Chapter Ten: Reflection

~Scott~

The "tour" ended and we got to meet Mariah Carey, TLC, and other people, but I feel so empty. I guess I miss performing onstage. That's been the only time that my fight with Shelby hasn't replayed in my mind. That's the first time that we've ever had a huge fight like that. Usually, after four hours, I appologize, or she appologizes, but this time is different. I don't know why, but I've been home for two weeks and I feel so alone.

My junior prom is coming up and I don't even have anyone to go to. It's not that I really want to go, I just want to spend as much time with Shelby as I can before she leaves. I only have four moths left with her and she's barely talking to me. I don't know what to do.

~Shelby~

Ashley and I broke up. Well, we were actually never a 'couple' but we have so much in common that we both keep in touch. Scott and I aren't talking. I don't know what's wrong with him. I've been trying to be nice to him, but he's just said a few words to me, so I've given up. Why do I always have to be the peace-maker? Why can't he put his pride aside for a second?

I can't believe that he said he "needed" me. Yeah right. He just needs someone to spill all his troubles on and make him feel better. When it comes to how I'm feeling, he never seems to really care. He listens and stuff, but I can tell that his mind is on other things. Probably Kat. I bet they'll get back together right before their junior prom. Typical. That's just like him.

I know I only have four months left to "be" with him, but I'm about ready to just go to NYC with my parents. At least I'll be a little more happy there than here. I just hope that when I leave, Scott and I are at least on speaking terms.