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It was a brand new day in Lima, and Quinn Fabray had a brand new plan. The blonde had just parked her car at McKinley s High parking lot and was slowly making her way towards the main gate.
She had this look on her face, this fearful look, and a mischievous smirk that was apparently fixed on her mouth. As she entered, she scanned the room with her eyes, her whole body was moving at a pace that was making everybody around her to be afraid and amuse at the same time. Quinn Fabray was feeling in her skin for the first time in too many days.
She was angry, she was fuming, and she had made a decision: Rachel Berry would suffer the consequences of hurting Quinn s feelings -
"Well, not hurt, that s a very strong and intimate word, Rachel Berry would suffer the consequences of upsetting me, no one s talking about feelings here" – The inner voice would suffer consequences as well, the blonde was feeling tired of having to correct this main and basic err ors on her line of thinking.
And then, she stopped dead on her tracks for a minute when she spotted the brunette. Rachel was already at her locker, and she was apparently going thru a History book, she seemed to be very into it as she passed the pages and reflected on what was written. The diva did not notice Quinn looking afar, and this made the blonde realize she had the advantage of the surprise factor.
Quinn smiled to herself; this was going to be easy.
She walked up slowly towards Rachel s locker, the smirk never leaving her face, her cheeks were on fire, and her heart was beating like crazy, but she made her best not to let it show, people around were starting to stare , hoping to catch one big bully scene.
Instead all they got to see was Quinn taking the History book out of Rachel s hand as she passed by her, and keep on walking like if nothing happened.
Rachel was left there, with her hands still in the "holding book" position, and open mouthed.
Quinn kept on walking, hoping to finally hear something like "Quinn, please give me back my book, I need it for class" , or something like " Quinn, please give me back my book, I will do anything" or even better " Quinn give me back my book, you are much prettier than Emma" .
Quinn stopped walking, she was scared , she really was, she didn´t know where those of thoughts came from, and even though she had tried to push them off , they kept coming to her mind, and each time they seemed to be more at ease in her head. The thoughts were coming to stay.
Then, she reminded herself she was standing in the middle of the hall and that she ought to walk if she didn´t want to catch anyone´s attention, but she started walking a little bit slower as she realized Rachel was not calling after her in order to get the book back.
So, the first bitchy action of the day had failed. But the blonde didn´t faltered, they still had a long day coming .
She examined the book on her hand: " Ancient History: Roman Empire Volume I " , she knew this book, she had read this book, it was at her house, sitting next to Volume II, and she had simply loved both of them.
Quinn loved to read in general, but when it came to reading text books she would always had a thing for History books; good ones of course. And as she had this picky side when it came to text books (or books altogether) she knew this was a great book, and she also knew no teacher in McKinley had given this for Rachel to read, it was simply impossible, even more with Mrs Reed, Rachel s current History teacher , who was a disaster.
"So, I Know who her teacher is, big deal"- Quinn groaned, she reminded herself not to be pissed, at least not this early in the day.
Then she opened the book, she had to admit she was kind of excited Rachel was reading this out on her own, she didn´t know where the excitement came from, maybe from realizing she had a similarity with the brunette, she smiled but immediately after, she frowned
"Similarity with Rachel Berry? My ass, I will burn this book as soon as I get home"
She realized there was something written on the first page of the text book:
"Rae, I can t believe you actually wanna read this, but apparently you love it, and I love you, so I had to get it for you, enjoy it
PS: I expect a big kiss when you are done reading this dedication
Love.
Em. "
Quinn was feeling sick, she wanted to rip the page off, and toss it so far away that it may never return to earth, she wanted to set the book on fire (she really had to start thinking about her fire issues). Was this really a gift from Emma? Who would want this as a gift? .
"You" – Her inner voice was really fast today, she was now angry.
She sighed, closed the book and walked up to her first class of the day with two thoughts on her head.
One : This was a gift from her girlfriend and Rachel hadn´t asked for the book back. With that, she smiled.
Two: Did she give Emma that big kiss afterwards?
When she immediately realized the brunette probably did, she punched a locker on her way to Chem. Class.
Chem. Class was boring, Finn was there, and he was boring, she tried to sit as far away from his as possible, she was doing a great job avoiding him these past days but she knew she could avoid him forever.
But for today she had better things to do, her whole mind was set on one thing, lunch period. It was going to be simple, she was going to walk up to where Rachel was eating, and she planned to toss the brunette s lunch away
"That will break her" – She knew it wasn´t much, but for some reasons she didn´t feel like being truly mean to Rachel, she would try to give the diva a change to get back to her senses before it got ugly.
When Lunch period was finally there, Rachel was nowhere to be found, Quinn looked everywhere for her, the bathroom, the football field, the auditorium and the choir room, there was no sight of the brunette.
When she was about to give up, she decided she should give a look to the parking lot, and when she opened the front door, the sight made her week to her knees.
There was Rachel standing in the middle of the parking lot, with her arms around Emma s waist, and there was Emma whispering something to her ear, they were both giggling and they stroke each other s hair.
Quinn felt like dying, she wanted to leave but couldn't´, she kept watching from afar, she didn´t know for how long she did it, but it was enough time to see Rachel snuggling to Emma s neck and kissing her softly in her jaw, and enough time to see Emma kissing the diva s forehead and nose.
And then, everything became a blur as she saw it happened.
She saw Emma ducking her head, and Rachel leaning forward, and she finally witnessed the two girl's lips crushing together in a slow, tender, goodbye kiss.
She couldn´t help it when tears started falling down her face, they were unstoppable, she tried to hold it together, but found it impossible. The blonde had no idea what was going on with her, but she felt exactly like she had felt the day she arrived at Santana s door.
It hurt, watching Rachel hurt like hell, watching her smiling to Emma, kissing Emma, holding Emma, it just hurt. The reason was perhaps because the hatred towards the diva was just too big to even bare Rachel s happiness, or perhaps it was something else, something different, something even close to jealousy.
Quinn snapped out of her thought when the word jealousy hit her, this wasn't ´jealousy, this was hate, she couldn´t afford to feel anything different than hate towards Rachel, and now she was miserable, and Rachel was the one who had to pay.
At their shared classes through the day, Quinn had played different bitchy tricks to get Rachel s attention. After the display of affection she had witnessed in the parking lot, she was desperate to get the diva to even look at her, she was trying her best not show, but knew she was failing and that made her even angrier.
She had tried everything: At Spanish, she had taken Rachel s seat, so when the diva arrived she just shrugged and went to sit on Quinn s previous seat "Lame, I know"
At Science class she had drawn obscene pictures of Rachel at the board. When Rachel saw them she exclaimed to no one in particular "Well, I guess that whoever drew this has a really high opinion on my body, boy I look hot! "
Quinn s cheek s were unable to get any redder after that comment and the blonde was unable to remove the flushed from her face for the rest of the day.
Finally in English class she had sat in front of Rachel and had started ripping off the pages from the History book she had stolen the diva earlier.
That earned her one look from Rachel, one , she had stopped writing on her notepad when she notice the blonde destroying the book, but the diva looked away immediately and continue writing as If Quinn wasn´t there. The blonde kept on ripping pages until the teacher arrived at the classroom, she then went to her sit, feeling really mad.
It happened at Glee. It was the last period of the day and of course Rachel and Quinn shared it. Quinn had one last thing to do
"Desperate times, call for desperate measures" - She convinced herself as she spotted Rachel already sitting in the front row, and already focusing on her drawings on that damn notepad.
The movement was quick, the blonde approached the diva slowly in order to not making herself noticeable, and within a second she had snatched the notepad out of Rachel s hands.
The diva stood up immediately and with a demanding voice no one had ever heard before she demanded:
"Give that back Quinn" – She spoke softly but fiercely and for a moment Quinn was taken aback and kind of afraid, but then she covered it and said
" Oooh , so NOW we are talking , aren't we Berry? "
Rachel s eye didn´t divert from the notepad that was being held up high by Quinn s right hand.
"Give it back Quinn , I mean it"
Quinn pretended to be in deep thought for a moment before answering
" Mmmm…let me see…I don t feel like giving it back, mostly I feel like seeing what you been up to Berry "
Everyone was staring at the scene taking place in the choir room, no one dare to say a word, and no one really knew what was going on.
When Quinn was about to open the notepad, Rachel kicked out a chair and screamed furiously
"Fuck Quinn! Is your life really so dull, boring and unhappy that you have to go and try to make me as miserable as you every day? Guess what! I m not as miserable as you, you failed, I m a good, composed person who is trying to gain the best of everyday. You however seem to be entirely focus on making the worst of everyday, you are a bitter person, and I don t want to have anything to do with you. So leave me the fuck alone! "
Quinn stood there for a minute; she was open mouthed as everyone else in the room.
Rachel had started gathering her things; apparently she was planning to ditch the class before it even began.
As the brunette was making her way to the door, she brushed past Quinn once more and didn´t even try to take the notepad.
Quinn, ignored yet once more, saw red right at that moment, and then she said it, and she regretted it immediately after
" You may not want to have anything to do with me, but at least I have a mother who does"
