Here you go guys! I hope you like it, I finally made it longer! And sorry for spelling and grammar.
*I do not own Twilight or Vampire Diaries.
I've tried to walk away,
but I keep coming back,
I've tried to move on,
but I just cant.
I guess its time to face the truth,
I just cant get over you.
~Bella
After the little incident with Edward I met up with Alice and Rose at the apartment and from there we got a cab and left to eat lunch at the mall. When we finished we decided to walk around.
"So as I was saying when we were eating, were going to the club on Friday for our birthday." Alice said smiling.
"Yeah, I think we kind of figured that out." I told her even though I just figured it out a couple hours back.
"But now we have to find dresses. But matching ones, just in different colors." She said
"Why?" Rosalie asked. And I was wondering too.
"Because I want to. I mean were also supposed to be triplets, but we look nothing alike, so lets somewhat look alike." She said happily.
"Sounds good to me. Although, does it have to be dress? Come one Alice… you know I don't like those things." I said
"Yes it does Bella. You barley wear them so don't complain." Alice said as she began going evil pixie on me.
Damn this pixie.
"Fine…"
"That store is full of dresses, lets look there." Rose said.
I sighed as we walked in the store. I guess I could handle a day with a dress, I mean its only for the night too.
We went from dress to dress, and we would find ones we like, but they would not have it in what we needed. For example:They would have the dress in Purple and red, but not blue, or Red and Blue, but not purple and so on…
Rose looks good in Red, Alice in Purple and I in Blue. Which were also our favorite colors.
But finally we found the dresses.
It was a tight strapless dress with some silver slashes, except Rosalie's dress was cheetah with black slashes and Alice's dress had one strap, but that was OK at least the design was the same.(Picture on profile if you would like to see it better than I described.)
I had to admit, it was nice. And they had the colors we wanted, so we bought them.
I always felt bad for spending money, but our family was wealthy so they hated when I did. I learned to hide it.
I checked the time remembering I still have a class to get to, and it was 5:30. Time to go.
"Hey we have to get going. My class starts in thirty minutes." I told my sisters.
"OK." They said and we left.
The mall wasn't far away so we made it back to the apartments with time. I got in, grabbed my stuff and said bye to my sisters knowing I wouldn't see them till later tonight or maybe not until tomorrow.
I walked to the campus and found the building I would be in for the next two hours. I stepped in the class and found Stefan.
"Hey." I said as I took a seat next to him
"Hello." He said "How was your day?"
"Good, I'm tired. " I responded. "Yours?"
"Good." He said.
"So are you going to go to the club on Friday?" I asked him, and also trying to make conversation with him.
"Yeah, Elena wants to go."
"Cool." I told him
"Is there a reason your sister planned to go?" He asked
I giggled "Yeah. Our birthday is on Friday."
"Oh! Well I have to tell Elena so we can get you guys gifts." He said chuckling.
"No you don't have to! I mean we're big girls now, don't think that's necessary anymore." I said laughing.
He chuckled and was going to say something but the professor walked in and class began.
Two hours later of an introduction and small lecture, we were assigned a 3 paged essay. Great, but that's college.
The bell rang and we all packed up.
"In case I don't see your brother and Katherine, can you tell them about the club?" I told Stefan
"Sure, I'll do that." He said smiling.
"Thanks. See you later, I'm going to head back to my apartment." I told him
"Okay, bye." He said waving and walking a different direction.
As I was walking back I ran into Damon.
Well I guess Stefan wont have to tell him.
"Hey Damon." I said smiling.
"Hello Bella." He said smiling and wiggling his eyebrows. It looked funny.
"Where's Katherine?" I asked him
"Back at the apartments. I was just heading there. I see you are too, lets walk." He said
I laughed. "Okay." And we began walking.
"So on Friday my sister is planning to go to the club for our, uh birthday. Just wanted to see if you and Katherine wanted to come." I told him
"Who is going?" He asked
"Well me, my sisters Alice and Rosalie, Elena, Stefan, Selena, Taylor, Emmett and Jasper."
"Well that seems like a fun invite. I'll let Katherine know. I'm pretty sure she would want to go seeing she really likes you."
"Cool." I said. "Let me know."
"Sure sure Bella." He said
I laughed at the way he said my name, all weird. "Okay well I'm headed straight. I can see your headed up. See you around?"
"Alrighty." He said. "Oh and in case I don't see you to tell you about the club, gimmie the digits." He said chuckling and handing me his phone.
"Okay but make sure to tell Katherine, because I can see she is really protective of you and I got on her good side, don't want to change that." I told him while putting my number in his phone.
He chuckled. "Ok, but I don't think she'll care, she already saw you didn't try to make a move on me and she likes you."
"Well just to make sure." I said laughing. "Bye Damon." I said waving and continued walking.
"Bye belly." He said in a squeaky voice. Hilarious.
I made it to my door and was unlocking it, when I heard voices behind me.
"Edward… stop…" a female voice said giggling.
I turned my head back to see and wished I didn't.
Edward and this chick were sitting on the bench I sat on a few days ago. Edward was sucking on the girls neck and she was just giggling.
I sighed and walked in the apartment.
I suddenly felt irritated. I guess it was for what I saw.
All the lights were out so I guess my sisters had left for class.
I sighed again and walked to the kitchen to get cereal. I got the bowl and poured the cereal in the bowl. I moved to the fridge for milk, but I saw there was no milk.
"Damn it." I said
There was a mini mart close by. Just a carton of milk will do for now till I go to the store tomorrow for serious grocery shopping.
But I didn't really want to go outside, because I was scared of what I would see.
I'm a big girl though. I can handle it.
It sucks we don't have a car yet. Our parents told us they will come over soon for our birthday so we can buy and share a new car. Cant wait.
I grabbed the keys to the apartment, money out of my wallet and walked out.
I locked the door, and turned to begin walking, ignoring the scene on the bench, except this time they were very much into sucking each others faces.
Ugh.
I walked quickly out of the apartments and turned right towards the mini mart. It wasn't far, the closer I got, I could see it better.
As I walked I had this strange feeling. Like I was being watched? Probably just me going crazy.
Couple minutes later I made it in and walked to the back where the milk was and grabbed it. I walked back to the front to pay for it and I was out. I'll be home in no time.
But this time as I was walking back I heard foot steps behind me. I turned my head slightly and saw a group of guys.
I gulped and began to walk faster. But they too walked faster.
And what made it worse, was right now I was walking past a bunch of alleys.
"Hey sweet cheeks, why you walking so fast?" One of them called out.
I wanted to run, but I know my feet wouldn't allow that.
Caught by surprise, I screamed when one of them grabbed my arm pulling me back.
I tried squirming, but that only caused me to stumble. I dropped the milk on the side walk when one of the guys pulled me back and pushed me against the wall of an alley.
"Stubborn aren't you?" He said with his alcoholic breath right in my face.
"Please let me go.." I said with a trembling voice and tears beginning to fall.
"What fun would that be?" He said. "Right boys?" I only heard them chuckle
He put his lips on my neck and his arms on my ass. I felt disgusting.
And all I could do was cry because there were no busy buildings nearby.
"Please." I begged crying harder. Bastard only chuckled.
I Began to squirm again and tried to hit him, but he held on to me tighter.
Well this is it. I didn't even make it to nineteen. Didn't get to date much and about to lose my virginity to some unknown bastard who will only rape and kill me.
I cried. Because that was all I could do really. Cry.
He moved his hands all over my body, under my shirt and made his way to my breasts. I closed my eyes hoping this would end soon and I would die fast.
But suddenly I didn't feel his hands on me or his weight pushing me down.
I opened my watery eyes and saw he was on the ground with someone on top beating the shit out of him.
I saw the other two on the ground already unconscious. Is that why I no longer heard them chuckling at my cries.
I turned back to the guy getting beat up, only getting two more hits before he fell unconscious. The mystery man got off him and spit on him. Then he started walking towards me.
I stood there, still in shock of what happened.
"Are you ok?" The velvety voice asked. It was familiar.
"I- I think so." I said, my voice cracking.
He walked closer and I saw more of his features.
It was Edward.
And believe me when I say I was really shocked. I mean what the fuck? Wasn't he just sucking faces with that chick when I left the building?
"How did you find me…?" I asked my voice more stable
He walked till he was in front of me and close enough to stroke my cheek and run his hand in my hair. It felt nice...
"I was, uh going to the mini mart to buy something." He said carefully.
"Oh." I said, and then we stood there, his hand in my hair and us just looking at each other. I cant describe his expression though. It looked soft and caring. But how could i know for sure? It's pretty dark.
After I decided to give up on his expression, I looked back at the guy who tried to take advantage of me I began to cry thinking about what could have happened.
And I did something I never thought I would do.
I hugged Edward. Tightly.
I know its kind of over reacting, but I was still in shock. You can't blame me.
And he hugged me back, as tightly as I was to him. He let me cry in his chest while he rubbed my back soothing me.
It felt right, and I felt protected. Currently, I didn't care if he was only doing this to seem nice to get in my pants. I felt safe.
He began to pull back but I grabbed on him like my life depended on him.
"Relax Bella…" He said soothingly and lifted me up, bridal style, and began to walk. My crying had died down and I rested my head on his shoulder.
He stopped bending down to pick up a bag, I'm guessing it was my milk, and he began to walk again.
We walked in silence all the way to the apartments, and when we got to mine, he put me down and began to take a step back, but I quickly grabbed on to him.
I hate how I looked helpless, but right now I really needed him with me.
"Don't leave me please." I whimpered.
He hesitated and I was scared he would say no, but then he wrapped an arm around my waist and said ok.
I turned slightly to open the door and we walked in, with him still by me.
He closed the door, setting the milk down and walked us over to the couch. I guess it was a good thing I left the little light on.
He sat us down, and kept me in his arms.
A couple moments later of my crying officially dying down, I began feeling dirty from remembering the touches of the guy.
"I'm going to go shower…" I told Edward and he loosened his grip on me.
"OK, should I go..?" He asked.
"No!" I said quickly and loudly. "Please no, at least not till one of my sister's get here." I finished with a lighter voice.
"Ok…" he said stroking my cheek.
I got up, and quickly went to my room to get my sweats, underwear, bra, and shirt, and went to the bathroom.
The water felt good on my skin, but I had that dirty feeling on my stomach and everywhere else he touched. Scratching it made it feel better and my neck too. I scrubbed really tight all over my body hoping to clean anything off. Like I said, I may be over reacting to some people because I didn't get raped, but I was touched. I felt disgusting.
When I thought I had done enough I got out of the shower and dried off. I noticed I left light marks of my stomach, neck, and thighs, but I didn't care. The'll go away.
I got dressed and dried my hair. I didn't bother brushing it right now. I just quickly got out of the bathroom and threw my clothes in my room to get back to Edward. He was still sitting on the couch.
I walked up to him and he smiled lightly, opening his arms to me. I immediately took them and rested myself against him.
A little while of peace and comfort, I remembered the kind of man Edward was and he probably had a female waiting for him. I didn't want to let him go, but he probably needed to go.
"I should let you go… you probably have someone waiting for you…" I told him quietly.
"No its ok. No one is waiting for me." He said tightening his arms around me.
It felt nice, and I felt protected in his arms.
He began running his fingers through my wet hair, soothing me.
"Thank you." I said after a long moment of silence
"For what?" He asked and moved a hand under my chin to make me look at him.
"For saving me from…" I said drifting off.
His face went hard at first but then softened. I wondered why, but I let it go.
"You don't need to thank me. That should never have to happen to you." He said stroking my cheek.
I then realized how close we were, our faces only inches apart.
And then Edward began leaning in.
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