Disclaimer: do i even have to say anymore?
Hey guys, so what did you think of the other chapter? DRAMA, and alot more in this. Anyway what do you think that boy said to Ally? Read and find out...
Allys Pov
Why? Why is it always me? Sometimes i wish i wasn't famous. Let me explain..
I think im fat, and ugly. Everyone tell's me im really pretty and could be called anorexic. But i however, see differently. Everyday im told im beautiful, but i just think they're saying that to get me to talk to them, when all i really say back is 'thanks'.
But back to my first question. Why? Why is it always me? I always get told that no matter what some boy will end up trying to get me or...fucking me.
Thats what he said. He whispered in my ear.
FLASHBACK
I was sitting down trying to talk to Destiny when a group of boys came up to me.
"Hello Ally" One said and i replied with a simple hello and a smile back then they decided for themselves to join us
"Wanna sit?" I said sarcastically.
"I want to do more actually" he said and the guys started laughing and destiny didnt know what do do.
"Just go away, im not here forever so better not start getting to attached" I said with a smirk and turned back to Destiny
"Your a feisty one aren't you? Maybe you could use that in bed" He whispered in my ear and he took his hand from under the table and put it on my thigh.
"You dont get it do you?" I replied back to him furiously.
"Thats more like it, now follow me home, and im sure if you dont i will get you there somehow to have...fun" He whispered in my ear again and i felt pricks of tears come to my eyes when he said that.
Thats exactly what Mason said to me before he...raped me. I saw Austins eyes and met them as he got pushed to the back and i was begging with my doe eyes until Billy.. that was his name i think said him and he's mates would love for me to join them and get a party started..in bed.
END OF FLASHBACK
I have never felt so angry yet upset and scared in my entire life, only when Mason was with me. Im currenly outside on a park bench trying to slow my crying but it cant stop i just cant get what he said out of my head.
I will get you somewhere somehow to have...fun
I can even see that little smirk he had on his face.
"Ally?" I heard a familiar voice say.
I whipped my tears then turned around to him trying to put on the best smile i could.
"Hey" I said trying to act casual and he came a sat down on the bench with me
"Dont 'hey' me what happened?" He asked and i sighed
"Nothing im fine" I said and turned my head away from his
"Als, i know your not" he said and i shook my head
"And your a really bad lair" He continued and i playfully sent him a glare
"Dont get started Moon" I warned and he out his hands up in defense
"Only continuing what you started Dawson" he said and smirked at me
"Shut up" i replied resting my head on his.
He started to play with strands of my hair and he interlocked our fingers
"What did he say Als?" He asked as he kissed my head
"That he would find someway to get me to his house and him and his friend would show me a party.. i-in bed, it just scared me because thats what Mason did right before he r-r-aped me" I said letting new tears fall and i saw Austins hand balling up into a fist and tense up while i was lying on him.
"Austin, dont get made as long as im with you i feel safe" I said and his face softened.
"Come on, i believe you have to perform then get back to your class with the girls?" He said standing up handing me his hand
"oh y-yeah" I stutter and hold his and only to get pulled into his body into a deep passionate kiss
"Dont worry, im here with you now" He said and i smiled and kissed him again.
We walked into the cafeteria and the boys were all smirking at me as i got onto the stage.
"Ok, this is my new song, hasnt been releases yet so your the first people to enjoy it and hear it, so dance to it because Its My Party!" I shouted as the music kicked in and i started moving my hips and singing.
You're stuck in the playground, and I'm a grown woman now
Considering you hate me, you're stalking like you made me
So why you acting like you're tough
But now I fight you, had enough
Don't you get tired of being rude
Aww, come and give me a hug dude
Let's go!
It's my party, I do do what I want (do do what I want)
So while you sit and watch me
I keep dancing alone, da-dancing alone
So put this record on, and keep it goin' till I say stop
If you were wondering if I give a damn, well I do not 'cause
It's my party, I do do what I want (do do what I want)
Whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa
I think it's time you realize
You're only wasting your time
Addicted to attention, you need an intervention
So why you acting like you're sick
Sitting around and talking shit
Don't you get tired of being alone
Aww, your only friend is your phone?
Ow!
It's my party, I do do what I want (do do what I want)
So while you sit and watch me
I keep dancing alone, da-dancing alone
So put this record on and keep it goin' till I say stop
Give you a wonder if I give a damn, well I do not
It's my party, I do do what I want (do do what I want)
Whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa
You think I speak too much, I don't care, don't care
You think I tweet too much, I don't care, dont care
You think my clothes are crazy, I don't care, don't care
Well maybe im crazy, cray cray cray 'cause!
It's my party, I do do what I want (do do what I want)
So while you sit and watch me
I keep dancing alone, da-dancing alone
So put this record on, and keep it goin' till I say stop
If you were wondering if I give a damn, well I do not
It's my party, I do do what I want (do do what I want)
Whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa
"Thank you" I say and walked to Austin who kissed me and smirked to the boys. They all groaned and i was about to walk until someone caught my eye.
Mason..
Didnt see him coming back but i thought it went well in this chap. Ok SO r&f&f PLEASE AND i WILL update Asap. Ok love you's and until next time! xxxxxxx
