Oh my cheese. I cant start off any other way but to beg for forgiveness, even if I don't deserve it! I feel horrible. But life as a teenager is a hard deal! My grades, last semester were HORRIBLE! So I'm trying my best to keep them up! Cheering ends in two short weeks.. so i wont be busy 4 days of the week! I have two games and two practices to deal with EVERY week and I have a boyfriend who I love to spend time with. I have homework -slash- family time on the weekends. I still dont know how I manage to write this! Thank the three day weekend! HA. This is Shane's point of view. I'm writing Mitchie's as we speak and it will be out sometime tomorrow!

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Inspiration for this chapter-Whoever She is by The Main! (:

Finding a way to not cave into my old ways was hard. Especially when you live next door to a girl who makes it hard not give into temptations. I've always known that I would be addicted to Mitchie since the first time I saw her. Now the problem is to give into temptation without hurting myself but most importantly, her.

"Every girl I have intercourse, doesn't fill a whole in my heart. A whole created by a heartless bitch. She was my first love, the girl that stood by my side before my fame, who told me that I was her everything. She fooled me into giving her my heart. Our love was real, until I became famous. Then she started to act out, she became a diva and a bitch. My brothers kept telling me to let her go but I was too stubborn to listen. Deep down I knew it was going to end in a harsh way but I didn't believe in thinking about the future with her.

I believed in the present, the now. I didn't think fairytales came true or were close to becoming reality. I thought it was just a bunch of words, fit to be a child's book. But her love made me think other wise. She made me see all the positive sides from all the negatives. She was strong even when she was seeing my life being torn apart. She was the shine peeking through my cloudy thoughts. Everyone loved her. She was a nice person, outgoing, honest and most important loveable. That all turned sour when our first publicity appearance as a couple. She turned big headed. My family lost her respect. She cheated on me multiple times. She turned into bad news. I can't understand how one person can do so much to another." I sighed as I remembered her words the day she left my apartment.

"She came in with an expressionless face. She strutted, those five hundred dollar heels I bought her because she said she needed to add another to her collection. Her girlfriend followed in suit, with boxes. She ordered her to get all her stuff and stuff them into those boxes. She wasn't even acknowledging me. She was too busy texting away on her Blackberry. Once her girlfriend had everything, Allie looked up for one brief moment and said these exact words. 'Sorry hun, but I'm done supporting you. I will always love you. Goodbye love.' She turned, blew me a kiss from over her shoulder and she rode the elevator out of my life. That's the last time I ever heard from her." I looked over to my left and saw Mitchie's face expression. She was propped on one hand and had tear marks running down her face. I tried to smile as I brushed her tear marks off her cheeks with me thumb.

It was one of those raining days and Mitchie was having another one of those arguments with her mom. Her hair was tussled and slightly wet from the rain. She was carrying her baby blanket and cell phone. She said that her baby blanket kept her warm, even if it looked like a dirty old rag. I let her in, telling her my family was out for the weekend and she was welcomed to stay. Since the night of the party, we both agreed to not mention it ever again. And let whatever happens… happen. I decided to use this perfect chance to get her mind off of her mother and let her in.

"Why are you suddenly letting me in?" She asked, using a light tone.

"Ha, I don't know, really, I guess I just wanted to take all the negative thoughts away from your head and let you really know how messed up my life really is."

"Oh trust me… you don't know what messed up is." She yawned as she fought her eye lids to keep from closing.

"Oh yeah, then what is messed up, Mitch?" I whispered.

"My life." She softly said as she fell to sleep. I silently, chuckle a nervous laugh.

'What could she possibly mean by that?' I thought. I changed Mitchie into something warmer and with out thinking of those dirty thoughts I would have had.

Then it hit me. Mitchie is way different than all the other girls. She's been the first to actually know about my life behind all the walls I have built throughout the years.

She kind of reminds me of the old Allie, the Allie I grew up with and grew to love, but I'm not going to use Mitchie. Mitchie is her own person. Not someone from the past. Maybe Mitchie is the answer I've been looking for all along.

Just like Jason had said.

I put Mitchie under the covers, lightly kissing her forehead, shutting off her phone and closing my blinds.

As I lay next to Mitchie my heart swelled up.

The old ancient feeling has returned.

The feeling of love.

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