-Mirabella-

Jacob had hardly spoken a single word to me in the past two days. I didn't really know what to say. Jasper told me he told Jacob about the Blood Whore thing and I'm pretty sure that's what he's pissed at. He imprinted on an enemy, and then he saw Joseph on top of me in a classroom. For some reason I hated myself for it. I knew it wasn't really my fault, it was Joseph's. He was the one who didn't get all the venom out that one time he wanted to suck it out. He was the one who seduced me when he threatened Antonio's life.

I at my pasta I had made for myself since the guys didn't really know how to cook. The women were hunting today and that left the pack and the guys left with me. I let a growl out. They were coming more often and I kept on getting thirsty. I had called Aro about getting more of that stuff, but he said it was too late for me to take it again. There was no way out of becoming a vampire like my family now. But maybe with my newborn strength and possible power, I'd be able to kill Joseph along with Antonio.

Jacob came into the room and just sat against the wall starring at me. I met his gaze with a glare. My lower half, if you get my meaning, still hurt for Joseph's power thrusts and my body was still a little weak from the venom, so I wasn't happy today. It confused me though that my inner…parts hurt. I'd been with Joseph numerous times and now it starts to hurt. That was weird.

"If you're going to glare at me then you're better off leaving," I said while eating my pasta. "I'm really sick and tired of your calculating stares."

"Then you should've told me you were a Blood Whore," he countered back with dark eyes. I glared at him and threw my pasta away before walking out of the kitchen.

"Well then you're better off leaving because that's what I am and there's no changing it," I said while going through the living room. No one was in there unlike the occupied upstairs.

"You could've at least told me," said Jacob while walking into the living. "How would you like it if you just found out I was a werewolf?"

"That wouldn't be surprising since I live with vampires Jacob. I would accept you like anyone else who hasn't done me harm in my life."

He was silent for a second, glaring. "Why didn't you just tell me Mirabella?" His hands were starting to shake a little. My heart dropped at that since I knew he was getting angry.

"I knew you wouldn't accept me like you're not accepting me now," I answered honestly.

"I have-"

"Bullshit," I interrupted while raising my hands in the air. "Ever since you found out you've been keeping your distance and won't even talk to me. I feel like an outsider in my own house." He gave me a hard stare and I met it with as much intensity. He may have been a good foot and a half taller than me, but I knew how to make a demanding aura around myself.

"Why didn't you tell your family then? They could've at least given me a heads up."

"If you hadn't noticed, Jacob, I have a huge problem with trust. The only person I truly trust is Antonio because he's been with me through my hardest times. Hell, I don't even fully trust Jasper and he's the one I'm closest to in the family."

"So you don't trust me either?"

"Not fully," I answered. I didn't lie. "You may be my soul mate, but that doesn't mean I'll completely trust you. My mother didn't even fully trust my father and look what happened to them. She had a reason to not trust him, he gambled with everyone's life."

"Well I trust you," he nearly yelled.

"Congratulations," I smiled with sarcasm. "You trust me, fan-fucking-tastic."

"Why are you being like this?"

"Why are you? You've been looking at me as if I was some sort of crazed vampire you were scared of! I'm still the same person Jacob. I haven't changed that much! Sure, I'm turning into a Blood Whore, but not by choice. If you're going to be angry with someone, then be angry with Joseph."

"Oh, you mean the man I saw you moaning for?" Jacob yelled. "The guy who you've been having sex with since you were eleven?"

"He raped me Jacob!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. "He was seducing me!"

"Because you opened your eyes! Alice told me about the vision Mira. He wasn't going to kill Antonio don't you see that?"

"You don't know Joseph like I do Jacob. He nearly killed him when I wouldn't give him a blow job."

"So you've given him BJ's too? If I hadn't known any better, I'd say you're a sick whore!"

Everything went quiet in the house and I felt tears pour down my cheek. He looked at me with such fury that it scared me. I back away a step and shook my head. He was shaking a little more and my heart felt like it was going to hop out of my chest.

"I'm not a whore Jacob."

"Then why do they call your species Blood Whores?"

"I didn't become this by choice." My voice quivered a little bit, as he took a long stride towards me. "Joseph made me a Blood Whore, I didn't choose this life."

He looked down at me, still glaring. "Everyone has a choice Mira. You had a choice to open your eyes not three days ago. And look where it landed us?"

"Shut the fuck up you dog!" I screamed. He face dropped. "That's right you fucking mongrel. You come in here saying that I'm all wrong well look at yourself. You're not even man enough to accept your girlfriend, your imprint, as who she is! Imprints are supposed to love each other, not hate. Are you sure you're supposed to me with me? Because if I'm still a hassle then the door is right there."

A huge growl erupted from Jacob as his clothes started to rip. My breath caught in my throat as I tried to move backwards. I was glued to the spot I was standing in as a huge werewolf stood in front of me with a snarling mouth. Before I could even scream, a pair of cold arms wrapped around me and I was upstairs. I was able to see the pack in their beastly forms hold him down.

"What have I done?" I asked myself as I was dropped off in my room. I sat down on my bed as Antonio kneeled in front of me. I tried stopping the sobs, but they soon came and I was wrapped in my brothers arms for a long while.

-Jacob-

Oh god what have I done? I was still in my beastly form as I paced the clearing Mira and I usually went to so that we could get some peace. All of those feelings bottled up from Joseph and I let them out on her. What was wrong with me? Of course I was angry about her not telling me she was a Blood Whore, but I wasn't that angry. I was actually scared of her. I was scared she was going to change. She was going to turn out like every newborn vampire I've killed, blood hungry.

I let out a growl as I sat there contemplating on whether or not to go back. If I didn't, I'd have a whole entire coven of vampires go after me. If I did, I'd still have a whole entire coven of vampires go after me. And I'd never confessed that Emmett and Carlisle scare the living shit out of me. Emmett, for obvious reasons, Carlisle, because he's a vampire doctor that probably knows some kind of way to scar a werewolf for life. I shivered at the thought before turning around and sprinting through the woods. The trees passed by me as if they were waving goodbye. I had an image of Mira's face when I called her a whore. She would never forgive me. And would never trust me again. Of course she didn't fully trust me. If I went through what she went through, I'd have a problem trusting people too. Only, I was her imprint, her soul mate. I should be the one she trusts the most.

I let out a wolf sigh before coming into the backyard of the house. I saw Emmett glaring daggers at me through the kitchen window along with Rosalie and Antonio. The rest of the family was in one of the rooms upstairs just staring me down, even Bella. I fucked up big time.

Antonio appeared in front of me and I looked down at him for a few seconds before going behind a tree, turning into human form, and putting some sweats on that I stashed there just in case. I stepped out and walked up to him until we were a few feet apart.

"Why?" he asked with a glare.

"I…" I sighed, frustrated. "There's no reason. I just got angry about everything that's going on and exploded on Mira. I never meant to call her those things."

"Why are you telling me? I'm not Mira if you hadn't notice." He pointed up to her room. "She's in there bawling her eyes out because she's that scared of you. She thinks she's the reason for all of your anger Jacob."

"She's not Antonio," I assured.

"Then tell her yourself. I'm not going to forgive you until she does. In fact that whole family thinks that too." He disappeared from my sight and I felt some tears in my eyes. I kicked the grass before walking into the house. I was met by Emmett, Rosalie, and now Esme glaring at me as if I were a disease. I walked onward and saw Antonio with Carlisle who was even glaring at me. I've never felt so uncomfortable.

"You're lucky she still loves you," said Jasper as he descended the stairs, "Because if she didn't, you'd die at my hand." More tears and more shallow breaths. I walked up the stairs, walking down the hallways. Edward held Bella as they peered out of their doorway. Edward was glowering, while Bella gave me a very disappointed look. Alice passed by me, the only one to give me a sympathetic look. She knew this was going to happen, hopefully she knew how my talk with her now would turn out.

I stood in front of Mira's door, taking a deep breath and knocking very lightly. She didn't answer so I cracked open the door until it was opened fully. She lay on her bed, back facing me. It looked like she wore a tank top and work out shorts. Her hair was fanned down on her pillow and shoulder. I bit my lip before entering her room and closing the door behind me. She didn't even look to see who it was.

I slowly, but surely made me way over to her bed. I sat down on it, and then laid down when she didn't do or say anything. We were still a good few feet away from each other. "I'm…sorry Mira," I whispered as I scooted a little closer to her. She didn't say anything. "I'm sorry for calling you a whore and targeting you for my anger…I'm sorry for making you cry and changing in front of you in anger. And…I'm sorry for having trouble accepting what you are. It's just that I'm scared for you and me. I don't want you turning into a newborn that's driven by bloodlust. I'm just scared I will loose my Mira. I love you…" I lightly touched her long hair, loving the feeling it brought to me. She sniffled before getting up and turning her upper half towards me. Her eyes were bloodshot from crying and her hands were shaking a little.

"Did you mean what you said downstairs?" she croaked while wiping away her tears with a shaky hand.

I shook my head. "No," I answered her. I knew she'd want a verbal answer from me.

"Did you mean what you said now?"

"Yes, I'm sorry if I'm not accept-"

I was stopped by her finger being pressed up against my lips. "No," she whispered. "I mean when you said you loved me…"

I kissed her finger before taking her full hand and holding it to my cheek. "Of course Mira. I love you with all of my heart." She fully turned towards me with a serious face.

"Then if you love me, why won't you accept what I am?"

"I'm trying my best Mira. It's a lot you know…to take in. First Joseph, now this…" I frowned at her for a second. "But through that all, I still love you and I never meant to call you the things I did."

"I didn't mean it either," she confessed while looking down at her lap. "I'm sorry I called you a mongrel and…dog. It was never my place."

I smiled a small smile before pulling her back down to the bed and rocking her back and forth in my arms. Her eyes were closed and she was breathing in my scent. I was doing the same and felt the atmosphere in the house go from hate to relief. Good, no one hated me anymore.

"Jacob," Mira whispered. I looked down and our lips met in a very soft, loving kiss. I pressed my lips harder to hers as she giggled under them. I pulled away, looking at her with all the love I could conjure. "I love you," she said softly before pulling me down for an even more passionate kiss.

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