Just in case some of you are confused about Jessie's and Santana's history. I have made a part of 3 chapters that will help you understand. Don't worry there will be Faberry in this chapters to!

Chanya=Chanel+Santana

Jessie's POV

"I-I-I wa-s g-ett-ing a shir-t and I-I-I fou-nddd a pi-ctu-re of me and sany-a" I said by the end of the sentence I was crying on the floor holding the picture to my chest.

"I will be right there!" she said

"Thanks Rach." I said as she hung up.

I got up still sobbing hopelessly. I got dress into the baggy NYU shirts and a pair of sweatpants. When I got to completely dress there was a knock at the door. I walk slowly down the stairs and walk towards the door; I open it.

"Awww sweetie." Rachel said pulling me into a hug which made me lose it. I grabbed on to her like she was my lifeline and I let the tears start falling. "Let's walk inside." she said smoothly I nodded and we headed to my bedroom.

"Do you want to talk about it? It might make you feel better." she asked

"Y-ye-ah" I said. I try to get a hold of my self and try to even my breathing out.

"Okay, Don't start till your ready." she says putting a hand on my shoulder.

"I'm ready." I say

"Okay, so what happened? I know Sanya broke your heart but you never really told me about her." she said

"I know. I'm going to start from the start." I say feeling guilty because she always trusted me with all her stuff but I never felt like sharing anything about her. I just hurt so much. I took one last look at her and started.

Flashback

(8th grade) (Jessie meets Sanya)

"Stupid teacher." Jessie said as she walked into the school building with her mom.

"Chanel watch your language." Mrs. Hernandez said pulling her daughter's arm.

"Mom, I just don't understand why I have to take this classes." she tells her mom as the enter the school.

"Because you talk back to many of your teacher and they think this teen groups will helps you." she says as she pulls her daughter into the classroom. "Now cuidate mija. NO back talking because that's what got in into this. okay mija."

"Si, mami." Jessie said walking into the room. She walked into the room and was greeted by a tall and nice man. "Welcome to the Diamonds. What's your name honey?"

"Jessie C. Hernandez, but they call me Chanel." I say with a smile.

"Okay, Chanel take a sit next to Sanya." He say and she doesn't have a clue how that could be. "She's the girl with the black hair at the back of the room." He say and she walks away. She sits down next to a very aggrivated looking latina.

"Girls, you know why your here." He says

"Yes, because teachers can take a little feedback or a joke or two." the latina whispers and she can help but giggle at the latina's comment. The latina notices and blushes.

"haha Hey my name Chanel." Jessie says

"Sanya." the latina said

"Cool. So are you "backtalker" to?" Jessie says trying to break the ice.

"No. I just simply explain why the teachers are wrong at times." Sanya says with a shrug "You?"

"The same I guess." she says with a laugh.

"What school do you go to? I haven't seen you around." The latina asked

"Notre Dame." She answers.

"That's that all girl school?" the latina asked

"No, that's the high school." She say "How about you?"

"McKinley Middle." the latina says with a smile.

"After that we hit it off so good, we never really paid attention to the teacher. We were in your little bubble half the time, we used to hang out every weekend and go to the movies. We when to the carnival, bowling, ice skating, and than when summer started we got to spend more time together and we became closer. In the middle of the summer my parents tell me we are going to Disney World so obviously I asked if Sanya could come they said yes. We had such a great time there. It definitely was the happiest place on earth. Than the last day there everything changed."

(Summer of 8th grade) (Disney World)

"Girls were gonna go out and won't be back till noon tomorrow but I know I could count on yous to stay out of trouble. Right?" Mrs. Hernandez said through the doorway that of the girls room.

"Yeah mom, we are just gonna watch the fireworks from the balcony and go to bed." Jessie said.

"Yeah. Mrs. H go have fun in you date." said Sanya with a wink

"Okay, and I told you a million times call me Camila." she said as she walked out the door and closed it behind her in a few minutes the girls were alone.

Fireworks were exploding on top of the Disney castle. It gave the day a Fairty Tale ending feeling. Sanya and Jessie were watching the fireworks from the balcony of their hotel room.

"Thank you for everything Chay." Said the latina hugging her from the back around the waist.

"You welcome San." she said and turned around to meet the latina face to face.

"Your beautiful, Chanel." the latina said and brought Jessie into a tighter hug.

"Thank you. You are beautiful Sanya." she said and the latina pulled her closer for a kiss. Jessie was shocked but within secounds she gave in and deepend the kiss by digging her hand into the raven black hair and the latina brought her closer. The fireworks exploding in the background brought them back to reality.

"Sorry, I don't know what got over me." the latina said scared

"It's okay San." She said and pulled her back into another kiss. This was more heated and hungry. The latina slipped her tongue out and licked Jessie lower lip and she granted her access, soon their tongues were fighting for dominance. Jessie try to fight the moan but it came out; with that the latina pulled her out into the room and laid her on the bed. Soon she reclaimed the girls lips between her own. The latina soon left the girls lips and started making her way down the girls neck leaving a few mark where they could be hidden under a shirt. "Are you sure Chay?" the latina said with a husky voice.

"Yeah San, I want to be my first. I know you won't hurt me." She said from under the latina. The latina returned to reclaim the girls neck. Soon enough clothing became a problem, clothing was soon taken of and tossed across the room. The latina was gentle and loving with the girl asking if she was okay when ever she heared a groan of pain and will stop and kiss the pain away. After a bit of teasing the latina claimed the girls virginity. She heard the girl give a small groan of pain and was than followed by a soft moan. When she reached her climax the latina climbed on top of the other girl and took her lip for a heated kiss. When the girl got the strenght she needed she choice to return the latina the favor. Jessie was just as sweet as loving as the latina but she came to the surprise of her life when she to claimed the latina's virginity. "Oh my god, San." she said.

"I wanted you to be my first too." she said and gather the rest of her strength to pull the girl and into a deep kiss. They snuggled against. "I love you Chanel, your my best friend." The latina said placing a kiss on the girls bare shoulder.

"I love you too, Sanya." she said lifting the girls hand from her waist and placing a kiss. Than they drifted to sleep.

End of flashback

"The next morning we woke up and she was so loving. She got up early and backed all our stuff, woke me up so I could shower before my parent got there and we had to leave. After that we headed to breakfast. After that we took at picture at the gift shop and they gaves us a frame with it and she got it personalized with the name Chanya. She said it was our names together. We came back home and everything was okay in till the day she asked me what we were and I told her we could be anything she wanted and than she said friends with benefits and I told her she knew we were more than that but she was so scared that she ran away. I haven't seen her since that day." I said breaking into sobs and Rachel held me and said. "It's okay Jess."

"I just miss her so damn much. I want to hate her but I can't." I said

"You love her and it's okay she was just got to scare. Makes me think of some one I know?" she said

"Who?" I said curiously

"Santana." she said

"Really? why?" I asked

"If she wasn't pushed out the closet by a commercial in a political battle she will still be in it and denying it to everyone even her self." she said

"Wow, really? Damn that must suck." I said walking over to the shattered frame on the floor.

"Yeah it took her a while to actually accepted after that and a few swings at Finn for begin the source that told." She told me.

"Shit it broke. You want to see it. It's the frame with the picture." I told her

"Sure." she said and I handed it to her before she looked at it she asked. "why did she called you Chanel?"

"It's my middle name but after that happen. I don't let any one but my parents call me that." I told her and she finally looked at the picture. Her expression showed happiness but soon was turn it to fear.

"OH MY BARBRA THIS IS FUCKING SANTANA LOPEZ!" she said and my heart stopped beating for a moment.

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