Title: The Sweetest Revenge
Summary: Everybody wants to have their sweetest revenge to their enemies. So, what about Mikan and Natsume? Will they have their revenge too?
Chapter 10:
-Mikan's POV
Yesterday, I attended classes with Arin. We had our introduction to the whole class proper. I didn't talk with Natsume and I exchanged places with Permy (Sumire). It's hard to do revenge, especially to a person your heart dearly loves and treasure. But I need to go on, I need to test him, let him understand what I want. "If you want to give him your sweetest revenge through hurting Natsume and yourself then, fine!" I still remember those words from my heart.
Heart! Are you ok? I think no, I feel you are crying right now, because my mind is governing my whole body. You're hurt because I am hurting myself, Arin and Natsume. But you know already, right? I will give you a chance, a chance to love your dearest one. Just wait…wait…wait……..
"Excuse me, Sakura-chan"
………………………………………..
"SAKURA-CHAN!"
"Ah! HAHAHAAHA! Jinno-sensei"
"Tell me now, where did your head go, huh?!"
"I am very sorry"
"If you are not well then you can take a rest"
"HA!"
"Why "HA!" I said you could leave if you want to"
"Thank you, sensei. Please excuse me now"
"Wait Mikan! I'll go with you!"
"Who said you can go, Arin!? Sit down"
"Arin, its better if you won't come with me"
I left the room. I want to leave it from the start. I was worried, worried because he didn't attend classes. The heart was correct; I am leading my way far from Natsume's arms. Is this really revenge or suicide? Cause I can't take it anymore, am I right heart?
Maybe this revenge was just an excuse. An excuse because I have a great fear that, that Natsume doesn't have any feelings for me; I fear that he was just playing around. I fear that if I go closer I won't, no I JUST CAN'T LET GO ANYMORE!
I am hurting him not to let him understand what I want but I am hurting him because I want him to go near me on his own will, I want him to go near me though I am pushing him away, even though I am hurting him, making him sad, letting his temper go out of his handle.
IT'S NOT BECAUSE I WANT HIM TO UNDERSTAND THAT I NEED TO FEEL THE LOVE THAT HE GIVES! I WANT HIM TO PROVE, TO PROVE AND TO SHOW HIS LOVE FOR ME!
Wait! Cherry blossoms? Ahhh, I am in the Sakura tree! I remember everything now. When I first met him, when we fight, when I help him, when he called me by my name and when he smiled. Everything, all that happened between us, all of those made me fall in love with him without me knowing it. Everything is clear to me, what my true intentions are, what my true feelings are and what I am supposed to do.
Who are those two people? How sweet the girl is been fed by a…a……Natsume?
He's feeding her?! That never happened between us. He never did that to me. He…
GIRL: "Natsume why are you doing this?"
Natsume: "Nothing, I just want to!"
GIRL: "REALLY!?"
Natsume: "Ah"
THE GIRL HUGGED HIM!!!! (Mikan's thoughts)
GIRL: "You know, I like you"
EH! (Mikan's)
Natsume: "Why do you say that?"
GIRL: "You are kind and caring to me"
Natsume: "Ah, so that's the reason"
KIND!? CARING!? I NEVER SEEN A NATSUME LIKE THAT! (Mikan's)
GIRL: "Ne Natsume, can I ask you a favor?"
Natsume: "What?"
GIRL: ……………………..
SHE, SHE KISSED HIM!!! (Mikan's)
GIRL: "Thank you"
Natsume: "What was that?"
GIRL: "I……..
No! I don't want to witness this. I, I need to leave. I CAN'T TAKE THIS!
MY EYES ARE CRYING, MY HEART IS CRUMBLING, MY LIMBS AREN'T MOVING, but, BUT I NEED TO LEAVE, I NEED TO LEAVE! IF I CAN'T, then I'll DIE!!
-end of Mikan's POV
Mikan left as fast as she could, she could not take it. Her whole body is going down, she ran fast but she didn't reach the dormitory. She fell down on the floor, feeling her whole body aching.
While in the sakura tree…
GIRL: "I, I want to thank you for everything but I don't know how"
Natsume: "……."
GIRL: "Why Natsume?"
Natsume: "She saw it"
GIRL: "Who?"
Natsume: "Suzume, Mikan, she saw everything, I think. I saw her ran, I saw her tears. She mistook it with something romantic, but this, this doesn't have any romance in it"
GIRL (Suzume): "But, is there really none?"
Natsume: "Why, did you expect romance in it?"
Suzume: "N..no"
Natsume: "Ne, Suzume I only did this because your sister came to me and ask if I can assist you for a while. She went to classes and let me do her task. There is nothing more than that"
Suzume: "Ah, so go now!"
Natsume: "Ha?"
Suzume: "Run after her. Don't let her slip away again from your arms, ne?"
Natsume: "Ah, I will be right!"
Natsume left while running as fast as he could. While Suzume, underneath the sakura tree said…
Suzume: "Natsume, Natsume, NATSUME! I really expected something romantic"
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