Katizo walked toward the tenth division building. She had tears swelling up in her eyes. She never felt more confused in her life. She gave a sigh of relief when she saw Rangiku and Charisei leaving the building. She ran after her friends tears already streaking down her cheeks.

"Charisei! Rangiku!" Katizo screamed.

Rangiku's eyes widened seeing the sobbing woman. Charisei ran up to console her friend.

"whats wrong? What happened? Are you hurt?" Rangiku said joining the two women who were already on their knees.

"i-i just need to talk to someone I have a lot on my mind" Katizo replied wiping away a tear.

Rangiku understood. They walked to the seretei garden and sat by the koi fish pond.

"okay whats on your mind K?" Charisei asked. Katizo and Charisei had called each other K and C since a few days after they met.

"remember the drinking contest?" she said wiping away her last tear. They both nodded.

"did you know my captain came and brought me back to the 11th division?"

Both of the other women's eyes widened and they shook their heads.

"i guessed not. Well he did and when I came through Yachiru told me that he said he loves a woman who can hold down her sake"

"oh my gosh!" Rangiku squealed.

"what does it mean?" Katizo asked still curios.

"i think it means your captain has a crush on you" Charisei said.

"do you like him?" Rangiku asked. Katizo shrugged.

Rangiku sighed and handed Katizo a piece of paper and a pen. "write down the names of every guy in the seretei you think is cute" she said.

Katizo frowned.

Katizo's crush list:

Hisagi

Izuru

Ukitake

Kenpachi

Hitsugaya

Rengi

Katizo sighed looking at the six names she wrote down. Rangiku snatched the paper away from her as soon as she set the pen down.

Rangiku gasped as she read the list to Charisei. Charisei tried not to laugh when she heard the 5th one.

"you like our captain?" both women screamed. Katizo gave a shy nod.

"when did you meet Ukitake?" Rangiku asked.

"i met him when I went to deliver some paper work to the 13th division." Katizo said blushing.

"wow 3 captains and 3 vice-captains." Charisei said.

"I don't blame you for having Hisagi on your list. He is quite the honorable shinigami" Rangiku said.

Katizo walked back to the 11th squad barracks. Had she made the right choice? Was it right to tell her friends? What if they showed every one the list? No Charisei would never do that to her. Right? She wasn't sure about Rangiku. And plus Rangiku worked for the shinigami times. A newspaper for crying out loud. 'maybe my mind will calm down after some sleep' Katizo thought.