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All I Want
All I Want by Staind
BPOV
I was on my way downstairs when I heard music blaring loudly from my living room. I knew Alice was down there with Bianca, but I had no clue what they were doing. I walked into the living room to see the both of them bouncing and twirling around singing loudly to How You Love Me Now by Hey Monday. It reminded me of when Bianca and I would have what we liked to call 'dance parties' back in Phoenix. She loved to dance, so we would pick one song and dance like crazy till it was over.
"Mama," Bianca shouted once she saw me in the doorway, "come dance with us."
I walked over and started twirling her around and jumping around with them, pretty much just acting like a kid. Alice was lost in her own little world, twirling and bobbing her head making her spikes fly all over the place. She honestly looked like she was having a seizure, but it made me laugh. And that was the point of 'dance parties', you could dance like a complete freak and it didn't matter, it was just supposed to be fun.
I was in the middle of a spin when I spotted Edward leaning against the door jam watching us with a smile on his face. I gave him a seductive smile and curled my finger telling him to come closer. He pushed himself off the wall and walked towards me, the second he was within reach I grabbed his hips and moved them to the beat against mine.
A few seconds later he was leaning in closer to me like he was about to kiss me. I took a step back from him and smirked while shaking my head. I turned my back on him and started jumping around like a crazy person in the middle of the room next to Bianca, who had taken my hand and was twirling herself with it.
I looked over at Edward and he was dancing with Alice who had come out of her unobservant bubble. By the time the song ended we were all laughing and panting for air after we collapsed onto the floor.
"What exactly was that?" Edward asked.
"It was a dance party," Bianca answered while crawling over to Edward and getting in his lap, "mama and me used to do them all the time back home."
We sat on the floor and talked for a little bit, until there was a knock on the door. I was to tired to answer it so I just yelled at who ever it was to come in.
"Why are you all on the floor?" Rose asked while giving all of us a funny look.
"Long story," I answered while getting up.
"Is everybody ready to go?" she asked the room.
We were all going to spend the night at the Cullen house, since Carlisle and Esme had to leave town for a medical conference, and Charlie was taking a four day weekend and spending it at Lake Tahoe to fish.
"Ya, we're ready," I answered while grabbing the two overnight bags I packed for Bianca and I.
When we got to Edward's house we decided to have a late lunch and watch a movie. Emmett and Bianca went into the living room to pick out a movie while the rest of us went to the kitchen to get lunch ready. We made sandwiches since it was the easiest. Esme had stocked the house full of chips, soda, candy, basically any kind of junk food you could want, they had it.
I sat Bianca's plate on the coffee table so she could eat and not make a mess, and then sat down on the couch next to Edward.
They picked one of the Harry Potter movies to watch, so we all settled down and watched the movie while eating our lunch. While watching the movie I noticed that one of the characters looked kinda like Edward.
"We can play games now," Alice suggested after the movie had ended causing Bianca to squeal.
We decided on Monopoly, since I think Bianca could be the banker and understand what we were doing pretty much.
We played for almost two hours, Edward was dominating most of the board with the exception of park place and boardwalk which belonged to me. I had a lot of money, but that was only because Bianca kept slipping me hundred dollar bills when no one was looking. Rose had lost interest thirty minutes into the game and had moved over to the couch to paint her nails. Emmett was pouting because he went bankrupt, and Jasper and Alice were working as a team to take down Edward. We played for another hour and then decided that whoever had the most amount of money was the winner. That ended up being me, I wonder how that happened.
"Yay, mommy you won," Bianca squealed.
I just gave her a wink and smiled at her, while she was jumping up and down and taunting Emmett, who was fake glaring at her, you could clearly see he was about to bust up laughing.
"Lets order a pizza, I'm starving," Rose said from her position on the couch.
Edward got up to go order the pizza while I went and plopped down on the couch next to Rose.
"Hi," I said while smiling.
"Hi," she smiled right back, "let me paint your nails, I'm bored."
"Okay, but I pick the color."
"Oh, can I get my nails done to?" Bianca asked from Emmett's lap.
"Sure baby."
I picked out a pale pink for Bianca and pretty silvery one for me. Thirty minutes later, the living room smelled like a nail salon and the pizza had just arrived. The boys had been playing guitar hero while we did our nails and waited for the pizza.
It was about 8 o clock when we finished eating and decided to put on another movie. We decided on National Treasure. Alice turned all the lights off which made the living room really dark. Edward and I were curled up on the love seat with a blanket. Alice and Jasper were stretched across the floor. Rose, Emmett, and Bianca were on the couch, Bianca was stretched between them.
Edward's had one arm wrapped around me and his other hand was resting on my thigh. He would slowly move it up and down driving me crazy.
I so badly wanted to tell him that I loved him lately, but I was afraid. What if he didn't feel the same way? I had never said it to someone, and I don't think I could take it if he didn't say it back. With Bianca's father, we were to young to even think that what we had could have been love.
I would tell him soon. When the time was right. When I didn't feel like I had a swarm of angry bees in my stomach.
About an hour into the movie I looked over at Bianca and found her sound asleep on Emmett's chest, who was stretched across the couch sound asleep with his head resting in Rose's lap. She saw me looking over and smiled while running her fingers through his hair.
After the movie ended Alice and Jasper decided to go up to one of the guest rooms to go to bed.
"Will you come with me?" Edward whispered in my ear, "I have something to show you."
I nodded, he took my hand and helped me off the couch. We started to walk towards the stairs when I noticed Rose walking towards them also.
"Aren't you going to wake Emmett?" I asked quietly.
"No, I'm going to sleep in his room, he can stay down here with Bianca so you don't have to worry about her tonight," she winked at me, "besides, Emmett is a bed hog."
She walked up the stairs in front of us and went down the hall and into a room. Edward continued up to the third level, where I knew his room was even though I had never been in it.
We stepped inside and I noticed the floor to ceiling window, the big bed with the blue comforter, and the black leather couch. But the thing that took my breath away was the black baby grand piano sitting in the corner.
EPOV
I pulled her into my room and shut the door. Her eyes wandered around taking everything in, and then they widened when they landed on my piano.
She looked up into my eyes, "I didn't know you played."
I smiled and nodded while pulling her towards it, "I wanted to play something for you."
We took our seats on the bench, I pulled her close to my side. I knew this was the best way to explain what I felt for her. I took a deep breath and started to play.
My fingers moved effortlessly across the keys, and my eyes slid shut so that the music and Bella's sent was all that surrounded me. I didn't need sheet music for this song. I had played it so many times in the past month that it was ingrained in my memory.
I could feel her warm body next to mine as I played. The song was soft and beautiful, it flowed together perfectly. When it was over I opened my eyes and turned towards Bella. She had a tear at the corner of her eye.
"That was beautiful, Edward."
"That was for you, you inspired that," I explained while caressing her cheek.
"You mean you wrote that?"
I just nodded while staring into her eyes. I leaned down and placed a gentle kiss on her lips. Okay this was it, time to tell her how I feel.
"Bella," I said quietly hopping that my voice wasn't shaking, I knew it was when she looked up at with a look of concern on her beautiful face.
"I love you Bella."
She looked shocked for a moment before her lips and body crashed against mine. Her tongue made it's way into my mouth and moved slowly against mine. She eventually pulled back for air, but rested her forehead against mine.
"I love you too, Edward," she said while smiling at me.
I smiled the biggest smile I think possible and moved back in so I could kiss her. The kiss was fast and hard, but then soon turned into slow and passionate. She moaned while my tongue moved against hers, making me instantly hard. She maneuvered her body so she was straddling my lap. I was sure she could feel my erection rubbing against her.
I moved my mouth to her jaw and worked my way down to her ear and then down to her collarbone. I traced her collar bone with my nose, I could see the goosebumps form on her skin. I moved my hand down to her hip and let my fingers trace the little bit of skin that was revealed. I slowly moved my hand upward to her smooth stomach. I looked up into her eyes, "Bella?"
She nodded her head slightly giving me permission. She leaned forward a little so I could pull her shirt over her head. She was wearing a midnight blue lace bra, and she looked beautiful. She then moved her hands to the hem of my shirt, without breaking eye contact she moved it up slowly until it was off my body completely. She threw it off to the side and moved so she was kissing my chest. She ran her tongue over my nipple making me shiver and moan at the same time.
I cupped her cheeks gently and moved so her face was in front of mine. I looked into her eyes and got lost. I leaned forward and slowly our lips met, we moved them together in perfect sync, then her tongue found it's way into my mouth and slowly moved against mine. We eventually needed air so we broke apart and looked into each others eyes, taking deep breaths.
"I love you Edward," she whispered.
"I am so in love with you Bella."
I stood up slowly and she wrapped her lags around my waist. I walked over to the bed and gently set her down in the middle of it. She just looked at me with lust and loved in her eyes.
She sat up and reached for the button on my jeans. She popped it open and the slowly pulled the zipper down making me hiss when she moved over my straining bulge.
Once I got my pants, shoes, and socks off, I moved so I was laying half on her and half on the bed. I moved my hand slowly up her stomach to her breast. Her bra was in my way so I moved my hand behind her so I could take it off. She arched her back giving me more room to work on the clasp. A few seconds later it came undone. I gently moved the straps down her arms and threw the bra to the floor.
"God you are so beautiful," I whispered while staring at her beautiful breasts. I moved my hand and cupped her left one in my hand where it fit perfectly. I moved my mouth to her neck and slowing made my way down to her right breast. I took her nipple into my mouth and sucked gently making her moan and arch her back into me.
I moved my hand off her breast and down her stomach towards her jeans. I popped the button and slid them down her hips and legs. She lifted her hips to make it easier for me. She was wearing panties that matched the bra from earlier, making me moan.
I looked back up at her and she pulled my face up to hers. Our lips moving together, enjoying the feeling of our naked chest pressed against each other. Then her hands moved down them the waist of my boxers. She started to slip them off my hips until she couldn't reach them anymore, I took over from there. She glanced down at my erection and blushed slightly, making me love her even more. I moved in to kiss her.
"Edward," she moaned when my erection made contact with her thigh.
I moved my hand to the edge of her panties. I looked back up at her making sure this was what she wanted. She gave me a small smile and nodded. So I slowly moved her panties down her hips and onto the floor. God, she was gorgeous.
I moved my hand in between her legs, she was so wet.
"Edward...I need you...now."
I didn't need telling twice. I fumbled in the nightstand drawer for a condom, after finding one I slid it on quickly and moved so I was between her legs.
"I love you," I said while looking into her eyes.
"I love you too."
I slowly slid into her entrance, making both of us groan in pleasure. I had to stop for a second or I wasn't going to last very long, she was just so tight.
Once I had control of my body I started to move. Slowly thrusting into her, our eyes never left each other. She started to move her hips in sync with mine. I leaned down closer to her face and kissed her gently.
We moved together perfectly, it was like we were made for each other. I knew her release was close, I could feel her clenching around me.
"Edward...I'm gonna..."
"I know baby...me to..."
With one final thrust we fell over the edge together. I collapsed against her, both of us breathing heavily. After a few seconds I had enough strength to move off her. She groaned softly when I pulled out of her. I got rid of the condom and then I pulled the blankets down so we could get underneath them.
I pulled her against me so she was resting her head on my shoulder. I leaned down and kissed the top of her head. I was about to tell her how much I loved her when I noticed that her breathing had evened out. She must be exhausted.
A few minutes later I found myself drifting off to sleep, with my love snuggled against me.
~*~
I woke up the next morning with the sun streaming in through the window and my beautiful girlfriend asleep on my chest. The events of last night ran through my head and had me smiling like a fool. Bella loved me, Bella let me make love to her, Bella feel asleep in my arms.
I laid there and thought about last night for a few more minutes until my beautiful girlfriend started to wake up. She opened her eyes and looked up at me smiling.
"Hi," she said her voice full of sleep.
"Good morning," I leaned down and gave her a quick kiss.
"As much as I would love to stay in bed with you all day, everybody is probably downstairs," she said while glancing at the alarm clock on the nightstand.
"We should get cleaned up," I suggested.
"Do you want to join me in the shower?" Bella asked with a glance over her shoulder while walking across my room towards my bathroom naked gently swaying her hips.
I jumped off the bed and rushed her causing her to break into a fit of giggles.
Our shower was fairly innocent. I helped wash her hair...and her body...several times. And she did the same for me.
We got out of the shower and I helped dry her off, making sure she was completely dry. This for some reason made her laugh.
We got dressed and made our way downstairs to find everybody in the kitchen eating pancakes. I'm guessing Jasper made them because neither Alice nor Rose knew how to cook. And Emmett could barely make a hot pocket.
"Hey you guys," Alice said with a smile on her face when she saw us enter.
I shot her a warning look, telling her not to say anything. Apparently Emmett didn't see or just didn't care about the look.
"So, what did you guys do last night?" he asked with a goofy smile.
I thought Bella would blush a million shades of red, but she is always surprising me. She slowly walked over towards Bianca and gave her a good morning kiss, "We went to sleep, Emmett."
Jasper handed me two plates of pancakes for Bella and I. She sat down next to me and started eating quietly.
"So, Bianca asked if we could all go to the park and have a picnic today," Rose said while looking at us.
"That is fine with me," I said and looked towards Bella who just shrugged her shoulders.
We packed sandwiches, chips, and drinks. We gathered several blankets and piled into our cars. Once we got to the park Emmett and Bianca ran off towards the swings while the rest of us set up the blankets.
"I swear to god, he is an overgrown toddler," I heard Rose mumbling to herself.
We sat and talked most of the afternoon, Jasper and Emmett threw the football around for a while and Bianca was constantly playing on the jungle gym. Rose and Alice were talking about clothes and I was just holding Bella in my arms. We were completely content with just being with each other and sharing the occasional kiss.
We ate the wonderful lunch that Bella packed for us and just lounged on the blankets the rest of the afternoon.
When the sun started to go down we decided it was time to go home. We packed everything up and got into our cars. I drove Bella and Bianca home and was sad to see them go.
I went back to my house and watched TV on the couch with Emmett for a few hours. All I could think about was Bella, so I don't even know what we watched.
I decided to go to my room and try and sleep. I laid in bed for what felt like forever. I decided to go over to Bella's. Chief Swan was still at Lake Tahoe so it wouldn't be a problem.
When I got to Bella's I rang the doorbell. I knew Bianca was a deep sleeper, so I knew it wouldn't wake her up.
About a minute later she answered the door wearing little cotton shorts and a tank top.
"What are you doing here?" she smiled at me.
"I missed you and I couldn't sleep," I said as I stepped into her house.
I leaned down and planted a kiss on her lips.
She grabbed my hand after locking the front door and turning the lights off.
"Come sleep with me tonight," she said as she led us upstairs and towards her bedroom.
I slid my shoes and socks off, then my jeans and shirt followed. I slid into her bed and pulled her back against my chest and nuzzled my nose in her hair.
"I love you," I mumbled sleepily into her hair.
"I love you too," I heard her say right before I feel into a deep sleep.
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