Lost in Your Eyes

When I woke up I was stiff but my headache was now a dull pain in the back of my head so I stretched out and went to wash up after a quickie pee break .I splashed water on my face brushed my teeth and fixed my hair tying to decide up or down...I experimented with a few styles lost in thought when I felt a pair of hands slide over my waist..

Darling u r sexy no matter

how you wear your hair [Mandy]

Her voice was a soft purr in my ear as I felt her breath hit my checks as she encircled her arms around my stomach and waist. I grinned dropping my hair and turned my head to face her my eyes scanned her gorgeous face and I smiled ..her eyes were so full of love laughter light .I was lost in them she looked at me strange but I didn't care slowly I lifted my hand and stroked her face she never broke eye connect as she turned me and gently pushed me against the wall. Her hands slide up to my stomach sending goose bumps up my whole body as she leaned in her eyes checking my whole body out. I felt sexy and shivered at the thoughts of what we could do if we had time..

you know I love you right? [Mandy]

more then your heart can stand [me]

yes and thats why we have to be extra careful

I have a feeling Dullas is out for blood and for some reason she's targeted you

I don't want you to get hurt I'll do anything to protect you babe [Mandy]

I know I feel the same bout you Love u to baby [me]

Now shut up and kiss me [me]

Kiss me she did with such passion and force it knocked me back pressed as far against the wall as possible her body so close to me I felt every curve and every heartbeat as her hands pinned mine above my head her kisses devoured me up and left me breathless and weak. My hands started to fool with the back of her bra as she moaned and held the back of my head kissing me deeper my tongue started to wrap itself around hers our mouths moving in sync as I unhooked her bra and ran my hands over her now bare back and over her amazing chest. She lifted me up a bit to get deeper access without hesitation .I wrapped my legs around her waist moaning as her touches made me rise with excitement ..so deep into kissing we didn't hear anything in till the knob was turning and the door opening we jumped apart and separated so fast Mandy fell back and landed hard on the floor

ow ...[Mandy]

I was in shock and didn't know what to do looking at her worried but she jumped up shoving my head into the sink as she whipped down her pants and sat on the toilet.

Oh my god I'm so sorry [Lacey]

She covered her mouth and looked away as Mandy got up my head was bent over the running sink as I pretended to wash...I saw her through the mirror turning every shade of red

It's okay were just getting ready[Mandy]

you almost ready miles?

uh..yea..[Me]

good let's go..[Mandy]

Lacey had turned away as she did I let out a huge sigh of relief .I had no intention of washing my face I wanted to hold onto Mandy's sweet kisses as long as I could cause I knew they would be few and far between after today. ! 12 weeks! It felt like a eternity …

Taking my hand she lead me downstairs

We have a half hour before the campers arrive want a fast tour? [Katie]

yea sounds good [me]

would be good to know where were going huh? [Mandy]

tru dat so true [me]

We climbed into a golf cart with Emily, Selena and Demi . Katie drove us down the grassy path about 50 feet away into a gated part where before us stretched the most amazing pool ever it had to be a 100 ft it was divided into 3 sections 5 feet 10 feet 50 feet a huge 100 archers of grassy field with big weeping willow tresses the field was filled with lawn chairs and umbrellas a few plastic tables were spread out as well 7 life guard stands surrounded the pool about 20 feet away were 6 separate pools which all had plastic slides and twists slides attached it looked like a mini water park my mouth was hanging open looking at it utterly impressed ..a mini concession stand was set up at the other end..

This will be operated by both a Counselor and a RN at all times

each kid in their welcome pack will have a

plastic credit card type thing with all their

info stored into it when they want a snack they give it to

the Rn and she scans it into the computer

it brings up all their medical reports and lets her or him know

if the camper is allowed the food they ask for on the diet if their on one..

the cards are like an id they must have it on them at all

times their need it for a few things here

they don't have to wear it but it must be on them,

what happens if they lose it?[Mandy]

we can issue another one but after the 1st one we charge their parents [Katie]

wow [me]

yea it's for their safety we use them theirs so many kids here

we just can't keep track of every one

this allows us easier accesses.

That's awesome thou [ Selena]

yea Mac really took every precaution [ Demi]

yes she did [ Chelsea]

After that stop we drove around and saw huge archers of fields a baseball area 3 fields spread out a football one..a soccer one a tennis court a track and field one with an outdoor stage. Then we visited a cabin where arts and crafts were held a range for bow and arrows …

What's this? [Selena]

We came upon a area sealed off it was torn down what ever it was...yellow police tape was blocking entrance no one answered for a few minutes they looked at each other I knew the answer and felt shivers go up and down my whole body pieces of hacked wood scattered the area ...finally I softly said..

this use to be a shooting range for practice it was carefully monitored by a trained

police officer it was a form of therapy for kids

just a way of relishing pent up feelings

but after her mom was killed uh..she didn't want any

other kid to think using a gun was acceptable so

she had it torn down ..[me]

We stayed silent for a bit then Selena blew a kiss and whispered

R.I.P Beautiful Angel [Selena]

We all thought of her at least I think they were Mandy squeezed my hand as we went on...

We toured the rest of the grounds and got to the stables

yay horses! [me clapping]

are we allowed to check horses out? [Demi]

yes of course but if u don't have training please tell someone [Katie]

don't know why anyone would chose

to ride they hurt your bum [Lacey]

you get breaks through out the day just make sure your kids are covered

you have to check with one of the two stable handlers

let's see if their here...[Chelsea]

hello~~

is anyone...

Chelsea's words died on her lips as one of the counselors .I remembered stepped out couldn't remember his name thou...but he was tall well built in tight blue jeans with a buckle brown leather cowboy boots a short sleeved plaid shirt mixed of blue and gray colors.. a black cowboy hat...he was walking a Albanian back to it's stall the horse wined as it was lead in making me miss my home in Nashville so much..

hi I'm D.J

if u need to check a horse out have your ID ready

will scan it and it records the time u checked out

we ask u don't keep them out more then 2 hours

but if for some reason u need to just ask either myself or

my partner Morgan will help u out..

Chelsea seemed to suddenly stay quite and stay back his look gazed over her for a long minute but he turned away as fast as he looked she blushed and looked heartbroken..I wondered about it but it wasn't my business..

Then we toured the building where we would spend most of our time.. we went inside and heard the sound of singing in one of the rooms Zoe was at a piano playing I could see she was lost in the music as she sung the chorus of a popular song...

A million miles that I have gone
With signs that say to give it up
Just tear me down or lift me up
No Time For Tears
No Time For Tears
No Time For Tears

She looked up as she finished and smiled as she saw us waved and came over

Hey glad your getting to see where you'll be working [Zoe]

looks huge [Selena]

not as you would think for a camp huh? [Zoe]

well Mac wanted to make sure the kids all got a

fair turn but believe me it still gets crowded

on the lower level we have 100 music rooms

we use them for

instrumental lessons there's

some for private lessons

some for groups some for practice

the second and third floors are for dance there's 60 on each

30 advanced 20 for those who are in the middle levels

and 10 for private

we have times for classes in each

the forth level is for drama or theater

16 rooms we use as private lessons

one auditorium which holds 2000 people we don't use it for all shows thou some shows we do we

take the kids into La for and rent a theater there

the last level is for class rooms we have 20 music ones 20 drama and 20 dance

their not mandatory that students take academic classes but for those who wish to we have

trained professionals on staff to teach ..

why don't u take your time to look around and get an idea where you'll be working..

We split up to check them out and Mandy wasted no time taking off her shoes and doing some pirouettes across the floor of one of the spacious dance rooms. Looking around I was struck on how gorgeous it was decorated in old English style I felt like I was stepping back into time at the royal Ballet school in the early days. Huge glass mirrors enclosed the walls in front and back.. These kids were so lucky to go to a place like this where they would get the best training...Mandy was now in the middle of a giant leap and as she came down her back was perfectly arched arms out straight she landed on pointe on her left foot and did a perfect series of pirouettes she looked incredible so graceful and so at ease..

When we went to meet the others she was still flushed and had a glassy eyed look which made her so much more adorable .I rubbed her back and arms to calm her down but I was feeling anxious by now hopeful I could help these kids and fearful I would look like a idiot after all I was only 16 myself what qualified me to be a trainer of any kind?

We walked back to the lounge as we approached we saw kids already arriving Mandy stopped and grabbed my hand

Lets make a promise [Mandy]

of what? [me]

that no matter what happens this summer we always stay true

to ourselves and to each other [Mandy]

Yea and remember how much we love each other [me]

undivided right? [Mandy]

forever [me]

We hugged as we came up Katie waved to us as we shoved our way through pandemonium kids running to each other clinging to parents or pushing them away a few little ones were crying some just looked lost I stopped to help a few find their counselors.. As soon as we got to Katie we saw she was handling this like a old pro helping campers find their assigned counselor and soothing ones who were crying, Mandy grabbed my hand to keep me from getting lost. When we reached Katie she grinned

I got things down here covered why don't you go

upstairs and wait as soon as our girls get here I'll send them up

and you two can help them settle in sound good? [Katie]

yea we can handle that right Manderz? [me]

yea [Mandy]

great will see you up there

We took the elevator and got up there in no time the room was empty so she closed the door and pushed me against it without hesitation .I wrapped my arms around her waist and let her embrace me our lips connected immediately and her kiss left me weak and craving more endless sweet kisses .I never wanted her to stop. She tasted amazing her breath against my check her heartbeat beating fast and steady next to mine brushing my hand over her face she looked up and smiled kissing my face my breathing was erratic my face flushed when we pulled apart all I could do was stare in her eyes lost...We heard voices giggling coming our way she took my hand and opened the door halfway

Together baby forever nothing will tear us apart as long as were honest

I'll always be honest with you Mandy no lies I promise you [me]

good then we have nothing to worry about [Mandy]

all we have to do is help these kids find their talent harvest it

and have the time of our lives! [Mandy]

sweet deal I can handle that![me]

She went and turned on the radio trying to pull herself together and the perfect song came on I grinned and motioned to her she smiled and blew a air kiss as I sung to her...

Verse 1:
I get lost in your eyes
And I feel my spirits rise
And soar like the wind..
Is it love that I am in?

I get weak in a glance
Isn't that whats called romance?
...and now I know
cause when I'm lost I cant let go

Chorus:
I don't mind not knowing what I'm headed for
You can take me to the skies...
Its like being lost in heaven
When I'm lost in your eyes

Verse 2:
I just fell, don't know why
Somethings there we cant deny...
And when I first knew
Was when I first looked at you

And if I cant find my way
If salvation seems worlds away
Oh, Ill be found
When I am lost in your eyes

Chorus:
I don't mind not knowing what I'm headed for
You can take me to the skies...
Oh its like being lost in heaven
When I'm lost in your eyes

Verse 3:
I get weak in a glance
Isn't this whats called romance?
Oh, Ill be found
When I am lost in your eyes

A/N lost in your eyes lyrics and song written and preformed by Deborah check out her official website and youtube page. No time for tears by Ashlee Simpson.