I don't own anything all characters belong to the CW and L.J Smith...
AN- To me this chapter was kind of heavy and light but I'm not really sure, But I feel like am on my way back fighting my writers block :) thanks in advance for reading enjoy ;)
Chapter-the truth about Damon
Damon watches her from the other side of the door, they have gotten closer over the course of these four weeks, he never expected to met and fall for this girl, he just wanted to do his job but things have gotten complicated and he didn't mind, he liked when things were complicated…but its always on his mind the fall out his job will cause her pain.
"Hey!" Bonnie smiles at him delighted.
"Hey!" Damon smirks, he was thinking about what he's doing to her, how he's going to hurt her.
Bonnie stands at the window looking at Damon who was all handsome and shy, Bonnie liked this side of him, but what she couldn't figure-out was why he's been distant with her lately. "Can we talk?"
"Sure! What's on your mind?" Damon puts his hands in his pocket nervously.
"Us, I like you, and I know you care about me but-"
"Bonnie!" Damon tries to interrupt. "Wait let me finish, but lately I get the feeling that you regret that you ever said anything, that you ever met me," Damon stands as straight as an arrow.
"I don't regret anything about it, I'm glad, I met you despite you being a major pain in the ass," Damon steps closer to where she is near the window. Bonnie tilts her head smiling, "Same, you're not completely useless," turning towards the window as lighting and thunder strikes. "Wow! its really pouring out there,"
"Yeah, it is… I've heard this saying that rain is the tears of love," Bonnie looks at him with longing. "That's beautiful, where'd you hear that?"
"Nowhere, I just made that up." Damon chuckles putting his fingers through hers, placing a small kiss on the palm of her hand. Bonnie wraps her arms around Damon she just wanted to hold him, "There's something, I have to tell you something."
"It can wait,"
"No, it can't," Bonnie sees such fear in his eyes. "I think, I'm falling in love with you, but there are things you don't know,"
Damon wants so badly to just tell her he's an undercover cop but if he does, his cover will be blown and he'll have to leave, damn it, he was never supposed to get this close at least not to her, he betrays her every day and denies himself… " Like what?"
"That I'm a-" Damon phone rings and his jaw tightens. "It's your father, I have to take this."
Damon takes the call. "Alright, I'll be there soon," Damon turns to look at Bonnie and knows that he came this close to revealing the truth about who Damon Salvatore really is.
"Later."
"Later."
Damon leaves and returns later, with Bonnie waiting up for him in front of the fireplace in his room. "I thought you'd be asleep by now,"
"Nope, I wanted to wait for you, so we could finish." Damon hides his hand behind his back, "What are you hiding?" She smiles warmly at him.
"This..." Damon pulls out a single pink rose from behind his back… "I think, it'll look cute in here,"
"It's for you, smartass."
Damon takes the spot on the floor next to her on the plush white carpet… Bonnie caresses his steel jaw, letting her fingers play across his lips as she kisses him more passionately than she's ever kissed anybody before him.
Damon hesitated closing his eyes to all of his truths, as his hands planted themselves firmly on the small of her back pressing his lips harder into hers pulling her body closer and harder towards his chest until there wasn't a single breath of space between them, falling back Bonnie's legs part and Damon finds himself in-between her thighs as their bodies intertwined.
Bonnie looked at Damon who removed his shirt attaching his lips back to her's waiting once again, his hands lock on her thighs sinking his fingers in her skin, their lips melted together as one, their tongues skating across gums and down flesh, Damon nibbles on her neck and earlobes, he's ready to ravage her .
Damon stops suddenly, "Wait."
"No! Why." Bonnie whines.
"I can't do this," Damon pulls away, his body still firmly on her. "We can't do this?" Bonnie didn't give him a chance to speak, "But I want this, and if your worried that I'm a virgin don't be."
Damon sighs heavily. "It's me…"
"Oh! You're a virgin ?" She had sarcasm down.
"Of course not!" Damon hissed with a frown and chuckle.
"Then what's the problem?" Damon puts his hands to her face caressing. "I want to be with you when it's right, "
"It's right Damon, it's so right, just stop thinking so much and do what you want, what we want." Bonnie raised her head to kiss Damon sensually across the lips, breathing life into his body again, clouding his mind with her touch breaking the tension in his body . . . Damon turned to remove his pants.
Pink-glitter in the air
"Have you ever fed lover with just your hands?
close your eyes and trust it, just trust it
have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?
have you ever looked fear in the face and said I just don't care?
its only half past the point of no return
the tip of the iceberg, the sun before the burn
thunder before lighting, the breath before the phrase
have you ever felt this way?
Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
your whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone
Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?
have you ever felt this way?
Its only half past the point of oblivion
the hourglass on the table, the walk before the run
the breath before the kiss and the fear before the flames
Have you ever felt this way?
La, la, la, la,la ,la,la
There you are sitting in the garden
clutching my coffee, calling me sugar
you called sugar
Have you ever wished for an endless night?
lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight
Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself
will it ever get better than tonight? tonight
Bonnie sits-up looking Damon intensely in those baby-blues has he slipped his fingers over the buttons of the large t-shirt exposing the bare flesh underneath she was braless, supple breast that enveloped in his hands, his palm trembled has his thumb paved gently over her nipples, Damon kissed her heart that was beating like a thundering wild horse…she closed her eyes because she was scared and excited…
Damon took her hand and placed another kiss in the center of her palm, trailing kisses up her wrist then to her shoulder blades to the nape of her neck and down her back again. Bonnie just closes her eyes feeling the butterflies shift around in her blood and bones biting into her bottom lip.
Bonnie lays flat on back as Damon spreads her legs grabbing each side of her waist tugging and lightly pulling at the black-lace underwear that hides her; Bonnie lifted her butt for him to have better access, But her hands annoyingly make a motion to stop him, But she chooses to just breathe.
Damon just smiles reassuring her with his touch. She blushes as he looks at her, all of her, face, eyes, lips, breast, stomach, thighs and pussy, putting a kiss on each of these areas, stopping at the apex of her thighs kissing, he smiles and Bonnie anticipates what he'll do next.
Damon blows air up and down her walls, which makes her shiver to lock her hands in his hair, Damon smiles before his tongue slowly licks a swirl over her clit and down her walls his tongue was warm and hot delving inside her and she nearly rips some of his hair out because he feels so good inside, her moans sweetly echo in his ears.
Damon raises to kiss her and he does and she doesn't shy away from her own taste as she touches him, she puts her hands down his briefs rubbing the head of his cock stroking gently she wants him inside her now.
But something in her says she should return such a favor, so she switches positions with Damon kissing his chest and nipples trailing her tongue all over his body. But Damon pulls her head towards him pulling her back underneath him.
he was growing impatient he wanted her so badly his dick ached to be inside of her, Damon covered her with his body crowning her face with his hands, "Um, wait," Bonnie panted slightly parting her lips. "Do you have protection?" Damon reached for his pants pulling out his wallet and Bonnie takes it, pulling the condom out, handing it to Damon who removes the wrapping and the pressure of his body from her body, Bonnie exhales anxious.
Damon covers her once more, Bonnie holds her breath as Damon enters her with a glide and a stroke, Bonnie grabbed his shoulders pulling him closer, he exhaled heavily against her lips and neck, she was tight, warm and wet, sliding deeper, further he stroked into her rhythmically thrust after thrust she pulled him, scratched him, bit him moaning in pleasure, the sounds and echoes filling the room when they come is breathtaking and earth-shattering …
Damon holds her and he doesn't regret this what's happened, he regrets what comes next, Bonnie rubs her hand across his chest. "I think, I'm falling in love with you too,"
funny thing is their not falling in love they are in love it's admitting to themselves that's the hard part.
Damon just kisses her forehead, forgetting what comes next he only wants what is now...
Bonnie and Damon part in the morning but they promise to meet later…
"He's an undercover cop!"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes!, Damon Salvatore is a cop," The bodyguard show's Rudy the proof/
Rudy tightens his Jaw because he's wormed his way into his life through his daughter. "I'll handle him, boss."
"No!, I'll handle him myself,"
"He's a cop, I don't think you should deal with this personally."
"This involves my daughter it doesn't get more personal than that, he will be dealt with. " Rudy slapped his palms on his wooden coaster desk.
5 hours Later…
Bonnie came in and what's on the floor immediately catches her eye.
There was blood on the marble floor, Damon's blood she imagined as she raced towards her father's office and upon what she feared the most.
"Daddy!" Bonnie stopped in her tracks at the sight of two thugs holding Damon by his arms. He had black eyes and his lips were split…
"Bonnie, get out of here," Damon winched In pain as he gazed at the beautiful girl who he had grown to care for. . . All was about to be revealed.
"Please dad you can't do this, I'm old enough decide who I want in my life, how did you find out in the first place,"
"What are you talking about?"
"Damon and I-" Bonnie realizes that has nothing to do with them and something to do Damon only.
"You son of a bitch, My daughter." Rudy aims a gun at Damon, although Rudy didn't like to display his business in front of his daughter, he was a ruthless man and Bonnie has known this her whole life.
" No! You can't kill him, daddy please don't kill him," Bonnie shielded Damon with her Body pledging with her father. "Get her out of here," he demanded One of the other guards grabs Bonnie picking her up which she struggles and fights to release herself.
"Dad, I swear to God if you kill him, I will never forgive you," Bonnie says firmly and stern.
"HE IS A COP!" Rudy yells.
Bonnie Looks down at Damon in bewilderment, shock, and anger all play on her golden face but she can't let this news stop her from saving his life. "I love him, I love him!" Damon's heart breaks for himself and her with her words.
"He's a cop, sweetie," Rudy pleads with Bonnie to understand. "I don't care, I love him," Bonnie eyes pled the words she can't say. "I'm begging you." Bonnie grovels with her hands.
"Your seventeen you don't know what love is, get her out of here." Rudy turns his back to her.
"Dad, Please… I love him,"
Bonnie screams at the door.
"What do the cops have on me?"
Damon coughs in pain. "Nothing."
"Do not lie to me," Rudy punches Damon in the gut he wheezes in pain choking on his own blood.
"I swear, they have nothing yet" Damon lays there in pain.
"Take him to the cellar, let me figure out what to do with him next,"
Damon is taken to the cellar and Bonnie finds him bloody and bruised. "Was it all a lie, were you just using me to get to my father and don't lie,"
Damon swallows hard the larch in his throat is desperate for release "At first ..but then I got to know you and I started to fall for you, I wanted to tell you. So bad." At
"Then why didn't you?" the agony on her face kills him.
"Because I'm a cop and I have a job to do,"
Bonnie tightens her fists together. "And, you have to bring down my father,"
"Well, my covers been blown... its more likely your fathers gonna bring me down." Damon jokes even though he knows his situation is grim.
Bonnie pulls out a key, "I'm gonna help you get away,"
"Why?" Damon is floored by this selfless act, "Because I lo-, I can't let him kill you," She wants to tell him that she loved but the betrayal from learning who h really was is to fresh.
"Bonnie!" She throws the key so that he can free himself.
"You have to get away from here?"
"Come with me," Damon takes her hands in his kissing her knuckles.
"I can't, I'm all my father has," The tears in her eyes start to build she feels as if she's being torn apart.
Damon feels desperate for her to choose him, "Bonnie, they are going to come for him."
"He's my father!" This brings her to tears even more; Damon wishes he could go back at do all again to spear her from all this pain.
"I would never ask you to choose Bonnie, but I'm a cop and I have a job to do and they have a job to do with or without me," He pleads with her cupping her face.
"But he is My father!" She repeated with a hiss the corners of eyes full of tears. Damon wipes her tears from her face; his eyes also filling with tears. "Go before they come."
"Bonnie!" The soft tone of his voice rips her open. She backs away from his touch. "Damon, you have to go," she pushes him towards the door.
"I love you!"
Bonnie grabs his hand laying what she feels like will be the last kiss they will ever share on his split trembling lips and then there's broken air as Damon makes his escape….
falling to her knees, Bonnie pulls her legs up underneath her chin sobbing to herself, her stomach was in knots as she ached for him….