A/N: So Life decided to catch up on me and not in a good way. So I'm sorry for the long wait, but my updates suck, you should know that by now XD Oh and I'm reading Breaking Dawn…yeah I got really pissed off a book, kind of sad, I know. Oh and after this chapter don't be mad at me!

----------------------

3 months after Anthony's heart transplant…

Leah's POV

I woke up in extreme warmth, I felt Jacob's arm around my waist and I sat up groggily. I had been living in La Push for about two months now. It was eight thirty and I heard the TV on it was on the Eukanuba Dog Show, who would be watching that? I walked out of my room and down the stairs to the living room; I saw Anthony, Kit and Kon all watching the TV intently. It was the sporting dogs group and the Newfies were up, it was a female one or on proper terms a 'bitch'. How could call a female dog that? We don't call male dogs' assholes do we?

"Hey, buddy, are you hungry?"

"Yeah, can I have French toast?"

"Sure, with bacon and hash browns, right?"

"Mhm."

"Okay, Kit, Kon, c'mon lets go outside."

They stood up and followed me to the dining room and I opened up the back door letting them out into the backyard. I walked into the kitchen and opened the pantry grabbing the brown sugar, vanilla, cinnamon, powder sugar and other things for French toast. I walked to my fridge and opened it up grabbing the eggs and bacon, and then I opened the freezer grabbing the hash browns. I set that stuff down and opened the bottom cabinets and pulled out the fifty pound bag of dog food, I scooped two and a half in each bowl and then I poured some water into two separate bowls. I walked back into the dining room and let Kit and Kon back in, both ran eagerly to their bowls and ate. I heard footsteps from the stairs and then at the other kitchen door Jacob walked into, his hair sticking up in every which way, rubbing his eyes.

"'Mornin', Leah."

"Good morning, does French toast sound good?"

"Sure."

"'Kay, hey, did you see where I put my keys?"

"Didn't you set them on the shelf by the door?"

"M'kay, can you get the Texas toast out the freezer?"

"Sure."

I walked out the kitchen door that Jacob came in and walked down the hall and checked the self and there they were. I picked them up and walked back into the kitchen and the floor was covered in flour.

"What the hell happened?"

"Uh, well I was trying to get the Texas toast from the freezer and the flour fell from the fridge…"

"Why was the flour even on the fridge?"

"I put it there yesterday after you went grocery shopping."

"I told you to put it in the cabinet, not on the fridge."

"Oh."

"Ah! No, Kon, Kit! Stop playing in it! No Anthony not you too!"

Jacob turned around and saw Anthony, Kit and Kon playing the flour. I smacked my forehead and opened up the broom closet.

"Dammit, now I have to give Anthony a bath, Jacob you're such an idiot. Just sweep this mess up, Anthony go wait in the bathroom. Kit and Kon time to go outside."

I walked though the kitchen to the dining room and opened up the back door letting them out. I walked back into the kitchen and out the other and down the stairs to the family room. I walked into the bathroom and grabbed some clean clothes for Anthony out of the dryer. I walked back up stairs and stopped in the doorway.

"Next time put the flour in the cabinets."

"Sorry."

"I'll be back in twenty minuets then I'll make breakfast, after you get done sweeping let Kit and Kon in and brush their fur. The brush in the basket by the self that's by the door."

"M'kay."

I walked up the stairs and turned into the bathroom and placed the clothes on the toilet. I turned on the CD player and pressed play. I turned on the bath water and Fearless by Taylor Swift started to play. I began singing and dancing.

"Go, mommy!"

"There's something' 'bout the way, the street looks when it's just rained, there's a glow off the pavement."

"Mommy you're gonna American Idol!"

"Yeah I'm gonna make it to the country music awards and then we're gonna go live in Texas with a big mansion."

"Aw, but I don't wanna live Texas, I like La Push, I get to see Grammy and Granddad Billy! Also Uncle Seth, Aunty Rosie, Aunty Alice, Uncle Emmett, Uncle Jasper, Uncle Eddie! Also Aunty Esme and Uncle Carlisle! Plus I'll miss Uncle Emmett's piggy back rides! But I'll miss Aunty Lila most, if we move to Texas her and I can't go explore the outback together! Then we can't be as cool as Steve Irwin! Don't make me go mommy!"

"I won't, don't worry."

"Good, hey mommy, how come I don't know daddy's mommy? Is she with Grandpa up in the sky?"

"Sweetie, your daddy doesn't like to talk about it, but I can tell you about your grandma Sarah."

"Really?"

"Yeah, she was very beautiful, bright brown eyes, she was tall about five seven, had a gold tan and long beautiful brown black hair."

"Was she prettier than you, mommy?"

"Very much so. She was very nice, your dad could tell her anything, and they were best friends. I think your dad has her personality; she was the sweetest woman I knew. Everyone looked up to her."

"How…how did she end up with grandpa?"

"You see, your dad was going to be a big brother…"

"Daddy is a big brother?"

"No, he was going to be a big brother. Your grandma Sarah was pregnant with him, but when she died so did he."

"He never got to see life?"

"No, they died in a car crash, when a drunk driver hit them…"

"It's not fair, mommy, why'd God take them away so soon?"

"I know its not fair sweetie, your daddy said the same thing and not only that but his sisters left him with only your Granddad and your dad had to take care of him."

"Why is life so unfair?"

"I wish I knew, if I did I would tell you, I guess its trials to see who can up there with the big guy."

"Then mommy, you're gonna make it up there with flying colors."

"No, I won't, I've done many terrible things in my life."

"Yes you will mommy, I know it!"

"Okay."

"Hey mommy?"

"Yes?"

"Will I ever be a big brother some day?"

My heart felt like it squeezed, I wanted so badly to tell him yes. I wish I could I make him big brother, but I can't. I took a deep breath and ran my fingers though his hair.

"I can't because there's something wrong with my body."

"How'd you have me?"

"I didn't expect to have you, but it was a joy. I love you and expect plenty of grandbabies from you."

"Right now!?"

"Dear God, no."

"Oh."

"Now get out and get dressed."

"Okay."

I gave him towel and his clothes and listened to the last minuet of 'Hey Stephen' by Taylor Swift. Anthony got dressed and walked out the bathroom closing the door behind him. I slid down wall cradling my head in my hands. There was a knock on the door and Jacob opened it.

"Hey Le-, Leah, what's wrong?"

"Nothing."

He closed the door behind him and locked it and came and sat down besides me. He cradled me in his arms, rubbing circles on my back.

"Shh, tell me what's wrong."

"He…he wants to be a big brother…a-and I-I can't…make him…one."

"Oh, hon, it's okay, we could try."

"We could try twenty-four freakin' seven and nothing will happen. It will pretty much be pointless."

"Well maybe if you don't phase for awhile you could."

"I highly doubt that."

"Well you didn't phase for awhile before you got pregnant with Anthony…maybe…"

"Yeah when pigs fly, I'll get pregnant, then you can live you moment of triumph and say 'I told you so' but that isn't gonna happen."

"Watch it will and then I'll gloat."

"Watch it won't happen then I'll gloat."

"You sound like you don't wanna have more kids."

"No, I just don't want to get my hopes up."

"Leah, even in these situations you always have some sarcastic retort."

"It helps deal with the pain."

"Of course it does…"

We were interrupted with a knock on the door and I knew exactly who it was.

"Hey, Leah, you really shouldn't leave your front door unlocked."

"Shut up."

"Are you gonna come out or do I have to bust the door down?"

"I'm coming."

I stood up wiping my eyes and unlocked the door and a smiling Emmett was there, he was my best guy friend.

"Hey, dog."

"Konichiwa, leech."

"So, what were you two doing alone in a bathroom?"

"Unlike you and Rosalie, we have a kid and we're trying to preserve his innocence."

"Aw, Jacob, how do you have any fun? I don't think I could live a week without getting laid."

"More like you can't go a day without getting laid."

"Jacob! Anthony is right down stairs! I don't want him asking what that means."

"Gees, wolf girl, I think you really need to get laid."

"Shut up, Emmett!"

"I mean Anthony can stay the night and you two ca--"

"NO!"

"Okay, Leah, but one these days you're really going to burst from lack of sexually activity."

"Emmett! How about I inform when we do!"

"Seriously?"

"…No."

"Jacob will you inform me?"

"Jacob if you do I will castrate you and it will be slow and painful."

"Sorry, Emmett, I don't want that…"

"Leah, would you seriously neuter your boyfriend?"

"Yes, if he told our business."

"Jacob, you sure got a wild one."

"I have no comment, because she will hurt me."

"What hell kind of boyfriend are you, Jacob? I'm standing right here."

"Love ya, hon."

"Ugh, let's just go down stairs so I can make breakfast."

I shoved retard one and two out of my way and walked down stairs. I found Kit and Kon brushed lying on the floor; Anthony was lying between them reading a book he looked up and saw Emmett.

"Uncle Emmett!"

"Hey, squirt!"

"I won't be small for long! Soon I'll be taller than you, watch, and then I'll sit on you!"

"How can you be so mean to your favorite uncle?"

"'Cause its fun and Uncle Jasper and Eddie are all emo-y."

"Okay who the hell taught him what an emo was?"

"Jacob." "Emmett."

"I'm going to neuter you both."

"Ouch, I don't think Rose would be happy about that."

"Aw, c'mon Lee, I thought we were gonna try to…"

"Shut up, Jacob!"

"Try to what? Don't leave me out! I want to know!"

"Its something you have to hear Rosalie talk about everyday."

"Oh, that."

"I thought maybe if she didn't phase for awhile then maybe…"

"It won't work! Can we just drop it please?"

"I think he's right, Leah and if you do I think you should make Rose a godmother, you two are best friends."

"I know, Emmett, but it won't happen, so don't get Rosalie's hopes up, she'll be way more crushed than I am, because its her dream to be a mother and I have a child and she doesn't. I know her pain, please Emmett don't put her through that, and I swear to God if you do I'll hurt you."

"Wow, she-wolf does have feelings for other people."

"I can relate to Rosalie, Emmett. Let me repeat what I said eight years ago, 'That's the funny thing about knowing you can't have something. It makes you desperate.' it is true."

"Leah's classical words of wisdom."

"This is serious, Emmett, do want Rosalie to have a broken heart? Then she'll be the one neutering you."

"But I'm not a dog."

"All men are dogs."

"Ouch, Lee, I thought you loved me?"

"Mommy! I'm hungry! Also Uncle Emmett how's cousin Nessie, I haven't seen her in forever!"

I bit my tongue before I said something rude I hadn't had it in my heart to say that she tried to kill him. He absolutely adored her, I don't know why though. I had met Nahuel once, Nahuel was really sweet, and how he loved Nessie I will never know. Emmett's eye twitched, it was quite funny when he spoke and just a little shocking, just a little bit.

"Well, she and Nahuel are engaged and Edward is not happy about that."

"I bet, doesn't want his little mu- girl to leave him."

"Lee, you don't want your little boy to grown up."

"Well, I'm a girl, it's bound to happen, plus he's my baby."

"Lee, he's seven."

"So, I still got three years left until he starts to avoid me and I will cherish ever moment."

"French Toast is done!"

"What the hell? Esme?"

"Hello, I hope you don't mind me cooking, Anthony was hungry and I decided to make some."

"Yay! I tricked mommy!"

"Anthony, I swear you get that trickiness from your dad, Jacob, if he becomes an idiot, I'm blaming your genes. I know if it happens he got the idiot chromosome from you and your Y chromosome. My X chromosomes are smart."

"Your love for me never ceases to amaze me, you know that?"

"Yep, now got eat."

"What about you?"

"I'm not hungry, just go; I'm going to go sit on the patio."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah, I'm just going to call Lila."

"'Kay."

I walked out the front door and sat on the bench, Kit and Kon right by my feet. I pulled my phone and hit the speed dial button. After the third ring she picked up--okay Seth picked up and he sounded sleepy…oh…ew…

"Hello?"

"Seth…"

"Hmm?"

"This is the third freakin' time! Are you two letting mom get sleep?"

"She's at Charlie's for the week."

"Just give Lila her damn phone."

"M'kay, Lila! Telephone."

I swear these two are like freakin' rabbits! I do not want to know what they do in their alone time…Mental image is stuck.

"Ello?"

"You're going to end pregnant."

"I'm on birth control don't worry."

"Did you take it yesterday morning?"

"Uh…"

"Did Seth use protection?"

"I don't know."

"Yeah you have fun with that, anyways that's not why I called."

"Oh, so what's up?"

"I need comfort talking."

"What happened?"

"Well, you know how I'm…"

"Menopausal, yeah."

"MOMMYYYY!"

"Shit, I gotta go; Emmett and Jacob probably scarred Anthony for life."

"Bye, then."

I clicked my phone shut and Anthony can running out the house and jumped into my arms. His eyes wide and he was flinging a piece of paper in my face.

"Uncle Emmett gave me a paper with clues on it for finding treasure! We have to search for treasure, mommy!"

"Really, did he, could you maybe get Emmett, I need to speak with him."

"Yeah! Uncleeee Emmm!"

"Yeah, kiddo?"

"Mommy needs to talk to you."

"Okay, why don't you go talk to your dad?"

"'Kay!"

Anthony walked into the house and I waited a few minuets and glared at Emmett.

"Hey, I was trying to have girl talk you idiot!"

"Sorry, but I needed something to get mind off...things."

"Ugh, fine!"

"Oh and tomorrow Rose and Alice want to see you."

"Okay…?"

Rosalie and Alice (mostly Alice) only saw me when they wanted to take me shopping, oh great. What was Alice going to buy me this time? Last time she got me a stupid freaking girly outfit, I burned it, but she didn't need to know that.

"Well, I'll see you later, I'm going to hunt."

"Don't kill any mama bears."

"Okay."

I blinked and he was gone, I turned and walked back towards the door. I turned around to call Kon and Kit and then I heard a small whimper and Kit ran off the porch.

"Kit! Come here, girl!"

She ran to the ditch and I saw her pull out a little brown fluff ball. I walked over to her and knelt down scooping up the ball of fluff. My heart nearly stopped, it was an eight week old Newfie pup, I ran back to the house and busted inside. I went into the kitchen and opened up the cabinet pulling out the wet dog food and grabbed a bowl from the cabinet. I went to the fridge and grabbed the goat milk and I opened the can and mixed the wet dog food with the goat milk and warmed it up in the microwave. I set the pup down by the food and watched it eat. Kit watched me and made whimpering noises. Jacob walked in and stopped dead in his tracks.

"Lee, what is that?"

"A puppy."

"I see that, but why's it here?"

"Well, Kit found it and I want to keep it."

"Lee, you already have two dogs."

"But look at--her, yeah it's a her, anyways look at her. She's hungry. One more dog won't hurt, please?"

I gave him my big puppy-dog eyes and he fidgeted and grunted.

"Fine."

"Love you!"

"What are you going to name her?"

"I think…Nana, after that Newfie from Peter Pan."

"I thought Nana was a Saint Bernard?"

"No, Nana was a Newfoundland."

"You know a lot about this breed."

"Well, I saw a segment on them a few years ago and fell in love with the breed."

"Wow, Lee, so you love breed more than me?"

"Uh, pretty much, yeah."

"Leah, your words of love always warm my heart."

"I know."

I stood up and kissed his cheek Anthony came in with Esme with him.

"Mommy! Esme has to go, she wanted to say goodbye!"

"Bye, Esme."

"Bye, Leah, Jacob, and Anthony."

"Bye, Esme, tell Rosalie hi for me?"

"Okay."

"Aunty Esme! Tell Uncle Jazzy I said cheer up emo kid!"

"Anthony! Okay, Jacob who taught him that?"

Esme laughed her bell like laugh and smiled, patting his head.

"Okay, now you guys have fun on that treasure hunt."

"Yep."

Then she walked out the door and Anthony gave me the paper and I read it, it was a riddle. Leave it to Emmett to do that!

I am in the heart of Forks, with my face and hands, what am I?

"The heart of Forks? Face and hands?"

"Mommy, doesn't Forks have a clock tower?"

"Of course! Good thinking c'mon lets go, but we're taking my car."

"What! The Rabbit is fine!"

"Yes, but my Ford Escape Hybrid is newer, safer and good for the environment. Plus it will fit all my dogs."

"Leah, they aren't coming with us."

"Why?"

"We need family time."

"Yeah, mommy, I think daddy is right."

"Okay, fine, let's go then."

I grabbed my keys from the counter and walked out the door, I didn't care I was still in my pajama pants and tank top. I pressed the button that opened the garage (which by the way is the most wonderful invention EVER). When Anthony and Jacob walked out the house I locked the door and walked into the garage and hopped into the driver's seat. I started up the car and backed out the garage and drove out the drive pressing the button in my car to close the garage door.

"Anyone want music?"

"Oh! Mommy play that pretty song, the one called…uhm by DHT, please?"

Jacob muttered very low so only I could hear him.

"Have you been torturing him?"

"He likes DHT on his own, especially 'Listen to Your Heart' and 'Magic Melody'. So be quite."

I turned on the CD played and put it on the slower version of 'Listen to Your Heart' and I laughed when Jacob groaned, he never did like my taste in music, I don't why, though. The drive was quiet--well at least I was quiet, they were talking about things that I didn't really pay attention to. My mind was far away, somewhere back in the past. I was three months pregnant and I was living in my apartment, I remember lying on the bathroom with a box of cheerios, peanut butter, Oreos and a gallon of water. I was going though text messages, from my mom, Seth, Embry, Quil and Jacob. I was reading them over and over again, I was crying, I was emotional, more emotional than Jasper, which is very surprising since he is the emo prince and all. I dialed in Billy's for some un-know reason and he picked up after the first ring.

"Hello?"

"Billy, i-it's me, Leah…"

"Leah! Where are you, I'll send Jacob to get you."

"Shh! I need you to keep a secret for me, please don't anyone especially Jacob. Promise me."

"I promise, Leah."

"I…I'm pregnant."

"Sweet heavens how?"

"I don't know, but I need comfort talking, I feel absolutely terrible…"

"What's wrong?"

"I've been barfing my guts out for the past three months, my mood has been swinging on a swing set almost everyday and I always want cheerios, that's what's wrong"

"Well, come back to La Push we can help you."

"Billy, let's think about this for a minuet, your son is seventeen, do you honestly think he can take care of baby? I think not, so all I need is comfort--"

I had dropped the phone and threw up again.

"Leah! Hello Earth to Leah, do read?"

"Huh, what?"

"You spaced out, hun, we're at clock tower."

"Oh, sorry."

"What were you thinking about?"

"A memory."

"From when?"

"When I was three months pregnant."

"You sure think about that a lot, don't you?"

"Yes."

"What was it about?"

"How I talked to your dad for comfort…"

And I said too much.

"What? How did he know before me?"

"Uh-well, you see…"

"Mommy! Daddy! Look right there!"

Saved by the son, thank you Anthony!

"We'll finish this talk later, Leah."

He was pissed, me and my big mouth, he will forget I know he will. I reached for a paper that was folded up on a pole and opened it. My heart stropped for a good five seconds. I bit my lip and felt warm blood trickle down it.

"Mommy! You're bleeding!"

"Its just a little scratch, it'll heal."

"Hey, Leah, what does it say?"

"Oh, uhm…" I paused catching my breath. "I-it says 'Beta has to fix unresolved conflict with an old Alpha' and the it says we'll get the next clue."

"An old Alpha, eh? Well that means…"

"S-Sam…"

"Mm, mommy, are we gonna get the clue?"

"The next one I have to do, sweetie, but dad will take you to granddad's house."

"Really! I get to see granddad Billy! He tells the greatest stories just like Uncle Emmett's about his fight with bears!"

"Yeah, bud, grandpa will tell you stories the same ones he told me when I was your age. Let's drop your mom off at aunty Emily's first."

"M'kay!"

I got back into the car letting Jacob drive and I stared at the window my mind going crazy, I couldn't think right my head was hurting and I felt nauseated. My palms felt clammy and I suddenly couldn't feel my legs. I was going soft, I had reasons though, and just three mere months ago I thought I would loose my one little angel. Now I had to fix this thing with Sam and it was going to be hard, I was still going trough my emotion roller-coaster. My mood was changing like Alice's clothes on daily basis. Which meant my mood changed a lot!

"Lee, we're here."

"Oh."

"Bye, Lee, love you, hon."

"Bye, Jacob, bye Anthony."

I kissed Jacob's cheek and then I unbuckled myself and turned then kissed Anthony's cheek.

"I'll call you two when I'm done, bye boys and behave yourselves.

"Will do, Lee."

"Okay mommy!"

I hopped out the Hybrid and shut the door I walked up the porch steps and knocked on the door. Thirty seconds later Sam opened the door he saw me and he moved out the way inviting me in. I got in and walked into the living room and sat on the couch.

"So, where's Emily?"

"With Rachel, shopping for the baby, she's having a boy and we're naming him, Logan Alexander Uley."

"Oh, I see."

"Leah, I want to…to tell that…"

"That what?"

"I'm sorry, but I don't want to see you hurt again, he's imprinted Leah."

"Yes he has and his imprint is engaged to Nahuel."

"But all imprints are destined to be together."

"Sam, must we always do this? Talk about imprinting? She made her choice and he's made his."

"I know, but I don't want to see you broken again!"

"Look at me now, Sam. I'm happy, there's your four words to choke upon."

"I know, Lee-lee I see a strong independent woman who can still be broken, Lee-lee I love you to much to see you broken again."

I gasped and took a deep breath.

"I know Sam, that's the problem we love each other to much and I think, I think maybe we need to love each other as friends, you have Emmy and I have Jake."

I paused waiting for him to say something but shock was written all over his face.

"I'll always be your first love and you'll always be mine, now if both end that we can…we can move on and you won't have to worry about me. Remember I'm strong willed, you taught me that."

"Leah, you are too valuable to me to see you hurt so badly again."

"It won't happen, Sam, it won't I know it won't. I've been in Jake's head before, it's all honesty. H-he loves me, I know he does, not once has he left me to see his imprint, Sam, no once."

"It isn't possible to break the imprint."

"Yes it is, you just have to fight it or she has to leave you and in his case it happened both ways. I think…think now I can get over you Sam, I don't have to worry about him leaving me for his imprint."

"Lee-lee, don't do this to yourself don't get your hopes up, it will kill me if you get hurt again. I have to live everyday with the regret of hurting you."

I placed my hand on his and gave him a signature Leah smile and I looked into his eyes.

"Sam, now I have Jacob, you don't have to worry about me any more or give me your pity, you can be happy with Emmy and Logan, maybe teach him some football, soccer or maybe baseball, hell probably fetch!"

"Leah…"

"Okay, not fetch, but you're going to have beautiful baby boy and he'll need you and so will Emmy, she's way more fragile than I am, you know that as well as I do."

"She…she is, but I don't want you to get hurt anymore."

"This isn't about me anymore Sam, it's about Emily and if she gets hurt because of you I won't hesitate to hurt you. She's my best friend, she's like sister and I know it hurt her when she got with you and so help me God if you hurt her…"

"Lee-lee, I will never hurt her, not the way I hurt you."

"That's good, now I think…I think I'll go, I just have to call Jac--"

Oh…my…God, Sam Uley is kissing me! Just as amazing as remember it…I have to stop, right now…

"Sam! What the Hell are you doing!"

"Just one last kiss for old time's sake, no one will find about this, I promise."

"okay, but I'm going to go now, uh, tell Emily hi for me, and see you later…"

"Bye, Lee-lee."

I walked out his house thinking of what just happened. I kissed Sam and I was dating Jacob and we had a kid together. Oh. My. Gosh. I'm turning into Bella, I'm disgusted with myself. I hopped off the porch and pulled my phone and called Jacob.

"Hey, hon, you ready to be picked up?"

"Yeah."

"'Kay see ya in five."

"Yeah…"

I snapped the phone shut and then smacked myself in the head, I forgot the clue and I was not going to go back into that house. I punched the nearest tree and I heard it crack, not break just crack. I looked at my knuckle and saw I had broke the skin, oh lovely just fucking lovely. Gees I feel like I'm on my damn period I'm so moody, stupid Sam, if murder wasn't a crime, I would have killed him years ago. Gees less than ten minuets I was all nice and what now and now I'm back to bitchy sarcastic Leah. Gees, I'm worse than a girl on her period, I'm more like a pregnant woman, oh the irony. Why does my life have to be so fucking complicated? Fuck, fuck, fuckity, fuck, fuck! I am oh so freaking tempted to rip my hair out!

"Mommy!"

I looked over and quickly gained composure and ran to the Hybrid and hopped in.

"Hey, bud, how was it at Granddad Billy's?"

"He gave us the next clue, mommy! Here he said only you and daddy would know what that mean."

Oh, that clue lied! It said if I…shoot me fucking now!

"Lets see, 'Peek-a-boo and Hide and Seek, where was this when you got this kiss from second love? There you shall find your treasure, if you dig'."

I think I officially hate riddles. Let's see, second love, Jacob, where did we first kiss…OH! That's right, the big funky shaped rock at the beach!

"It's the rock that was where we first kissed, Jacob."

"That was fast, Lee."

"Yeah, we should go and get some treasure!"

"Ay, ay Cap'n!"

I saw in the mirror as Anthony pumped his fists in the air in triumph.

"So, Lee, how was it between you and Sam."

Well fuck me sideways, of course he had to ask. Time to put on my poker face.

"We made up and I was civil, I didn't kill him," then I added in a low whisper so Anthony couldn't hear me. "Even though I wanted to."

"Babe, I think its good you made up."

"Yeah, we did."

And we kissed, I added in thought. I saw the beach come into view and I smiled, finally the damn treasure hunt was going to be over, I just wanted to go home and eat a gallon of chocolate ice cream. I need my comfort food, fruit gushers, fruit by the foot, cherry twizzlers, ice cream, hostess cupcakes. Mm, I regret not eating breakfast, I really did. When the car stopped I hopped out and opened Anthony's door and he hopped out and grabbed my hand.

"Lead the way, mommy."

"Okay, let's wait for dad, bud."

"C'mon, daddy! We have treasure we need to get!"

"Coming, give your old man a second."

"Right, old, mhm, you lazy ass."

"Love ya, babe."

"Everyone does."

"Let's go! Please!"

"Okay, sweetie."

I walked doe the stairs and Anthony and Jacob were singing 'A Pirates Life for Me' or whatever the hell it was called. I walked down to a big brown-ish black rock and there was a red X painted in the sand, then it occurred to me we didn't have a shovel…

"Hey, shovels?"

"Already gott'em, hon."

"Oh, I totally knew that."

"Sure you did, hon, just have your blond moments like Blondie."

"Hey, don't diss Rosalie or I'll kick your sorry ass into next year."

"Sure you will."

I rolled my eyes and Jacob gave Anthony a shovel and he started digging. I was humming to a tune that had been stuck in my head for awhile now it was 'Room 409' by Bullet for My Valentine. A amazing song. I looked down at what Anthony had got done and I smiled he was enjoying himself.

"Hey, daddy it's stuck can you get it out?"

"Sure, bud, one minuet."

I looked down and Jacob got on one knee and bent down into the hole and pulled out a velvet box. I gasped and I felt my eyes water. When he opened it up I saw Sarah's ring, I cried, but not from sadness but from happiness.

"I know you've only been back for three months and all, but I love you Leah Clearwater and I care for you dearly, I want to make it official by proposing to you so here it goes." He paused and swallowed nervously. "Leah May Clearwater, will you marry me?"

I tackled him and kissed him on the lips extremely hard.

"Yes! Yes, I will marry you Jacob Daniel Black!"

I heard cheering, wait there were other people? I didn't care, I was to damn happy right now to care. I saw the Cullen family, my mom, the packs', Billy. I got off Jacob and he put the ring on me, I have always loved Sarah's ring, it was so ordinary, it wasn't extravagant, just a single studded diamond on a gold band. I was so loving right now.

"Leah! You have to let me plan your wedding!"

"Yeah, uh-huh, good luck with that Alice."

I was to busy looking into Jacob's dark chocolate eyes to even listen right now. I loved this idiot and I was happy he was my idiot.

----------

Behind the scenes…

Benehime: …Well damn Leah is to busy adoring Jacob and Jacob is to busy adoring her…

Rosalie: Why is your hair Hot, Hot Pink?

Benehime: Well I got the under-layer on my bangs pink because I wanted to and I'm thinking of getting my hair style into a braided Mohawk.

Rosalie: Good luck with that.

Benehime: I will have good luck with that.

A/N: Sorry for the long update but seriously, when your friend tries to kill herself it is seriously hard to update and then when she got better she had a panic attack. Anyways, I got the Twilight movie! Ohhh, yeah! I waited in line for two hours but it was worth it! My friend was there so we talked and I got the 2 disc special and Wal-Mart only had a 127 of them! They had like 1200 one disc ones though. Anyways Wal-Mart also sells Twilight things I didn't know that! So I bought a Team Jacob tote! Also did you guys see the guy who plays Paul in New Moon!? Oh. My. Fucking. Bob! He is smokin' hot! He's almost as gorgeous as Taylor! His name is Alex Meraz and he is beautiful! But yeah, funny thing is he played in a gay movie/soap thingy, tee-hee. Anyways long author note over! Bye!