I revised some of the other chapters, thanks for the feedback, people.


And Kadaj sobbed in blissful release as Cloud shoved roughly inside of him.

It was as exquisite as it had been the time before, only instead of bruising insistence Cloud was shoving into him with slow determination. His blue eyes were nearly all black now, swallowed by his dilated pupils, his pink mouth parted in a faint, fascinated smile. He easily held Kadaj's slender legs over his left shoulder, his right hand gripping the slender youth's hip so hard that the bone complained.

"Brother," Kadaj brokenly said, still sobbing because the pain and the pleasure had fused into something that transcended both—leaving him overwhelmed and completely at the mercy of his older brother.

Alas, Cloud was not in the mood for mercy.

Rocking back on his heels, he dragged those slim hips into his lap, pulling Kadaj half off of the ground, and slowly arched his own hips in a movement that lifted the smaller youth.

Kadaj cried out, the position combining with his tightly clasped legs to make the fit even less plausible, Cloud's rather intimidating cock tearing him wide open until the boy could hardly stand it. Every deep push of him pressed against his sweet spot, making him writhe.

Cloud's hungry, predatory eyes watched Kadaj squirming and begging with amused reserve, not even attempting to comply with his pleading demands. The fuck outside truly had been the froth off of the beer and now Cloud was lost in the beast he'd tried so hard to restrain. Now that it was awake, now that it felt so perfect, he was unwilling to stop—deep down, in the part of his soul that watched unaffected, he knew that when it was over and the haze of the beast's demands receded, he would punish himself with renewed vigor. He'd spent so long denying, so long hating himself that he was in no hurry to rush back to it.

He gripped Kadaj's hips hard and bent over him, folding that compliant body in half and making that innocent, flushed face wince in sudden pain. This was what he wanted, someone to suffer for him, someone willing to undergo pain for the pleasure of having him. It was the same utter submission he had given so willingly to Sephiroth and had been unable to find in any other lover he'd had.

That small flicker of pain forced a hiss from his mouth and quickened his pace. He bent his head and bit at Kadaj's soft lower lip, locking that soft mouth into a fierce, breathless kiss. He braced his arms on either side of Kadaj's head, letting those slim legs fall to one side, folded around his hip. The boy twisted beneath him, a swift, cat-like movement as he pressed his round bottom into Cloud's groin and got his legs under him. He reared up beneath Cloud, on his knees with his arms pillowing his forehead on the ground, legs spread wide and back bowed, knowing just what to do to let his brother have full depth and control.

Cloud lay over his back, braced on one arm, his other hand tangling in pale silver locks to wrench that delicate head back. Biting that tender earlobe with quick cruelty, he hissed into his ear, "Now, worship me," punctuating his order with a hard slap on that perfect ass as he straightened behind him.

Kadaj moaned and arched his back, bracing his little hands beneath him and pushing back insistently against Cloud's hard body, working himself on the still man whose hands lightly brushed his back and hips. He was sweating in the cool morning air, his body straining, shoving back against his brother with frantic need. He felt that cock swelling within him, could feel every pulse of Cloud inside him and it drove him nearly mad. Panting and clenching his teeth in effort, he moved with single-minded determination to feel that encompassing bliss.

He was so close he could taste it, and Cloud's fingers were clenching in his flesh, soft little sighs spilling from his lips.

"Not yet," he suddenly said, gripping Kadaj around the waist and lifting him, sliding out. He flipped the younger man's body and slammed him back down on his back, pausing long enough to bite Kadaj's tight little nipples so hard he left a bloody ring of marks around them. He bit those slim thighs, that belly, sucked on that stirring cock so roughly that it sprang to sudden life. When he had his slender sylph weeping beneath him he finally shoved back inside that tight body and pounded deep, holding up Kadaj's hips for better access.

Kadaj rocked up against him in time with his quickening thrusts. He saw those blue eyes shift—the pupils contracting briefly to pinpoints, leaving Cloud's eyes all glowing blue. His head dropped back, a lock of wheat-blond hair dipping over his eye. His eyes widened and he shivered and Kadaj knew he was almost there.

Ready to feel it himself, Kadaj sank his nails into Cloud's belly over that scar and scored his flesh, dragging his nails down to skip from Cloud's body to his own. He began pulling on his own flesh, rapidly working towards an orgasm. His brother gasped a little to see it, pushing deeper and harder with more urgency. With his other hand he reached under his own bottom and cupped Cloud's balls, slowly tightening his grip until Cloud winced, his blue eyes huge as his lean body surged in a climax.

Kadaj came in the face of seeing Cloud's pleasure, writhing on that fat cock while it chased over his senses. They were locked together in breathless need, each body thrumming with tension as it tore through them—that painfully sweet sustained orgasm.

When Cloud slumped on top of him Kadaj knew it was over. The blue eyes that lifted to his were utterly shocked and perfectly normal but for the unearthly glow of mako. His delicate, cat-like face showed the remnants of pleasure and a dawning horror. Before it could overwhelm the creature who had pleasured Kadaj so relentlessly, the boy swiftly kissed him, feeling an answering response from that lush, soft mouth.

Cloud's softening body slipped out of him with a gush of cum and blood, wetting the bedroll beneath them. His taut, muscled body pushed lightly off of Kadaj as he backed away, shaking his head to clear it of the last vestiges of the beast—it was satisfied for the moment, abandoning Cloud to his guilt.

He looked at the boy still laying on the bedroll, his pale skin flushed and coated with a light sheen of sweat. There was a sated, sultry look on his face that had no business being present on one so young, and Cloud turned his head away in shame, even as the last shockwaves of pleasure shot through him.

"Leave me," he lowly said, head bowed, shuddering a little in mingled disgrace and arousal as he recalled what they had done.

"I'll never leave you, brother," Kadaj said, smirking at his sudden reticence. Sighing at Cloud's retreat into silent recriminations, Kadaj quickly got dressed, hunting up his clothing from its various places. He paused at Cloud's sword and pulled it free with a soft grunt of effort. Swinging it experimentally in his left hand, he strode over to his brother and whipped the sharp blade to rest against Cloud's vulnerable throat.

When Cloud looked up at him there was only resignation on his beautiful face, an expression that clearly conveyed the thought that he not only deserved such a thing, he welcomed it. Bothered by it, Kadaj covered his sudden twinge of conscience with a sultry smile and stuck the sword into the floor next to Cloud.

Cloud's shimmering eyes blinked once slowly, and then he lowered his lovely face again, on his knees on his bedroll and looking utterly lost and abused.

Kadaj gripped his chin and tipped his head up, pressing a deep kiss to those lax, parted lips, letting his tongue tease Cloud's until he responded. "I will never leave you," Kadaj insisted, pulling Cloud up to cradle his head to his belly. "Whatever you may think of me, however you may hate yourself, we are brothers. "

Stroking Cloud's blond hair and smiling a little to himself in mad glee, Kadaj softly added, "After all, you're mine now, brother…"

Cloud shook him off after a split-second of allowing it, and dressed himself with sharp, angry movements, raking his hand through his spiky hair to push it out of his face.

He was furious with himself for taking advantage of a kid who had obviously been used, and badly. He was angry with himself for needing it so much that he was willing to sacrifice his morals and beliefs to satisfy his flesh. He needed his young lover away from him, needed to rid himself of proof of his guilt.

"I'll never leave you," Kadaj said again, watching him with the peculiar enjoyment of one who owns something utterly. Allowing Cloud to deal with his demons, Kadaj silently made his way out of the chapel and, chuckling at the cruelty of it, took Cloud's Fenrir to go get his own bike.

Cloud would have a long, reflective walk ahead of him, compliments of Kadaj.