Bella. My angel. My love. My lover. My everything. Why did I go to her house in the first place? Why would I go even though she was clearly at fault right? Aren't I right? Honestly, I was being a good boyfriend by just being protective and loving! Well that's the fact. Loving. Loving can really change a person. If she didn't have that luscious aroma of awesomeness and that pure, innocent Bella personality I probably would have waited for her to find her error and come to me. But I couldn't help myself. I just don't want to stay away from her. I need her! I know I know. Where's my manhood if I'm just going to be whipped right? Just take a look at my place. This goddess is actually mine. Not Edward's prize or Mike's toy. No. She's my puppy forever!
She may not know this but she has the bodice of the Greek goddess and the personality of the most amazing person-which is her! I had never felt this way about anyone. Not that I ever been with anyone but I have to admit, I had my share of fair crushes. Every time I would see my crush, sure the regular things happened. I'd get scared to pass by her, my heart would start accelerating, and my face would turn a bit red, and so on and so forth. It's the same ol' thing every time.
But for Bella, I mean, I know it's different. Trust me; it's not because of the imprinting thing. It's so much more! I mean, she makes me do everything I don't do! Well, there are some things I still do but that doesn't count. I mean, she makes me want to be the one who talks first, to want to be around her all the time.
That's why I caved in first. Obviously I can't live without her. Just a few hours without her were killing me. In the car, I honestly had to bite my tongue and not look at her.
When she told me that Embry was the one invited to her private party I wanted to murder him. I couldn't believe that she invited him and not me. I didn't know how to take it but I knew that either way, I needed her.
I wanted to kill Embry when he came there all toothy grins and everything. I didn't want to just leave so then they would have their precious time together. I made myself stay. When he finally left I was going to talk to her but, I just couldn't get everything I wanted to say out. So when I went walking, I heard her yelling and crying. I even heard her break her bones. Hearing that made me feel like such a fucked up idiot. How could I leave her alone when she was clearly not feeling alright with this situation? I'm such a stupid wolf. I ran back to her house and when I came there she muttered the words: fuck the pizza.
What the hell right? That was very random! I couldn't help but laugh a bit. I checked her foot and I wrapped her foot with some gauze. While she slept, I heard her murmur something about wanting to talk about the 'Jake' problem with Embry. I had to teach her how to come to me when I'm the problem. I was patting her head as she slept. I got up and practiced what I would say.
I thought about this. "Hey Bells? Well I know you don't want to talk to me but I'm really sorry! If you need to talk, I'm the man you need!"
"Oh Bells? You're awake? Hey! Me, Jake here! You wanna talk? Of course babe! Here and now!"
"Bella. You and I need to have a taaaaaaaaaaalk!" then I turn into my demon wolf self and hypnotize her into talking to me.
"Babe. Right now I need you to listen to me and talk later. Look here, I ain't loving the way things are so we need to fix it pronto."
I'm such an idiot….
Bella started waking up so when I went to her she was in the hottest position I'd ever seen her. Not to be a typical teenage boy but…c'mon! Don't hate on me but imagine this. What if you're special someone who you love very, very much was bending over like this? Ah, I see you're getting a bit roused up too!
"Bella, um, hi. Well-" I cut myself off. What the hell am I going to say now? I want to look cool and calm but how? People always say how you should always be like that but they never explain how to.
"Bella you and I-"
"Jake I think I was wrong." I blinked twice to make sure I wasn't fooled by the form her lips were moving. She was saying sorry to me?
"What?" I stared at her with disbelief. This is the girl who got mad at me for being too protective and inviting Embry here. What the h-Ellen DeGeneres?
"Look, I guess I was just a little touchy about you saying I needed your protection everywhere. I like to feel independent sometimes. I like to know that I can stand up for myself. As for Embry, I just wanted someone to talk to about you. I know what I did was wrong. I don't know why I did that…I'm such an idiot." She bit her lower lip and looking up at the ceiling so she could hide her tears away from me. Now do you see why I wanted to apologize first?
I grabbed her hand and she was a little surprised at first. Then she understood and started crying in my arms. I think she was trying to tell me in more details why she was upset with me but she was crying too much. Is it really that bad if I love this girl?
We started talking about us and we agreed that she'll try not to be so hard headed and I'll try not to be over protective.
"Hey Jake? It's almost twelve and my dad said he'd be coming home around twelve or one so…" her eyes and nose were red from crying and her voice would crack sometime.
"Okay Bells. You want to hang out tomorrow or what?"
"Tomorrow is…that's fine with me!" she lazily smiled and I could tell from the way her eyes stayed closed longer than two seconds told me she was getting sleepy. I carried her wedding style and brought her to her room.
"Jake? This is unnecessary. I can walk you know." She grumbled to herself. The thing is she was falling asleep. I smiled to myself as I saw her getting deeper into slumber as her body sway in my arms.
I gently put her down on her bed and climbed out of her window. As my body thudded on the floor, I began to walk around.
Today was a big day Jake…I'm so proud of you!
I know it's a bit weird when you talk to yourself but hey, you need motivation sometimes and when you're alone, who's the only person you can talk to huh? Yourself!
I put my hands in my pocket and began dancing as if I had a stick up in my ass. I bumped into a tree and I apologized to it feeling stupid for even say sorry and bumping into it.
I turn into a wolf. I began to run around the forest. I finally have my girl back. I smiled widely and tried to laugh.
Jake, are you there? Sam started speaking through telepathy.
Yeah? What's up? I stopped running and waited.
We got a scent. It's around the border and trails on.
Crap! Are you serious? I'll be there pronto. I started running towards his position. Once I get there we follow the scent.
Sam! It's going towards Bella's house! Come on! We started running faster. The front door was busted open. All of us run up the stairs but it was too late. Bella wasn't in her bed. The blanket was thrown out of the bed and the window was cracked open.
She's…gone?
I stood there in shock. I just…couldn't believe she's gone. How could that be possible? We were just with each other! How could Victoria come here and take her out of my life? No! She can't do that!
I ran out of the house and tried to search for her scent. It started to go left so I followed it. But soon, it started to drift away.
No! Fuck no! Where is it?! Where's the scent?
I stuck my nose everywhere trying to find it. I howled in deep despair, disappointed that I failed my love. Thinking that Bells is gone, I've never felt this agonizing feeling swirling up inside me before. I broke down howling and crying. I turned back into my human form and screamed.
"Bella!" I yelled out loud. I grabbed my hair and fell to the floor. I went up against a tree and pounded my head on it as I yelled in disgust. How. Could. I. Fuck. Up.
The rest caught up with me and changed back into their human form. They huddled up in silence. I wonder if they're thinking the same thing as me. We didn't do our job in keeping her safe. I know this is odd but I could imagine Edward yelling at me saying how he's going to kill me because I couldn't protect her.
I stood in place as I think about that.
"Okay guys. We can't just stand here. Let's get to finding Bella." We started running; trying to find places that Victoria could have ran and disappeared. We ran about ten miles out from here before we finally found some fresh scents.
Good guys! We finally found a scent! Keep on the watch. We don't want to lose Bella. Sam said.
We chased the scent away. We were determined to catch her. The only bad thing was that Embry was here. I could see in his eyes he wasn't doing this just so she could be safe but he looked like he wanted to be the one to find her so he could be the one to know she was safe and sound with him.
I chased those thoughts away though. I couldn't be thinking about that right now. I just need to find Bella right now. All I need is her in my arms, with me telling her it's alright.
We arrived at this tattered, old, mansion. The grass wasn't even visible to the human eye. There was barely anything there. The walls looked like it was about to break down and collapse any minute. The windows were cracked or nonexistent.
Let's go in? I asked Sam. He nodded and leaded the way in.
Sorry about this chapter being so freakin' short. i'll write a longer chapter the next time! oh and if you want you could review and tell me if you want to keep the next chapter in Jake's pov or in Bella's pov. so yeah!
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