A/N

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CH 10

Felix's POV

Damn this was boring… it was nice to know so many people cared about him, but after about a hundred messages Felix found reading the same sort of thing over and over again very tedious. He was grateful for their affection and support, but did they all have to send him messages all the time? It was ten past eleven at night, only about an hour since he uploaded his daily video, and people had gone crazy! It was ridiculous! Then again, it was probably midday in America, so they had time to watch his bullshit. Felix stretched back and yawned. He was getting a little tired already, even though it wasn't all that late yet, but he'd seen Ryan disappear up the stair towards the bedroom so maybe he should just give up for the night… he only had about 50 people to go, but they could probably wait. They'd understand just how busy he wa-

"Hey there" Ryan's silky deep voice sounded right next to his ear, making Felix jump as the American's arms wrapped around his shoulders.

"Crap! You scared me!" Felix laughed.

"Hmhm! Why? Do I make you nervous?" Ryan purred as his hands rested against his chest, face only millimeters from Felix's.

"Mmm what's up with you?" Felix smiled as his chest fluttered.

"Nothing…I was just wondering if you were done yet" Ryan said mildly as his finger began drawing a little circle on his chest.

"…What are you doing? I've never seen you like this before" Felix raised an eyebrow at Ryan questioningly.

"Well, it's like you said before… kissing made me horny, and I'm done waiting for you to finish up here" Ryan murmured sexily in Felix's ear.

"Well then! I wasn't expecting this! I'm defiantly finished in that case! I'll be more than happy to play with your little boner Cry Cry" Felix turned at kiss him, but Ryan put a finger on his lip to stop him.

"Oh, uh uh! I want more than just playing Felix~ I want all of you" Ryan spoke through half hooded eyes. Felix's eyes widened.

"Wow…are you saying what I think you're saying?" Felix blinked.

"Damn right I am. I want you to do it with me" Ryan trailed his hand across Felix's cheek, sending a little skittering through his veins.

"Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you…" Felix frowned. Maybe Ryan was joking, or just not realizing what he was saying. He'd said last night that he'd have bad flash backs if they did this sort of thing… Felix didn't want to make Ryan have that…

"Oh come on Felix, please? I've already got myself all ready… don't make me have to do this by myself" Ryan begged. Felix blushed.

"Oh wow…you have?" Felix asked. Ryan nodded, a pleading look in his eyes.

"Well…if you're sure…" Felix conceded.

"Sure as hell. I wanna have sex with you Felix…please" Ryan added awkwardly. Now that he'd said it, Felix could see through Ryan's display and into the nervousness in his eyes, mixed in will the certainty that this is what he wanted. Felix smiled.

"I was hoping you'd say something like that" Felix grinned like a fool as Ryan's hand encompassed his and moved the mouse towards the minimize button. They clicked it together before Ryan pulled Felix to his feet, kissing him fiercely. Ryan gave a little moan and pressed himself against the Swede's hard body. Felix felt Ryan melt in his strong arms, letting him take control. He smirked slightly. For someone who was trying to seduce Felix a few moments ago, Ryan gave up control easily! Felix loved the power he had over him right now. It made him shudder at the thought. He ran his tongue along Ryan's bottom lip and gave it a playful tug with his teeth. He felt Ryan give a soft moan. Felix licked the little mark he'd left in Ryan's soft flesh and felt the American shiver with delight. It was so cute seeing how sensitive he was!

Felix took Ryan's hand and led him upstairs. He could almost feel Ryan's heart hammering in his chest. He was still a bit nervous Felix could tell, yet excited at the same time. He didn't blame him, Felix knew exactly why he would be nervous, so Felix ran his thumb affectionately over Ryan's hand, letting him know it'll be ok. Better than ok if Felix did it right. Felix had done this once before many years ago, around about the end of high school, but he'd been on the bottom then. But he understood the general idea of what he was meant to do. Besides, he knew he wasn't bad, plenty of girls, including Marzia, had often said he was... NO, I will not think about her when I'm about to be intimate with Ryan! Gahd brain, what is wrong with you! Felix pushed Ryan's door open and slipped inside. Ryan followed behind quietly.

Felix grabbed him again and invaded his mouth with his tongue. The American made a tiny noise in the back of his throat as Felix's hot wet tongue slid over his own, tasting the sweetness of the older man. Ryan shivered in his grasp and let Felix slam his body against the closed door. Not harshly, but still with some force behind it. Felix felt Ryan's arms snake around his back and pull him closer, not leaving a single gap between their two bodies. Felix placed his left arm firmly against the door beside them and trailed his right hand along Ryan's pale cheek. Ryan shuddered under his grip as Felix began placing his lips along the soft skin of his neck.

"Oh god...are we really going to..." His voice trailed away as Felix ran his lip over his smooth skin.

"'S up to you Ryan. Do you still wanna? I can stop if you want" Felix asked. Felix hoped they didn't have to stop right now though…he was way too aroused to not do anything about it. Even if they just do what they did last night Felix'd be happy. Ryan gives an amazing handjob anyway…

"Ah...no, I want to do this, please!" Ryan gasped as Felix ran a hand over his chest, brushing his nipples lightly.

"I promise you won't be disappointed" Felix grinned.

Felix could feel Ryan's heart racing in his chest, his fingers tightening into his soft blonde hair as Felix kissed him. With a smirk on his face Felix ground his growing erection against Ryan's jean clad crouch. Ryan gasped and arched his back in sheer pleasure, cheeks flushing a deep crimson. Liking this reaction Felix thrusted into Ryan again, slightly harder this time. Ryan moaned and dug his fingers into Felix's back hard.

"Fuuck..." He moaned as Felix rubbed himself against the hard bulge in Ryan's pants. Felix, in a dominating mood, smirked and nipped Ryan's neck, making him mewl under him.

"You like that Ryan?" He asked roughly. Ryan's only response was to shiver and gasp under him. But Felix wasn't taking silence for an answer. He grabbed Ryan's bulge and gave it a deliberately slow rub.

"Is that a yes or a no?" Felix growled lightly in his ear, running his thumb back and forth along the large bulge Ryan possessed.

"Ahhh, yes!" Ryan groaned loudly. Felix smirked and went back to kissing him hard.

Ryan moved his hands downward, feeling a bit adventurous, and pulled Felix's blue and white stripy top over his head and cast it aside. Ryan's hands wrapped around Felix's neck, fingers entwining in his silky blonde-brown hair. Felix quivered under Ryan's delicate touch. He liked this confidence Ryan was showing, it made him just want to let the American do whatever he wanted with him. He liked this side of Ryan very much! He should let it out more often! But, tonight, Ryan belonged to Felix!

Breathing heavily as his heart hammered in his chest, Felix ran his finger up Ryan's crouch and hooked the front of his black skinny leg jeans. He deliberately slid them down a few centimeters, just exposing his dipping V-lines. Felix ran his finger down the sensitive skin, stopping just above the area Ryan wanted him most. Felix loved the way the American bit his lip and grasped him even tighter as he trailed his fingers over the smoothly shaven skin just above his hardening member. Seeing the man squirm was just so damn satisfying, Felix could feel himself becoming uncomfortable tight in the pants department.

Ryan made what sounded like a cross between a yelp and a groan as Felix bit his neck again, slightly more forceful than before. He hoped that was a good sound and not a bad, because Felix wanted to do it again… Ryan defiantly made a noise of arousal as Felix nipped his soft skin once again, leaving a little row of teeth marks against his pale skin. He felt the American shiver as he ran his tongue across the teeth marks, letting his saliva wash away any pain he had accidentally given Ryan.

Ryan could take no more. Grabbing Felix, Ryan pushed himself off the door and threw Felix onto the messy bed. Felix felt the air momentarily forced from his lung when he landed, and he liked it! Especially when he saw Ryan standing at the foot of his bed, cheeks flush bright red, a set of red marks against his pale throat and hazy emerald eyes half hooded, staring lustfully at the Swede. Felix felt his whole body quiver with anticipation as the American slowly slid his body onto the bed and seductively crawled towards him. Ryan crawled on top of him and straddled him, pressing their stiff, lust filled bodies against each other. Felix shifted so his head was against the headboard of the bed and pulled Ryan back to his lips.

Felix slipped his hands around Ryan's waist, fingers dabbling at the edges of his black hoodie, wanting to rip it off the boy in a single swift action. But Ryan pulled away slightly.

"I've gotta warn you… you mightn't like what you see when you do that" Ryan said breathlessly.

"Ry, I'm going to like you're body no matter what condition it's in. I'll probably scold you about it, but I'll still love it" Felix reassured the trembling American.

"…O…okay" Ryan whispered. Felix gently slid his finger under the hem of the soft black material and slowly pulled it over the pale boy's head, siding it carefully over his arms and letting it fall off to the side. Felix had to suppress a little noise of concern when he saw what Ryan meant.

So apparently Felix hadn't seen all the scars on Ryan's arms, as he thought he had. They were still red and violent around his forearms as they had been a few days prior, scabbing up and healing, but further up his arms and along the inside of his biceps were even more pink and white lines littering his skin. Even on that bit of bicep most people get tattoos had vertical scars running from the top of his arm then half way to his elbow. Then Felix's eyes spotted the other thing, the thing Ryan's hands were subconsciously trying to cover. Felix reached out and gently pulled his hand away from his chest to get a better look. Above his heart lay a big white and pink circle, spidery veins of damaged tissue branching off it like webs. Felix looked up at Ryan in confusion, not quite understanding it.

"…That's where the man stabbed me" Ryan said softly. Felix's eyes softened and ran a thumb over the spot, seeing Ryan finch at the unfamiliar contact. God this sweet, broken boy was beautiful. He was exquisitely pale, not sickly like some people, but just right. It suited him perfectly. He wasn't particularly muscular or anything, but he was skinny in a sexy way, the smooth plains of his stomach and cutting V dipping into his black skinny leg jeans was mind wrenchingly sexy.

"Can I take off your pants as well?" Felix asked softly. Ryan simply nodded as a reply. He sat up just enough for Felix to begin unbuckling his silver studded black leather belt. Felix slid the surprisingly heavy metal through the loops and threw it beside the hoodie, before unbuttoning the top of his skin tight jeans. Ryan's eyes squeezed shut, a mixture between desire and guilt on his face as Felix unzipped his pants and slid them down his thighs. Felix froze slightly at what he saw.

Along the tops of his thighs were more scars. Red slashes, all varying in depth and length, running across his skin. He counted at least three big, recently done X's on each thigh in various positions. They all looked very new and tender… Felix caught a wince pass over Ryan at the sight of them.

"I…I found a shaving razor in my bag that night in the bathroom and tore it apart and pulled out the blades… I didn't mean to do this much damage I swear, it just kinda happened" Ryan shook very slightly, as if he though Felix would be mad at him.

"Wait, if these are only that new… oh shit, was I hurting you last night?" Felix's eyes shot wide open, remembering how hard his hands had been running over Ryan's thighs.

"…It wasn't that bad, I've had worse" Ryan muttered.

"Ryan, you've gotta tell me when I'm hurting you ok! God I'm so sorry!" Felix hugged into Ryan's chest. No wonder he was flinching so much when I had my head in his lap!

"…I will next time" Ryan said softly. "I didn't mean to do it…"

"It's ok Ryan, I understand, just tell me next time so I don't accidentally hurt you" Felix ran his hand over the least damaged parts sensually. Ryan's look of guilt started to fade as Felix edged closer to his hardened bulge.

"Ok..." He muttered, face creased slightly as Felix ran his hand up his thigh. He let out a little gasp as Felix stopped right beside Ryan's hardening length.

Felix felt Ryan fumbling with his belt, hands shaking slightly as he did so. He shivered under the American's delicate touch as he skillfully slid the thin material through the loops and throw it to one side. Ryan then began to tug of Felix's tan coloured pants, sliding down his body as he did so. Felix bit his lip as they came free, leaving him in nothing but his underwear. In a single action, they too disappeared. Felix hissed slightly as the cold air hit his hot body. Ryan watched as Felix reached over and pulled down his jet black underwear and threw them over to where the pile of their discarded clothing was forming s little stack.

Felix's member throbbed against Ryan's as he sat up. Ryan's breathing had gone all heavy and his face was flushed deeper than ever as Felix's hard member pressed up against his own. He hesitantly put his hands around Felix's neck, dainty fingers hooking behind the crook of his neck. Felix looked down at their naked bodies, Ryan's legs still straddling him and erect lengths touching very lightly. Felix glanced at Ryan's slender hips in wonder before letting his hands grasp them tightly. Ryan looked down at Felix questioningly. With a small smirk, Felix bucked his hips.

"Ah fuck!" Ryan gasped as their two lengths rubbed together. Liking this reaction quite a lot, Felix did it again. Ryan groaned loudly at their two erections grinded against one another. Ryan's grip on Felix's neck tightened as he began to gently buck his hips every second or so, moans escaping his lips before he could even think about stopping them. Felix felt his member pulsating with desire as he thrusted it against the other boys, fire spreading through his veins like wildfire as pleasure filled his pores. God Ryan looked so fucking sexy right now… Felix wanted to see him squirm! Felix looked into Ryan's lust filled face and smirked. He reached down to Ryan's stiff erection and gave it a tug.

"Ohhhh Fuuuck!" He moaned as Felix began to rub his hardness.

"Do you like that Ryan? Do you want me to touch you?" Felix teased, running his thumb over Ryan's slit, collecting the dribble of pre-cum that had been seeping from it. For an answer Ryan let out a long moan. Felix snickered and ran his hand along Ryan's shaft, making sure he brushed his own along with it. He loved teasing the poor American. Ryan bit his lip with a barely concealed groan and whimper as Felix rubbed his hand up and down his length. Felix could tell he was enjoying himself. The way he was panting told Felix all he needed to know. The poor boy was already getting close to the edge. Ryan let out a disappointed groan when Felix retracted his hand.

"Mmf! Come on, I was so close…" Ryan panted.

"Exactly, I don't want the night to be over that quickly. Especially if you've already gotten yourself all prepared for me. That'd be a big waste of effort now wouldn't it?" Felix smirked as Ryan pouted. The American obvious couldn't take Felix's hard length against his own any longer without getting off on it, he slid off of Felix's hot body and sat beside him impatiently. Just to annoy Ryan even more, Felix began to run his hand along his own member, hissing at the contact slightly. Ryan glared hatefully at Felix as he pumped himself slowly.

"Oh, so you get to and I don't?" Ryan frowned.

"W-well, I'm not anywhere near close yet so I'm allowed to" Felix was beginning to find English hard as he pleasured himself. Ryan's look of anger slowly swam back into one of lust as he watched the Swede jerk himself off, hand slowly edging towards his own painfully hard member. Felix noticed this and grabbed his wrist.

"H-hey!" Ryan protested.

"You're not cumming 'til I do" Felix told the boy. Ryan took back his hand and gave him a desperate look.

"Well fucking hurry up, I need to…to…" Ryan couldn't say the word. Felix stopped playing with himself and sat up properly.

"Hang on a sec..." Felix reached over to the bedside table and began rummaging through one of the draws. Where the hell is it...there we go! Felix pulled out the bottle of lube and looked down at Ryan. He was looking at the bottle with a mixture of exhilaration and apprehension.

"What's wrong sexy?" Felix asked with a mischievous grin. He knew Ryan hated being called stupid names like that.

"I-I've just...never done this before...other than...I'm nervous" Ryan admitted. Felix had expected this. He moved up so he was right in front of the shaking American and ran a hand across his cheek.

"Don't worry, I won't hurt you. Ever" Felix said with a smile.

Felix spread a bit of the lube on his fingers and began to move his hand along Ryan's shaft, pumping his erection hard. Ryan gasped and fell back, head hitting the bed hard. The control Felix had over Ryan turned him on even more. He watched as Ryan writhed under his touch, eyes half hooded with a hazy lustful bliss. Felix lent back down and kissed Ryan hard, making their tongues dance together in a heat filled orgy of the flesh. Ryan moaned and kissed him back, his hand on Felix's cheek. Their tongues rubbed against each other, trading saliva between them. Felix grinned to himself. He hadn't noticed before, but Ryan tasted like energy drink, something incredibly sweet like a soft drink with faint traces of saltiness.

Felix moved his hand back and forth across Ryan's sensitive shaft, pumping him hard. He loved the way he could make Ryan moan with the slightest touch.

"F-Felix GAH!" Ryan cried as Felix began to move his fist faster along Ryan's member. Felix smirked as he planned what to do next.

Felix would have pumped Ryan longer but his own body was begging for friction, he needed Ryan right now. That and he didn't want to make the writhing man cum too early. He broke their kiss and pulled out the bottle again. Ryan watched as Felix spread its contents against his fingers with hazy eyes. He noticed the apprehension in the brunette's eyes as Felix gently grabbed him and lifted Ryan's hips. He looked about as aroused as a human being could possibly get, but unsure about it at the same time. Felix smiled with what he hoped was reassurance, but it could have been more or less just plain old lustful, and placed his fingers at Ryan's opening. To distract Ryan from what he was about to do Felix recaptured his lips and forced his tongue inside. Ryan's perfect lips moved in time with his, unaware of Felix's roaming fingers. Well, that was until Felix slipped one of his lubed up fingers into Ryan's hole.

Felix swallowed Ryan's surprised gasp as he pushed it slowly deeper, determined not to hurt the man beneath him. Felix could tell Ryan didn't quite know whether to like the intrusion or not. Felix moved his finger slowly back and forth, watching Ryan's surprised eyes starting to enjoy the feeling of it inside him. That surprise quickly turned to shock as Felix slid a second digit into him, stretching his tight hole with his careful fingers. Ryan whimpered slightly, more out of the memories Felix knew would be attacking him rather than actual pain as Felix moved his fingers in and out, prepping him slowly. Felix waited until his sounds of discomfort lessened to side his third finger into his entrance. Ryan flinched. Felix saw tears spike in the corner of Ryan's eyes as he moved his fingers.

"Förlåt... I mean, sorry" Felix corrected himself back into English.

"Hrg- no, it's ok! I just, MMF! I've just gotta get used to it right? Ah- fuck!" Ryan gasped painfully as Felix fingered him.

"Uh, yeah, right" Felix could barely focus on maintaining his second language to answer that. Ryan gave another little whimper of discomfort, but it didn't seem as bad as the others had been. After a few seconds Ryan began to relax. Felix could feel his clenched muscles untightening, allowing him a little more freedom to move. Now… I wonder where his spot would be…

"AH JESUS FUCKING- AHH!" Ryan cried out as Felix managed to hit his sensitive spot, nearly making him cum right then and there.

"Gotchya!" Felix smirked proudly at finding it so fast. Just to make sure, he gave the notch of sensitive nerves another light brush.

"Haaaahh fucking fuck!" Ryan moaned and shuddered violently. Felix didn't even have to ask if it was still uncomfortable to Ryan anymore, the American's hips were unconsciously pushing back against his three fingers, trying to get him to press his equivalent to a g-spot harder. Felix almost wanted to go along, just keep massaging that tight mass of sensitive flesh until he had the little American screaming with pleasure… but god did he need to be touched…Felix had already lubed up his painfully hard erection as he'd fingered Ryan, biting his lip to withhold a small moan as he drew his powerful hand across his heated skin. Ryan was already panting hard, having being brought to the edge yet again by Felix, and covered in a thin layer of sweat. Felix smirked at this and withdrew his fingers. Ryan let out a little whine at the loss. His flushed face looked up at Felix questioningly as Felix hovered over him, touching his own length and making it slick with the liquid.

"Mmmm come on, stop playing with yourself" Ryan whined.

"Heh someone's desperate" Felix said smugly.

"You've been teasing me and pushing me to the edge all night! If I don't get off soon I'm gonna fucking go insane!" Ryan snarled. Felix liked the rough power of his voice when he was angry/horny…

"What if I like me some Mad Cry?" Felix smirked.

"Felix come ooon! This is my first real time, stop being an ass!" Ryan begged.

"Oh fine… just don't cum 'til I get there or else you're gonna have a bad time" Felix told the quivering American. Lifting Ryan's legs so they rested comfortably around his hips he placed his member at Ryan's entrance.

"Do…do you want me to wear protection or something? I don't mind if you do" Felix asked.

"Oh…um… I know I'm clean if that's what you're asking, mum makes sure I get tested all the time even though I've only ever had sexual interactions twice…" Ryan mumbled shyly.

"Well…I know I am too, so…with or without?" Felix looked down at the flushed American.

"Uh…without…please" He said nervously.

"You sure you're ready for this?" Felix asked breathless.

"Uh...yeah. I guess so…I can take it… I'm fairly sure I'm not gonna freak out…just be gentle" Ryan said nervously. Felix didn't need any more encouragement. He placed the head of his shaft at the entrance to Ryan's hole and as slowly as he could handle, slid it inside his lubed insides. Ryan bit down hard on his lip to keep back a cry of shock and pain. Felix wanted to tell Ryan it'll get better it a few seconds, but the wave of pleasure had robbed him of his English.

"Herregud Ryan!" Felix moaned in Swedish. He wanted to just slam into Ryan straight away, to make him scream and beg for more until he came all over his chest… but he was determined to make this as good for the boy as possible. Especially since Ryan's clouded eyes looked extremely conflicted with memories and emotions. Breathing hard, and resisting every last thought of slamming in hard, Felix waited for the man beneath him to give him the ok. Ryan's face was slowly easing out of its crease into one of pleasure as he got used to the feel of Felix's penis inside him.

"Är du redo?" Felix asked.

"Felix, English, please" Ryan panted.

"Are… you ready?" Felix struggled to say. After a few seconds, Ryan nodded. Finally! Felix gently thrusted himself into Ryan at last. Ryan gasped in painful pleasure as Felix began to move himself in and out of his body, slowly pounding into him. Felix groaned at the feeling of Ryan's hot insides constricting his shaft, the slick walls rubbing against his hard member. Felix began to search for Ryan's tight knot of flesh and managed to find that special spot almost right away.

"Oh god FELIX AHH-GAAH!" Ryan cried as waves of unimaginable pleasure washed over him. Felix, slightly smug at the speed of which he had found it once again, continued to aim for the spot with each move of his hips. He moved his hips back and forth, sliding his shaft in and out of Ryan in a gentle rhythm. Felix groaned as he thrusted, feeling the heat of Ryan's insides like nothing he'd ever felt before. It felt...so...good! Ryan's face had turned bright red, sweat beading on his brow. His legs had wrapped around Felix's waist tightly and his fingers dug into his shoulder, nails scraping down his back somewhat. Oddly enough, this just turned on Felix immensely. . Felix started to push faster into Ryan, needing to feel more friction against his throbbing member, but not fast enough apparently.

"Felix…Ha-Harder!" Ryan begged. Felix smirked and obeyed, the sound of flesh hitting flesh filling the small room. Ryan was moaning loudly in Felix's ear. Felix felt extremely pleased with himself, smug almost. He could make Ryan do those noises whenever he pleased. Felix deliberately slammed deep inside Ryan. Ryan screamed with pleasure as he hit the spot again even harder. Felix wanted to laugh at this, but all that came out of his lips was a thick guttural moan. Ryan felt so good...

"Så tight!" Felix moaned loudly. Ryan felt even better than Felix had first expected. The heat coming from inside him, the way his wall gripped his member, was enough to make Felix groan with untamable pleasure. His knuckles had turned white from gripping Ryan's bony hips, shaking him as Felix thrusted hard into him. Ryan's hand moved from the blanket he had been gripping down to his own erection and began to pump it in time with Felix's thrusts.

"Fan ta Ryan!" Felix threw his head back and moaned. Seeing Ryan touching himself somehow made Felix even more aroused, if that was even possible. Felix began to slam into him more forcefully, abusing his body with each movement. All care for hurting him had left his mind, all Felix knew was he needed to be deep inside Ryan, and he was desperate enough to do anything to get it. Especially since he could feel his pleasure building promising him sweet release soon as long as he thrusted into the American's tight hole.

"Nhggg, Fuck!" Ryan groaned and pumped his member harder, pre cum leaking out of the tip. A little bit of saliva had escaped Ryan's mouth and had dribbled down the side of his face, too caught up in the pleasure rocketing through his veins to care enough to stop it Felix wished this would never end, that the sex would never stop, but he could feel himself getting closer to his release. He thrusted faster still, making Ryan groan.

"Fuck...!" Ryan panted, rubbing himself harder. Felix could feel himself on the verge of coming. The heated coil in his abdomen was building. He drilled furiously into Ryan as he felt his release looming. Watching the American pump himself gave Felix the final edge he needed, the brunette's flush red face covered in sweat, eyes squeezed shut with such an extreme look of pleasure Felix was surprised he hadn't already cum. Oh god… just imagining that Ryan was about to cum too… just as Felix's body finally gave up on him, handing him over to the ecstasy that had filled his body entirely, knowing he was about to give Ryan that too was too much for the Swede.

"Jä…Jä…Jävla helvete!" Felix screamed as he came hard inside Ryan. His hot liquid shot up inside Ryan, body spasming with pleasure. He heard Ryan moan loudly as his load of white cum filled his insides, adding fuel to his orgasm as he continued to slam into the tight hole. His body jerked blissfully of its own accord as he gradually came down from his high. Felix had never cum so hard in his life!

Ryan too was groaning loudly, obviously on the verge of cumming as well. Still feeling the glorious aftershocks of his orgasm, Felix wrapped his own hand around Ryan's throbbing member and stroked it hard. It only took seconds.

"AHHH FELIX!" Sticky white liquid shot out of Ryan's slit, covering his bare chest with his own seed. Ryan's hips buckled and thrusted into Felix's hand as he came, waves of pleasure washing over his entire body like a tsunami. Felix continued to pump him hard, watching as he spurted across himself in a big splatter, milking him until he was certain Ryan couldn't possible have a single drop left. Ryan was shivering almost violently by the end of it all, breathe coming out in shallow gasps. Felix shuddered, still coming down from his high. Felix's whole body was shaking as his hammering heart slowly began to return to normal. After a few panting moments Felix slid his spent member from inside Ryan and collapsed beside him in a heap.

"Herregud..." Felix panted. His entire body was slick with sweat, he was shaking slightly and his breath was coming out in heavy pants.

"Holy shit..." Ryan agreed, snuggling up beside Felix. Felix let out a shaky laugh.

"Heh…Told you… you wouldn't be disappointed Ryan..." Felix said shakily. He looked over at Ryan's exhausted face and smiled weakly.

"Here, I'll help you clean up" Felix pointed at the white mess that was sitting on the smooth plains of his stomach. He reached back into the draw he'd gotten the lube from and pulled out a tissue.

"That was...I mean...god!" Ryan laughed softly. Felix dabbed away the white on Ryan's chest. Ryan watched with hooded eyes as Felix cleaned him up, except for one little white drop which Felix scooped up with his finger. Felix smirked and licked it off.

"Eww Felix that's gross...why do you keep doing that?" Ryan scrunched his nose as Felix licked along his bottom lip.

"You know, it still doesn't taste as bad as I thought it would" Felix laughed and threw the used tissue on the bedside table.

"Whatever you say you nut" Ryan smiled.

"So...was it as good as you thought it would be?" Felix asked.

"Well...yeah! That was probably the single most full on thing I've ever experienced! I thought that sweet spot thing was just a thing from fanfictions" Ryan smiled.

"Nope, it's real. And I'm glad I lived up to your expectations" Felix laughed. Ryan sighed and put his head on Felix's chest. Felix smiled at the man on him and began to run his hand through the silky chocolate brown hair.

"...Definitely worth the wait" Ryan's voice was starting to slur as his eyes closed.

"Do you wanna…have a shower to wash off or something?" Felix yawned.

"Hell no, I can't even move right now! I just need to sleep" Ryan said slowly. Felix watched as the American's eyes fluttered against the urge to close for a few moments, before giving up and slowly sliding shut. It was so adorably cute… Felix smiled and bent over, placing a kiss on Ryan's cheek. Directly on his scar. He was always surprised by the feeling of it against his lips, because it wasn't as rough as you would expect. It did have a slightly hard surface from where it had healed from the cheek muscles being torn… yet it was kinda smooth and soft around the edges. Felix watched as Ryan's eye opened slightly in a frown as Felix's lips brushed the marred skin, as if confused about the touch, then slowly shift into a look of happiness Felix had never properly seen on his face before.

"Thank...you..." He muttered in barely more than a whisper, his eyes sliding closed again.

"Sov gott Ryan ... sova gott"

Translations:

Förlåt = Sorry

Herregud Ryan = Oh my god Ryan

Är du redo = Are you ready?

Så tight = So tight

Fan ta Ryan = Fuck/ Damn Ryan

Jä…Jä…Jävla helvete! = Fu...fu...Fucking hell!

Sov gott Ryan ... sova gott = Sleep well Ryan...sleep well