Thomas POV

It was shame I felt, I had totally ruined any chance with my blond haired friend or even a chance to become friends, I placed the cold steak over my black eye I had taken from the freezer, my eye was in pain but that didn't matter; Tweek probably doesn't even want to see my face after what happened, I should have listened to him what was the goal? Tweek cheated on Craig, I lost everything that I wanted so badly and I have no one to blame but myself, I felt the tears that I had been holding back come crashing down "I'm such a hopeless fool..." the room felt so small, I've tried to understand everything even though it's pointless, I can't help it my heart longs for him, I can't stop my love for Tweek; all those things I said, Craig had told me he was having a hard time with him but he still loved him, I hated that; I wanted to save Tweek, even though it may have been not the full truth but I would be lying if I didn't enjoy what happened, it was as wonderful as my dreams had showed me But however all I have is my broken dreams, I can no longer hold him, no more can I hear his sweet voice and most of all, I cannot stand close to him; I am fighting a war that was not meant for me, maybe I am just hopeful fool, I found myself thinking as I sat, my good eye wondered over the clock near my desk '2:00' it's almost lunch time, I'm so caught up in my own thoughts I almost miss the sound of the door bell ringing, the cold steak I had laid down next to the clock as I listened to the soft rings.

I didn't really want anyone to see me in this state, however the person at the door kept ringing the door bell, seems I had no choice; I let out a heavy sigh and found the will to walk down the creeky stairs and the dark hallway, The wooden door slid open easy, my eyes widen I stood there, frozen not even knowing what to say, or form words for that matter " Hi- OH MY GOD! T-Thomas! your eye!" his voice was just as scared as it was this morning, I felt my heart flutter as Tweek placed his soft hand over my hot cheek, I couldn't breathe But I was happy even though it was a touch, it felt like more than that and though he removed his hand my golden eyes looked lonely into his shinning dark one's , I found my voice " oh t-this, I kinda had it coming, I should have known what Craig could do" " I-I'm sorry, I didn't think he would hurt you" His voice was soft and shaky as always, he told me Craig didn't mean it and I reply with sorry and that I never meant for this to happen to you, I place my one hand over my dark bruised eye, not wanting him to look at it anymore the last he needed was to have another spaz attack, however he does something I didn't see coming, he takes my hand that is covering part of my face and held it in his own and takes me into the living room, sitting me on the dark tan coach that sat in the middle of the room, he leaves the room then comes back with some bandages along with a cloth and lastly a bowl of warm water, I tried to tell him that I didn't want this to end up like it had last night but he would hear none of it "GAH! Do-don't worry ER! I don't fully blame you I should have AH! k-Known better" He wet the small cloth and did as gently as he could to clean all the dirt from my eye, I look down at him with my good eye in wonder he was so trusting; even after everything he doesn't blame me well at least not fully but at the same time now that I think about it, Tweek had always been there for his friends and even loved ones, I felt him wrapped the bandages around my eye, I am greatful to have Tweek however no matter how hard I try, he doesn't belong to me " I'm okay with you choosing Craig" it was out of the blue, he was confused and twitched looking to the side " we-well that's just it, I haven't really picked" so there was hope, he hasn't decided but I would have to work pretty hard if I was going to gain Tweek's trust back and maybe even his love for me but what surprised me was that he had not chosen Craig, or at least not yet by any means " But why, You love Craig " it was more of asking then a statement that's when I saw it, it was faint but there a light blush had fallen on to his cheeks " well, I do love him but I …I " He trailed off but started again and was shaking "I-I-I GAH! AAH! I love you th-thomas!" my heart stopped, I could feel my face flush bright red, was this a dream? I was hoping this would not be the case and this was indeed real but I couldn't bring my mind to wrapped around it, I had lost my voice as I stared into those lost yet begging eyes, I had to know I had to prove this was real and his words mean something " can-can I kiss you?" My voice is low and shy, fearing what the answer was " ER!" he nodded with tears falling and I did the same, unlike last time this was a gentle kiss; my actions were slow and soft as I cupped his cheek moving my thumb against his Jaw line, earning a light moan in return I licked his bottom lip wanting more.

I want you, I deeply need you , I won't forget you as I speak these sweet nothings against his lips, He sighs to my touch, Tweek truly was lovely and beautiful in every way possible, his eyes, his nose, his small body and most of all his light shinning swollen lips; I feel him start unbuttoning my shirt, I grab both his hands stopping this action; I can't make love to him I don't want to hurt him again instead we just cuddle for the rest of the day. I felt completed with him, I would break if he didn't choose me but I would try and be there for him. I love you too Tweek, he was snoozing but it was still something, this sin that Tweek must carry on his shoulders, can't be easy but whoever he chooses I hope and pray it's me. please let me be the one.

Few weeks later

Token POV

Lunch was weird, I looked at Thomas; his eye was bandaged up, I just shook my head not even spearing him a second look. It was sad, to be honest Thomas was in the wrong even though he's been silent lately, Today he was picking at his food, I took a sip of my milk as my eyes went back to my book that I was reading before " soo Thomas fucked anyone lately?" I kicked Clyde under the table, getting him to shut up "hey what was that for! I'm just saying!" I kicked him again while turning a page in my book "leave him alone" the last thing we need is for Clyde to open his big fat mouth and it's bad enough that just about everyone hasn't stopped talking about it, since Clyde told everyone.

Ignoring the both of them, I looked at my watch she should be here any moment; I closed my book and held the gift I had been hiding til this moment; usually Nicole is doing extra credit during this moment, just the thought of her, brought a smile to my face, then I break out of my thoughts hearing my name " Hey Token, Happy valentine's day" she smiled at me, I felt my stomach do jumping jacks " h-hey, um this is for you" I hold out yellow wrapped gift, I smile at her; she gives a smile of her own " you didn't have too" taking the gift she started to open it, I knew Clyde would laugh at me the whole day but I didn't care.

The gift was a box of chocolates with the words I love you on the tad, her face was blushing "thank you this means a lot! " her laugh is cute, I can't help but love it.

Everything about her just seemed to fit, even though Cartman had set up the whole thing just because were black; but honestly I couldn't be happier and I don't care what people think about us.

She sits beside me, playing with my afro as she giggles telling me about her day but my moment of happiness is broken when I hear Cartman's load mouth, god what know?
Kyle POV

I looked back from Kenny to Cartman and Butters, Kenny had been giving Eric the evil eye all morning while Fatass had just given his gift to Butters and in return for this, Butters was feeding Cartman while sitting in his fat lap while giggling " Hey fatass, can you fuck your boyfriend somewhere else" it was fucking weird how Eric came out gay, but no surprise since he was always around butters it was no shock " that's nice Kyle" Kenny and even me looked surprised, it was in one ear and out the another ever since those two had been fucking, Cartman barely hears anything around him, he only listens and gives his full attention to butters However I looked at Kenny who had stood up, his hands were in first's and looked about ready to punch something or more someone " you fat piece of shit" He murdered in a dark tone, couldn't blame him if someone had stole my boyfriend away from me then I would be pissed off as all hell; I looked away and over at Stan who was getting an earful from Wendy, how did he put up with her? I shook my head, no he's my best friend and he doesn't even feel that way " K-Kenny, please leave us be" the voice of butters snapped me out of it, Kenny finally sat down and turned away letting out a growl ignoring them.

"So how are our other fags doing?"
Cartman smirked to Craig and Tweek who had without me noticing walked up to us, Butters gave a small wave to Tweek and He returned the greeting to me and Butters, last I heard of the two; Thomas had fucked Tweek so as far as I knew, they were trying to fix things up

Craig and Tweek stood side-by-side, with Craig's arm wrapped around Tweek waist while his other flipped off Cartman, who was shaking a bit and pulling on his hair. "We're doing fine; fattass now mind getting the fuck out of my business?"

The two were total opposites. Craig stood tall with cool confidence. Tweek was small and meek however was in my opinion still a total wreck.

Tweek's eyes were glued to the ground as he twitched "M-maybe we should go ugh!"

He started to leave but Craig stopped him and pulled him back in place "Ignore him, tweekers"

I rolled my eyes, why? For god sakes, why of all days did that moron half to start his fat mouth "so Tweek, I see you don't have a gift" he gave them a fake smile "and is it not Valentine's day?" Cartman pointed out, I was about to say something but looking at it now, Eric for once in his life was right. There was nothing in his hands, Butters had pulled out of Eric's grip while he held the small Teddy bear that had been given to him as just one of his many gifts from Fatass " y-yeah, that's t-true…um maybe Craig's just waiting for the right moment" Butters thought aloud without really thinking

I shook my head, waiting for him to say something but he just rubbed his neck and shrugged "Tweek doesn't need a gift, I'm all he needs"

Cartman laughed "your fucking with me right!?" Butters was just kept his mouth shut, while giving a worried look at Tweek who just kept his eyes from even looking around.

He just rolled his eyes "No, I'm not kidding" I gave him a look that said 'seriously?' Even Eric had a dumbfounded look but couldn't help but laugh.

The two finally walked away and to their own table, as soon as they left Cartman and butters were back into their own gay world, giggling and falling for each other while Kenny had placed his head down ignoring them.

Thomas POV

I placed a hand over my shiner that Craig had given me just weeks ago, it still hurt but it's getting better since Tweek bandaged it even though I was selfish and I had hurt tweek.. The very thought that knowing he loves me makes me smile, are we even friends or are we more? I am snapped out of my thoughts as I hear Token yell at Craig, for what? I don't know; I hear something along the lines of ' I can't believe you!' the girl beside him joins in and so had Clyde when I finally looked, I see Craig sitting down across from us with a smirk in place but would send a glare my way, I didn't want to stay around no one would notice speaking of which Tweek was nowhere to be found, it was werid not seeing him with Craig it was so rare you see one without the other, I walked out of the Cafeteria and headed to the restroom's to wash myself up when I first look at myself I hate what I see, a man who had used someone and gotten a black eye by his friend, that's all I see; I didn't even know who I was looking at in the mirror, I can feel the tears threatening to fall that's but at the same time I saw someone who was willing to give his life to make up for everything. I hear it the sound of tears and crying.

I look around me where was this sound coming from I wondered, one of the doors to the stalls was open without really thinking about it I walked up to the stall and peeked inside, the first thing I see is blond wild hair, then I knew who it was right away " Tweak" I whispered, by hearing his own name his head snapped up with hope mixed with tears in his coffee colored eyes which that hope soon faded upon seeing my face.

"You okay" I spoke under my breath, it wasn't the best choice of words but it was a start "no, WH-what do you want" His voice was short and sad, I sighed and sat down beside him "shouldn't you be spending time with Craig? it is valentine's day" I asked, I was still was not okay that he was dating Craig, however Tweek told me he loved both of us but in the end he was small and loyal, which means he would end up choosing one it would take time but if I get closer to him, then maybe I can try to make up for everything I did, Tweek looked away hiding his tears" do-don't touch me" " Tweek please talk to me, I want to help" " Gah! Too much pressure!" I looked away "it's Craig isn't it?" He twitched hearing his lover's name; then he told me from the beginning to end how Craig had forgotten what today is, not even saying happy Valentine's Day; the more he talked the more he was close to having a metal breakdown ,he was chocking on his sobs. It broke my heart to see him like this "if it makes you feel better; my day hasn't been so great either"

Tweek just nodded there's a silence between us " he-he wasn't always like this" Tweek's smiled mostly to himself however he was still beautiful in my eyes no matter what he did " Craig, would-would have given me everything just to make me happy" " but tweek he-" I try to reason with him, lifting my hand and placing it on his shoulder however he pulls away from my touch " ACH! No! I don't want you to get hurt" I blinked, hurt? I find myself thinking "Tweek…"

he covered his mouth, I look at him closely his cheeks held a small light pink blush, I was speechless; he remembered " I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean to…ER!" I run my hand though his soft hair "relax, it's not your fault" He sigh to my touch "let's go out somewhere" I could feel him staring at me, he blinked while tilting his head to the side, it was stupid thing to ask I knew "s-sure" wait, what? I was just as surprise as Tweek, but I just smiled and took his hand in mine and I led him to somewhere special.

Craig POV

I tuned out Token at this point as I sat across from him While Tweek had ran off " Dude you are such an asshole" Clyde shook his head at me, I just shrugged " would you relax, I didn't forget" I look down at the small black box I held tightly in my jacket pocket " I don't know, Tweek looked pretty upset" Cylde shrugged , yeah I know I may have hurt tweeker's feelings but my gift was going to make him soo happy.

"Let's just say, Tweek's going to be a lot happier"

Tweek POV

We walked down the most beautiful park I had ever seen, I was laughing at something Thomas had told me as we held hand in hand while our feet hitting against the gray brick painted walkway, The weather was just perfect for this kind of day " my life is a never ending story" I giggled " it's so true" agreeing with him, in that moment in time I felt so happy even though Craig was only half the reason I was up-upset ER! God B-because I'm been thinking really hard lately and-and they both have been so nice and give me everything I need.

I felt my heart beat as the wind blew though my already messy hair, it scares me but also makes me feel just a bit stronger as Thomas tells me it's just the wind and I shouldn't fear the sound, so this is what Craig meant by standing up for myself; he wanted me to learn how be less afraid so Craig would protect me less and less because he wanted me to become stronger and Thomas wants the same but however unlike Craig, Thomas always stands up for me.

I feel so warm with sun against my skin as we make our way through the park without a care in the world; I felt so claim, we were running without even a thought or fear it was weird and for once I didn't mind, it was the most fun I had in a long time; we laughed rolling in the wet grass, I usually hate getting dirty or an-anything really touching me in genial but the dirt and grass seem to lift my fears, I found myself laughing while laying beside Thomas holding his hand; I never thought I could feel so free with someone, Craig always protects me but never have I felt like this. "Happy valentine's day Tweek" He smiled down at me, I did the same; it wasn't an easy choice…Thomas or Craig? What I can do that won't end up in heartbreak, but right now I think I'm going to just enjoy the peace I have til I have m-made up my mind. "Happy valentine's day Thomas"