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Chapter 10 The perks of having a father

Kendall's POV

We were sitting in the living room. The moms of Logan, James and Carlos arrived a few minutes ago. No they were all busy with catching up, so I could space out. I thought about earlier. Actually I didn't plan to do what I did, but I had an arousing dream, which involved my Logie without clothes and a bed. And when I woke up Kendall Jr. demanded attention. Since the incident earlier Logan didn't speak to me. He even avoided to look at me. I didn't understand him. I mean yes I did enjoy it, but he didn't have to do this. I accepted that he wanted to wait. I could have waited. I was brought back from my thoughts when Logan started to speak.

»Mom, I have to tell you something. «

»What is it honey? «

»I-I am gay. «

His mom chuckled.

»I know, honey. «

»You-you know? How? «

»Honey, I am your mother. A mother knows those things. And remember when we made the trip to Florida two years ago? I saw you checking out boys. «

Logan blushed.

»A-and I am dating Kendall «

»That is great honey. I know you wanted that for a long time. «

She hugged him and then me.

»Treat him well. «

»I will, Mrs. Mitchell «

»Mom, why are you here? You said you want to tell me something. «

Suddenly she seemed to be nervous.

»Uh-lets go upstairs. «

Logan grabbed my hand and dragged me with him.

»Logan, I would really like to speak alone with you. «

»No! Kendall will come with me. «

She sighed.

»Fine. «

We sat down in our shared room. For a few minutes she looked at us not saying a word.

»Mom, what's wrong? You are scaring me! «

»It is hard for me to tell you, but your father wants contact to you. «

I frowned. That didn't sound so bad, but Logan thought differently.

»NO! I don't want to see him! Never again! «

His mom sighed.

»I know. I don't want you to see him either, but sadly we have no choice. He is on his way. After he called me yesterday and told me that he is on his way to L.A. I came as quickly as I could. You won't have to face him. I will do it. «

»Better me than you. «

Logan hugged his mom.

»We will figure something out. We survived fourteen years with him. «

»You are right honey. «

I felt like an outsider, but I didn't mind. It was a private family moment between Logan and his mom. After a few moments Mrs. Mitchell stood up.

»I will leave you alone for a bit. «

After she left Logan sat in my lap, hugged me and hid his face in the crook of my neck.

»Logie, I don't know what happened with your dad. But my dad died when I was seven. I miss him everyday and I would give anything to speak with him again. So please think careful. Don't make a hasty decision, because you could regret it. «, I said softly.

He tensed.

»But your father loved you. He always treated you right. My father never did that. «

His eyes were watering. I wrapped my arms tightly around him.

»You don't have to answer, but what happened. «

After a few moments he started to tell me from his dad.

»It began when I was five. I always worshipped my father. I wanted to be like him. I wanted to be a doctor. I still want. One day I came home from pre-school. It was not far away from home so I always walked on my own. Mom was at work. He asked me why I was so dirty. I told him that someone pushed me into the mud. I was always bullied by other kids. When I looked at him I saw in his eyes only anger and disgust. He slapped me. Hard. And he said that I should never dare to come dirty into his sight again. I started to cry, of course. He shouted that I had to stop crying because it is unmanly. Then he grabbed me, dragged me into my room and threw me on top of my bed. He shoved a medical book into my arms. He threatened to beat me up if I would ever tell mom what happened. After that he slapped me almost daily. He never left bruises. A year later he started to beat mom, too. And threatened to kill me if she would try to run away. One time when I was ten I got a B in a math test. He beat me for over ten minutes and insulted me. He told me that I am worthless and stupid and weak. On the evening of my fourteenth birthday he came into my room. H-he was d-drunk a-and n-naked and h-he w-was h-h-hard. H-he t-t-t-tried to p-pull m-my c-clothes o-off. I-I f-f-felt so v-v-vulnerable and a-a-a-afraid. My mom came into my room and knocked him out before he could do worse things. We packed our stuff and left. And a few days later school started where we met. The sad thing is at first I didn't want to be in Minnesota. I wanted to go back. «

During his story he started to cry. And I did, too. I couldn't believe what my love had to go through.

»What changed that? «, I asked quietly.

»You. «

He looked into my eyes tears streaming over his angelic face. I gave him a short and sweet kiss.

»I am so sorry, Logie. I promise you nobody will ever hurt you. I promise. «

»I love you, Kendall. «

»Love you, too. «

Logan's POV

After a few minutes when we calmed down we got back into the living room. It was heartbreaking to see Kendall cry. And I promised myself that I would never let him cry again. I felt vulnerable. I felt like my father could jump at me every moment. So I snuggled deep into Kendall's side.

»Where are Carlos and James? «

»Out with their moms. «

We sat down. Kendall on the couch and I between his legs, his arms protectively around me. I rested my head on his chest listening to his heartbeat.

»Mom? How did you know that I wanted to be with Kendall? «, I asked.

»When I picked you up after your first day of school in Minnesota, you spoke the whole day about Kendall. Kendall said, Kendall did, Kendall likes… You gave me even a detailed description of his look and voice. And the day before his first sleepover you were hyper like a kid with a sugar rush. «

I blushed. And Kendall laughed.

»Mom! «

»Don't worry, Logan. Kendall was the same way. «, Mama Knight said.

Now it was Kendall's turn to blush. Our moms and Kendall talked while I tried to relax. I mean I felt extremely comfortable wrapped in Kendall's warm embrace, but unconsciously I was afraid. After an hour Kendall said:

»Get up, Logie. We will get a smoothie. You have to relax. «

At first I wanted to argue, but I knew Kendall well enough to know that when he made a decision you can't change that. So we got into the park to the smoothie stand. I got an apple-strawberry smoothie and Kendall his usual pink strawberry smoothie. Then we sat on a bench in front of a small pond.

»Remember that one time back home when Carlos pushed you accidentally into a pond? «, Kendall asked.

I smiled.

»Yeah. I was extremely mad at him. «

Kendall laughed.

»But not for long. «

»Did you try to be angry at Carlos? IT is impossible. Especially when he apologizes over and over. And then his puppy eyes. «

That was true. I could never be mad at Carlos. And I could never say no to him. Kendall chuckled.

»Yeah. When he is sad or hurt he looks like a kicked puppy. You want to cuddle him until he is better. «

And so we sat there for the next hours sharing precious memories from Minnesota. Adventures we had with James and Carlos. Sleepovers or how we made Lord Prankertons Book of Rules. Times we were happy, times we were sad, times we took care of each other. Every single moment that strengthened the bond between us, the bond between brothers. Every single moment we would never forget. And so the time passed. By the time we got back it started to get dark. In front of our apartment door stood a man, his back facing us. He seemed familiar to me. And when he turned around I gasped. It was my father. I had his hair and his nose and his dimples. But he was much taller than me. 6'3'' I would say. And he was very muscular. When he looked into my eyes, I froze like a deer in the headlights.

»Can we help you? «, Kendall asked not noticing my tension.

»I found everything I want. «, my father said with his cold voice.

He stepped towards me and I backed off.

»Oh my god…«, Kendall whispered finally understanding.

When my father reached out to touch me, Kendall wrapped his arms around me to shield me from my dad. Somehow he managed to navigate us into the apartment and locked the door. I didn't notice before, but I shook pretty bad. We stood there for a few moments, before Kendall told our moms that my father was there. A few minutes later someone pounded at the door. I jumped and hid my face in Kendall's chest.

»Logie! Open the door! «

I sighed relieved. It was Carlos. When I was about to open the door Kendall held me back.

»What are you doing? «

»I am letting my best friend into our apartment. «

»What if your dad tries to do something? «

»You will protect me. As well as Litos and James. «

I hated it to depend on other people. I always had the feeling to be a burden. My boyfriend put his arm protectively around my shoulder and nodded. I opened the door to reveal my father who was pinned against the wall by Brooke and Silvia. James and Carlos looked relieved to see us.

»Mama Garcia, Mama Diamond! What are you doing? «, I asked.

» This tonto insulted our boys! «, Silvia said.

I smiled at my two friends.

»I assume they are fine with your relationship? «

Carlos nodded.

»Fags will burn in hell! «, my 'father' shouted.

Brooke and Silvia were pulled away by their sons and dragged into the apartment, before they could kill him. I was pissed. I couldn't believe he insulted me, my boyfriend and my brothers. After everyone was inside I grabbed Kendall's face, pulled him to me and kissed him. My fathers eyes widened and he was about to yell, when I slammed the door right into his face. The four moms and Kendall looked shocked at me. They all knew what my father did and didn't expect me to do that.

»Okay, what's up? «, James asked.

We all got into the living room and sat down. I hid my face in Kendall's chest while my mom told James and Carlos about my dad. After my mom finished the apartment was completely silent. I dared to look at them. They looked at me, sympathy in their eyes. Suddenly Carlos jumped up, placed a helmet on top of his head, a new one, and ran out of the apartment. My father was still there, which was really creepy. Carlos tackled him down. But my father was really strong so he pinned my friend on to floor and punched him in his stomach hard. When I saw him cringing in pain, I saw red. Adrenaline rushed through my veins. I pinned my father at the wall. He looked surprised.

»If you ever dare to touch someone of my family again, I will fucking kill you. «, I growled darkly.

James pulled Carlos up and carried into the apartment. I followed him. I examined him, while Silvia yelled at my father. After a few minutes she came back.

»He is gone. Finally. How is my mijo? «

»Good. «

Carlos and I locked eyes.

»Never worry me like that again, Carlos. «

He chuckled.

»Deal. «

After a little bit talking we got into bed. Kendall and I cuddled together and I cried a little bit more.

»I love you, Logie. That's all that matters. «

»I love you, too «, I said sniffling.

Will Logan's father come back? We'll see. Next chapter we will see Carlos and James side of the day.

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