't be so bad.

And fourth, hope everyone will be better off without me.

Oh My GODS! I couldn't believe what I wrote for this chapter. But I had to. It just so happened to turn in this direction. I wonder what will happen? Hm.. :) Well, I hope you liked it. Don't forget to review or message me. I'll answer anything I can. Thanks. Merry Meet, Merry Part, Merry Meet Again.

Fly On,

Selene Hudor Midnight

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