I'm A Loser

by abcdefghijk123

Angelan (An-Juh-Lyn) is a 16 year old girl who only wants to be loved and acknowledged. She has been living in Misery for nine years and just wants it all to end. What will happen when she finds herself in the McCartney house?

10. We Can Work It Out

Okay! Okay! I know I just updated yesterday! But I can't hold it on any longer! So, I was writing another chapter for this and I ended up writing something I did not intend on writing and... Something happened... and well I decided that what I wrote made the perfect ending! And I know it's cutting it short at 11 chapters, but believe me when you read the ending next chapter (Which is kinda of short) You will know why I wanted to end it! But don't worry there will be a second book! Now be happy because this chapter is 3,538 words without the AN's and it's just a bunch of fluff at the end! Yeah anyways I just couldn't wait to update the ending! Wow! If I end this it will be the first fanfic I ever finished on here! Yay! Maybe I am losing my procrastination and laziness! Okay! I'm gonna stop talking now, so you all can read! Also I think it's good I finish the book because I might get shot! Threat notes about somebody shooting at my school keep popping up! Yesterday we were in lockdown for an hour! :O Scary stuff there are police everywhere! Okay! *slaps self in the head* I need to stop talking hahaha!

It was now 2:30 and I fell asleep on Georges shoulder out of boredom. George nudged me awake as Paul started hustling into the distance. He soon showed up looking flustered. "Erm...sorry I'm late. My friend Ivan was talkin' to me about some lad in a band. We ran a little over time though." Paul told us.

"Three hours of talking?" I asked.

"Well we played some games too, and talked about other stuff." He told me.

"Awww did wil Paulie have a play date." I teased.

"Ha ha." He told me. "So what did you guys do all day?" He asked.

"We went to the docks and ate fish in chips on the ferry." I told him.

"I was at the docks today too!" Paul told us excitedly. "Bunch of people makin' out and stuff."

"Oh really" said George" tell us about it." He looked a little paranoid. We looked at each other with the same look of paranoia.

"Well, it was actually only one couple...but... I didn't see it. Ivan saw it with the binoculars. By the time I got there they were already off the ferry...Did you see them?" We both shook our heads vigorously. Thankful Paul didn't see us... It always could have been a different couple then us anyhow. Wait were me and George a couple... I don't know. I think we might have moved a little too fast. But how could you blame me? You would probably kiss someone too if they were cute and kept calling you beautiful in a none drunken bastard way! Plus! He was just sooooo adorable!" Are you guys still listening?" Paul asked. I looked over at George and he seemed to he deep in thought also. Maybe he was thinking the same thing I was.

"Do you want the truth or what you want to here?" I asked Paul.

"I like to here what I want, so go ahead." Paul smiled.

"Oh yeahhh! We were totally listening to you! I love guitars too!" I told him... A little sarcastically.

"Guitars?" He scrunched his face up in confusion." I was talkin about cats!" Then he laughed." Just kidding!... Well not about the talkin about cats thing, but the confusion part. I'm just confusing you talking about confusion aren't I?"Paul asked.

"I understand what you're saying don't hurt yourself." I told him smiling. Then I remembered something important. "Hey Paul I'm going to head over to Georges house."

"Why?" Paul asked.

"Me mum invited her for dinner." George told Paul.

"But dinners not 'til like 4 more hours!" Paul protested.

I glanced at George then back at Paul." I want to get there early, so I could help..." I bit my lip.

"Oh fine!" Paul said. "Are you still coming to my house?"

"Probably." I told him.

"Bye" Paul gave me a hug and sent me off on my way. I hooked arms with George until Paul was out of sight, then I laced my fingers with his. George looked up at me and smiled.

"Where did Paul find you?" Asked George a bit dazed.

"Almost dead in a ditch..." George gave me a weird look as if he couldn't believe me." Honest... Ask him about it."

"I don't need to. I believe you." He smiled. Wow he already trusts me. Makes me like him even more.

"Look!" George said excitedly pointing his finger. I followed where he was pointing and found a huge bush of pink roses. One of my favorite flowers. There was one I happened to really like I wanted it really badly. But with the blink of an eye it was gone and given to me by George, as if he read my mind. "You seem like a kind of girl who likes these flowers, especially this one!" George said picking each and every thorn off for me. I couldn't take it anymore! He was being nice again! I grabbed his neck and pushed my lips onto his as a thank you. Each time our kisses seemed to get better and better. This one sent chills down my whole body, covering them with goosebumps. When it finally ended George smiled and handed me the rose. He was bleeding lightly though and I noticed a thorn stuck in his finger.

I frowned sympathetically towards him. "You got a thorn stuck in your finger." He looked down, and was surprised to see it. I gently took it out and George flinched a little. "Sorry"

"S'alright" He told me" you did nothing wrong. Thank you for getting it out for me."

"No problem... Kiss to make it feel better?" I asked and he smiled and nodded his head. He started to lean his head in. "On your finger silly!" I laughed and kissed his finger. I then pecked George on the lips really quickly. Of course that led onto another full on fledge make-out session. It was just sort of...addicting. Each time was a little more longer and passionate. When we finally stopped to catch our breaths we started walking to Georges house again. For some reason, after that George seemed a little distant. It appeared he was deep in thought and very confused. I thought about grabbing his hand, but the thing is is that I barely know him and don't know how he would react in such a state... 'Woah! That's right! I barely know him... '

I thought and it was a reoccurring thought. What if he is some little kid murderer? Well, he is a friend of Paul's so- wait! I barely know Paul! At this point I was visibly freaking out and George looked at me.

"Are you okay?" He asked. I nodded.

"I could ask the same to you..." I said quietly.

"Yeah... I'm fine... Just thinkin' a lot"

"Oh" I responded, and he continued to be distant. What did I get myself into? We arrived at his house shortly and Mrs. Harrison greeted us kindly.

"Well, you are here early!" Mrs. Harrison smiled.

"Angelan wanted to come early and ask if you need any help." George told his mum.

"Oh, well, I don't really need any help right now! I'll call you down when I do. If I do!" She smiled warmly. "George why don't you go upstairs and show Angelan around." George nodded and gestures for me to follow him. When I got in his room the first thing I saw was his guitar.

"Gear guitar!" I exclaimed.

"Thanks" he chuckled.

I walked over to it and looked at it. "Do you mind if I touch it?"

"No" He shook his head." Just don't break it!" George laughed.

I picked it up and started to play a random tune I had made up about a blue moon ago. George listened attentively. I finished with a big finale. "Wow! What was that?!"

I shrugged." I dunno. Something I made up awhile ago... Locked away in my tower." George looked at me strangely when I said that.

"You have a tower?" He asked squinting his eyes in skepticism.

I shook my head and smiled" No it was just a figure of speech you git!"

"Oh." He replied awkwardly. What was his deal...and what was with the sudden mood change!

"George?" I asked sort of squinting my eyes in a questioning look.

He turned facing me and semi-frowned. "Yes?"

"Why so distant?" I asked and he awkwardly smiled. Then walked away...wait what? "Hey! You didn't answer me question!" I said slipping up on my Liverpudlian accent rather than my normal posh. He didn't even phase over mu words and it was starting to make me sort of uneasy. The back of my mind kept nagging at me 'You never should have kissed him you stupid girl! Things are going too fast!' I was lost in my thoughts as that same phrase kept pestering my mind. It was then that I realized George had left me all alone in his room and I had been there standing like an idiot for five minutes. I almost wanted to cry. What had I gotten myself into! I didn't even know George! I mean I couldn't say he was 'acting' this way because I don't even know him that well and that could be the way he actually is rather than acting!

After a long thought process I was taken out of my thoughts by a boy's voice. "Whatcha doin' all by yerself there then?" The boy asked in his thick scouse. I looked up to see one of Georges brothers talking to me. I think it was Peter... It was the one flirting with me earlier. I just sort of stared at him blankly trying to hide the fact that I was almost in tears. I was doing a pretty good job until The thought nagged back at my head and I cracked a small frown. The boy's expression went from playful to serious in seconds and squinted his eyes at me as if trying to read my mind. "Say, luv, you's alright?" I nodded changing my expression quickly, but he didn't seemed convinced. He continued to stare at me suspiciously before finally letting it go. Then he grabbed my arm ad pulled me with him. "C'mon I want tuh show you me room!" He told me and I just went with him and followed the flow. I walked into his room and it was a seemingly nice room. He seemed pretty organized; his floor was spotless. Peter, I think it was, gave me the full on tour of his room, being goofy most of time making me giggle. It was then that he showed me his game collection. He had Monopoly, Parcheesi, Sorry, Clue, and Battleship. I had a lot of boardgames at my house, but I never played because I really didn't have anybody to play with. "Wanna play monopoly?" He asked and I nodded my head eagerly. I was desperate to have the friendly fun I never had.

I sat down to play a game of monopoly and I looked at George's brother. I need to know..."Peter right?" I asked. I was relieved I finally knew his name for sure.

"That's me name don't wear it out!" Peter laughed and I laughed with him. "Okay miss, what game piece would ya like to play with. Ladies get to choose first." He smiled a big smile. I picked up the rocking horse and Peter picked up the lantern. Then we started playing. Peter was shocked when I didn't know how to play, but he gladly explained and walked me through it anyways... But maybe he walked me through a little too good. We had been playing for about an hour and a half and Peter was down to £60 and I was down to £300. Peter was determined to win, despite the little money he had, and it was now his turn. He rolled the dice and landed on 6. He moved his pin 6 spots and landed on Marylebone Station. I smiled as I noticed it was a property I owned. Peter had to pay me £100 which made him bankrupt. I proudly did a little victory dance and laughed. "Awww mann!" Peter said Jokingly. "Ya wanna play again?" I nodded ad we set back up, but right before we started again we heard a loud call coming from downstairs telling us it was time for dinner. "Never mind! I guess it's time tuh eat!" Peter said and he grabbed my hand an pulled me downstairs. He let go of my hand and we walked into the kitchen together. At the table I could already see George sitting down. I refused to look at him or even pretend he was there and I sat down on the other side as far away as possible as him. Peter sat next to me and we talked until everyone was seated. I helped Mrs. Harrison hand out some if the food, making sure to skip George, and we all had a nice meal. I was about halfway done with my meal when I noticed somebody at the table that I hadn't met yet. Peter caught me staring sort of cocking my head and explained. "That's Louise our sister" he told me.

"Oh.." I said. Louise noticed this and politely introduced herself.

"'Ello me names Louise!" She said cheerily.

"'Ello! My names Angelan." I told her softly. I was sort of the shy type. Although I'm really outgoing when I know you.

"Cor, you's from London?" She asked.

I shook my head." No. Been Liverpool all my life."

Louise cocked her head. "Really? Your accent is posh." She told me.

"I suppose I got it from me mum and da'. I don't know if they are from London, but they talk like me." I explained. She nodded her head as if she understood. The rest of the dinner was full of friendly chatter. Then it came time to leave. I said goodbye to everyone and gave Peter a hug. I walked put the door and started for Paul's house. Until I realized I didn't know my way around. What was I going to do! I paced outside the door for a couple minutes until the door opened and George popped out. "Oh great" I mumbled quietly, so he couldn't hear.

"Um" George said awkwardly "Me mum told me to walk ya home" i just nodded and started walking in a random direction away from him. He cleared his throat to get my attention and I looked at him. "Paul's house is this way" I turned the other way feeling stupid and once again walked away from him. It was silent for the first couple of minutes and I was not in front of George anymore and more to his side, but still far away from him. Being in the front was starting to get hard due to me not knowing where to go. We walked silently for a couple of more minutes and I could finally see Paul's house in the distance. I started to run over to it, but George caught me by the arm. He turned me around to face him and kissed me. I pulled back quickly and glared at him.

"I'm sorry" he said quietly. I just stayed silent and glared at him. "Please talk to me." I continued to glare at him. And he sighed and started to walk away.

"You never answered my question" I called. He turned around to look at me again.

"Which was?" George asked.

"Why were you being so distant earlier?" I asked again.

He looked like he didn't want to answer my question and he opened his mouth then closed it again hesitating to answer. "I was scared" he finally answered.

"Of what?" I asked confused.

" Of you not liking me anymore" he admitted.

"What!? Why would you think that. The only thing thats going to make me not like you anymore is you pulling what you did today again!" I exclaimed.

"I know! I realized that when you were hanging out with Peter!" George told me. Ahhh so that made him jealous. I smirked a little at that. " Also I was trying to sort out me feeling for ya. I just met you, but I feel like I've known you for a long while! And I was having all these mixed emotions! Please forgive me!" He begged.

"Okay I understand! I forgive you" I stated and he pulled me into a hug. I was about to walk up to Paul's door until he spoke up again.

"One more thing" George said quickly.

I turned around to face him again. "Yes?" George became instantly nervous.

"Um- I- um um- well what- um- I'm -er- uh- tryin' tuh say- uh- is..." He kept stuttering. I waited for him to continue. " Would you-um- uh- like to -um- be...my girlfriend." He said the last part barely audible.

I laughed and bit my lip. "Yes."

He let out a relieved sigh." I was sure you were going to say no!" He laughed.

"You were wrong!" I laughed with him. Then I realized I needed pajamas. "You mind walking with me to my house to get some pajamas?" I asked him and he shook his head. "Good 'cause I don't know my way around!" I told him and he chuckled softly. We walked to the Liverpool Institute and then to my house. Like I did with Paul. When I got there I opened the door and let George in. We climbed the stairs to the third floor and went into my room. I opened my dresser and grabbed out some pajamas with white and blue stripes. I excused myself and went into the bathroom to change. I changed into the pajamas then combed my hair and brushed my teeth. I walked back out to see George waiting patiently in my room.

George smiled up at me. "You ready to walk back to his house?" He asked politely. I thought about it. If I went back to Paul's house I would most likely sleep in the same bed as him again and I don't think that would be very fair to George.

"No" I answered simply. He frowned.

"Why not?" He asked.

"It wouldn't really be very fair to you." I answered peering at him and he looked at me confused.

"How so?" He asked.

"Well" I said ready to explain. " If I sleepover at Paul's I am most likely going to sleep in his bed...with him. Now that's not very fair to you since you're my boyfriend and he's not." I stated simply and he smiled and nodded.

"Never thought about that." He chuckled."Well I should get back before me mum gets worried." George told me. I didn't want him to leave.

"Okay." I said sadly. "See you tomorrow." I gave him a hug.

"Bye." He told me then he cupped my cheek an gave me a nice goodbye kiss.

After he left I sat in my bed and read a book. I couldn't get to sleep for some reason. About an hour passed and I heard something hit my window. I got up in curiosity and stared at it. A couple minutes later I heard another one. I opened my window and smiled at the sight. Down below was smiling George. "Can I come up?" He asked loud enough for me to hear.

I nodded "Yes! Hold on!" I practically ran down the stairs and almost fell. I sprinted to the front door and opened it. George was standing there awkwardly and I practically jumped on him for a hug. He stumbled back and almost fell. I gave him an apologetic look and he laughed softly and hugged me back. "You're back!" I exclaimed.

"Yep! I told me mum I was sleeping over at Paul's, but I came over 'ere instead!" George told me and I was surprised he had remembered how to get here.

"You little liar!" I said jokingly. And he smiled a big toothy smile.

"You don't mind if I stay 'ere do ya?" He asked.

"Not at all!" I told him. I was actually glad he was staying here. I noticed he had changed into his pajamas and then I grabbed his hand and pulled him upstairs to my room. I told him to sit on my bed and he obeyed. Then I ran back downstairs and brought up two coca colas, Doritos, and Parcheesi. I carried everything back into my room and he smiled. "I hope you're not too tired to play games." He shook his head and I brought everything over to the bed. I handed him a soda and put the Doritos in the middle.

"I bet you I'm going to win!" George said.

"No way!" I laughed.

"Let's make a deal." He said cheekily.

"Sure" I replied.

"Okay! If I win you have to kiss me!" He laughed.

"Fine! But... If I win you have to kiss me!" I replied emphasizing 'me'.

"Deal!" George said and we shook hands and then clinked are bottles of coca cola together. We rolled a die to see who would go first and I rolled a six while George rolled a 3, so I went first. We played until around 10 and George beat me.

"Darn!" I said snapping my fingers playfully.

George laughed then winked at me. " Now, give me my winnings!"

"Fine!" I scooted closer to him and put my arms around his neck. Then I leaned in and kissed him passionately. That ended up turning into a long make out session. We both knew we were taking things WAY too fast, but we didn't care. After about 10 minutes we finally stopped and I cuddled into his chest. After awhile I got up and turned off the lights and then cuddled back into pulled the covers over both of us then laid down. "Goodnight George!" I said.

"Good night Angelan!" He told me and then wrapped his arms around me protectively.

I wonder where Paul is? I asked myself before I fell into a great sleep.

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