A:N to all my readers, and reviewers. i would love to say thank you. keep readin and revewing. thank you to the special people who have reviewed, you all know who you are :). i will try and post more every few days it all depends. i dont own twilight, but i wish to own Jacob Black wouldnt you? .i'm not the type of girl to beat around the bush so heres another chapter. enjoy...
Jacob Pov
Chapter 10: Forever and Always
I kept thinking of Nessie as I was sleeping on my small bed. She was busy studying, and I reluctantly agreed to stay at my boring house for the day, not distracting Nessie. She kept saying the same stuff over and over in the dream I had of her. (Even though I dream about her every time I close my eyes) I woke up and looked at my clock it was five in the afternoon. Why Jacob would you sleep this late when the love of you life was in danger! I sat on the side of my bed, thinking about what my Ness was saying
"Jacob. Drop everything now. Meet me in the pouring rain, kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain. Because I see, sparks fly whenever, smile." My Nessie kept saying. Then it hit me, she must have been using one of her gifts to tell me she needed me, wanted me! She could have called, or just came over here, but hey I'm not complaining. I was worried she would resent me after everything that happen last night, but I guess not. I pulled on the first pair of shorts I could get my hands on and flew out my bedroom.
"Morning son, well I should say evening, where you off to in such a rush?" my dad asked. I didn't have time to talk, he should already know though. I ran into the woods a couple of miles, then decided to phase, I would get there much quicker that way instead of in my old rabbit or motorbike. I took of my shorts and tied them to my ankle, before I knew it I was running on all fours at top speed.
"Aww, how Romeo aka Jacob is going to see his Juliet aka Renesmee?" Leah said, teasing me. Yes Leah , has changed from being the type where nobody couldn't bee within 100 miles of her, to bearable. I was still hoping I wouldn't have to hear her, isn't she a joy.
"Idiot, I can read your thoughts. I'm in your pack remember" she said. Yeah every now and then I still regret letting her in.
"Yeah well I can still kick your butt." Leah said teasing me. I am the strongest and bigger, but she is the fastest of all of us.
"Shutup Leah. I'm going to the Cullen's I don't have time for your stupid little games. Could you just act normal and not act like a witch for once!" I snapped at her. I could see the hurt. She was trying to learn to be nicer and was better and truly was. She didn't snap at every little thing you say.
I was going to apologize, but I felt her phase. Good because I could smell the Cullen's scent now. I changed back into human form and put my shorts back on; and started to run in the rain. I guess Nessie was going to get her wish of getting a kiss in the rain. As I came out of the woods, I started to run faster till I was in her yard. Then I saw my Nessie, running vampire speed at me. Once we got there our lips met. This kiss was way different from last night, this on was more fierce, like we haven't seen each other in ages, but it was only hours. We pulled away reluctantly, but her head was resting on each other.
"I see you got my message." Nessie said. We were soaking wet now, but I didn't care and neither did she. We just held each other, starring into each other eyes.
"Seriously Ness. I know Taylor Swift is your favorite singer, but did you have to use her song lyrics in my dream? I would have been her quicker if you would of called, I had to figure out what you meant." I said, teasing her.
"Well , if you came earlier it wouldn't of rained. I'd rather have a year without rain, than a day without you. Even though it's impossible to not have rain in Forks." she said.
"Oh come on, please I beg of you. Get a room, nobody wants to see that." Emmett yelled through the rain, even thought we could of heard him clearly, and he shouldn't be the one talking.
"Ha, good point Jacob, but could you please bring me daughter inside." Edward said, rolling down the window. Nessie rolled her eyes and I laughed. We held hands and started running towards the house
Once we got to the inside the house, Alice was ordering Emmett, Edward, and Jasper where to put shopping bags. What did she buy the whole store? Then Alice came skipping over to us excitingly. Uh oh, I've been around the Cullen's long enough to know what that look in her was, meaning she's done something that involves going overboard in "fashion".
"OH Nessie! You're going to love your birthday decorations, and the dresses I bought you!" said Alice, over excitingly.
"Wait, did you say dresses?" Nessie asked shockingly. She shouldn't be though Alice was going to take over everything, but I got to admit she does a great job. At least Alice wasn't going to be picking out what I was going too wear. I hope she doesn't
"Oh don't worry she already picked yours out Jacob, you have no say like the rest of us" Edward said answering my thoughts. Oh boy.
" Well, she got both of you three, so you could choose what you wanted to wear." Bella said.
"Little choice though, if I don't like it then your not wearing it. My niece and her boyfriend will stand out and not be forgotten." Alice said. Nessie smiled when she said boyfriend. Hey at least somebody's ok with Nessie dating a vampire's natural enemy.
"Why can't Jake and I wear what we want to wear?" Ness said aggravated. They didn't listen thought as they all drifted off into their own conversations. Then Emmett came in with a tan envelope with red embodiment. We all looked at it knowing what it meant. Emmett handed it to Edward, and he opened it up to read it. After a while he looked at Bella, then at Nessie, then at me. What did I do?
"They want you to come along with us." Edward said answering my thoughts. Oh great. Is Alice going to pick out something for me to wear again? Man, I'm going to have more suits then I've ever dreamed of owning.
"Edward, what?" Rosalie asked.
"It's next Saturday." Edward said. Then why did they send it now.
"Because the Volturi like to be always prompt, and this time it is mandatory. So if we don't go, they can clam we broke orders, and they will always be looking for another excuse for destroying us." said Edward, answering my thoughts again. I hope Nessie never does that.
"We have to stand out! I have to find the perfect outfits. I've got an idea why don't the men's ties match our dresses. Nessie you will surely look the best!" Alice said. Why do we have to, so those bloodsuckers will take my girl away from me?
"Yes, Alice I like that idea, it would be unique." The Ice queen said.
"Nessie, what colors do you like best? I like gray, Rose likes lilac, and your mother… well you know how she is with fashion." Alice said.
"If you're going to make me choose, I like black, red and gold, and white, I guess." Nessie said with aggravation. I know that tone, she doesn't care what we wear, heck both of us don't want to go.
"Why choose that?" Emmett blurted out. Good point why would Nessie want to wear some of the colors of vampire eyes? Edward must of head what I was thinking, because he laughed at the thought.
"I don't know. We're not a normal family, and Aunt Alice said that we need to stand out. So those colors are not ordinary." Nessie said, laying her head on my shoulder ad I ran my hand through her long dark hair.
"True. Oh Nessie you would look good in this black ball gown I found, and Esme you would look wonderful in white, and Rosalie should-" Alice started, but Bella walked over and put her hand over Alice's mouth, shutting her up. Thank you Bella! We all laughed.
"Alice, we still got a week. Lets just get through Nessie's birthday, we all know you're going to try and top the others you threw her." Bella said, dropping her hand from Alice's mouth.
"OH, you should see the plans I have for her graduation, and then her wedding!" Alice said winking at Nessie. Ness blushed, since we all knew that one day she was going to become my wife.
"Alice. We need to take one day at a time, lets enjoy her as our little girl long as we can. Graduation's in June. We have a long time from now." Esme said. Thank Goodness she didn't say anything about a wedding yet because, I don't think Ness is ready for that yet. She might feel forced to marry me not because she want to. Then all of a sudden I heard a howl, sounding like Seth's. I got off the couch and dashed through the door. Nessie followed, but Esme stopped her before she got outside. I took off my shorts and stashed them in a bish, pretty soon I felt heat rush through me, then I was on all fours running to meet my pack. I could hear the Cullens running behind me.
"Seth, what" I thought. I was worried now.
"Jacob, we found that same scent a half mile from the house!" Seth said out of breath. I turned where he was at, followed by the Cullens. Once we got there, I saw that it wasn't just Seth. Also was all the members of my pack; Quil, Embry, Seth, Leah, and the two newbie's Kyle and Kaleb.
"Where's Renesmee?" Leah asked. I was hoping that Nessie stayed back. I didn't smell or see her so she must be back at the house. I was about to answer, but Edward beat me too that.
"She's back at the house with Esme." Edward said. Man, we're going to have to step it up since they are coming so close to the house, and it's obvious that they are interested in the Cullens, or my Nessie! I felt calmness wash over me, meaning Jasper was messing with my emotions.
"Jake, don't worry, we agree. We're going to step it up, their not going to get past us. She's our friend" Kyle said. Both Kyle and Kaleb had the choice to go to mine or Sam's pack, both choosing mine. (Sam has a little over ten pack members, where I have only six.) Kyle was seventeen and Kaleb was nineteen. They seemed ok that their alpha imprinted on a vampire-human hybrid, and that their would be sometimes where they would have to fight alongside vampires.
"Does she know?" Quil asked. I hated keeping secrets from Nessie, this one I had to agree with Edward.
"No." I thought. Seth was still thinking about this scent. Something was wrong with it. I looked at Edward, who was filling in what the rest of the Cullens were missing out on, but stopped imminently when he heard what was going on.
"Continue Seth." said Edward.
"Well, when I smelt this scent; I decided to follow it. I came to here, but then all of a sudden the scent dropped, like it was never here. I waited for a while maybe it would come up again. Then all of a sudden it picked up again; I followed it, and was lead back to here, but then it vanished again, when it picked up again it was coming from four different directions. It kept doing this pattern, like they were messing with my sense if smell." a tired Seth said.
"Seth, go home and get some sleep." I ordered. He didn't object so he must be tired, heck we were all tired. Staying up all patrolling all night was catching up to us. Then I smelt it; that sweet disgusting smell. Yeah I got used to the smell being at the Cullen's house constantly, but this one was like a smack in the face, and it was coming and going like Seth explained it. My pack was fixing to follow it.
"Don't its a trick they want us to follow it, but I can't hear why." Edward said, trying to tell both groups not to follow it.
"I can't even see them, they keep changing their mind. It must be on purpose." Alice said upset.
"Edward, we have to go after it! Their after her!" Emmett said. He's got a point.
"Emmett. We can't go after it, it's a trap. If their after her; and we follow, then that only leaves Esme to fight against them! We don't know how many they are. Can't you listen, or are you just so use to not thinking and do the most stupid decisions, and making it worse, to do so." Edward yelled. I looked over at my pack, they knew the look I gave them, and left. This was going to be World War III pretty soon.
Emmett and Edward were face to face, glaring angrily at each other. Bella was at Edward's side as ice queen was at Emmett's, along with Jasper and Alice and me. Good thing, Nessie wasn't here to see this.
"Ok, both of you just calm down. Lets just call Carlisle." Jasper said. I stood between them now, blocking both of them from attack.
"Fine." Emmett said, storming of, Rosalie following after him. Jasper went off to call Carlise, as the others went into their own conversation. Maybe I should phase back to human.
"Yes, it would be easier for the others to understand, and I think its time we tell Nessie." Edward said. Then we started running back toward the house. Edward kept running `toward the house as I stopped near the bush my shorts were stashed, I phased back to human and rushed to put them on. I started back to the house.
I barged in followed by Rosalie and Emmett. I saw a look of confusion on my Nessie's. Eddie boy looked like he was trying to think of something to say.
"Nessie, remember when you were reading Jacob's mind last night, and saw him think of a new scent." Edward said.
"Yeah. I started to thinking about it, then thought it was just a nomad passing through, or that these vampires knew the family." Nessie said. I walked over to sit by her. I took her hand I looked into those beautiful brown eyes.
"That's the same scent that we were just after, and it's not the first time it has been around. We all think they are after you." I said. I hated telling her that they were after her. I can't live without her.
"How could you keep this from me! Especially you Jacob." Ness said angrily. She got off the couch and went over to the new put in windows.
"Nessie, sweetie. We thought the same thing you did until recently. It's going to be al-" Bella begun. I wanted so just wrap my arms around her, to protect her from any harm. By now Carlisle came through the door and Alice was filling him in.
"Don't say it's going to be alright. No, its not going to be alright!" said Nessie, with more anger in her voice. She was right though, but I couldn't tell her that. It would break her heart. I couldn't stand it anymore. I walked over to her; and wrapped my arms around her, as she sobbed in my chest. Everybody looked at us with sadness. We all hated seeing her this upset.
"I can't do this anymore! Why can't I be normal? A normal teenager going to high school, then going to collage. A normal teenager making her parents mad when she sneaks out after curfew to see her friends! A normal teenager driving her normal father crazy, because she's head over heals in love with the boy of her dreams. Having a normal family, having a normal wedding, having normal kids! Why can't I have that, just one taste of normal. Just having a normal life for one second, because I know I'll live forever doing the same routine over and over. Why?" Nessie asked through tears.
"Ness, we try to give you a normal life, well as normal as it can get for a girl who's part vampire part human." Alice said, sounding like she was trying to lighten the mood.
"Yeah well, it's not enough." Nessie snapped back, then unwrapped herself from my embrace. She flew up the stairs, and slammed her bedroom store.
"That went well." I mumbled.
"Just shutup dog." Rosalie said..
"So, what are we going to do?" Bella asked. She already knew the answer though.
"Jacob, could you and your pack could run patrol around the house?" asked Carlisle. I shook my head yes.
"What about her being at school?' Jasper asked. He had a good point. We can't keep her at home: one, because we don't know how long their going to be around here, two, because people would get suspicious that she was at school one week and not the next. Plus she would be devastated, her, she's wanting to be normal, and her going to school was as close as she was going to get.
"Yes, Jacob you are correct" Edward said.
"Then we leave. I think it's times, and we might be able to get rid of the flees around her." Blondie said. No, they couldn't. I would follow. I wouldn't be able to live if she was far away. I wanted to snap back, but this was time to be serious.
"They'd follow." Emmett said. He had a good point though. If they wanted Ness so bad, they would surely follow and get her. But if they were so interested in her? If they were so interested in hybrids, then why don't go after Nahuel or his sisters? Why my Renesmee?
"Because Jacob she is a very special little girl. That's why it is so important that we unfortunately have to go to this Volturi Gala, and show them that she is still harmless." Edward said, answering my thoughts.
"Could it be the Volturi, just trying to sneak a glance at her?" Emmett said.
"Possibly, they could have sent over new members." Carlisle replied.
"I would of seen them decide, but with these they keep changing their mind so quick I can't see them." Alice said.
"Oh Edward. Please, we need to go up there. I can't stand having her upset!" pleaded Bella. They went up upstairs. I heard Edward and Bella asking Nessie to come down, they had no luck. Next try was Carlisle and Esme, same result as Nessie's parents. Then Alice and Jasper and Blondie and Emmett tried. All came down with no success. Maybe I should go up there, she might listen to me.
"Yes, she would. She keeps thinking about you." Edward said. I got up and ran up the stairs, taking three at a time. I finally got to her door and knocked.
"What?" Nessie said. You could tell she was crying. I took a deep breath, before I answered.
"Its Jake. May I please come in?" I asked.
"No duh, I know its you. You're the only one, besides me, who has a heartbeat." Nessie said sarcastically.
"Well, can I please still come in?" I asked, trying not to laugh.
"I don't know? Can you?" she said , with a sound of sarcasm in her voice. I waited a patiently a few more minutes, then heard her footsteps go across the floor, and open the door. She looked such a mess; but still so beautiful, with tear stained eyes, knotted hair, white tank top and shorts. I walked in and shut her door, as she sat back down on her bed. I got her computer chair; and sat down right in front on her, and stared her in the eye.
"What?" she asked.
"You look so beautiful." I said smiling.
"You are such a horrible liar, Jacob Black." Nessie said, with a teasing smile.
"No, I'm serious Renesmee Cullen. You are the most beautiful, one of a kind in so many ways girl I have ever laid my eyes on, and I'm not saying that just because you're my imprint." I said serious. I stood up and sat down on her bed, and wrapped my arms around her as she cried more,"
"Why me?" she showed me.
"Why can't I be normal? I couldn't stand it if something happened to my family, the wolves or you! All because of me!" said Nessie, between sobs.
"Nessie, normal is overrated, boring and predictable. You are an amazing girl. Normal or not. You don't have to worry, nothing is going to hurt or come between us." I said, rocking her back and forth, kissing her on the forehead. She calmed down.
"All you need to worry about now; is your birthday, and what outfits Alice is going to make us wear, and who she invited. Lord knows she's going to go all out." I said. She looked at me smiling.
"I couldn't imagine you in a tux or suit." she showed me.
"Believe it, because Friday you will see me in one." I said laughing.
"Thanks Jake. You really know how to make a; non-boring, unpredictable girl feel better.: Ness said. Yeah, she's got that right. Nessie was unpredictable, stubburn, determined, but hey you got to love her.
"Watch it." Nessie warned me. I guess I spoke to soon about her always in my head, but with her I don't mind.
"I love you." I said.
"I love you more." she said smiling. We really didn't need to go onto who loves who more, but if we did I would win. And it would take forever, but we got that already.
"True." Ness said again, answering my thoughts. Can't you tell she's Edward's daughter?
"Forever and Always?" She asked, holding out her pinkie.
"Forever and Always." I agreed, wrapping mine around hers. I felt like a six year old doing that.
"You act like it sometimes." she said. Really Ness. I cant ask a question already with him picking at my brain, I don't need her to do it too.
"Why, does it aggravate you, because that's the reason why I do it." she said, flashing me a kiss me smile.
"Ok enough with the mind reading." I said, tickling her.
Its been hours and we were still talking. Not important stuff, just talked. I looked at her alarm clock, 12:30. Dang, it seemed like I just got there, but I guess time fly when you're with the one you love. My eyes were getting heavy, and it looked like hers was to.
"Ok, beautiful. You got school tomorrow." I said getting up. Nessie grabbed my hand, that made me have an electric current through my body.
"Stay." Ness showed me.I waited a couple of minutes, seeing if Edward and Bella would object. But when I heard their approval, I climbed into bed with her, and wrapped my arms around her so that she was facing me.
"Jacob, can you give me something?" Nessie asked sleepily, her chocolate brown eyes bright.
"I am your servant. Your wish is my command." I answered.
"Could you give me a kiss goodnight?" she asked smiling. I leaned in to kiss her, giving her what she wanted, like always. My hands went to her back, pulling her closer to me. I had to stop this before it went to far. I pulled away reluctantly, both of us breathing heavy.
"Happy?' I asked.
"Yes, but why did you stop?" Nessie said smiling.
"Because your family, including your father, can hear everything we do." I said. She rolled her eyes.
"Smart, Jacob." I heard Edward say. I laughed as she cuddled up next to me. I turned off her lamp and wrapped my arms around her .
I started to drift off into a peaceful sleep. Today was perfect. The girl I loved was right here with me. In my arms. The girl I would give a kiss goodnight to forever. I would die trying to protect her. I would be there for her anytime she needed me. Forever and Always
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