Updated! I'm so sorry about the wait. I got caught up in homework. But please enjoy the chapter!
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto. Just the plot.
With Sakura
Ever since Ino moved out and into Shikamaru's apartment I've been really sad. She left saying that she needed space and needed to clear her head. But… I wasn't stupid! She left because of the fight we had.
Tenten was acting strange everyday. And she even got back together with that loser asshole Neji! I was more than upset about it, but I didn't want her to feel bad so I just bit my lip and smiled.
Sasuke and I were fine, but we also found a problem in our future. Since we've been married, I thought that by now I would be pregnant but… when I went to the doctor's office, they told me that I wasn't ever going to be able to have children.
I knew exactly why… and I hated that man even more… When I was younger my life used to be fun and exciting, well up until my mother died. I remembered crying for an entire week. Mt father told me that he was going to always be there for me and that the monsters were never going to get me.
I was stupid enough to believe him, but then again I was only a little girl. I was age seven to be correct. I had always been afraid of the thunder in the night, so I would get into my dad's bed. I mean he was my father after all, right?
Well, one night he had been drinking while I was asleep. I could smell the heavy sake coming from his breath. I thought that he just didn't brush his teeth…
I lay there silently, feeling a little better that I had my dad with me. Approximately, five years went by after my mother died… I was feeling so much better because I had my father. Well… that was until that stormy night…
I was twelve years old, about to turn thirteen. The storm turned ugly and the thunder was so loud, I was curled into a ball and covered my head with a pillow. I didn't go to my father's room anymore, it was embarrassing.
The door creaked open and I looked up and saw my father standing at my door.
"Daddy? Is something wrong?" I asked
"No princess, daddy just needs you to him feel better." He told me
I smiled and stretched out my arms to him. He wanted a hug! He always said that before hugging me, it was something we came up with after my mother died, to make both of us feel better.
"Oh my little princess, you've grown so much…" he whispered into my ear
I backed up and smiled.
"Goodnight daddy." I told him
I was going to lay back down, but he stopped me. I looked at him questioningly.
"You remind me of your mother Saku" he breathed on me
I didn't know what to do, he was starting to scare me.
"Daddy, I'm really tired. I want to go back to sleep." I said
"We'll sleep together…" he growled
I had no idea what he was doing… All I knew was that he was hurting me. He took off all of his clothes and mine as well. I cried out for help, but nobody came running. I tried my best to get him off of me, but nothing helped.
He tore my innocence into pieces and left me with nothing.
The next morning I woke up in a pool of blood. I felt so dizzy… My father rushed me to the hospital and they took me away from his arms. I felt relief, but not for long. The male doctor was touching me and I didn't like it, so I screamed.
The doctors came back out to my father and I could hear them from the room.
"Sir, it seems that your daughter is the victim of rape. And as far as I can tell, it was brutal and forceful enough that her insides are a torn up mess… But the antibiotics should take care of the healing." The doctor told my father
"I'm going to catch whoever did this to my little girl!" he yelled
I thought I was going to be sick. He just denied all the wrong and terrible things he did to me. I let my silent tears roll down my cheeks. I was alone in this world… My father was no father at all, he just wanted to be happy and make me miserable.
I endured that kind of torture for the next fours years of my life… and nobody knew…
I snapped out of my thoughts and sighed.
Great… it was only my thoughts again….
"Sakura, shall we get going? The movie will start soon." Tenten informed me
"Yes, let's get going. I need to pick some things up on the way back, is that alright?" I asked
She nodded and smiled. I volunteered a lot at the women's hospital and I've been noticing that Tenten's been throwing up every morning… Hmm.. maybe I needed to ask her about that.
We took the subway there and I was so scared. I didn't know how Tenten kept her cool in these things, I was fine with paying a crap load of money just to get where I needed.
"Don't worry Cherry, we're almost there. We can get into the cab later…" she said amused
I grumbled and put my head between my legs. I was nauseous…
Finally after about a thousand years, we finally got back to land! Well… more like the streets. I was excited to see all the cab drivers lined up!
"Come on, I'll pay." I told Tenten
"Yeah, you better. I don't have any cash on me." She said
Great, we were two girls with no cash in New York city. Just how in the hell were we supposed to get across town without cash?
"Yeah, yeah, yeah just get in" I told her
We drove a couple of blocks and got off. We were finally here at the theatre and went inside. Apparently, there was a horror film I needed to see for my digital media class. The title was…
"The last house on the left?" Tenten shrieked
Oh yeah… Tenten isn't great with horror films. Oopsies!
"Don't worry! I'm right here!" I nudged her playfully.
"Yeah… that means I'm just as good as dead!" she shouted
"Hey! Want to shout that louder? I don't think the people in the shitters heard you Ten!" I hissed
She smiled nervously and hid behind me. I sighed and walked to the ticket person.
"Two for Last house on the left, please" I ordered
"That'll be $16.00" she told me
Shit! What the hell happened to five dollars a person? I whipped out my credit card and watched as she swiped it.
"Here are your tickets and enjoy your show" she smiled
Yeah whatever ass… I wasn't going to have fun with a teenager crying and screaming next to me.
With Ino
"Do you want to get out of here?" I asked Shikamaru
"Nah… we can just lay around." He lazily grumbled
I sighed. We hadn't gone anywhere for the last three days. I was getting worried if I would ever get to see the light again!
"Shikamaru, please let's get out of here. We don't have to go clubbing, we can just take a walk…" I pleaded
"No, Ino… I don't want to…" he grumbled again
I sighed and walked back into the living room. Living here wasn't like I expected it to be. I thought couples were supposed to have fun with each other. All Shikamaru and I did was sit around and sleep… well that's the only time we ever spent together.
I was always home alone most of the time. Sasuke was with Sakura, Neji was with Tenten, and Shikamaru was always with Temari at the club or working on his photography with his personal assistant…. Temari…
"Hey Ino, can you bring me a coke?" he yelled from the bedroom
"Yeah… sure…" I said
I went into the kitchen and got his coke. I was happy to be with Shikamaru, I just didn't like not doing anything when I got home. I was a busy body, so I had to be doing something at all times.
I recently became interested in Taiwanese dramas. I hated waiting around for Shikamaru when he had his "extra work". It always involved a certain girl named… Temari, every single time…
"Here you go…" I handed him his coke.
"Thanks beautiful" he told me
I smiled and walked out of the bedroom. My simple life with Shikamaru wasn't too happy after all. I was confused about everything, I had no idea what I was going to do. Maybe Sakura was right about what she said.
"Shikamaru, I'm going out." I said before walking out
I needed to get out of there. I didn't want to ruin anything between Shikamaru and I, so I left the apartment for now. I missed Tenten, maybe spending some time with her is what I needed.
Ino: hey wanna hang?
Tenten: sure! Come to the movies!
Ino:Alright! See ya!
Tenten: see ya!
I smiled and got into a cab. My driver would take a while to get here since he didn't live close to Shikamaru's apartment.
The cab driver drove me to the theatre close by and I got out after giving him his money. I bought a ticket for the horror movie, last house on the left. I had no idea why Tenten was here watching this movie. She had no tolerance for horror films.
I walked into theatre seven and saw Tenten's silhouette. I smiled and walked over, but when I got there I didn't expect to see someone there…
"Ino! I'm glad you made it! Come sit down, Cherry was complaining about me not being able to be quiet." She told me
I looked over at Sakura and she smiled and got up. She hugged me tightly and I had to laugh a little.
"I'm so sorry Ino. I hope you're not mad at me." Sakura pleaded.
I giggled and hugged her back just as tight. This was the first fight we ever had and I missed her.
"I'm not mad at you sweetie" I told her
"Good, now you can come back and stop living with lazy ass" she shouted
Oh man… now everyone in the theatre knew.
"Shhh!!!" Tenten hissed
Sakura and I smiled impishly and sat down our seats. The movie started and Tenten sat between us holding both of our hands. She was such a nut. I had my friends back in my life and I was content with that, maybe living a simple life just wasn't for me after all.
With Tenten
I was still freaked out about the movie we saw the other night. Ino and Cherry made up and it made things a whole lot easier. Ino moved back into the apartment and broke up with Shikamaru… she was depressed about the whole thing. She wouldn't tell us why she broke up with him, all we knew was that she was heartbroken about the whole thing.
I had my own problems which were boiling up even more. I didn't know how to tell Ino and Sakura about me being pregnant. Neji was always around so I didn't feel too alone. I laughed about how Sakura and Ino both made Neji promise to never hurt me again, and if he did then they would personally detach his… um I think you know what.
"Neji, please!"
"No"
"Please"
"No"
"Please"
"No"
"Please"
"No"
"Please"
"Please"
"No"
He smirked in triumph. He never played fair.
"No fair! You always beat me." I pouted
"Tenten I can't give you my boardwalk. Those are not the rules." He told me
"Neji! It's only Monopoly! I'm sure the rules aren't going to put you in jail." I said playfully
"Fine… here."
He gave me the boardwalk card and I kissed his cheek in thanks. Ever since he beat me at all the games we had in our closet, I decided that this was one game I wouldn't let him win, even if I had to play dirty.
I didn't feel too good, I actually felt queasy. Oh no!
"I'm going to be sick…" I mumbled under my hand covering my mouth
I ran into the restroom and threw up. Oh god… stupid me for getting pregnant. I swear this is the only baby I'm going to be having in this lifetime.
"Tenten!" Neji said alarmed
He held my hair out of the way and rubbed my back.
"Go away Neji… I'm sure you don't want to see any of this…"I groaned
He chuckled
"You sure can get moody…" he said
"I feel so disgusting… I bet the baby hates me…" I mumbled
"Don't be silly… nobody could hate you. Especially not our baby" he said nicely
I blushed and brushed my teeth and rinsed my mouth with mouth wash. Neji and I started making plans to move into an apartment of our own soon, before the baby was born.
"I love you Neji" I mumbled against his chest
"I know, I love you too Ten" he kissed the top of my head
"Do you think we should tell our friends?" I asked
There was a pause
"When your ready to let out the news, I'll be right beside you." He told me
I smiled and hugged him tight
"I think now is the right time. Sakura and Sasuke are in her room and Ino is in her room." I said
"What about Shikamaru?" he asked me
"We'll tell him later… like tonight or something." I said
He kissed my forehead and looked into my eyes and smiled.
"Alright, let's do it" he whispered
I smiled and held his hand tight in mine. Neji gave me strength when I didn't have any, and he also made me feel like I could do anything.
We walked into the living room and saw Ino, Sakura, and Sasuke watching a movie. I cleared my throat.
"Um, guys… We have some news, we need to share with you." I said bravely
"Okay, what is it?" Sakura asked
I gulped and was about to make a run for it, but Neji gripped my hand tightly. I looked up at him and he smiled at me. I took a deep breath and let it out.
"I'm pregnant" I announced
Ino's mouth fell open, Sasuke raised his eyebrows, and Sakura looked like someone just spit out one of her cakes.
"WHAT!" both Ino and Sakura yelled in unison
Oh boy… I knew this was going to happen.
"Sakura, Ino… please." Neji hissed at them
They backed up and Sakura took Sasuke's hand. Neji was really protective of me, they knew that very well.
"Alright… let's all calm down. Now please start telling us the story, both of you." Ino interrupted
"Go on, Ten" Neji smiled.
I nodded and held on to him tight.
"Well… Neji and I, well… you know. I got pregnant and I didn't know about it until I went to the doctor after I fainted in class. And ever since then I've been seeing the doctor for updates and I'm about a month and a half pregnant." I let out
Sakura smiled and hugged me tight.
"I'm going to be an auntie!!! Ino! We're going to be aunties!!!!" she screamed
Ouch! My ears! Sakura needs to tone it down… A LOT!
"I'M SO EXCITED!!!!" Ino screamed as well
Oh my god… I'm going to die before I have this baby.
"Congratulations, Neji, Tenten." Sasuke offered
I smiled and nodded, as well as Neji.
I know I couldn't have done it without Neji here. I was glad that Neji loved me, because right from the start I gave him my heart.
Hah! That was a line from a song!
With Shikamaru
Ino left me… she moved out and left me… I was alone again…
Ino came home after going out that evening. I guess she saw that I wasn't home and went to Avalon. Temari was there…
I walked into the back and saw Temari crying.
"Hey, Temari what's wrong?" I asked
"Sh-Shikamaru! Everything is messed up!" she whined/cried
She threw herself on me and hugged me tight. I couldn't turn a woman in tears away, that would be rude and heartless of me, unlike Sasuke and Neji I couldn't do that.
"Calm down Temari" I tried shushing her
She kept crying and yanking on my shirt. Honestly, this girl was such a drama queen.
"Temari, calm down and please let go of my shirt. Ino might get the wrong idea." I told her.
"Shika-kun why do you love her and not me?" she asked
I knew this would happen. I should've just let her cry… but I have a really guilty conscience.
"Temari eh… I do care for you, but as a friend, a really good friend. But I love Ino, as in I'm really in love with her." I told her
"B-But, I could be just like her Shika! Please don't leave me behind just like everyone else did! Please!" she begged
This was just too much. I had to get her off me now.
"Tema…"
I never got to finish because her lips came crashing down on top of mine. I tried pulling her off of me, but this girl was on steroids or something.
I couldn't believe I was being violated by a chick man… ugh! I sure hope Ino doesn't come to know about this, she would be so angry.
"Shikamaru?..." a soft voice called out gently
INO!!!
Temari broke apart from me and snuggled her head into my chest. Tears spilled out silently from Ino's eyes.
Shit…
"Ino! I…"
"Save it! We're through!" she cried out and ran away
"Shit! Ino!" I yelled while running after her
By the time I reached the door, she was gone… out of my life…
I had lost the only girl I ever wanted to be with. I was really screwed now…
"Shika I'm sorry about that Ino girl, but now we can be together right?" she asked
I shuddered at the thought of even kissing her. I meant no harm, but Temari reminded me of a man… She was great by herself and she would be better off with someone just as strong as her, but as for me, I wanted and needed another girl and her name was Ino Yamanaka.
So sorry if there are Shika-Temari lovers reading, but I don't really like that pairing. :( I'm sorry!!! :( But, I hope you enjoyed it! Please review!!! I love you all for reading and reviewing!!!!