(Before I even start, wanna give a shoutout to my girl KatelynBB for givin me the courage to post this. And go check out the babysitter if you're not reading it already, i am so addicted to that story. Also want to say thanks to MollyHighland AND RollinsInTheDean DeeMarie426 and everyone who's been following my story, you guys are sweethearts and I'm real glad y'all are enjoying the story so far)

I think-I think when it's all over,
It just comes back in flashes, you know?
It's like a kaleidoscope of memories.
It just all comes back. But he never does.
I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen.
It's not really anything he said or anything he did,
It was the feeling that came along with it.
And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again.
But I don't know if I should.
I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright.
But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?
Maybe he knew that when he saw me.
I guess I just lost my balance.
I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him.
It was losing me.

Taken from I Knew You Were Trouble When You Walked In by Taylor Swift

CHAPTER THREE, PT TWO

an unlikely friendship turns to an unlikely romance

"I hate this part. God I hate it." she muttered as she watched him in the ring, going against another fighter. She shielded her eyes, peeking through a little, wincing even as she was yelling loudly, causing others around her to stare. About halfway through the show, a blonde slunk over, sat down next to her. She tried not to stare at the girl, but the girl was kind of already staring at her, it was making her really, really uneasy.

"You want something?"

"Yeah.. Wondered if you were calling dibs on Mox."

"Huh?"

"The guy ya yellin for. Good lord girl, you high or something?"

A warning Jon gave her before the show started rang back in her ears.. If any girls approached her, about him, don't listen to what they might say. He might have been the guy they described, but he wasn't anymore.

Even as the warning echoed in the sophmore's mind, she felt her stomach twisting into knots, felt the jealousy bubbling to the surface. She smirked and leaning in muttered, "So you're one of them, huh?"

"What the hell do ya mean by that?"

"Oh, nothing. But yeah. I'm callin dibs so beat it."

"Make me, shorty."

"Oh you really wanna go, huh?" Giselle asked, her temper flaring momentarily, as she stood up, getting in the blonde's face. The blonde smirked, shoved her then laughed as she said "Sit down ya fuckin baby. Why don't ya run along, play with ya dollies? Leave the real damn men to the real damn women?"

"Where's this real woman you speak of, sweetheart, because I'm lookin and I damn sure don't see her." Giselle growled and was just about to swing when one of the blonde's friends walked over, whispered something into her ear. Giselle could only vaguely make out something about the name Rob coming up during their exchange.

Rob was sort of a friend of Jon's.

She shrugged it off, sitting down, slightly pissed now. But soon, she was drawn to watching him in the ring again. Little worries began nagging at her mind.. What if she kept holding out on him? Was Kaya right?

She rolled her eyes at herself, slightly disgusted with herself, doubting everything. He'd never let her down once, he might not be a good guy, but he did everything he told her he'd do and then some.

Her cell phone vibrated in her pocket, she slid it out, rolled her eyes. Her cousin Kaya telling her that her mother was there, drunk, raising hell. That the man she'd been seeing a lot lately was pissed because Giselle didn't come straight home after practice.

The way the guy acted around her really pissed Jon off. The way the guy treated her really pissed her off, but she didn't dare do or say anything that might set him off. Everytime she thought back to what the man revealed ot her that night her stomach twisted, her skin crawled. She had to figure this out, get a way out of here before that fate befell her.

The text icon popped up on her pay by the minute phone again and she answered it, groaning as she read the text from Kaya. Another 'warning' about Jon. She was beginning to get angrier and angrier about that too.

She watched the match intently, wincing as she tried to just clear her mind, put all of her focus into sending him luck, anything.

Inside the ring, Jon smirked as he caught sight of her in the audience, he tried his best not to laugh when she got in the face of this disgusting ring rat he used to be into named Sabrina. His partner laughed and then muttered, "Your girl?"

"Yeah."

"Feisty."

"yeah." he smirked as he slammed his opponents face into an exposed turnbuckle then slammed the guy into the mat in a DDT. A few moments later, the ref called the match just as it almost went through the barricade seperating the crowd from the ring. He smirked as he helped himself up and winked at Giselle, before hopping back over the flimsy barricade.

She'd been standing outside for almost 5 minutes, pacing, trying to get her mind off of the nagging worries she had, when she felt his lips on her neck, smelled the nicotine on his breath. She jumped a little, gasped as she turned and kissed him, stealing his baseball cap, putting it on backwards. "You.. Were freaking amazing tonight, baby."

"I was, huh?" he asked as he fixed his eyes on her intently, leaned in, pulling her into his arms, picking her up, sitting her on a bike rail outside the gymnasium they'd had the show in tonight.

Soon, they'd have to start traveling around. This worried him, even if he didn't want to admit it. He hated the thought of leaving her behind, going off without her.

He hadn't told her yet, and he didn't want to, really. It was a conversation he was dreading.

"So that girl.."

"yeah. I almost decked her."

Jon chuckled and shifted her in his arms as he nodded, his forehead against hers. "Yeah, I kinda saw. Tempermental."

"Am not."

"Are so."

"Fine, you win this time, damn it, Jon."

"I always win, babe." he said as he smirked his usual cocky smirk at her and turned, letting her onto his back so they could walk home, he could sneak her into her room without getting her into serious shit.