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Truth And Agony
Cody laid in his bed, refusing to eat before with Dustin and Kristin. He curled up on his side, thinking of how when he'd left Teddy's house, he still hadn't seen his boss. He sighed, trying to make sense of everything that was going on in his mind.
Randy was the first, and how he wasn't going to be able to see him. Cody sighed, pulling his pillow closer to his chest as he thought about the first kiss he'd had with Randy, their shared milkshake. Deep down he really cared for Randy. He was his first boyfriend, his first crush really. Randy was the first guy to really give him the time of day even after finding out that he was working for Teddy. The idea of what had happened that day with Teddy made him almost physically ill while he was trying to find a way to tell Randy.
Cody was the one to let it go, let the kissing, the touching, the completely out of this world make out session, complete with a decent portion of being felt up. Mentally, he slapped himself, not wanting to think about how good it felt to have Teddy kiss him. He tried to chalk it up to being seventeen with a body with raging hormones that just needed more than jacking off in the shower.
Turning to his other side, he tried to ignore the stabbing pain in his heart. He had to tell Randy about what had happened, he couldn't just keep it bottled up, could he? No. He had to tell Randy. He had to tell him what happened and how he really didn't want Teddy. He wanted his boyfriend, he wanted Randy, but that meant that he would have to keep Teddy off of him.
Sighing, Cody tried not to think about how confused he was with Randy. He felt horrible for letting Teddy do those things to him when he was with Randy, and how he really wanted to do those things with Randy.
"My thoughts are even jumbled," he growled, sitting up and leaning against the wall, keeping his mind away from Teddy completely. He liked the attention, more so the delightfulness and friendliness more so than the rest of the physical contact and emotional stress that it was putting him through.
"Teddy," he whispered breathlessly, wondering why the childhood name kept coming up when ever they were intimately close. He could still feel those hands on him, roaming his body much like the roaming tongue explored his mouth so thoroughly and easily. Cody groaned, trying not to remember the soft touches or how the trails those fingers followed were now burning his skin with want.
The trip down memory lane was cut short when a knock came at Cody's door, opening just a moment later and showing Dustin, his wig's hair loose, and once again dressed in a long skirt and nice blouse.
"I know you don't really want to see me, I wanted to talk to you," he said, stepping in and shutting the door behind him. "I'm sorry about what I said today in the car. I shouldn't have gotten into it, but you've had this crappy attitude towards everyone since that party. I know that Ted and Randy got into it, but you've been acting out a lot since then."
Cody sighed, scooting back down in his bed and sighing, admitting to himself that he'd had an attitude since then. "Yeah, I guess I have," he muttered, looking up into his brother's eyes. "It's just, I don't know, everything is so messed up." And he went into detail about what was going on with Teddy, telling his brother everything about the touching, the kissing, how the fight at the party started and the reason for the fight at school. By the end he was shaking, nearly in tears about what he should do with Teddy, and why even when he didn't want it, he did want it.
Dustin smiled, pulling Cody close to him in a hug. "I don't know what you should do sweetie," he whispered, knowing very well that he didn't want Cody working there if Teddy was going to mess with him like that, but not wanting to start another argument.
"The sad part is I like it. I like that he's nicer to me, and he'll talk to me but I feel like he's only being nice to do this stuff to me. I don't want him to keep up being nice if he thinks that's all it takes to get into my pants," he whimpered, clinging to Dustin and thanking him mentally for the extra warmth. "I don't get it Dustin…I don't understand why it feels so good but at the same time, it feels so wrong."
Dustin smiled, pulling away and tipping Cody's head up. "You really like Teddy don't you?" he asked softly, knowing that bringing this idea forward could really mess up Cody's world.
Cody was silent, thinking about everything, and really finding under it all that he harbored forgotten feelings for Teddy. "Yeah… I guess I do," he finally said, that statement almost mortifying him.
Teddy smiled, looking out into the murky sky, sure that it was going to rain, making it little to impossible for Maryse to interrupt him and Cody. He knew she didn't like the rain, and with it raining, it would give him the perfect excuse to keep Cody in his room with the hopes of "finishing homework".
When Cody did arrive he wasn't in much mood to do anything. His mind was still on the conversation he'd had with Dustin the night before about how he really did like Teddy as more than a boss, he had to or else he wouldn't allow Teddy to touch or kiss him the way he did.
He made his way up to Teddy's room, the thunder crashing and rain starting to pour just as he hit the stairs. He sighed, unsure of what he was going to be doing until it let up. He could always bring up something for school, homework would be a good one. He knocked on Teddy's door before stepping in and looking at the slightly older teen on his bed only in a pair of gym shorts, the dark blue eyes in a book. He tried to bite back a hiss of approval, Teddy's chest hard from working out and chiseled abs.
Teddy looked up and smiled, motioning for Cody to come to him. He stood, meeting Cody close to the door, pushing him back into it and locking the door before planting his lips against Cody's.
Cody groaned, the click of the lock loud in his ears but not as loud as his racing heart. Like Dustin had said, he had to have some attraction to him or else it wouldn't be so good. His eyes closed as he allowed Teddy to kiss him, strong arms wrapped around him as their lips pushed harder against each other, Teddy's tongue being the one to seek out company. Cody didn't deny him.
Teddy groaned, grabbing a handful of Cody's ass before leading him over to the bed, breaking their kiss for only a moment after pushing Cody down onto the king sized plush bed and crawling over him, mashing their lips back together for another long hot kiss. His fingers sprung to life, one hand making its way under Cody's shirt and to a nipple that he knew craved his touch.
Cody groaned, pulling away for a moment to voice his lust and how good it felt to be touched. He ignored his conscience that told him to stop, that he was seeing someone else. He groaned again, this time because that talented mouth moved from his lips down to his neck, catching every spot that just arched his back and ground his hips into the body above him.
Teddy groaned too, every time that Cody pushed against him made his own body crave more, pushing him to kiss more and nip harder at the reddening flesh. "Cody, you taste so good," he whispered, taking a bit of Cody's neck into his mouth and sucking.
"Fuck!" Cody whimpered, Teddy's teeth sinking into his neck slightly, and the suction felt so good. His eyes snapped open, pushing Teddy away. "Don't give me a hickey!"
Teddy smiled, pressing a kiss to the red mark. "A little too late for that," he whispered, taking Cody's lips again.
This time Cody tried to fend off those amazing lips. "No, dammit, my Dad's going to kill me," he muttered, going over to Teddy's full body mirror and checking out the small red spot that couldn't be anything other than a hickey on the side of his neck, barely coverable by a turtle neck or collared shirt. "Teddy…"
Teddy shivered, walking up behind Cody and resting his hands against the thin hips before pressing his nose into the crook of Cody's neck. "I'm sorry," he whispered, pressing a soft kiss to the red mark to make up for it. "You know it makes it harder when you call me that. It makes me want you three times as bad."
Cody smiled softly, allowing Teddy to snuggle into him, pressing kiss after soft kiss to his neck and cheek. He looked back in the mirror, his eye brows knitting together as he looked on himself getting kissed up by his boss and not his boyfriend. He closed his eyes, trying to ignore that nagging his consciousness started again. His heart thumped unpleasantly against his breast bone, making him think more and more about how wrong it was to have Teddy on him like that.
Teddy was surprised when Cody turned to face him, smashing their lips together rougher than Cody ever had before. He wasn't unhappy with the feel, just that Cody was kissing him hard, and completely without feeling. He knew he shouldn't be picky when it was hard enough to get one kiss from Cody without a fight. Unfortunately, Teddy had to be a glutton for punishment because he stopped Cody, with the question, "What's got you in such a frenzy?"
Cody pulled back, looking into the blue eyes and sighing before walking towards the bed and sitting down. "Why do you want me Ted?" he asked, crossing his arms and looking at the plush carpet.
Teddy's face contorted into a strange emotion of confusion. "What kind of question is that?" he asked, sitting next to Cody and turning the lovely face towards him.
Cody sighed, thinking of Randy. "An honest one," he returned, looking up into the darker eyes. "I'm still with Randy. Is it because I'm with someone else that you want this? Is it because I'm the only one that hasn't just fallen to every whim of yours? Am I just another challenge that's going to be thrown away in the end? What am I to you Ted?"
Teddy sighed, looking down at the same spot on the carpet. "I don't know," he started, looking over at smaller male. "Something about you attracts me. I thought it was just because Randy wanted you, but I don't think that's it anymore."
Cody nodded, not entirely satisfied with the answer but happier with it than a half assed one. "I don't want to do this anymore," he whispered, placing his hand over his hickey. "I can't see you like this."
Teddy groaned, flopping back on his bed and pillowing his head with his hands. He wasn't going to bring up leaving Randy again, knowing it always led to a confrontation between them. "Because you're with him?" he asked, knowing he was treading on dangerous ground.
Cody nodded. "I'm going to tell him everything when I can. I'm not this kind of person Ted. And I'm not going to turn into one just because we like to fool around together," he explained, leaning back with Teddy and looking over into the hypnotizing blue eyes.
"Do me a favor?"
"What's that?"
"Keep that resolution for tomorrow."
Cody was surprised to feel the soft lips on his again, Teddy straddling him as he kissed Cody softly, their tongues stroking against each other sensually, Teddy's hands moving up Cody's shirt slowly to tease the hard nipples.
Teddy groaned, the shaking hands of his servant on his hips, the long fingers digging into the material of his shorts Teddy started to grind their hips together. "I don't want to give you up Cody, you should know that," he whimpered, moving down to the red mark he'd placed and kissed it lightly. He smirked, lifting Cody's shirt up his chest, exposing the pink nubs.
Cody nodded, the cool air only making his cock throb harder. "I know," he whimpered, gasping loudly when he felt a warm tongue on his nipple. "Fuck!"
"I'd love to," Teddy teased, mumbling around his small morsel. "If you want to, that is." He looked up into the pink stained face knowing if he could push Cody just a little more he might be able to talk him into it.
"No," Cody answered, unable to push Teddy away when his hand moved lower down, over his taut tummy to the hem of his pants. "Please Teddy, don't tease me like this."
Teddy smiled, nipping at the pink flesh before unbuttoning the button and unzipping Cody's pants, his brave hand moving under Cody's boxer briefs and wrapping around the hard cock. "Who said I was teasing?"
Cody cried out, finding that Teddy's hand felt just as good as Randy's on him. He whimpered, the slightly calloused hand starting to move over him. "No, Teddy," he whimpered, his cock throbbing with need. "Don't do this to me."
Teddy looked up into the half lidded eyes. "Don't worry, I'll make you feel good," he answered, moving down Cody's body, leaving a trail of wet kisses until he reached the hem of Cody's underwear. He pulled his hand free and peeled the underwear and pants down slowly, his eyes locked with Cody's long enough until the hard cock sprang out completely, showing how aroused Cody really was.
Cody watched as Teddy licked his lips and moved to envelope his manhood. "Wait, Teddy!" he howled out, his fingers rushing to be in Teddy's hair, the hot mouth on him already mind blowing. "Teddy…." All he could do was whimper, whine, and call out Teddy's name, the hot mouth taking over half of him in it.
Teddy wasn't sure how to continue, sure he'd been on the receiving end of these too many times to count, but this was the first time he was actually giving one. He began to suck lightly, moving up to the head, finding that it was pleasurable enough, Cody's hands tightening in his hair. He eyes moved up to the dark lust filled eyes. He smirked, taking more into his mouth with the continuing his suction before moving his head up and down in a slow pace. He rested his hands on the bare hips, his eyes moving down that godly body, finding that his dream was right, Cody did keep his pubic hair nicely trimmed. All he could do was moan, his dream once again coming back to haunt him and want more than just a little messing around between them. He wanted to be in the little body.
"Teddy!" Cody cried, trying to warn Teddy how close he was. "Please, stop!"
Teddy pulled away, pressing a kiss to the head of Cody's straining cock, a small string of spit connecting them even as Teddy moved back just a little bit more. "What's wrong?"
Cody groaned, watching that little bit of saliva snap as Teddy's lips moved around his words. "I'm about to cum," he answered, breathing hard. "I didn't think you wanted me to do it… well you know…" His cheeks darkened, thinking of Teddy's mouth full of his seed.
Teddy smirked devilishly, leaning back in and taking as much of Cody in his mouth as possible. He wanted Cody to finish. In his mouth or not he wasn't too worried about that. He applied more suction, finding Cody liked that as he bobbed up and down on the thick rod.
"Teddy!" Cody cried out, tensing up. "Please, I'm going to…" He didn't have a chance to finish Teddy's tongue running up the bottom of his cock, making him cum in spurts, the streams of his seed coating the back of Teddy's throat and mouth with his essences. "Teddy."
Teddy smiled, swallowing the bitter fluids, finding that he wasn't sure he liked the taste or not. He moved off of the bed, pulling his own shorts and underwear off and pulling at Cody's pants to remove them.
"No!" Cody gasped, curling up into a ball, his lower half completely uncovered. "I can't go all the way with you." He looked up into the confused eyes. "I'm not ready for that yet. I want it to be with someone special."
Teddy backed off, deciding not to force himself on Cody. He looked down at his own throbbing cock, unsure of what to do with it. He could ask Cody to return the favor, but for some reason it didn't feel right. He sighed, cupping himself before turning to make his way into his bathroom.
"Teddy," Cody started, getting up from the bed, thankful that his shirt hid most of his sated cock. He wasn't sure what he was doing but he took Teddy's hand and led him back to the bed. "Sit down."
Teddy did as told and sat on the edge of the bed. He felt the rough hands push his knees apart, as Cody knelt between them and touched his burning erection. "You don't have to," he started, his voice catching in his throat when he saw the look in Cody's eyes that he wanted more. His hand eased into Cody's dark hair, his vision the other day nothing compared to the real thing.
Cody was shivering from nervousness. He pressed a kiss to the head of Teddy's cock, unsure of what he was going to do to please Teddy in return. "I don't know what I'm doing," he admitted, taking the head into his mouth and sucking.
Teddy groaned, finding Cody's hot mouth better than any other mouth that had ever been on him. "You're doing pretty fucking good for not knowing," he answered, bending over Cody's head, trying to control himself from thrusting into the hot orifice that was over him. "Just please, don't fucking stop."
Cody tried to smile, taking more of the hard appendage into his mouth, continuing his suction as he started to bob over Teddy like the other boy had done to him. He groaned, Teddy's fingers plucking at his nipples again.
"Fuck, keep doing that," Teddy gasped, the vibrations on his cock more than he could stand. He wasn't long before he was pulling Cody back off of him. "You're going to make me cum doing all that."
Cody blushed, looking away from his boss, unsure of what to say or do.
"Where can I cum?" Teddy asked, tipping Cody's face towards him with a hand that had left a pebbled nipple. "Please, tell me anywhere, just let me cum."
Cody had never heard Teddy used that tone of voice. He returned to the hard rod, taking it back into his mouth, determined to show Teddy the kind of pleasure he'd had. He bobbed faster, sucked harder, groaned louder and within minutes he was rewarded with a mouth full of Teddy's essence. He pulled off of Teddy, the taste bitter and unpleasant. He swallowed some, the rest dribbling down his chin, the hard cock still twitching in front of him, one last little stream hitting him right in the cheek, leaving the thick seed sticking to him.
Teddy groaned, smiling at how fucking hot Cody looked there between his legs, just enough cum on his face. He moved Cody back, kneeling on the floor to lick his own juices off of Cody's face. He wasn't too pleased with his own taste but he liked the way Cody kissed him afterward. Pulling away after cleaning Cody to the best of his ability, Teddy pulled Cody to him, resting Cody's head against his chest. "That was the best."
Cody couldn't help but smile. He knew he couldn't tell Randy about that, or else they would be over in a second. Cody listened to the steady heartbeat, knowing that while Teddy was fun to mess around with, this wasn't what he truly wanted. What he really wanted was waiting to go back to school with him. It hurt to know that he wasn't going to be able to have this spark but he knew it was for the better. He was going to go back to just being the help… tomorrow anyway.
(A/N): Well, that chapter was hard to get into. The first half was simple and then in the middle I was stuck forever with where to go. Damn! Either way. Another chapter out, that's always nice! So next chapter is going to be interesting. Cody and Randy reunite lets see where this going to go! Tell me what you lovlies think! I love the input! Thanks! Title is Truth And Agony by Cradle Of Filth.
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