The Crying Killer

Chapter 10

Ai shi teru

"ITACHI!" Sasuke took his gun off his head running towards me. O Kami! He stopped! Thank you! I was about to go up to him to hug him but he ran right past me shooting. I turn around to see the blond shooting bullets at me and Sasuke jumped in front of me shooting back. My mouth was open and I didn't know what to do.

The loud sound suddenly went quiet… I could not compute what had just happened. I looked over to see blood surrounding Naruto as his gun laid to his side. My eyes then wandered down to my feet at my little brother who had taken Naruto's bullets. Sasuke had protected me from Naruto becoming a human shield… My clothes were covered in his blood…

I fell down to my knee pulling him up in my arms. Blood was flowing out of his mouth in a stream. His eye's clinging onto any light it could. Bullet wounds littered his chest along with his stomach. His torso was bleeding too much blood for his own good. He gave out wet coughs full of the crimson liquid. The bullets had hit his lungs… Tears now ran down my face faster than the blood from his body.

I reached over to my bloodied pocket and pulled out my cell phone dialing 911 and Shikamaru all in one group call.

"GET A MEDIC IN HERE NOW!!!! AT SASUKE'S SCHOOL!!! IT'S KOHONA EAST HIGH SCHOOL! NOW!!!"

"I am coming in right now we tracked the number to your little brothers and set off quickly we have police and medics right now coming in. Is there any danger?"

"NO JUST GET THE FUCK IN HERE FUCKING NOW!" Shikamaru sounded in shock at the use of my vocabulary. I never swore. He now knew something was horribly wrong.

"Right away!"

I looked down to my bleeding lip brother turning off the phone. He started wording something…

"A-Ah-Are Ya-y-you a-ri-ght"? [Are you alright?] He asked practically lifeless. My tears flowed down one hitting his cheek.

"Of course! Don't worry about me! Just hang on! I'm going to get you some help! Just please hold on!"

He coughed up even more blood. His lips became blue and face became pale from the lack of air he was getting.

A faint snicker came from his lips.

"D-i-d-d-d-nt tha-thi-nt die-da-ing w-ou-ou-ld h-urt –ti-s' mu-uch…" [Didn't think dying would hurt this much…]

"You're not going to die! You're going to be okay!" I held him even closer as I heard cops running down the hall.

"T-tac-chi" [Tachi?]

"Save it!"

"I-I F-e-e-l-l Bu-b-e-t-ar…" [I feel better…] He spoke holding my hand willing a failed smile as more blood poured out of his mouth as he coughed. Medics rushed in with one of those beds on wheels. They practically ripped him out of my hands as I didn't even realize I would not give him up. I watched one of the cops hand cuff him to the bed.

"What the fuck are you doing?!? It's not like he's going to get up and run away!!!" One had to hold me back.

"Please Uchiha-sama its only protocol." I forced him to let go off me following the medics out. I gave a looked to my side looking at the dead body of Uzumaki Naruto… He was shot in the heart then in the head. Sasuke's aim beat him… Go figure… What a cop…

I ran to ambulance jumping in the back sitting next to Sasuke holding his hands. The medic stuck a tube down his throat as they started driving I watched him.

"This tube is going down into his lungs okay Itachi-sama? I will the pump oxygen into his lung and pull out the carbon dioxide." I nodded as he started pumping air into Sasuke's lungs. I think he told me that because I was being very protective and not very stable. I looked down at Sasuke's almost lifeless eyes. They kept opening and shutting. I squeezed his hand trying to comfort him. The pain must be unbearable… I picked up his hand kissing it even though we were both covered in blood. The medic could mistake it for brotherly love but he and I knew it meant much more…

I watched Sasuke eye's completely shut.

"His eyes!"

The medic swore. "Shit!" He yelled up to the driver. "Call the hospital; make sure they have a surgery room open right away. He in unconscious already! We need to get those bullets out and fix up his lung immediately! He doesn't have much time!" I felt the ambulance go about 100 miles per hour as we arrived at the ER they strolled Sasuke out of the ambulance. I ran after them but the driver grabbed my hand and told me they would take me into his room when they were done with the surgery.

"I need the keys to the hand cuffs so we can move him when needed." I handed him a pair of keys and he passed it to the other Medic. The driver took me in through the waiting room. I gained tons of surprised stares and startled faces when they saw me enter the room drenched in blood.

He walked up to a girl in a glass like box who had a computer in front of her and she looked over in shock.

"The ER room Uchiha Sasuke, age 16, will be in please?" She checked the computer once glancing at my eyes that probably looked as empty as Sasuke's.

"C56. I will page a nurse. Uchiha-san's is it?"

"Yes."

"I will page a nurse to get you a change of clothes and have her give you estimates on when you son is out of surgery."

"Brother." She raised an eyebrow.

"Um, are you the legal guardian, because you have to be one to be able to go into his room?"

"Yes I am. Our parents are deceased." She gave a frown as the Medic showed me to the room. I walked in the empty room pulling a chair a little bit closer to the bed waiting for Sasuke to be alright. All that matters it that he is okay. We can figure out what we are going to say in court later… But for right now he needs to heal… I need to be there for him… I tapped my foot impatiently waiting for my little brother to come out alive.

4 Hours later…

Fuck!!! Where is he!?!?!? Oh my god I hope everything went all right. Why is it taking so long???

"Uchiha-san?" A nurse walked into the room and I stood up looking over to her. She looked a little sad so I started to freak out.

"Is my little brother okay or not!?!?" I yelled.

She walked over to me and took a seat next to me. I prayed to Kami for a good result.

"Well he is alive… In the surgery they almost lost his twice though… He has permenit damage to his right lung. He is going to be okay but he might be in a shock for a while. We managed to stop the bleeding and take out every bullet except one by his heart. It would be too dangerous to take the risk of getting it out…"

"When is he coming in here?"

"Right now they are wheeling him down. But please don't touch him. For right now there are tubes in his chest thatis pumping out lots of fluid that seeped into his lungs including the blood. It will only be there for about 3 hours till it's all drained. He will be awake in a bit. We took the gas off him but he still has a air mask so I am not sure if he can speak without gasping for air. Then again if he is as strong and dangerous as the cops tell me he will be just fine but not able to talk much… He also tested positive for drugs…"

"What!? Ah, um, thank you very much…" I spoke thoughts racing a mile a minute through my head.

Where would Sasuke get drugs? Was it street drugs or over the counter drugs? I remembered the medicine cabinet… I had some pain killers I used to need when I was shot at work… First I find out that my brother is a 1st degree murder and now I find out that he has been using pain killers for who knows what! I re-watched the whole scene in my mind. The one thing that scared me the most out of any of the problems on my plate was the fact that he put the gun to his own head… Why would he do that!?!? Why would he leave me…? We would have had a perfect life together. He could have stopped killing before it was too late. Why did he even kill anyway!?!? He had me… I squinted at the thought of seeing my brother die in my hands…Of seeing my lover die in my hands…

I looked over to the door as I saw them roll the cart in that has my sleeping younger brother in it. One nurse was pushing a metal pole which held all of the tubes and the IV connected to him.

They lowered the stroller and unlocked the handcuff moving him into the bed next to me as gentle as possible. I stared down at my raven. He was still deathly pale but had some color back into his face. An air mask was strapped to his head as he breathed in and out creating a fog with each exhale in the mask. I bent over pushing a black strand of hair behind his ear.

"Sasuke what happened to you?" I spoke at the nurses left us.

I looked down at the tubes that were bulging out of his chest. I counted 5 of them. One in his throat and the other four around his chest… There were two on the right and two on the left side of him.

"What did I wrong that made you end up like this…"

I took his hand in mine giving it a squeeze. I fell in a shock when I felt a squeeze back. I looked back to his face seeing Sasuke's eyes were staring tiredly at me. They held a question in them; it said 'Why am I alive?'…

"Nothing…" He spoke so coarsely that it sounded like saw cutting through metal.

"What?" I was in such shock that I became confused.

"You did nothing…" His voice cracked in the middle.

My eyes widened as I bent down kissing his hand trying to hide the tears of joy. It looked like he was going to role on his side before the tubes and the handcuff pulled on him making him grunt in pain. He lazily looked over at the handcuff.

"I'm caught aren't I?" He breathed.

"Yes… But I don't understand why you started this in the first place…" He completely ignored my comment and kept looking at the handcuffs.

"This was not part of my plan…" He gasped and coughed roughly.

"What was your plan then!!?!?? To kill yourself and leave me here before you got caught!?!?!?" I yelled at him upset. Why would he do it…?

"Itachi…" He now turned his eyes to look at me.

"What!?" I spat.

"I did not want to leave you… I wanted to leave him…"

I didn't understand one bit. I didn't know what to feel, I didn't know what to say… All I knew is that I wanted to understand… I wanted to understand everything…

"How about you answer my questions and we will see if this works out better…"

He blinked at me a couple time before he gave a small nod.

"Okay here is a big question… Why did you kill those people…?" I waited for an answer that seemed to be taking its time.

He looked down pondering the question putting words together in his head. He then looked back up and ripped the mask off his mouth making me jump. He looked at me intensely almost like he was looking for something within me as he spoke.

"Bringing pain felt…Right for me to do… Death seemed to be life… I got a thrill… It was almost a talent…I loved it… I have seen death and pain so much… It became a game… I would see how much I could be like him… How much I could be like Uncle… I thought that maybe if I could inflict more pain than he put me through I would be better than him… I would not be afraid anymore… I was more dangerous… I… felt happy…"

My mouth hanged agape. I couldn't compute his answer through my head. And I knew what he was looking for he didn't find as he scoffed looking away from me… I guess for someone who has never felt the way he had could not understand. It makes no sense… If Sasuke hated him why would he lower himself to be like that monster? When someone hurts you the right action to take is not to want to be like them! It was disturbing to me that he could love killing, that killing made him happy! I sighed and decided to let it go… All I knew was that if I got my hands on that man I would kill him like I killed Orochimaru…

"Why did you use my pain killers?"

"I had nightmare… They knocked me out sometimes… Plus they made me calmer…" He spoke roughly.

"Why didn't you tell me…?"

"If I told you… And if you didn't understand me… I would have tortured you and killed you like everyone else…"

My heart stopped and the started to beat quickly as I saw no sign of him kidding at all. I didn't even see any empathy for what he said… I knew he didn't mean it… But… Why was he talking like this to me??

"Last question… Sasuke… Do you really even love me…?"

I saw him shake a bit with hurt in his eyes… I didn't know why…

"I'm sorry Itachi… But I don't…"

I felt more tears stream down my face as my heart shattered to pieces… My whole body felt numb and my stomach felt like I was going to be sick. My head ached and I almost felt dizzy… My whole world had exploded… My soul and being was stolen… My mouth was dry and my throat was sore… Life as I new it just fell apart… I had to look away from him as I felt like choking… I felt like I was the one who should have put the gun to my head… I honestly didn't want to live anymore… I gave everything to Sasuke… My trust, my vows, my life, and my body, I gave it all to him… Now… I'm nothing…

"Itachi… Leave… Go home and get fucked and leave me… I can't have you… And you can't have me…"

I could not stand his words and picked up my coat and left without a word… Everything is gone… Everything… Even our connection as brothers…

'Goodbye…Sasuke…'

Sasuke POV

I looked to the side as I hid the tears going down my face… It was better this way. He needs to look out for himself… He needs to have a life without me… I don't want to bring him into this. I never did. He was everything to me… But sometimes if you truly love something you have to let it be free…

I look down at the tubes grabbing one trying to pull it out till I gave up. I guess they figured out that I was suicidal and decided to make sure I would live till the trail…

I looked up at the ceiling tears running down my face imagining my brother… The look in his eyes when he left… I hurt him so much… I killed him… He was another one of my victims… Another person killed by this monster… I was the monster I hated most… But strangely I had liked it… I had loved it till I lost the only one I loved…

"When those tubes are out we will put you at trail as soon as we can… Crying Killer…" A man with a suit walked in who had spiky orange hair and a couple piercing.

"I don't give a fuck… Who are you?"

He gave a smirk walking over to me.

"Well I am the warden of Konoha High Security Correctional Facility… My name is Pein…"

"In other words you're the owner of all of the crazy adult prison… Bug off."

He took a step closer to me now standing above me like a hawk.

"Konoha is thinking about trialing you as an adult… So we might see each other more often…"

I scowled at him with a deadly blood shot stare… I didn't need anyone make my day any worse… He gave me a taunting smirk.

"So Crying Killer, are you going to plead not guilty or guilty as charged? I got the confession form right here Danzo had given me…" He pulled out a pen and a piece of paper looking at me daring me to rebel…

Itachi said we could have fought the system… But Itachi is not here right now…

"Your going to have to undo my right hand to I can write correctly…" He gave a smirk handcuffing my left hand then undoing my right. After that I signed the confession paper… I knew they did not have any proof connecting me to the past murders but this way Itachi will be able to start off new… This way he can be happy… Even if sooner or later he will forget about me…

"There is the confession… How fast can we get this over with…?" I asked clearing my throat so I didn't sound like nails on a chalkboard.

"As fast as you want it to… Just agree and accept everything at the trial and everything will end very quickly…"

"You're sure about that… All I want is this to be done with… I don't care how long I stay in jail… I don't care where I go… I just want to get this going…"

He gave a plastic smile. Eyes can tell everything about one person… And this guy was up to something…

"I will get the nurse to take out the tube and the sensors… Then when you are dressed we can leave… Your trial will be tomorrow morning, I prepared everything…" He signaled a nurse over to me and pointed to the tubes. She nodded and got to work. Let's say taking out the tubes hurt much more than putting them in. I felt like choking to death when each one came out. When they were all out my voice cracked so badly I felt like I was mute… Maybe I should have shot myself in the head and stood in front of Itachi… Then I wouldn't be dealing with this shit…

"I have your new prison outfit right here…" That fucking bastard knew I was going to sign the confession and knew that I would give up!!!! I swear if I had a gun right now… Or even a pipe!!!

I grabbed the outfit with my right hand as he undid my left I got up slowly.

"Privacy?"

"You are a dangerous criminal now… Cant leave you alone…"

"Turn around?"

"Nope…"

I almost growled at him…

I took off my clothes and I could swear he was looking at me and I didn't like it…

"What the fuck are you gay or something??? Cuz I don't appreciate ugly men staring at me…" He clenched his fist but calmed himself down as I grunted. Well the grunt was supposed to be a laugh but nothing came out. I got dressed and I was about to walk to the door before he grabbed me by the shoulder raising an eyebrow. I looked down as he snapped the cuffs on me putting my hands behind my back.

"I really hope that I don't go to your prison…"

"Hm?"

"Because I really don't like you… I can tell already that you're the kind of person I hate…" He grinned.

"Good… Now I don't have to pretend to get along with you… Now move faster…" My body was filled with pain every step… I didn't want to tell anyone though… I felt like shit and I just wanted to lie back down but I knew the fast this goes the better. He signed me out as I got stares from many other people of disgust… I guess they didn't like sharing a hospital with a criminal… Stupid judging people…

He had his hand on my back at all times as he walked me to a black car that was parked outside the hospital. He helped me in the back then ran to the driver's side. He got in and turned on the car driving me to a holding cell they would keep me till tomorrow…

I stared out the window trying to keep Itachi's face out of my mind… How his face went pale and his body just froze… His beautiful smile was smashed by my words… I hope he does not come to the trail… I don't want him to see me… I just want him to be free of stress… It might take him a while but he will find someone good out there. I know he will. He deserves the best. I laid back closing my eyes trying to clear his face from my mind. I guess I will never get rid of him will I? He might go on with his life but here I will stay… I would give up anything just to make him happy… Even if I need to make him upset once… I love him so much… But I need to let him go… I need to let him live life… Without him I have no life… I hope he will live life for me… To the fullest…

'Goodbye Itachi Uchiha…'

I sat back and rest as I looked out the window at the dark sky…

'Please don't come Itachi… Just forget me…'

!!!! So much DRAMA!!!! I have about three chapters left guys… After that its up to you if you want me to continue it… I hope you do… ROFL For Itachi's sake please comment!!!

I get lonely.

*Breaks out crying* DON'T LEAVE ME MY READERS!!! I-I-I LOVE YOU!!! Rofl just comment and alert…. Please…. *Puppy eyes*

Next time…

"Watch me… Leave me… Hate me… Forget me…"