The mall and the movies were totally forgotten at this point. I turned off my phone after Kelly's 6th time calling me and 14th text message. Once I got home I played with my brothers as usual then went straight to my room once my mom came home. I've been lying on my bed for 2 hours straight just thinking everything through. I couldn't help but come to the same conclusion every time. I was a freak. I shrugged , at least I was different. I stared at my silver wolf poster right across my bed that I bought after my wolf dream when I first moved to La Push. Now that I knew wolves that big actually existed I wondered who the silver wolf of the pack was. Jake? No. Seth? No. Jade? Nah. no one seemed quite right to be silver except for the one guy , though I wouldn't dare say his name. I still had not figured out what happened in class and until I did his name would be left unsaid.

"Lala are you okay?" I heard a toddler voice ask from beside me. I turned to look at him; he had his arms out stretched waiting until I picked him up and put him on my high bed.

"I'm fine baby, don't worry." I wiped some of his hair out of his face. "What are you doing up here? Isn't Ben 10 on?" he jumped off my bed and ran his little body towards the door. Before he left he turned back to me.

"Don't cry Lala, your too pretty to cry." He blew me a kiss then I heard him run down the stairs. That ladies and gentleman was why I loved my brother.

I couldn't help but cry though everything was just so fucked up and confusing. Usually my dad would help me figure things out but once again he's gone till Sunday night although I knew I could still call him but this situation wasn't the type of thing you blurted out over the phone. I sighed then got ready for bed. I put my hair in a bun at the top of my head and put on a tank top and boy shorts. I soon drifted to sleep but was not prepared for what I dreamt of.

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"Hey babe," Paul came on the couch and put his arm around me.

"Hey... how did you get in here? The doors locked."

"Werewolf babe," I raised my eyebrow. He smirked. "I climbed through your window." His smirk widened. My goodness he was too sexy.

"Why wouldn't you just knock on the front door fool." I rolled my eyes.

" I thought the window would be more romantic," he smiled at me mischievously. I laughed.

"Or you thought you would 'get some'" I smirked.

"Hey can't blame a guy for trying." He smiled and kissed me. I pulled back and laughed.

"I guess not." I pulled my top above my head and wrapped my arms around his already bare shoulders, then leaned forward to kiss him again.

"I love you Jayla," He whispered before my lips could meet his.

"I love you Paul, more than anything." I said seriously.

He closed the small gap between our lips and plunged his hot tongue in my mouth. I moaned as he un-hooked my bra and started playing with my nipples. I started working on his cut offs. He pushed me back never breaking the kiss and slid them off. I broke the kiss to breathe and he started kissing my neck while still playing with my nipples. HOLY SHIT HE WAS FUCKING HUGE. Even after all the times I saw 'him' I never got over that. He stopped kissing my neck and smirked at me.

"Wipe that smirk off your face cocky bastard." I returned his smirk with one of my own and his smirk grew wider.

"Don't worry baby, it's all yours," he leaned closer to my ear "forever." His voice was raw and husky. God his voice was pure sex. I smiled evilly.

"Your all mine Paul." I pushed him down on me so I could feel his erection and grinded against it. He groaned and started pulling down my shorts. Once my shorts were low enough on my legs he thrust 3 of his fingers into me. I moaned loudly as he started pumping them faster.

"Your so we-"

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I shot up in my bed sweating and breathing heavily. WHAT THE FUCK! I've been dreaming of Paul ever since I met him but now the world decided to me even crueler and make me have sex dreams!? Which I may add got me way too excited. I turned to look at my alarm clock and saw it was 4:11 am. I groaned. I really didn't want to have another dream like my previous dream but let's face it. It was WAY better than my life. I flopped back down on my pillow and drifted off to sleep once again.

-(PPOV)-

After arguing that I had plans Sam used the alpha command on me, so here I was outside, my imprints window like a stage 5 clinger. It was pretty boring until she started talking.

"I love you too Paul," I froze. She was dreaming about me? I mean sure I dreamt about her every night but that didn't mean it was mutual. I couldn't help but smile when she said 'more than anything'. OH GOD. I'm turning into a pussy whipped fool. I really hope someone relieves me from this soon. Jared , Collin and Jade were patrolling so they 'saw' everything.

"No! She's supposed to be on my side!" Jade thought.

"Shut up Jade, you love Justin just as much as he loves you. Way to go Paul!" Jared exclaimed. I growled.

"Shut up Jared! I don't want this." I thought frustrated.

"Yes you do," Collin said being a smart ass,

"You're all mine Paul." Jayla said in a very seductive-yet- evil voice. That's my girl. I couldn't help but wonder what she was dreaming about. Jade huffed.

"She's supposed to be independent like me!" Jade said aggravated.

"Independent my ass, you're just stubborn." Jared snorted. Jade growled.

"Suck a dick asshole."

Jayla moaned very loudly which caused me to look in her direction. Even her moan was beautiful. I couldn't help but have my imagination run free with all of the things I wanted to do with her.

"Dude think of that when we're NOT here." Collin said.

"Sicko." Jade said disgusted.

"Dude you think she's that flexible?" Jared thought curiously.

A/N: did you like the dream? Getting pretty spicy don't you think? The next chapter I'll make sure to make extra long so it will take a couple of hours for me to update. Toodles xoxo

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