Disclaimer: I own NoS and Tim, and once again, for the 7th time, that's BALLIN...

I know right, two updates in one day, what, yes, I finally got my problems fixed, well mostly, anyway, if things go right another update for a different story but this will become a regular thing so yeah, enjoy and leave reviews, I love them.

Spencer

"How are you baby?" He only says one thing and I already don't like him, and it doesn't get any better as he hugs Ashley, yes it's official, I fucking hate him. I see Ashley tense up a bit before she reluctantly returns the hug to who ever the hell that is.

"Hey Aiden" She says less than happy, so the person that I hate with all my heart has a name.

"Aiden this is my new best friend Spencer" She says as she returns to her happy state while she takes my hand and gives me a soft squeeze and my smile comes back as I stick my hand out to shake his name, so maybe I was over reacting a bit.

"Hey Spencer, I'm Ashley's boyfriend" Or maybe I wasn't under reacting. As soon as I hear him say that I feel my heart drop and break into little pieces, just shatter. Ashley never told me she had a boyfriend. I quickly drop Ashley's hand and put on the fakest smile I've ever had to use.

"Well it was great meeting you, but uh, I have to go, umm, do something important, for umm, myself" I lie out of my ass and I walk away. And the worse part is Ashley doesn't even follow me to see how I'm doing, or even call out my name or anything, apparently, I'm the farthest thing from her mind.

I open the door of the auditorium and slam it shut, well try to slam it, it's like one of those doors that close slowly with the air pressure or something, well I don't really care right now, only thing in my head is the face that Ashley has a boyfriend and she didn't tell me, she lied to me.

I just cry a bit but decide I can't cry out here, I start to look for my trailer. I am not really sure which one is mine since I haven't really spent any time in there, actually no time spent at all. I can't believe Ashley has a boyfriend, and she's been making out with me, even taken a bath with me uh. God, she cheated on him with me, I feel so dirty, so used, so disgusting, I feel like a slut.

I find a trailer that I remember and think its mine. Well it better be as my eyes start to tear up some more, I try my key and it works so this has to be my trailer. I go inside and lay down on the bed. I look around hoping to find my luggage. Maybe its in the closet over there, but I'm too lazy to fix my things now. I see a towel on the chair by the bathroom and decide a bath would the best decision right now. They must give like complementary towels here or something, in case some people forget theirs or something.

I walk inside the bathroom and quickly take off my clothes and the feeling of slut still lingers on me, I feel so dirty. I take a long hot shower and just cry in the shower. I finish off and dry myself in the bathroom as I look around and see a hairbrush. I assume they left it here for me, god this trailer comes with like everything in case you forget something. It's really great.

I walk out of the bathroom wrapped with a towel and trying to fix my hair. I see Madison sitting on the bed and she spots me and gets up with a surprised look on her face.

"What are you doing here?" She practically yells.

"Shh, I'm sorry, I thought this was my trailer" I tell her with a really sorry look on my face, hoping to be as convincing as possible.

"How did you not notice the stuff on the nightstand" I look over to the nightstand and there's a picture of Madison with her dog it appears. And an alarm clock and some jewelry, how I did not notice this stuff, I have no idea, but I did not at all. I look at her and nod my head 'no'

"Did you not realize that you're luggage is not here at all" She says.

"I thought they put my luggage in the closet so it like wouldn't get in the way" I say once again trying to sound as convincing as possible.

"How about that towel, did you not notice the big name on the towel." I look down at the towel around me and see Madison's name on it, god she is so full of herself. I blush a bit and say all I could.

"I'm sorry, I really didn't know" I say as I look down at the ground, god this couldn't get any worse. I'm in somebody else's trailer just great, and I used their stuff, I took a shower in it, god, apparently, finding out Ashley having a boyfriend wasn't the worse thing that was going to happened today.

"God, you're lucky you look real cute in my towel, or I might not just believe you." She said this as she walked towards me. Is she trying to flirt with me or something, because if she is, I could use this to my advantage. She gets real close to me and I smile at her as she whispers into me ear.

"Innocent little Spencer Carlin, breaking and entering, couldn't be" She steps back a little but still pretty close to me. She takes some of my hair and tucks it back behind my ear as she leaves her hand cupping my cheek. She starts to lean in and the first thing that goes through my mind is Ashley, and how much I love her, but then Aiden passes through my mind and with that I lean into Madison and meet her lips in the middle.

I start to unzip her jeans and take off her shirt while I'm at it. She takes off her own pants and is just there in bra and panties still attached to me by the lips. I break the kiss and look at her up and down, great body, nice curves, and very nicely tanned body.

"Not as innocent as you think" I say to her as I push her and she lands on the bed. I straddle and continue kissing her. And the only thing I can do while kissing her is comparing her to Ashley, how much sweeter Ashley's lips taste, how much better use of her tongue she has and how softer her kiss is. Madison takes off my towel and I am on top her completely naked.

She starts roaming her hands but not touching any of the important parts. Her touch is rougher and tougher than Ashley's. God I can't get Ashley out of my head as I kiss this beautiful girl, I can't have fallen for her that fast. It's impossible. I break the kiss and look at Madison in her eyes, she doesn't have the same twinkle in her eye like Ashley, close but no cigar.

"Maybe we're going to fast" I blurt out and she just smiles and nods.

"Yeah I guess so" She says as I get up and wrap the towel around myself again. She gets up and takes some clothes out of her drawers and hand me some. I change and feel her gaze on me, and I can't say I don't like her checking me out but I prefer Ashley be doing it. God, Ashley why did you have to ruin what we had, I guess I'm going to have to move on, and I guess Madison is the second best choice to start with.

I just need to talk to Ashley for some closure I guess. I need to get her out of my head, I need to have my full attention on Madison next time, I need to have my mind on what we're doing, not on Ashley. I change and wrap my hair in one of Madison's towels and say good bye to the Latina. She gives me a quick peck on the lips and I walk out of the trailer and realize I still don't know where my trailer is.

"Hey Blondie, you forgot some things" I hear behind me. I see Madison with my stuff fin her arms, of snap my clothes. She gives me my clothes.

"Do you know where my trailer is?" I ask her and she laughs and points towards one that is pretty close to Ashley's. Great, I get to sleep close to Ashley and Aiden sleeping together, just great.

I walk to my trailer and find an envelope taped to the door. I walk in and look in the mirror. I smile and take the towel off my head, I throw it in the bathroom and open the envelope I received.

Spencer,

Meet me behind my trailer at 9 pm

Ash xoxoxo

I sighed and read it once more before looking at the clock. 6 p.m., 3 more hours, probably with her boyfriend doing stuff. I lie on my bed hoping to rest a bit before I have to go meet Ashley. Only weird thing is when I close my eyes I picture Madison instead of Ashley.

Ashley

"How are you baby?" Aiden says. Crap, I forgot about him, everything was just so great with Spencer, I mean sure I didn't completely forget about him but god I'm so screwed. He hugs me and I tense up a bit, god was he always this rough, I guess I never really noticed before Spencer, she is so soft and delicate. I hug Aiden back reluctantly.

"Hey Aiden" I say, seeing the hate in Spencer's eyes so I decide I should try and fix that.

"Aiden this is my new best friend Spencer" I say as I give a slight squeeze to Spencer's hand. I feel her loosen up a bit as she holds my hand, a little overprotective, but I can't say I mind.

"Hey Spencer, I'm Ashley's boyfriend" Shit, there goes my plan. I feel Spencer let go of my hand, she sort of pushed my hand away, and I feel my hear break a little when she does this. I see her put the fakest smile I've ever seen, god.

"Well it was great meeting you, but uh, I have to go, umm, do something important, for umm, myself" She lied out of her ass, I mean it didn't even make sense. Should I call for her, should I follow her, maybe giving her space would be the best thing right now. Yeah space, I'm sure I would need space right now, right?

I don't know, its all happening to fast. I look at Aiden who looks confused. And Tim already walked away a couple minutes ago. I look at him and smile as he leans in for a kiss I give him my cheek and see him smile slightly.

"So what are you doing here Aiden?" I ask

"I came here to see my baby" He says and I let the baby thing slide, but he's going to have to stop, I mean I am his girlfriend but I have found someone else. Someone great, someone who makes me completely happy

"Well, want the tour?" I ask him hoping to get rid of him as soon as possible.

"Well, I had something else in mind" God guys, they are all the same.

"Aiden, umm, not now, not exactly a great day" I mean this is the worst day, Spencer is angry at me, and I feel empty, no way in hell I'm going to cheat on her, even though I'm not officially with her, it would still feel wrong.

"Well I want to rest, I've been on that stupid plane for hours and the airport wasn't that nice either" I smile and take him to my trailer. I look over at Spencer's and see no one inside, maybe she is on her bed or something, I hope she is ok. Me and Aiden catch up a bit before he starts to doze off a bit, I mean we've been talking for an hour or so. He tells me about my sister, about my mom, and some other people I left in L.A. before he completely knocks out.

I see him go to sleep and take out a piece of paper and decide I need to talk to Spencer. I think it over, what can I say to Spencer. I can't say anything to her in a letter, I can't write down my feelings for her it has to face to face. That's exactly it, I have to meet with her. I look at the clock and see it's 5:00 p.m., so 9:00 p.m. should be perfect, that gives me enough time to get Aiden awake and tell him the truth. That I can't be with him, I'm in love with someone else, that I'm in love with Spencer Carlin.

I walk over to her trailer and tape the envelope with the letter inside and knock on her door as I run back to my trailer. Hoping she reads my note, I walk inside my trailer to find Aiden under my covers still sleeping like a big baby. I tuck him in and think about sleeping and snuggling with him. But my mind goes directly to Spencer, I can't, I love her, she's the only one I want to snuggle up with.

I go to the couch and decide to take a rest before I have to meet Spencer, I mean I know I'm going to have to explain a lot and well I just hope we can get through this, I know we can, love always trumps fear.