Chapter 10 Your Not Serious

Shay POV

I could feel Kelly's hand moving up and down my back he must have known that I was starting to lose my patience. I mean really who did they think that they were, telling me that I am the one that had to watch my temper. I could feel my body warming up and moving straight to my head causing this migraine to form. Then this wave of heat came over me but it wasn't for the anger I was sweating and my stomach was killing me and don't get me started on the ache in my back it was so intense that it was almost crippling. So this was the last thing that I wanted in my life right now. Then Boden has the audacity the nerve to treat me like this, all I could do was laugh at them. "Babe don't. You need to calm down." I slipped Kelly's hand off of my back and glared at him. "Don't!" I put my hand up and he instantly stopped talking he knew that it was better to lie in the mess that he just made for himself. Telling me to calm down when I didn't do anything wrong. "I need sensitivity training when these assholes were the ones that came to me and made me feel like shit. Made me cry my eyes out, and what they get a slap on the ass. You know what! Fuck you, Boden, sending me to sensitivity training and I'll slap your ass with the biggest lawsuit that you have ever and manage my anger, it took all I had not to bash their fucking faces in and I even managed not to curse you out when you tried to put all of the blame on me and Kelly but fuck that shit. Try me chief I dare you and I swear, I don't care who gets fired." I glared at each of them before running out of the room and taking in some air.

The cold air hit my skin causing the hairs on my arms to stand up as I head shifting feet against the asphalt and salt, that was placed on the ground to keep the snow keep away. I knew the smell it was Kelly's aftershave it smelled like forest air and mint. "Sorry I shouldn't have told you to calm down you have every right to be pisted, they had no right saying that to you the way that they did." I twisted around to look at Kelly he seemed worried and I could see it in the way that his eyebrows duped down and he looked his feet. It almost made me laughed as I walked slowly over to him and place a hand on his cheek lifting his face up. I could feel the anger slipping away. I went to say something but this spans of pain went through my back and he caught me as my knee gave out from the shock. When I met his gaze, his blue eye was full of worries. "What is wrong?" I smiled at him and leaned into his touch "My back hurts that is all you" The worry in his eyes didn't midgate it if wanting to get worse. "We should get Gabby to look at you." I couldn't help but laugh at him. "It's fine, my back always hurts when I'm on my period." He looked at him shocked that I was so honest about it which only made me laugh even more as the alarms went off calling for me. "Alright well, I got it go bye baby." I ran off before he could say a thing to me, I ran into the driving seat and looked at Gabby as she slowly got into the car and looked at me worried for a moment. "You good." I didn't say a word, I just pull off ignoring the glare that I am sure was aimed at me from the others.

I was packing up the gurney when Gabby came behind me her arms folded and she was glaring at me like I had done something wrong. "All right spell it, what made you lose it like that you even snapped at Kelly. I don't think that I have ever seen you guys arguing." I sighed heavily as I pushed the gurney into the back of the ambo, before sitting in the driver's seat. Letting my body slip deep into the leather letting me catch my breath and groaning out lightly. When I heard the door slammed I knew that I didn't even need to look to know that is was Gabby getting in the car. "Alright, so I and Kelly don't always have protected sex so I was getting worried when my friend didn't come at the right time." I heard her suck in a breath and looked at Gabby she had this worried yet surprised look on her face. "I'm not pregnant that why I thought that it would be a good day but the problem was that I did get my period, which I thought that it was going to be a better. But then those assholes have to tell me that I am the one with the issues, I'm sorry but that is just bullshit that's all." I turned to look at Gabby she had this small smile on her face. "So let me see if I get this right you are PMSing and that led to you blacking out on the chief who I have no doubt would be pissed about this for a long time." I looked at her and I started to pull out of the hospital parking lot and sighed heavily. "Yes, but can we drop this conversation I would rather just get through the shift without any more issues you know." She nodded her head and I smiled at her before turning back to the road.

There were two hours left in the shift and I was sitting at the table reading my trashy spy romance novel when I looked up to see that Kelly was stalking towards me this cocky smile on his face. "So I was thinking." God, I hope that this wasn't going to be an awkward conversion cause I can't deal right now. "You, me, some movies maybe a little pizza, ice cream, and chocolate what do you a deep tissues massage from yours truly. Oh and theses." He pulled an Advil bottle that had menstrual written on it. I smiled at him as he placed it gently on the table before sitting across from me."Yeah well, it wasn't too fun getting them from the store while you were out on call but I figured that it would make you feel better and all I care about is making you happy." I could help but grin, I felt pure joy filling my chest at this moment made up for the rest of the terrible day. "Yeah baby that sounds great." I leaned over the table and kissed him lightly on the lips just savoring the moment. His lips were soft and sure and neither of us cared that our co-workers were looking at me. I pulled away and the chief was standing over the both of us and he didn't seem all that please. His lips were twitching and he was sneering that was for sure. "Can I see the both of you in my office right now." Kelly sighed heavily and stood up, waiting for me to do the same. I grabbed the pill bottle and placed it gently in my pocket and looked at the chief nodding my head and walked into the office. Kelly was looking at me our hands brushing against each other every couple of steps it made my skin tingle and my heart flutter and I looked at him. By the time that we had gotten in the office Boden slamming the door but I wasn't going to give him the time to respond. "I want to say that I want to apologize for my behavior, I was having personal issues that I needed to work out. I could have handled it better but, I just wanted to say that it was excused but you're not going to force cousin sling on us when there are no consequences for those assholes."

I looked at him and his face was contorting trying to figure out which emotion that he should take I looked at him, his body shook, like it was about ready to start to combust. "Well no matter the stress, you lost it here, there are no reasons for it. But that being said I won't if your promise that this stops right here I won't send either of you to counseling.I expect you to drop your animosity towards the other two then I will drop the subject but the moment that I sense problems between the four of you, that is it you will all be suspended." I nodded my head I couldn't be happier to get this over with. I smiled and looked at Kelly with looked reluctant to agree. "Kelly Severide.' He groaned at my tone before nodding his head and looked at the chief. "Alright, then the both of you can leave my office." I nodded my head and ran out trying to put this past me. The shift was supposed to be over in a little bit and I just wanted to relax and get my life back on track.

"Hey, can we talk." I looked at Otis and Cruz and sighed heavily before turning to look at them. Otis seemed really worried like I might deck him the minute that I got the chance. I noticed that he was scared. Cruz, on the other hand, folded his arms defensively and glared at me before I could even get a worried out. What a fucking pussies. I sighed and looked at the both of them. "I just wanted to say that I will never forgive what you did but I can move past this. I forgot any anger that I have, to the both of you and that I am looking forward to going back to our normal working relationship." I look at the both of them, Otis seems to be put at ease but Cruz looked like he couldn't care less and if this wasn't what I had to do to keep my job that I wouldn't swallow this. "Hey" I looked past them to see that Kelly was looking at me this concern in his eyes. "You ready to go?" I smiled at him and he walked to me and wrapped his arm firmly around my waist before looking at the guy. I elbowed him in the ribs and he growled under his breath. "I guess that I should say that I am sorry for acting the way that I did. I'm not going to say that I regret it or that I'm not pissed but I am sorry. I guess. Now can we go Shay? Please." He looked at me his eyes pleading to get the hell out of here before things got any more awkward then they already were. "Well I wanted to take the guys out for breakfast as a way to truly show that we are sorry for the way that we created." He looked like he wanted to argue but I just glared at him meaning that he wasn't to say one rude word. Instead he faked a smile and you could tell that it was tight and forced but he simply sighed heavily, "Yeah! That is if you guy are free, it's really okay if you aren't." I looked at the guys and they both smiled wide. "What and miss a free meal no way." Cruz broke out into a huge grin as the tense smile form on Kells face and and a even tighter grin was starting to form. "Great both of guys can follow us to the diner." Jekyll stormed off and thank to his hand attached to my waist so I was dragged along with him.

By the time that we got to the car he was glaring at me "What the hell would you do that what happened to our plan." He was pissed off I could see it in his eyes they were wild and angry and I could understand why. But he was poking at the wrong person. "Don't even start with me I'm PMSing and I will go crazy on your ass you got me." I looked at him my gaze hard and unwavering. "Fine babe whatever you say."His head lowered for a moment before he looked in the rearview mirror he sighed heavily and started to pull off. "Babe?" I rubbed his hand lightly and look at him. "Baby talk to me." I looked at him and his frown started to form on his face "Kells Bells please don't be pissed we could lose our jobs or be put on suspension you don't want that right it has to look like we are making a real effort you know that." He snarled wildly and looked at me as we pulled up to a red light and glare "I know that but that doesn't mean that we have to take them you to breakfast." I sighed and looked at him and he turns his eyes back to the road and growled. "The chief will talk to them this is our way of covering our basis so just please tell me that you aren't pissed at me." I looked at Kelly I didn't like the idea of the two of us arguing even before we got together we never really fought and I didn't like the feeling of it. "Yeah, Leslie we are fine." He turned back and smiled at me as he pulled into the parking lot. I shudder at the sound of my name. "Eww go its, Shay or Les. Don't say the full name you sound like my mother." He chuckled under his breath and pulled the car up to the parking lot before looking at me this worried look on her face. "Alright let's do this thing." He leaned in close kissing me on my lips before sighing and pulling away.

I sighed before tipping our heads together "It will be fine it for 2 hours Kelly then we can curl up on the couch and watch our movie okay?" I looked at him and he smiled wide "Okay just try not to crack the whip in front of those assholes please" I giggled at him what the hell did he mean by that I never crack the whip but he simply smiled at me and ran out of the car causing me to run after we walked up to the door and saw that the other two were walking over to us and I sighed while watching the eye the both of and Cruz both had these dumb smiles on their face like they were about to ask a whole lot of personal question that I wasn't ready for. But I brushed them off and took my seat while the other two did the same sitting across from me. Kelly, of course, sat next to me taking his leather jacket off and throwing the coat over the back of his chair and looked at me before sitting down. Cruz sat across from me and Otis sat across from him this excited look on his face. "So…..uh, since we are all good again, do you mind if I ask personal questions." I looked at Otis as his voice softened and got smaller with each word. But I tried to put some energy into my voice making it sound upbeat. "Shoot Bryan" He nodded his head, before turning to look at Kelly whose face as blank you couldn't tell what is emotions were. "So...um when did the two of you, you know get together." I looked at Kelly and he smiled weakly at me before turning to look at the guys. "Well, when she got hit by the bus I decided at that moment that if either of us went on a call and didn't make it back. I don't want my feelings to be up in the air without her knowing how amazing she was. She was my miracle, my goddess and I don't want to lose her without her knowing how I truly felt. I don't think that it would work out so this well but I'm glad that it did." He smiles wide at me and then looks at the guys.

I felt my heart fluttered at the way that he looked at me there was nothing but pure love in them.I smiled wide at him and looked at him before kissing him on the cheek and smiling wide. I looked at him and then at the guys and they each looked at us not asking any more rest of the breakfast was filled with pleasant conversation till the check came. Kelly paid it as quickly and ran out of the dinner as fast as he could. I, of course, was left with the guys."I'll see you guys next shift." I ran out there making it to the car in record time before looking at Kelly frowning at him. "You just had to leave me in there." He smiled wide and it was blinding. "Sorry babe but it is every man for himself." I smiled wide at him and kissed him before turning to look at the road. "Start driving loverboy." I laughed at him and he groaned but did as he was told.