Twilight New Version Chapter 10 Cold As You, a twilight fanfic

AN: I added all of the music videos to the songs used so far in the story for you angelplusbuggyequals4ever and anyone else who wants to listen to them. Thanks. Now on with the story.

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DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR ANY OF ITS CHARACTERS. THOSE RIGHTS FULLY BELONG TO STEPHANIE MEYER. SONG IN STORY ORIGINALLY BY TAYLOR SWIFT CALLED COLD AS YOU.

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Chapter 10: Cold As You

The next morning came faster then I would have liked. When we arrived at the school I was getting all sorts of stares and whispers. I had been missing without a word to anyone for three weeks. Victoria and me figured out a cover story last night. One so obvious that no one could think it was a lie because it wasn't we were just going to tell the truth. I was on vacation in Italy with my parents visiting my sister at boarding school. She wanted to come back with me to go to school instead.

Victoria and me had all the same classes, we convinced the secretary in the office that this was for the best because she didn't know the school and we could help each other catch up in our classes. In second period is when I got my first look at the Cullens. Alice was sitting there in class when I walked in. We walked right by her and she completely ignored us. If it wasn't for the constant attack at my shield I would have believed that she didn't notice us.

We sat down next to each other in all of our classes and I tried my hardest not to let the misery that I was feeling affect me. We were here for a reason then we would leave if that was what the Cullens truly wanted but one way or another I was going to make them all sit down and talk to me even if that meant getting a little dirty.

By the time lunch came I was emotionally drained. I had seen Edward and he looked just like he did the day that I left. It looked like nothing had affected him. I guess that I was the only one that truly cared about him. If he loved me even a smiggen as much as I loved him he would look just like me.

"Vikki, at lunch I want to sit outside for a bit. I need to vent." I said glad that I had put my guitar in the car this morning. I had to get my feeling out and I had to do it soon because if I didn't I was going to eventually snap and I didn't want anyone to get hurt all because he was an asshole.

"Sure thing girl, I love to hear you sing and play anyways. What are you planning on singing?" Victoria asked.

"I think that I am going to work on the song that I wrote last hour. Its stuck in my head just begging to come out of me." I said with a smile. When lunch came we walked over to a big oak tree that was in the back of the school and sat under it. I didn't see anyone around so it would be the perfect place to come and play and not get interrupted. As I started to play I let all of my emotions run into the song.

"You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight 'cause I need to feel something
and you do what you want 'cause I'm not what you wanted"

I wasn't what Edward wanted, I never could be because I am a Volturi and he never even let me explain why I didn't tell him the whole truth. If I could have explained I wasn't here on any duty or I was just trying to get away maybe they would understand.

"Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, ain't no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you"

It was a horrible ending to a day that was just supposed to be a rainy day playing baseball. If Victoria hadn't shown up then it wouldn't have been so bad but then again if I would have just told him that I was Volturi maybe he would have understood. I doubt it though.

"You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you"

Edward had his walls up so tight it was hard to get to know him. It was hard to get to know his whole family. They never fully trusted me to begin with. I don't know why I ever put so much faith into a family that I new for just a little while. I was a fool.

"You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you
Died for you..."

I felt like I died that day in the baseball field. I wish that I would have died in that baseball field. It would have made my life that much easier, but now I have to try to save the Cullens even though they don't want me here. These next couple of weeks are going to be miserable.

"Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Oh every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

oooh oh oh ohh"

When I finished the song I looked up and saw the Cullens were all standing around me and Victoria was standing beside me in a protective stance. "Bella what are you doing back here? Didn't you get enough punishment last time you were here?" asked Rosalie in a evil voice.

"She's here because she has to be. She's here to save your little witches life." Victoria snapped back at her. I laughed when she called Alice a witch, its true her power was much like a witches. Wonder if she was a witch when she was brought over.

"What's so funny?" Alice asked her voice just as evil.

"Nothing, don't worry, we will be here to take care of the problem then I will leave if that is what you truly want but I wish you would all let me explain to you why I didn't tell you straight away that I was a Volturi Princess. I am not even a Gaurd. You have nothing to fear from me unless you try to fight me then I will protect myself." I said my voice was casual but I still wanted to cry. When I looked up at Edward it looked like he wanted to cry too. Maybe I had him wrong. Maybe he does love me but is afraid just like me to get hurt.

All I have to figure out now is how to get him to talk to me.