Misaki was currently in a daze. Misaki felt his body thumping up and down. He heard a loud noise; the sound of a running car. Misaki slowly opened his dilated eyes and saw Fuyuhiko driving. Misaki gasped realizing where he is now. He saw Fuyuhiko drive on the road alongside a very short cliff.
'I remember now,' Misaki thought to himself. He reminisced the moment he found Fuyuhiko at a gas station and he suddenly blacked out as soon as he saw Fuyuhiko pull out a large black device. As soon as Fuyuhiko pressed the device firmly on Misaki's stomach, Misaki suddenly could not stand. He was on his knees and eventually on his face. Misaki slowly blacked out as he heard Tanaka's loud yet quietly fading voice echo…."Fuyuhiko-sama!"
"Ah, You're awake now." Fuyuhiko smiled watching Misaki sit up straight. "You'll be delighted when we get to the Usami vacation home. We have a lot of things to do when we get there."
'No….' Misaki silently rejected the idea of him sleeping with Fuyuhiko.
"It's been awhile since you took a bath," Fuyuhiko earnestly stated. "Maybe we should take one... together. I can help you scrub a few places."
'No more…' Misaki said in his head.
"We have to go far away so Akihiko doesn't disturb us," Fuyuhiko continued to speak.
'Usagi-san!' Misaki shouted mentally. "I don't want to hurt Usagi-san anymore!" Misaki shouted tearfully. Fuyuhiko sped the car up.
"That ungrateful child only wants to fuck you," Fuyuhiko bluntly stated. "Do you really think he loves you? You're his drug; something he uses to forget his loneliness."
Hearing those words from Fuyuhiko enraged Misaki. "STOP THE CAR!" Misaki loudly commanded. Fuyuhiko sighed and then said, "I give the orders, not you. You be a good boy and sit still. Getting up while the car-" Fuyuhiko was suddenly hushed when he saw Misaki lean over the cup holders to Fuyuhiko's driver wheel.
VRRR! "WHAT ARE YOU DOING BOY!?," Fuyuhiko exclaims. Fuyuhiko did not expect Misaki to suddenly grab the wheel. The large black car spun in circles.
"AAAAHH!," Misaki and Fuyuhiko screamed as the car span. The violent spinning made Tanaka pop out of the trunk and roll into the street. As Tanaka stayed on the ground, he lifts his head and watched a large black SUV break through the small metal frame on the edge of the road and drive off the cliff. From his view, Tanaka saw the car vanish.
"Takahashi...sama," Tanaka muttered.
KRSH!
Tanaka's body went numb as he felt and witnessed a large blast of red and yellow light beam from the bottom of the cliff. Then the light dissolved into a thick gust of black smoke. Tanaka lie still on the ground as the bottom of his jaw loosely hung open and his eye were open as wide the road he was on. Tears slowly rolled down from Tanaka's face and then he collapsed from the heavy smell of smoke. Tanaka's vision gradually dimmed to complete darkness.
Down at the crash site, Misaki was hung out the back of the SUV through the rear window. Misaki awoke from his unconsciousness. Misaki attempted to pull himself out of the shattered window. "AH!" Misaki screeched and then fell on his face again. Misaki pulled his head up high enough to notice his left arm bent in unnatural ways with broken pieces of glass stuck in them. The crash reminded Misaki of the death of his parents from a car crash. Then Misaki quietly called out his loved ones' names. "Mother….Father….Onii-chan…...Onee-chan…." Misaki coughed violently forcing air to escape from his body. Then Misaki uttered his last breath… "U….sa" Misaki halts his pronunciation and then shuts his eyes.
Misaki thought deeply about his reunion with his whole family in the afterlife. Misaki would see his parents again and take years to catch up. Misaki would get to talk to his older brother and sister in-law once again.
Misaki gazed at the bright light that shined before him. Misaki thought that the light would be the only way to go, but Misaki was pulled away from the light. Misaki could not interpret what was happening. Misaki's entire body was being hauled away from the light. The light was getting further and further. For some reason, Misaki could not turn his head back to see what was pulling him away. All Misaki felt on his hand was another hand much larger. The hand was really warm.
Misaki finally opened his eyes. All he was was Akihiko holding Misaki's right hand with both of his hands. Misaki's right hand was burning from the unexpected warmth coming from Usagi's hands.
"Misaki…" Akihiko called out to the awakening boy. Misaki had enough strength to turn his head and notice the I.V., the monitor, the half closed curtains and the bed Misaki was in. Misaki's eyes widened and teared up as he realized he survive the crash.
"Misaki!" Akihiko shouted as he embraced Misaki. "Usagi!" Misaki tearfully exclaimed as he clenched the back of Akihiko's shirt. Misaki cried really loud as Akihiko's tears shed like a waterfall. "I was afraid of losing you," Akihiko admitted. Misaki let go of Akihiko's shirt and let his arms down.
"Usagi-san, I'm sorry." Misaki apologized. Akihiko looked at Misaki with confusion in his eyes. "What are you saying that for?" Akihiko asked.
Misaki bowed his head and started talked even quieter. "Usagi, I…" Akihiko carefully with his hand raised Misaki's head by the chin so Misaki could face Akihiko. Akihiko caressed Misaki's head with his hands. Misaki felt the warmth come from Akihiko's hands. Misaki remembered that Akihiko's hands were normally cold, but this time, they were really warm.
"I...I…..don't" Misaki's melancholy voice became even sadder. Akihiko watch more tears burst rapidly from Misaki's eyes onto his red face. Akihiko's hands were drenched with tears.
"I DON'T DESERVE YOU!" Misaki whined. "I...with your father...I betrayed you! I broke your heart!" Misaki struggled to breath and talk as his guilt overpowered him with tears. "I don't want to hurt you! Usagi, I'm sorry….I'M SORRY….I'M SORRY...I'M SO SORRY! I'M REALLY-"
The last "sorry" did not come out of Misaki's mouth into the air. Instead, it went inside Akihiko's mouth which was locked on Misaki's. Akihiko only released Misaki's mouth. Akihiko had a sad look in his eyes.
"I'm sorry," Akihiko calmly stated. "Your brother was my best friend. I was so sad when I found out what happened to him. I let myself get depressed and yet, I never thought about how you felt." Akihiko pulled Misaki's hand towards Akihiko's cheek. "You must have felt really lonely. I left you for a very long time. It's my fault you ended up like this."
Misaki was surprised to hear those words come from Akihiko. Misaki's stopped crying and he was silent. "Misaki, I still love you," Akihiko once again confessed. "I still want you by my side." Akihiko hugged Misaki and held him for a very long time, "Usagi...:" Misaki called Akihiko by his nickname. "Misaki…" Akihiko called back.
"But, what about Tanaka… and your father." Misaki asked.
"Tanaka is fine," Akihiko replied. "Although, he's going to work for someone else." Then Akihiko looked at the door. "Fuyuhiko is going to be here for a very long time."
"Is he going to be alright," Misaki asked. "I hate him, but I don't want him to be dead.
"I don't care," Akihiko instantly admitted. "I only thought about you. And what the hell happened? How did you crash?"
"I grabbed the steering wheel," Misaki answered.
Now Akihiko was enraged. "IDIOT, YOU COULD HAVE BEEN KILLED!"
Misaki reflected on his action. "To be honest, I just couldn't….do it again...with him."
Akihiko's angry faced softened. Then he smiled. "At least you're alive. I couldn't live without you."
Misaki remembered that statement Akihiko made a long time ago. Misaki grew happy again. "Usagi" Misaki said. "Misaki" Akihiko said. The two happily held each other and kissed until Kaoruko and Haruhiko came in as well. Akihiko and Misaki were together again.
~FIN~
