This chapter is a little shorter than the others but the weekend should give me time to write longer chapters.
It was brought to my attention that the story was hard to follow so I've been going back and revising the chapters.
Thank you for your patience, and for sticking with me through this story. I really appreciate it. Thank you for your reviews.
Disclaimer: These characters belong to Stephanie Meyers
Bella Pov
Try to be understanding Bella! Give him the benefit of a doubt Bella! This could be his cousin Bella!
I shout inside my head looking at the attractive tanned female before me.
"Who the fuck-," I begin to ask Edward as the girl stands from her seat.
"You must be Bella", she asks, and my eyes snap to Edwards face. Is this really happening? I ask myself as I see Kate and Garrett approach the front door cautiously look from each one of us. "Hi, I'm Angela. Edward and I have a Lit class together", I fold my arms across my chest, but then look down at the coffee table I see books out.
"Yea, we're writing a paper", Edward says and I look over at him.
"We've been procrastinating", Angela looks down at the papers. "But I can leave. He told me that you'd be here soon-"
Garrett walks in holding Kate's hand. "Why would you have to leave", He turns back to face us. "We're just going in the room.", He looks over at me. "Bells, I can take you home if you want? Rose isn't here so-", I interrupt him.
"No, I'm okay. I'll sit out here", I walk over to the bar and take a seat. Everyone looks at me as I take my seat, and when I look at each of them they look away doing other things. Garrett and Kate proceed to his room, Edward sits down in front of his computer, and Angel sits respectfully next to him.
"How was your trip", Edward asks, and I look over to see Angela pointing at the computer as he moves the mouse around.
"It was great. I miss Forks", I say trying to see what's on the computer screen.
"Oh cool. You're from Forks? My dad lives there. I used to stay with him in the summer", Angela tries to make conversation. She turns her head in my direction. "I'm surprised we've never seen each other.", I purse my lips nodding my head not looking at her. I'm still not sure if I like her or not. I don't like the idea of her and Edward in his dorm alone.
She turns back to the computer screen without another word. I catch bits and pieces of what her and Edward are talking about, eventhough I'm trying to listen.
After multiple failed attempts, I get up and walk to the bathroom, quickly using it. When I return back to my seat, almost sitting down a phone rings to my left. I look down.
"Pass me that?", Edward reaches his hand back not looking at me.
Alice's name flashes across the screen, it's a text.
"Alice texted", I say to him instead of passing him the phone. I look over and see him turn to face me holding his hand out for the phone. "I can reply for you", I still don't give him his phone. I kind of want to look through it.
He gets up and takes the phone from my hands kissing me tenderly on the lips in the process. "Nice try", He walks back to his seat on the couch. Why is me having his phone such a big deal?
I scuff. "Well don't ask for my phone", He smiles back at me raising an eyebrow, he shakes his head and sits down with a smirk on his face. God, I just want them to be done already so that I can do dirty things to Edward. I decide to play with him a little. I whip out my phone to text him.
I'm horny. -Bella.
His phone dings. He ignores it. I huff in frustration. I fucking want his attention.
Hurry up! My pussy is so wet for you. -Bella. I laugh to myself. I see him look over at the phone, and see my name flash across the screen. He looks away shaking his head.
I want your dick in my mouth. -Bella. If this doesn't get his attention he's insane. He reaches for his phone, and I can visibly see him sit up straighter as he reads making sure Angela can't see.
He slowly turns around to look at me, when his eyes reach me, he mouths 'stop', and I laugh, and mouth back, 'hurry up'. He shakes his head, and turns back to face his computer.
"Okay, so we can put that quote in it", Angela asks when Edwards situated back in his seat.
"I need to re-read the book", Edward says while shaking his head. Angela laughs.
"I just read it yesterday", she continues to laugh. "I always hate myself when I procrastinate",
I try texting him one more time, bored with their conversation. I want you to fuck me so hard. -Bella. I laugh to myself again.
I see him pick the phone up, scroll and shake his head, not bothering to look back at me. I hear a phone ring. I look up to see Angela reach in front of her for her phone. She looks down at it reading a text.
She makes a frustrated noise, and fixes her glasses on her face. "Edward, I have to go", She stands grabbing her things quickly. "I forgot I'm supposed to be meeting Ben", Edward nods as he stands.
"I'll finish this page, and meet you at the library tomorrow", He says opening the door. She nods and heads for the front door. She turns back and waves at me.
"It was nice meeting you Bella", I smile and wave back at her, watching as Edward closes the front door and stalks towards me, his eyes are deadly.
"Be careful what you ask for Bella", He stops right in front of me not touching me, but his eyes are enough. "You just might get it"
"I want it", I answer quickly. I place my hands on his toned arms. "I want you so bad",
He looks away shaking his head. "You're testing my self control", He walks away from me to his laptop and closes it, rubbing the palm of his hands over his eyes.
"Why", I ask quietly. He looks back at me. "Why are you making this hard? Why do I have to beg you to have sex with me, when you would have no problem fucking girls like Heidi or Tanya",
He smirks and looks away from me making a noise. "Bella, we've talked about this, and I told you, I've never fucked Tanya", He walks back to me, his eyebrows raised. "Is that all that you want from me?", He asked and I instantly feel bad, because that's what it may seem like. "Bella, this isn't just about sex for me. When I first met you, yes, that's all that I wanted from you, but now-", He places a hand on my face and I lean into it. "-now, I just want you", I nod understanding what he's saying. He leans in kissing me, making me want more. He leaves me hanging, with my eyes still closed.
"So, are we never going to have sex?", I ask trying to get a rise out of him. He sighs in frustration, moving away from me. "You know, I liked asshole Edward better. Atleast he liked to argue", He looks back at me with a smirk set on his face.
"Again, be careful what you ask for", He says lowly, and it sends chills down my spine. This time he says it more like a warning.
I hear a door open behind me and I know its either Kate or Garrett. "Bells, you ready to go", Garrett asks, and I look over at Edward who's not looking in my direction. It suddenly hits me that Garrett doesn't know about us. Just like I haven't told my best friend, he hasn't told his.
"Yea, sure", Kate walks over to me wrapping her arm through mines, and we are out of the door.
As soon as I'm in the car my phone dings with a text message. "I want you too. Don't doubt that. -Edward.
By Thursday, Edward has me completely hot and bothered. I think he is getting pay back for Sunday. I was sitting in psychology class on Monday when I got a text from him.
I can't wait to taste your pussy. -Edward. My whole face flushes, people around were asking me if I was okay. The professor actually asked me if I needed to step out for a moment, and I did. I text him back.
Game on asshole. -Bella
It's been crazy since that day. Not only have we been sexting, we've just been down right silly.
He texts me out of the blue.
Noodles? -Edward. I assume it's a game so I text back.
Frosted flakes. -Bella. Not sure why, but it was the first food related thing that popped into my head. He replies.
Saggy balls. -Edward. I laugh out loud in the middle of my boring ass American History Class causing people to look at me like I've lost my mind.
Grandpa teeth. -Bella. I reply. I'm not sure if this is a game or not but it's making my day a whole lot better. It's like he knows when I'm feeling down, and he'll text me and make everything better. I wait for his text, knowing whatever he replies will make me smile.
Grandma panties. -Edward. This time I have to cover my mouth to contain my laughter. This shit makes no sense. I look at the ceiling of my class trying to figure out what we're talking about. I give up after that text and I put my phone away, needing to pay attention in class. My mind does drift to him three more times during the course of my class.
When I return to my dorm, I throw myself on the couch preparing to relax, take out my books and study.
I pull out my English book and notes, just as the front door slings open and slams shut. I look up and see Tanya with her arms folded across her chest. Then the front opens and closes again, and I look and see Kate walk in slowly. I raise an eyebrow.
"What the fuck, Bella", Tanya says loudly.
I cover my ears. "Jeez, I could ask you the same thing. What's your problem", I stand matching her pose.
"Where you going to tell me? Where you going to tell us", She points from herself to Kate.
Kate takes a step towards us and I'm even more confused then before. "Bella, I'm okay with whatever-", Kate starts.
"Oh shut the hell up Kate, you are not", Tanya cuts Kate off.
"Actually I am, Tanya. You're on your own-", Kate tries to say again.
Tanya's face drops and she turns to Kate. "I'm your fucking sister-", Tanya begins to say.
"Yea, well a pretty shitty one sometimes", Kate says and Tanya's mouth falls open in disbelief. I have to break this up.
"What's going on with you two", I ask looking at them both. Tanya turns her attention back to me.
"You're dating Edward", She states like it's a problem.
"Yea so", I shrug.
"And you don't see anything wrong with that?", She says and I shake my head no, as I see Kate throw herself on the couch.
"Oh, boy. Here we go", I hear Kate mumble.
"No Tanya, I don't", I match her pissed tone. She wants to bring this up now, so be it. Her opinion isn't going to change anything.
"Bella, we fucked", She exclaims. I roll my eyes, and scuff.
"You're pathetic! Stop making shit up.", I look away from her. Edward has told me repeatedly that he never fucked her. "Edward told me that the only thing you've done is suck his dick and it was the day that we met, and you practically begged him. That was before he and I even had a conversation. Don't make your obsession out to be more than what it was", I say to her trying to keep calm.
"I'm pathetic Bella? I'm pathetic", she walks up to me pointing to herself.
"Yes, you are. And I'm done with your shit", I take a step into her personal space.
"Okay, you two calm down", Kate stands and tries to move us a part. She is really pissing me off. Her guilt trip isn't going to work. "Bella, how can you believe anything that he says? He's used to lying to girls like you", Kate says to me, but the look on her face isn't hostile, it's a look of concern. And what did she mean by girls like me? Why is she taking Tanya's side?
"You believe him over me, Bella? I'm your friend. You haven't even known him that long", Tanya says.
"You lie all of the time. You lied about having his number. You lied saying that he sent you a picture of his dick in a girls mouth, you're just a liar", I shout at her.
"I do have his number. What are you talking about?", She says loudly with furrowed eyebrows. I open my mouth to ask her to show me her phone with his number so that I could squash this, but she speaks again. "Bella, I love him. How could you do this to me", She yells.
I look at Kate and point at her. "She can't be serious right now", I ask Kate.
"We're meant to be together", she says.
"Is she drunk", I ask Kate and she her shaking her head exasperatedly. "You're fucking insane.", I point at Tanya.
"How could you", Tanya shouts.
"How could I? How could you? You're supposed to be happy for me. You're supposed to support-", she interrupts me.
"Happy that you're fucking the guy of my dreams", She says holding her arms back looking at me expectantly.
"You are such a brat", I turn away from her.
"Yes, I'm a brat and you're jealous. Admit it Bella, you are jealous of me. You only want Edward because I want him. You always do this. Even with Jacob", She says and I turn around just in time to see her roll her eyes.
Kate must sense my anger because she steps in front of Tanya. "I am not in any way shape or form jealous of you, Tanya. If anything I feel sorry for you",
"Then give Edward up like I gave up Jake", she says like it's a deal breaker.
"What the fuck are you talking about", I walk back towards her.
"God Bella, did you really think that Jacob wanted you", Tanya snorts, looking away. "I told him that you had a crush on him, and-"
"Tanya, shut the fuck up", Kate shoves Tanya. "Shut your fucking mouth."
"No, she thinks she's all that, she needs to realize what she's up against", she says to Kate then looks at me.
"And you call yourself a friend? What is that to say to a friend Tanya? Over a guy?", I ask her, honestly hurt by her words.
"God Bella, step off of your fucking high horse for one second you self righteous bitch. You haven't been the greatest friend either", She says and my eyes widen. I've been a way better friend than she has. "Jacob only went out with you because I told him to. I felt sorry for you." she twists her hair with her finger, looking at the ends of her hair she shrugs.
"You're a lying bitch", I put my head in my hands trying to think back to highschool.
"I begged him to ask you out, and I guess eventually he actually began to like you once you stopped acting like a fucking goodie goodie", She says with no remorse. I look up and over at her.
"You're lying", I whisper because honestly I don't know if she is lying, but I don't want to believe a word that she's saying.
"It's the truth. Tell her Kate", I look over at Kate willing her with my eyes to tell me that her sister is lying and she didn't orchestrate my first romance.
"Bella, I'm sorry. I had nothing to do with-", she starts.
"Yea, but you knew and didn't warn me. I lost my virginity to him, and it was all a lie. I thought that he really liked me", I can't believe this. He begged me for days to go out with him and I finally caved, and gained confidence in myself.
"He likes me Bella, always has and always will. He's like a puppet, he'll do or say whatever I tell him to. You don't believe me, call him?", She says looking me dead in the eyes. And that's when I know that she's not lying. So many things make sense now.
"That's enough Tanya", Kate jumps in.
Tanya turns to her. "I gave him up for her.", she turns to me. "I gave him up for you, Bella", Now she thinks that she did me a favor? "And now it's your turn to return the favor okay?", she crosses her arms waiting expectantly. How could she do this to me?
I walk up to her, practically nose to nose. I stop, looking her right in the eyes. "Fuck you", I pronounce each word with force, before grabbing my purse and walking towards the door. Kate grabs my arm.
"Bella", she says tugging my arm. I pull away shaking her off. I give her one long look before walking out of the door slamming it behind me.
When I get outside my dorm I let tears stream down my face. I can't believe this.
Yes I had a crush on Jake, but I didn't want him to be made to like me. I never could've imagined him being Tanya's puppet.
I thought that I loved him, but I didn't feel for him even half of what I feel for Edward.
I slowly walk the sidewalk, until I find myself in front of Edwards door. I stand there for the longest time wondering if I should knock or not. What if he's been lying to me about Tanya? What if he's been lying to me about everything?
More tears stream down my face as the biggest question swipes through my mind. What if doesn't really want me?
If thats the case then I don't need to waste anymore time. I have to know. I have to know everything.
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