Logan Mitchell Story: Chapter 10

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Carlos' POV

Kendall and James said they had something to take care of during lunchtime. I nodded; I will just sit at the table and not eat lunch. I wasn't hungry, after what happened between Logan and I couldn't help but feel awful. This is my entire fault. I decided to read the note that Logan gave me.

I went into my back pocket and unfolded the note.

Carlos,

I'm sure you hate me too, for what I said and I don't blame you. I'm such an asshole for saying that. I wish I can go back into time and take away what I said. I do remember why I said it. I said it cause we lost the hockey game and you wouldn't pass the ball to me. I said it out of anger then. If you wanted to know, I don't think of you as any of those things I said.

When Krissy said I always talked about you. Well that's true. Growing up you were always on my mind. The moment I met you, I liked you. I mean you're incredibly smart, talented, and cute, you have an amazing personality. Being around you makes me a better person.

Before you met me, I was really horrible. Know body liked me in Texas, not even my own parents they'd do anything to get me out of the house. I promised my twin brother I'd changed. Right I never told you guys about my twin only cause I was jealous of him. I was jealous my parents liked him better. Deep down inside I cared about him so much. But yesterday, I found out he died two years ago and my own parents kept that from me. He killed himself cause his parents shut him like they did to me, because they gave all the attention her. My brother wanted her to meet but my parents said I was crazy. I'm sure your mad at me for this. And I'm sorry.

There's a lot I never told you guys. And I'm sure I should tell you all of them. If you decide to talk to me I will open up. You guys are my friends. My only friends, I have to be honest. The people in the group home are just stupid assholes. They are trying to do what's best for me. When they really don't they wanted this to happen they wanted us to be over. But here's where they went wrong they never asked me what I want, and what I want is my crazy best friend, Carlos Garcia. I want him to be mine. I love everything about him and I never want to lose him. Carlos, you've become more then my boyfriend, and best friend. You became my life.

Love,

Logan

I finished reading his letter. I felt like a huge jerk. I think my life sucks when he makes a racist comment when he was ten. But his own family hates him, and his life his just becoming more and more difficult each day. I put the letter in my back pocket.

I needed to find Logan. Kendall and James came over to me with satisfied looks on their faces.

"What did you do?" I asked.

"We talked to Logan, we needed to make sure he can't hurt you the way he did." Kendall said with a smug look on his face. I glared at them.

"I can take care of myself." I said with a sigh. I wasn't mad at them they were only trying to help.

I looked at them, "Do you know where he went, we need to talk. He's not a jerk we think he is. Guys Logan has a lot going on. He told me he would explain everything to us. You need to trust me." They gave me a look and then agreed.

"Fine, where only doing this since you're our best friend, but if he hurts you one more time, then we will have to do something about it." James said.

I just agreed so it would shut them both up. I took out my phone and called Logan.

"Hey," He said sounding like he just woke up.

"Where are you, so we can talk?" I said.

"Home," He said.

"Well, at the end of the day were coming over, weather you want us to or not."

"When you mean us does that include Kendall and James?"

"Yeah, you have a lot of explaining to do. You said so in your note you wrote me."

"Um…yeah fine, later. Carlos I'm going back to bed." He said and then hung up on me.

"We will go see him later," I told Kendall and James.

The rest of the day went by quickly at the end of the day we all took Kendall's car to his house. Kendall parked the car and we all got out. I ran to Logan's front door. I wanted to kiss him and tell him that I love him more then anything.

Logan opened the door in his boxers and a white v-neck t-shirt. He looked so sexy. I jumped into his arms and gave him a big kiss.

"I love you," I told him again.