Heyy Peoples! We did it! Well you guys did it but still! I'm so happy! And to express my happiness and my graditude ; I present to you the longest chapter in this story! It's 11 pages in my composition book! That makes me happy! Thatand now my hands hurt alot!
Kendall Take it away!
Kendall: Hikari doesn't own us! *sniggers* She wishes she did.
*sarcastic* Thanks Kendall YOu really know how to make a girl happy.
P.S Each page break is where James and Logan switch. They will start from where the other left off.
Now On With The Fic!
'The voice' 'Sign Language' 'thinking' "talking' /Falshback/
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Chapter 10: The Past Revealed
Carlos' P.O.V.
I saw Logan curiously walking around the apartment, like he was looking for something, and I couldn't help but wonder why. "Hey Logie, what are you doing?" I asked. He looked at me with a cute confused look. 'I'm looking for James.' he signed. I laughed. "So did you find James in that cabinet Logan?" He shook his head no and his shoulders slumped in defeat.
'I give up. What are you watching Carlos?' he asked. I shrugged. "I don't know but come here. I want to ask you something." he hesitated but he plopped down on the couch anyway.
"Okay. I know this is a touchy subject, but Logan, what happened before we met you? Like, when you were a child?" he tensed and signed 'Full story?' I nodded and saw that he was breathing hard. I knew that if he started breathing any harder he would start hyperventaling, and that would just mean adding some more things on my Logan Worry list.
'O.K. when I was little my family.'
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Normal P.O.V
James had gotten tired of walking around and finally decided to go find Kendall. 'He better have decided how he feels around Logan.' he kept walking and was surprisingly unsurprised when he found Kendall in the same spot when James had talked to him.
"Well?" he asked, making Kendall jump a little. Kendall turned to face him. "I love him." he said. James smiled. "Took you long enough." but his smile quickly turned into a frown. "But you can't be with him yet." he motioned for Kendall to sit down on the hallway's soft blue carpet.
"It's time for you to know about Logan's life."
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Logan hadn't told Carlos anything yet, he was still too afraid. Carlos, who sensed his friends distressed, placed a hand on Logan's knee. "It's okay buddy. You can tell me."
Logan slowly nodded and began his story. 'When I was about two years old, I thought my family had loved me. But I guess I had been wrong. After my third birthday my dad had started to be mean to me, but I thought it had been the stress from work. Well one night he slapped me and because I was smart, I knew what he was doing. So I kicked him in the crotch'
'It didn't help. Because after I did that he started to beat the shit out of me. I couldn't walk or do anything for weeks, and when I tried, I fell. He did this for every little thing I would do wrong.'
'If I spilled something, I got beat. If I dropped something I got beat. I even got beat for the hell of it. He would always tell me that I was a bad child and that if he had his way, I would be dead. But the only concept I couldn't grasp was why hadn't he killed me?'
' My mom was always on buisness trips, so he had plenty of chances to kill me. But he didn't want to get rid of his play thing.'
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Kendall felt the tears stream down his face as he heard Logan's sad story. But he knew it was about to get worse.
"And when his mom was home, she completly ignored him. He constantly tried to get her attention, but she would always brush him off. Logan would go to his room and cry himself to sleep each night this happened."
" Although When Logan turned four, we met each other on the playground and became fast friends. But when I saw his dad I got two feelings. One, that this guy was bad. And two, I needed to protect Logan at all costs."
James sucked in a deep breath, trying to hold in his own tears as he spoke.
" One day, I had my mom drive me to Logan's house and when I looked through the window of his house I saw- I saw-"
James stopped and took shaky breaths, letting a single tear fall before he continued.
"I saw Logan getting beat by his dad. I - I could see the look on Logan's face and it was one of pure fear. Fear that he wouldn't make it and fear that he would make it, only to be beat again."
" I had left the window and ran crying to my mom. It was so hard telling her that my best friend was gettinghis ass kicked by his father. Naturally she didn't belive me. She said she had to see it to believe it. That happened three years later."
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Logan had been trying to hold back his tears but it was getting harder since his throat was burning and it was getting hard to see since the unshed tears were clouding his vison.
'By the time I was six, I had been beaten so many times, I was sure that I had lost everything. I knew I had lost my spirit and half my soul but I thought 'You can't lose anymore. Right?' But what my dad did next made me lose everything and more.'
'One night, I had been in my room, siniging and dancing like I didn''t have a care in the world. Today had been a good day for my father and on good days, I wouldn't get beat. So I was very happy.'
'But then I heard a slam and I looked to see my dad towering over me, rage filled eyes, and the rest covered in shadows. He-He threw me on the bed and started shouting at me. Telling me that it was all my fault that my mom had died.'
'He started tearing my clothes off and it was the worst pain I had ever been in. I sort of remember asking him to stop and he wouldn't.'
Logan stopped using his superb sign language skills and cried in Carlos' arms. 'Logie you can do it. Get it all off your chest. I'm right here with you.' Logan nodded, much to Carlos' confusion, and continued.
'He had finally stopped and the last thing he said to me was, "clean yourself up you little fag." I did as I was told. I was now his slave. Ready to do what he wanted and when he wanted me to do it, no questions asked.'
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The three years had passed and I had told my mom to take me to Logan's house on the day I knew his father would get caught. And he did. We got the cops and everything. But then I found Logan."
"There was a part of me that wished we hadn't done this because when I found Logan, I screamed. The look in his eyes was so blank that it scared me. I tried to get him to talk but he wouldn't so I used sign language."
" I had brought him outside and everyone was crying. The cops, my mom, even random people on the street were crying. No one was dry eyed, well except for Logan's dad, but that doesn't count. All that mattered was that we had Logan and I would never let him go."
"The very same day, I had asked my mom to adopt Logan and she said yes. And overtime, I grew to be Logan's older brother. That was the first thing I said to him when he asked who I was."
/ Flashback /
James held Logan's shaking body tightly to his own body, letting Logan know that James wanted to help Logan recover.
"Who are you?" Logan asked, using sign language.
"I'm your older brother James." he signed back.
'My brother?' James nodded and tried to fight the horrible feeling that was settling in his gut.
"So who am I?"
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"I had never cried so hard in my life. My best frined didn't know who he was and it was my job to fix that. It was hard work for a seven year old but I fixed Logan, and I had never felt so proud of myself."
James wiped the tears from his eyes and shot a deadly glare at Kendall.
"So if I find out that something bad happens to him and it's you fault; you're a dead man."
Kendall nodded and helped James up.
"Let's go home Kendall."
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Logan had finished his story and was now quietly and peacefully sleeping in Carlos' lap. "You went through some tough times Logie." Carlos smiled a little and let his fingers run through Logan's hair.
"But we'll help you get through this tough time together."
Carlos felt his pants vibrate, a feeling that made him giggle and he smirked at James' text.
Carlos I got a plan.
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So? Longest Chapter Evar! I hope you liked it!
Next Time: James' master plan
Well Untill Then... Ja Mata!
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