Confessions

"I knew it!" – said Clay to Alex while pacing around the bar, they were alone since the owner leave Clay to close and he closed all and turn off most of the lights, but stayed with Alex after he told him they needed to talk.

"What are you talking about? We hide it pretty well from you overprotective self" – said Alex

"The scent" – explained Clay – "When I saw you two at the park you smelled like him and the morning after that day too, but I didn't questioned you about it, but I knew something was up" – said Clay

"Well now you know, you can die in peace" – said Alex drinking some experimentation drink that Clay make for him

"I can't, because now you are in this predicament with two guys looking up for you that are going to push me away from you" – said Clay with a smirk

"Really?" – asked Alex annoyed – "are you gonna play the jealous card? I can't even" – said really annoyed

"Come on, I'm just messing with you…kind of, I still don't want you to push me on a side when you start to get a boyfriend or something" – said Clay

"I would never and I don't have a boyfriend, just two crushes around me" – said Alex

"Well, I think Isaac is a little more than just a crush, Brett I don't know about him, but Isaac, he even kiss you, I think he is the one that wants more" – said Clay

"Yeah but Brett cuddle me and the morning when he saw Isaac he looked jealous of he being there and saying that thing of "Am I interrupting something?" thing" – said Alex

"Well I kind of see the confusion there, but still, I don't know, I mean I act with you like that" – said Clay

"I know, but you are you Clay and Brett is Brett" – said Alex and Clay arched and eyebrow at what he said – "sorry, I mean I know you for a long time, so it's like normal behavior between us, but Brett we only know each other for 3 weeks as much" – said Alex

"Well, now my head hurts, I feel like this is simple, but you are making it difficult" – said Clay sitting on the couch that is on the bar

"Come on, help me a little" – whined Alex as he stand up and goes to sit next to Clay and leaning to lay on his side with his head on Clay's shoulder and Clay put his arm around him – "am I making it difficult?"

"I don't know, maybe you are, because I feel like Isaac has stronger feelings or something with you, he even kissed you, but Brett on the other hand, he haven't done anything actually big, but still there is something suspicious there, so maybe is actually difficult" – said Clay calmed – "and that's not adding the fact that you like both"

"Yeah, but that doesn't mean actually anything, I liked you and I never did anything about it" – said Alex

"You liked me?" – asked Clay

"Liked, I said liked and it was a crush, nothing to worry about" – said Alex

"And you never did anything about it?" – insisted Clay

"Yes, because…I don't know, I just don't know how to act with that and giving my condition of being an "submissive" I'm like containing all inside because I don't know how it will all come together or if it actually will come together somehow, you know, being that and find a boyfriend and "true mate""

"I'm a good material for true mate, I mean all this year's knowing you and all" – said Clay

"Oh come on, don't add yourself in the mix, I'm already pretty mess up now" – said Alex

"I know, I'm just flattered and kinda confuse, like…I never knew that and the Isaac thing, what other things you being hiding? Are you a woman? Do you have other powers? is your mom my mom and we are actually brothers? Or other stuff like that" – said Clay between joking and talking actually for real

"Nothing, I don't hide stuff from you" – said Alex rolling his eyes

"Your heartbeat…" – said Clay and Alex froze – "your heartbeat is racing…there is doubt…so you are lying? Have you hide stuff from me?" – asked Clay a little mad

"Clay…I…just…don't hate me, please" – said Alex and Clay calmed down – "Clay…Sam…he didn't bite you…it was me"

"What? Sam? The guy that almost rape you, what do you mean that he didn't bite me?" – asked Clay

"It was an accident, ok? I was about to bite him when you put your hand over his shoulder and I ended up biting you, I never told you anything because I thought you will hate me, after all you looked so confuse and sad after you run away with me because a big part of your was acting by instinct and not with your…" – said Alex

"You bite me…" – whispered Clay

"Clay…" – said Alex getting close and Clay jerk him off of him

"YOU BITE ME?" – screamed Clay to Alex angry

"It was an accident" – said Alex

"You are the reason why I'm this?!" – said Clay mad

"Clay come on…don't…" – said Alex getting close

"NO! Don't get near me" – said Clay

"Clay…I…" – started to say Alex

"I SAY NO!" – said Clay as he grab him and push him against a wall of glass with bottles and stuff that smashed against Alex body and he fell on the ground – "damn…Alex…" – said Clay more calmed and worried moving to Alex who just raise his hand to tell him to stop

"I…I deserve this…I'm sorry…I will…I'm sorry" – said Alex as he ran away from the place and Clay sit on a chair with his elbows resting on his knees and his hands on his head

"Don't worry, you are going heal real quick" – said Deaton taking off the last piece of the little glass from Alex body

"Thanks Deaton" – said Alex a little sad putting his t-shirt back on

"Are you sure you are ok?" – asked Deaton worried

"I will be" – said Alex

"He will understand, it was an accident, it's not like you actually wanted to give him the bite" – said Deaton

"I know, but a part of me during the first week after we were both werewolves was happy that I was with him on my side and I wasn't alone, but also it felt guilty, I always felt guilty, that's why we are here, I wanted him to have a life beside me, not that I will not like to have him in my life…but I don't think that's something he want, it's like something he is doing because he doesn't have much options" – said Alex while crying some

"Alex…" – started to say Deaton

"Don't worry, I'll be fine – said Alex with a fake smile and tears rolling down his eyes – "I'm gonna get going, ok?" – said Alex with his voice cracking picking off his stuff and getting out of Deaton's ER when he bumped into someone

"Wow, hey, what's the rush there …" – started to say Brett – "Alex? Are you ok? Why are you crying? What's up with these cuts?"

"I'm fine, I just need some fresh air" – said Alex

"Who did this to you?" – said Brett

"Brett not now, ok?! I don't need you coming around confusing me when I just mess up things" – said Alex

"What are you talking about?" – asked Brett

"Clay!" – said Alex crying – "I just told him the truth, that I was the one that bite him, not the guy who tried to rape me, but it was an accident, but I kept that from him after so long, I'm a horrible person for doing that and let him take care of me for so long because he doesn't have too many options…fuck!" – said Alex cleaning his tears but more were coming

"Alex…" – said Brett getting close

"DON'T!" – Said Alex backing off from Brett's touch – "I don't need you to come and be all nice to me and cute like a good friend, because it's all friendly to you, but not to me ok? It confuses me, because I have a stupid crush on you and you are not making it easy"

"You have a crush on me?" – asked Brett surprised but kind of smirking

"I'm out, leave me alone" – said Alex turning away from Brett but he grabbed his wrist and pull him close to him and hugging him

"No way, I'm gonna let you leave like this" – said Brett keeping his grip on Alex until Alex eased and cry some in Brett's arms until he felt Alex relaxing – "better?"

"I don't know, maybe, I still feel awful about Clay" – said Alex with a sad look

"He will forgive you, don't worry…now about the crush thing" – said Brett

"Brett, come on, it's nothing don't worry, I…" – started to say Alex when Brett cut him off by kissing him with a little intensity but sweet.

"Guess it wasn't all friendly to me after all" – said Brett with a smirk after the kiss and winking at Alex

Wow! Did you see that one coming? I told ya I had some twists for the story before getting to Alex decision, which by the way I'm still waiting to see more comments about what would you like the decision to be, I saw one Guest commenting I shout out to him thank you for supporting the story, if there is some other Guest that likes this, you can comment like that one and stand for Team Brett or Team Isaac, I still got 2 or 3 more chapters to come, so keep reading, follow or fav, comment for Alex/Brett or Alex/Isaac and see you next chapter.