Chapter 10
"O sorry it's just you said that you loved me when you were on morphine and I forgot that you didn't know what you were doing" I say quickly, "We already said we loved each other don't you remember" he talked to me like I was stupid, "Oh crap we did I'm sorry sometimes when I'm really happy I forget things." He laughed then kissed me.
A couple days later we went home to his house where I lived it's weird because we had only been dating for a month but, we were meant to be. "Here we are" I say getting out of the car opening up the truck giving him a crutch and my support. "Thank you" we go up the elevator his apartment door was open. He look scared, he let go of the crutch and took his gun out "Spencer no, it's the movers" I say taking the gun away from him then picking up the crutch "oh, sorry." I helped him in the movers had just finished.
We moved and sat on the couch I look at him. His big hazel eyes, pale skin I lean my head on his shoulder. "Please tell me that, that will not happen every week" I laugh "No promises" he kisses me. "About what the doctor said" I blurt out, Spencer's face looked concerned "umm." "Okay looks Spencer, I made a promise" I continued "to Jesus" his eyes widened "I know I don't go to church but since after I thought you died I made a promise so I wouldn't get hurt again" I started to cry. "Ryann assuming you are talking about the promise to Jesus saying that you don't have sex until you are legally married, then that's ok it won't kill me". "Are you serious?" I say curiously "ya what's wrong with that?" I smiled and kissed him, and then the kiss got deeper and deeper. We leaned back on the couch, and then there was a knock on the door "ugh" Spencer says then I get up and look through the peep hole to see Derek with a box in his hand.
"Yes" I say opening the door annoyed. "I am so sorry but this came to the office" I take the box "I know you two wanted to be alone okay I'm sorry" he peeked his head in to see Spencer lying down on the couch, he winks. Then he leaves, "it's for me?" I open the box to find a box full of flowers I read the letter, "why would you send me flowers to the office" I say "I planned for them to come before I got shot" "thank you" I say going to the kitchen.
I opened the cupboard to find three family sized boxes of fruit loops, I turn to him "really?" but when I turn around I see that Spencer is walking to the bedroom. "Going to bed?" I say walking over to him, "yeah I am, I just want to lie in my- our bed for a bit and I got the team to stalk up so you would die of starvation on me" he tells me this cause he won't be able to cook for me.
I walk beside him helping him to the bed, I run to his dresser to get him some pajamas "just boxers and a big t-shirt please" he asks me "okay" I say grabbing them. He stood up so I could help him get changed it took a few minutes he kept putting his left leg in the wrong pant hole. I helped him lay down then I go and put on I night gown. I climb in his queen sized bed luckily he was on the side where he can see me. I was half asleep when I heard Spencer talking I open my eyes to see him staring at me "you are amazing" I smiled and then he fell asleep with his hand locked with mine.