Meiko: Hello everyone!

May: She FIANLLY made an apperance!

Meiko: *Glares at May* Yes! I wasn''t feeling too good today, so decided tot ake my mind off it by writing!

May: About time as well...

Ash: Arn't you supposed to be kidnapped?

*Random dude walks in*

RD: Opps, sorry guys. Well take her back with us. *picks may up and carries he off*

Meiko: What the?

Ash: Dunno. Anyway, BEWARE! Some may be a bit disturbed/upset/suicidal at May's last entry! SO dont read the last bit if you will feel disturbed/upset/suicidal about rape subjects.

Meiko: Yes.

Ash: Poor May...

Meiko: She asked fo rit. ANYWAY, roll the disclaimer!

Ash: Arn't yo uforgetting something?

Meiko: Am I?

Ash: Does Ho-Do-Sempai ring a bell?

Meiko: Oh yeah! I was stuck on what to do, so YukinaHikaHime gave me a few hints on how to write the diary entries, and also gave me the idea of doodles! So I did so. Thanks, Ho-Do-Sempai!

Ash: Meiko does not own Pokemon, only the character she creates and some of the storyline.

Meiko: Enjoy! And please R+R!

Ash: Yes, please do!

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Chapter 10

Ash looked at the book in front of him. Mays diary! He smiled.

But then his smile faltered as he thought about it. If he read it, he might read something he didn't want to, and that would drive their friendship apart. Plus, it was May's secret thoughts, could be violate that?

He sat staring at the book for a good five minutes.

'Go on, you know you want to...'

Ash looked up, but saw no one.

'Stupid boy, I am your darkness, remember?'

Ash decided to ignore the voice, and looked back to the sky-blue book. It was a lovely colour. He finally decided what he was going to do.

He opened the book to the first page.

On it was a picture of May as a tiny baby. The writing underneath read: May Maple, Age 2 months.

He smiled at the picture. She had chubby cheeks, and a tiny tuft of chocolate brown hair.

Ash turned the page, and read.

'Today I turned 10! As promised, I went down to the lab to get my pok'emon. I settled with a Torchic. After that, I met this boy, who was there wit his sick Pikachu. I think his name was Ash. Jeez, I am annoyed about my bike, but he is so handsome! I really can't wait to go travelling with him. I wonder what it will be like?'

Ash slightly blushed, and smiled at this. She thought he was handsome! He continued flicking through the pages, and randomly chose a page.

'Today I went to watch a pok'emon contests! It looks like so much fun. I can't wait to enter in my first one! Me, Ash and Brock tried to enter this one, but we couldn't since there were no places left. I was sad, but we got contest passes, and also Janet (A nice trainer from earlier) asked me and Max to be her assistants! Later on, another trainer, Chaz, asked Ash and I if we wanted to learn an attack. I said no, because I wanted help Janet. I did want to watch Ash and Pikachu train, but ah well. Max and I threw plates for Janet's Venomoth to hit with string shot, and then Hidden Power. It was amazing! Even Team Roskets antics coulnt spoil it!'

Ash smiled at the little doodle May had done of the ribbon Janet had won. He flicked throught he pages again, and stopped this time at a page with another doodle. From the jet of black on its head, he guessed it was him.

'Today I enetered another compatition. After my last defeate, I was determand to win! I still felt a little nervous about being there will all of the people watching, and especially since Ash was cheering me on, calling my name. I was a bit distracted by this, and I fell my heart drop when I saw the scores. Luckly, I scraped through, and got into the second round! It started with me and this other woman who goes by Mademoiselle Jessica. I won against her, but I swear she looks familier from somewhere other the contests. I was super happy to get to the finals. I was up against a girl called Grace. She and her Medicham were good, but I guess I was better, because I won! I happly ecepted my ribbon.'

Ash was a little surprised at this. May had been nervous? She never looked it. She was allways so headstrong. He flicked through again.

'Today was the finals of the Hoen Grand festival. The first battle, I beat Harley with mor then a minute left. He looked a quite annoyed at his loss, but I shook it off. Next, I battled Anthony, and beat him aswell. I was very happy when I found I had made it into the top eight! My next apponant was Drew. He is a knda quite-but-gental person. He is annoying, but sweet at the same time. He is good looking, and if I didn't love Ash with every inch of my soul, I would go after him. To my dismay, Drew beat me. Allthough I was the loser, everyone in the croud started cheering for me. I was really happy! Later on at the after-party, I found him on the beach, training. He lost to Robert. We had a chat about getting read for next years competition, but then he walked off. I shrugged, and found Ash, Brock, Max and my Mom. I told the all that I want to keep trying to be a top-coordinator. Ash smiled, and annouced that he will win the hoen League. I really hope I am there when he does that.'

Ash felt his heart twist as he read what she had wrote about Drew. 'I wonder what she would of wrote if she knew he would do that to her?' He thought to himself. Ash looked over at the clock, and saw it was gettign really late. He flicked to the last page that May had wrote on, and read.

'Today my life ended. I went round to see HIM, like I have allways done. I thought it would be as allways, we sat down, had a meal, and then talked. But I was wrong. He was out wh n Igot in, and him Mom told me to come in and wait. She told me to sit in the living room, and gave me a cup of tea. I waited for an hour, and he still didn't turn up. After a while longer, his Mom said that she needed to go out, and I was free to wait untill Drew got back. I decided to wait. Biggest mistake ever. Drew came in after another hour, and it was now about 8-ish. He was swaying ,and his voice was all strange. It was quite obvious he was drunk. I decided it wasn't such a good idea to stay, and waited untill he was in the kitchen. I walked quickly but slently towards the front door, but in his drunkeness, he had left his shoes all over. I tripped, and fell, making a load of noise. He peered round the door, and set his eyes o nme. I won't ever forget the look in his green eyes… It will forever haunt me. He walked towards me, smiling, almost greedly. I rember crawling backwards, and him laughing, and then picking me up, and slinging me over his shoulder. I was screming by now, and he was yelling at me to shut up. But I wouldn't. I prayed with eveyr inch of me that his Mom would get home. The last thing I heard was Drew yelling at me to shut up, and then it went dark. I think he must of hit me. When I woke up, I was in a white room. I looked around, but my vision was pretty hazy. A person walked in, and introduced herslef as Doctor Marion. She sat down next to me, and started to explain what had happened. She told me I had been found by a lady (Who was Drews Mom) And she had immediately called the police. She had her own son arrested. I had been brought here, and then did a few tests. I had been raped by the one who was supposed to love me, take care of me, and be there for me. Al lthe promises he had made to me, they were all crushed. The doctor told me I had various stiches, inside and out. I also had a concussion, and had been out for 5 hours. My left leg was broken, and the doctor said that It had probably been forced backwards. I shuddered at the thought, and decided I was glad I was out. After she left, I cried myself into a dark, dreamless sleep. I wish Ash was here to comfort me, but he is gone. And he is never coming back.'

Ash stared at the page, and realised he was crying. Why hadn't he been there for her? If he was there, she wouldn't of gone out with him. She wouldn't of had this happen.

He decided what must be done.

Drew Hayden must die.