Chapter 10
The day has finally come, the day I have been dreading all week, my dad's funeral, we're just getting ready to leave, as soon as the nanny gets here we'll go, I've already told the kids about it, they wanted to come and say goodbye but I told them that they would be better to stay here because it will be very sad, they seemed to be ok with that, I head downstairs and just as I get to the living room door I pause when I hear my mother talking.
"You know what your daddy, that it will be very sad" I hear her say.
"We know but we want to say goodbye grandma" I hear a small voice say, prince.
"Well little ones it up to your daddy" she says.
"We know we'll ask him when he comes in" I hear Paris say.
I take this moment to walk in.
"Hey mum, kids why are you dressed like that" I ask them pretending not to know what they were talking about.
"Daddy, we want to go with you and say goodbye to grandpa" prince says walking towards me.
"Son its going to be really sad" I say repeating what my mum just told him.
"I know but we want to go" Blanket says, I look to see Paris nodding in agreement.
I look to my mother not sure what to do, she nods her head and even though I don't want them to go, I know they have every right to go.
"Ok but you stay beside daddy and grandma, there might be some media people there" I say and they all nod their nods.
"Ok, I'll give Miss Roberts a call and tell her she won't be needed, then we'll leave" I say to mum.
She nods her head in understanding and I walk back into the hallway, I pull out my mobile and dial her number.
"Hello, Kate Roberts here" she answers.
"Hello Miss Roberts, its Mr Jackson here, have you left the house yet" I ask her.
"No I haven't left yet but I won't be long" she says slightly panicked.
"Calm down Miss Roberts, I'm actually calling to cancel, the kids have decided they want to come with us" I say.
"Oh ok, I thought you didn't want to take them sir" she asks puzzled.
"I don't really like the idea but I don't want to rob them of their chance to say goodbye" I explain.
"That's understandable Mr Jackson, ok call me when you need me then, I hope all goes well for you and once again I'm very sorry for your loss" she says.
"Thank you Miss Roberts" I say and we end the call, I go back into the living room and we get ready to leave.
A few hours later.
We say goodbye to the last of the guests leaving the wake, as I thought the media were at the funeral, it angered me that we couldn't be left alone to say goodbye to a lost family member but I didn't let it show, afterwards we held a wake at my mothers house, but that's now finished.
It's starting to hit home, my father is gone and he's not coming back, my siblings and I stay with my mother for a few hours, but she tells us all to home eventually because she wants to be alone and to sleep, I ask her if she wants to come back to neverland with us but she declines, I ask her if she wants us to stay but she declines that as well.
I take the kids home understanding that she wants to be alone, after all I feel the same way.
When we get home the kids go upstairs to get ready for bed since its nearly bedtime, I go to get a glass of water from the fridge without even really realising I've done it, after a few minutes the kids come back down and say they're ready for bed.
"Have you brushed you're teeth" I ask them.
"Yes" they all say together.
I take them back upstairs to their rooms and tuck each one into bed giving them a kiss goodnight.
I tuck Prince in last because I have a feeling he will ask me to stay with him since he's upset about dad, as soon as I go to leave his little voice confirms it when he calls me back.
"Daddy please stay until I fall asleep" he asks.
"Of course son" I say and pull a chair to his bedside, I start to softly sing making the lyrics up as I go along and he drifts to sleep, I stop singing and just sit there for a few minutes longer to make sure he's asleep before I leave.
I go to my bedroom and decide to shower, I strip down and turning on the water step under it, the heat feels nice and I just stand there enjoying it for a few minutes, it's nice to feel something, ever since the funeral I just feel numb, I decide I should start to wash myself and grab my shampoo.
I dress in blue silk pyjamas and before getting into bed I grab my laptop, getting under the bed covers I set the laptop up, I open up a word document and start to type up some lyrics for new songs, I used to do this on paper but I would forever lose my notes and have to start again, so now I type them on my laptop.
As I'm typing I hear a ping and a small box appears telling me I have an email, I minimise the document and open up my mail box to check who its from, I'm surprised to see its from Kai.
To: Michael Jackson
From: Kai Chase
Subject: work and I'm sorry.
Hello Mr Jackson I just wanted to let you know I am fully recovered from my food poisoning and will be coming back to work tomorrow, and I would also like to give my sincere apologies for your fathers death once again, my thoughts were with you today during his funereal I hope you are ok, and I will see you tomorrow.
Best wishes Kai.
After I read the message I hit the reply button and start to type.
To: Kai Chase
From: Michael Jackson
Subject: Thank you
Hello Kai I am happy to hear that you will be coming back tomorrow things aren't the same without you hear, I'm also glad you are feeling better, thank you for keeping me in your thoughts when you knew the funeral was taking place I am grateful to you.
See you tomorrow Michael.
I hit the send button and am about to log out when another message comes through, I look to see Kai has replied.
To: Michael Jackson
From: Kai Chase
Subject: Are you ok
Please don't say you are just to keep me from feeling sorry for you, I know losing family is hard and I'm worried about you.
Best wishes Kai.
Normally I would feel a sense of gratefulness that she's worried for me, but the numbness prevents that, I type a reply deciding to be truthful like she asked me to.
To: Kai Chase
From: Michael Jackson
Subject: the truth as you wish.
I would be lying if I said I was ok Kai, I can't feel a thing, all I feel is numbness and loneliness, my fathers death has finally hit home and sunk in, he's never coming back and I don't know if I can cope with that.
Michael.
I hit send and wait a few minutes for her reply, when it doesn't come I log off and shut the laptop down, I put it away and go down stairs to get a drink, I decide to open a bottle of wine since the kids are in bed, I sit on the couch in the living room and fill a glass with the clear liquid of sweet white wine, I get halfway down the glass when I hear a soft knocking on the front door, I go out to the hallway and approach the door, I look through the peephole to check who's there at this time of night and I'm surprised to see Kai, I open the door and before I can say anything she hugs me tightly, I wrap my arms around her waist and gently pull her into the house.
She pulls away from the hug and I close and lock the door again, then I turn to her.
"Kai what are you doing here its really late" I ask her.
"I know and I'm sorry but when I got your last message I couldn't bear the thought of you feeling like that and being on your own so here I am" she explains, its now I notice the small rucksack on her arm.
"Ok, well why don't you go put your bag upstairs and come back in to the living room" I tell her, she agrees and goes upstairs while I head to the kitchen, I grab another glass from the cupboard and go back to the living room, I fill up Kai's glass and refill my own then sit down on the couch again.
A few minutes later Kai comes back in and I notice right away that she's wearing her pyjamas, which consists of a black tank top and black elasticised short shorts, I can't help but admire her long and beautiful legs, when she sits beside me I also can't help but notice how perky and nice her breasts are, they're perfect not to big, not to small, I also notice she has no bra on, I've never felt any attraction towards Kai, but unfortunately alcohol is not something I drink often and so it takes very little to for me to drink before it starts to have an effect, and its making me rise to the occasion on Kai's behalf if you know what I mean, I cross my legs making it look as natural as I can to hide my erection towards her.
She picks up her wine glass and takes a sip, we talk all night and drink our way through two bottles of wine, the more alcohol I consume the more my body wants to become one with Kai, I'm not even hiding the fact that I'm checking her out any more, I am very drunk and very turned on.
"Michael, this is a bit out of character for you" she says and I know what she's referring to.
"I know and I'm sorry Kai, it's just I'm a little drunk from the wine, I feel numb and really want to feel something and those pyjamas are leaving nothing to the imagination" I explain truthfully.
"It's ok Michael, you know if you really want to feel something, and it will take your mind of it, then I'm ok with that" she says and places her hand on my thigh.
Since she said that I decide to uncross my legs and show her how much I want to feel her.
"Oh god Michael wow" she half gasps half moans.
Her hand instantly moves from my thigh onto my bulge, I harden even more as she rubs me through my pyjamas.
"Oh Michael its so big" she moans.
"Does it turn you on Kai" I ask her.
"Yes, I'm so wet for you Michael" she says and placing both her hands on my shoulders she straddles me.
Her lips find mine and we make out, our tongues dance together and we moan into each others mouths as she grinds our intimate parts together, my hand is up her top and I'm toying with her nipple, she breaks the kiss and starts kissing her way down my neck, then she unbuttons my shirt and kisses down my chest, once my shirt is completely unbuttoned I lean forward and slide it off throwing it on the floor, Kai continues to kiss her way down and I suddenly blush wondering if she's going to stop when she reaches there or will she kiss that to, I have been curious about oral but I never got the courage to try it, I never thought I would end up trying it with my chief that's for sure.
When she reaches the waist band of my trousers she slowly tugs them down, I lift my hips to help her and since I'm in my pyjamas I don't have underwear on, I spring free and she gasps.
"Oh Michael you're even bigger than you felt" she moans.
She starts to stroke me and I moan as it feels good, I'm slightly nervous as I've never had this done before, my thoughts are broken when she takes me into her mouth and I feel my tip hit the back of her throat.
"Oh Kai yes, like that" I moan as she starts to gently suck me.
I don't know what I was nervous for, this feels so good, the pleasure becomes more intense as she uses her other hand to gently massage my testicles.
"Oh Kai, that feels so good, don't stop" I moan, I push my hips and groin towards her pushing me further into her mouth, she gags slightly but recovers.
"Harder baby please" I beg she complies and start to suck me harder, she moves her mouth up and down my length at an incredible speed yet still I want it faster and harder, I start to thrust my hips fast, I fist my hands into her hair holding her still so I can thrust into her mouth as fast as I can, she sucks me hard and I can feel myself starting to throb, I'm not going to last much longer, I thrust into her mouth even faster and then it happens, I explode in her mouth, I'm about to apologise when I feel her starting to swallow, since I'm still in her mouth it pleasures me, and I can't help but start to thrust again.
I stand up, grab hold of her head and start to pound into her mouth again, it feels so good as she swallows every drop of liquid that pours into her mouth, I feel myself stop Cumming but the pleasure is unreal and I continue to thrust wanting to fill her mouth with my seed again, she doesn't complain and sucks me hard again, and massages my balls like before, I can feel myself tipping over the edge again and when I do Kai swallows every drop, I manage to control myself this time and let go of her head so she can take me out of her mouth, I stand her up only to push her down on the couch.
"Its your turn beautiful" I whisper in her ear then crash my lips to hers, I sit her up then slowly pull her top over her head, her breasts are revealed and are even more beautiful than I imagined, I take her nipple in my mouth and start to lick, suck and tease each of them, I massage them with my hands as well, Kai loves it, she moans and begs for more, I nibble and bite her buds softly and she practically screams the house down, at that moment I'm thankful that the door closed, wait hang on is it closed, I stop and look over to discover its open, well that could've ended in disaster, I quickly run to close it bit first listen carefully for any footsteps upstairs, hearing nothing but Kai's panting I close the door.
I turn around and the sight before me almost makes me explode again, Kai's hand is inside her shorts and she's playing with herself.
"Oh you want some attention here baby" I say as I approach her and remove her hand from her shorts.
"Well allow me, I'm finished with these any way" I say giving each breast one last kiss.
She lifts her hips as I tug her shorts down, I get even more hard if that's possible to see she's wearing a red pair of French panties.
"Oh Kai I think you planned this and dressed up for me baby" I say.
I can see how wet she is by the wet patch in the middle of them, I flip her over and start to knead her ass, I slowly pull the pants down and moan as her swollen and wet entrance becomes completely bare to me, I throw the panties on the floor and start to kiss and suck her ass, she moans in pleasure and pushes her ass towards me wanting more, I flip her back over and don't hesitate to dive on in, I part her folds and push my tongue inside her as far as I can get it, I suck her and hard as I can drinking her delicious juice, she screams in pleasure and begs for more and I'm happy to give it to her, I do this for a while then decide I want to taste somewhere else, flipping her over again, I gently pull her cheeks apart and push my tongue up her asshole, she screams and I feel a gush of liquid, her juices are squirting everywhere, I feel a sense of pride that I got that reaction from her, I continue to suck her back entrance and slide two fingers into her front, her screams become louder as she start to cum again.
"Yes Michael, oh yes, yes, yes" she screams.
Finally after she finishes cumming yet again, I can't take the throbbing anymore, I get up and sitting on the couch pull her towards me so she's straddling me, she takes hold of my length and lowers herself down onto it, we both moan as we feel how deep it is, we enter oblivion together as she starts to really move, couch bangs of the wall as she rides me hard, she feels so good, her entrance is tight and squeezes me in just the right way, our moans bounce of the walls as we cum together, we rest for a few minutes then I stand making her stand with me, I gather up our clothes and gesture for her to follow me, we sneak upstairs to my room, upon entering I close the door and throw our clothes on the floor, pulling her to me, I push her down, knowing what I want she kneels down and takes me in her mouth and like earlier I pound myself into her as she swallows every drop of me.