when i woke up, i had a major headache. i got up, but didnt open my eyes. i'd been on the ship for a month now, i knew this like i knew i hated doctors. except doctor who, hes cool. ( i just had too ^^ ) i stood from the couch and stumbled to the bathroom, and managed to flick on the shower light and kick the door shut quietly. i leaned over and was sick. when i looked at what i had did, i was disgusted. this wasn't a hangover throw up thing again. i had thrown up blood, for the first time in a while. i had made it about three weeks without that. i couldn't let Kish know, he'd nurse me and that creeps me out. i quickly flushed the toilet and ran a tooth brush over my teeth and put in a cough drop. i walked out of the bathroom and saw saw kish getting up. i moved swiftly into the kitchen turning on the oven, and walking to the fridge scanning it. absent mindedly my foot kicked up and rested on the heel as i looked for what i needed. i heard kish shuffling over to sit down but instead his arms snaked their way slowly around my waist as his weight was pressed to me. a blush crept to my cheeks when i saw his head resting against my neck and kept looking.

"whatcha lookin' for?" he asked groggily.

"food" i muttered my response. and found what i needed and reached for it. i grabbed the food item, baccon. i love bacon too much for words. and i needed it.i closed the fridge only to have what hurt? my face or chest? it must be my lucky day because it was both. kish had totally gave me his weight and i fell against the fridge. um ow.

" would you mind getting off me?" i asked another deeper blush coming to my cheeks. he got off my and i placed the package in the sink, and again, kish's hands were placed beside me of the sink, i turned around to only draw my red face back quickly

" why are you hot?" he asked me his eyes serious. what!? did he just say that? oh my god! /

"What?!" he touched my face, his thumb tracing over my face.

" your face, its all watm, so is your back" he said, i rolled my eyes, trying to look normal

" Humans blush in a state like this ` oh ye. you guys turned me into a Alien. " i grunted still angry about that. he looked at me like ' really? not the time.' i gave him a look like ' well mr. green haired baka san, you put it on yourself, deal with my bitch mode' ( remember that!? from like the third chapter XD )

" were you sick again?" he asked. i shook my head no. i was a good lier. and i hoped it worked. is thumb swiped the corner of my mouth. he examined it and showed it to me, on his thumb was a small smear of blood. crap. i ummed. he shook his hand and got out the bottle. i didnt want the stupid stuff, it tasted gross! just then we heard a beep. he looked over and went over. i took this as a chance and stopped to my room, and closed the door sliding down it, thinking of that new song that came out just before i left ( im sorry if you dont like Demi, i think some of her songs are okay, the only one that i love is this one, but that sunny with a chance show was just weird.)

you make me glow... but i cover up, won't let it show... so im putting my defenses up. cause i dont wanna fall in love. if i ever did that. it think i have a heart attack...

then it hit me like a wave. i was falling for kisshu. yes you are Arashi

" oh shut up stupid voice!" i hissed and realized that was stupid. ok 'voice thing' what do you want? .to help. well with my boy problems? cause your not helping! your bringing taylor swift and Ed sheeran in my head! although i love the Ginger Jesus! Arashi listen to me, you need to get dressed, your about to see someone. ugh fine. i got up and scanned the closet ( dont ask me about the clothes, i dont know, just live with it ) i picked out a long pair of black legging jeans and a white tank top, over that i placed a black oversized shirt that showed the white just at met waist and trailed down to my mid-thye. it had a white heart on it. i applied some makeup powder, lip balm, and of course mascara. just as i put my stuff away, kish walked in

" come on, we're outside Cynth, theres a medical dwarf planet for warships, they'll check you." i nodded going out of the room. i saw kish looking me up and down, it was weird, but it felt good. we walked to the entrance of the ship i waited as kish typed in a code and the door opened, onto a platform. it was a bridge that had a large dome of glass around it , revealing dozens of stars.

"woha.." kish won that round and smirked. i looked over and saw a couple other planets, looking dull. and on one there was a tiny explosion. i grimaced.

" was that.." he nodded, i bit my lip, that little explosion was probably from my view, a penny. that meant it was a big explosion. my mew instincts were kicking in, telling me to save this planet, but, i couldn't. i must have been clenching my fists because i felt pitching and must have almost broke skin ( it hard to do that, at least for me #first world problems : too weak ) sighing i followed kish down the lon bridge and into a infirmary. inside was just like you would see in a str wars ship movie, but a bit more humanny.. if thats even a word.. the women had small ears and ic black hair and velvet eyes. she was wearing a white dress with a cross on the pocket, it looked way too skimpy. " Hello," miss stripper said, " im Atlanta, the head doctor. why have has brought you here?" i was about to say ' we ran out of puffcorn' but kish spoke up.

" Shes rejecting Cyniclon DNA " he said, i crossed my arms as the women flicked icey eyes at me. we were both like having a war in our eyes. i was daring her to touch me. and if she did, i'd probably bite her, or something.
"Alrighty we may have something. come in." she said, i clenched my jaw, feeling like she was crossing my territory. we stepped into her office, she told me to get on the bed. i gave her cocky crafty eyes like : what? so soon? but i jumped on it anyways. she told me what she was going to do, like get some random tools and look at what i've been doing and crap. she walked over to her office thing and took what looked like a tube,

" let me see your finger." she said. i lifted it up, i almost wanted to flip her off saying " heres my finger, bitch" but didnt. she stuck the tube to it and it pricked me.

"Ow!" i said drawing my finger back and putting it in my mouth. she smiled cockly at me. the thing beeped and she looked at it. she read some stuff. then looked up at me.

" Must be hard traveling with him." she looked down " this shows me what your likes and dislikes are, i can tell by your blood pressure. the blood cells give me data and i read what makes it pump faster " ( okay you can't do that, you get new blood cells every like twenty seconds. it is FICTION ) " dont you dare." i snarled at her, she raised an eyebrow putting the blood sample in a tube, then got out what looked like a price scanner. she pressed the trigger and it glowed blue. then stopped. it beeped.

"Well, its taken over sixty percent, but the immune system is un- numbing and its trying to fight it. that can be bad, it can cause it to push it out of blood streams and into organs. im going to put her under and perform a antidote. " she said, she tossed me a gown thing.

"What? you think im going to let you 'put me under'!? i dont let Doctors touch me." i said mad. kish just sat there, watching us.

" Look miss, i could do this or you can die." she said. my eyes widened a little. flashes of my family, what would they do? i miss them.. what about the mews? what would they think of me now? why did i even agree to being a mew?! why was this happening to me? i just... i just wanna be normal... i dont know what to do now...i nodded my head.

" Ok Arashi, dont worry, this will be quick and painless. " she said putting a hand over my head. it sorta glowed. slowly i looked over at Kish, who was looking at me intently, i now understood that look he gave me.. in the portal.. he.. he loved me..

then it went black