WARNING: There is smut in this chapter so please don't read if you don't like. Someone on tumblr helped write the smut so yeah. Last chapter. Enjoy!
"Dan, wait!" Phil yelled as he followed Dan up the stairs. Dan ran into his bedroom and was about to slam the door shut but was stopped by Phil. "Dan, please…" Phil begged as he stared at him.
Dan looked up at him as tears fell out of his eyes. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. I…"
"Come here," Phil whispered. He wrapped his arms around Dan and pulled him closer.
Dan hid his face in Phil's chest as tears continued to fall out of his eyes.
"I'm not mad at you," Phil whispered. "I just want to make sure you're okay,"
"What am I supposed to say to mum and dad now?" Dan asked as more tears fell out of his eyes.
"Hey, we'll figure something out, okay? We'll talk to them," Phil assured him.
Dan shook his head. "I don't want to talk to them. Not right now," he said.
"Come on," Phil wrapped his arms around Dan and they walked over to Dan's bed. They both got onto the bed and sat down next to each other, Phil keeping his arms still around Dan, too afraid to let go of him.
"Mum and dad are never ever going to let me see you after that. Oh my God, I'm such an idiot," Dan whispered.
"I'm not letting anybody take you away from me, do you understand me?" Phil said.
"How do you know that? Someone could very easily tear us apart," Dan mumbled.
"Not if we don't let them. We have to stay strong, Dan. Okay? We've only been together a few months but these few months have been the best months of my life. I've never met anybody like you before and I really love having you around. You know how to make me feel better when nobody else does," Phil whispered. "Who cares about what your parents say?"
"But, they're my parents, Phil! I have to do what they say," Dan said, looking up at him.
"You've gone basically your whole life not listening to them. Why start now?" Phil asked.
"Because this is different," Dan mumbled. "I'm only 15 years old and you're four years older than me. It's basically illegal and if my parents say that I can't be with you then I can't. I don't want to risk anything bad happening to you. You could go to jail!" He yelled with wide eyes. He looked over at Phil with watery eyes. "I'd rather just see you as friends than you have you go to jail and not being able to see you at all," he took a deep breath.
"Dan, take a deep breath and relax, okay?" Phil whispered.
Dan immediately looked over at his bedside table when he heard his phone go off. He reached over and grabbed it, sighing when he saw that Chris was calling him. Chris was the last person that he wanted to talk to.
"What do you want Chris?" Dan asked when he answered his phone.
"Fuck, why do you always sound so angry whenever me or PJ tries to talk to you?" Chris asked with annoyance.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to snap. There's just a lot going on at home right now," Dan said calmer.
"Really? Do you want to come over to mine or something?" Chris asked.
"I will if it gets too bad but right now I'm with Phil so I'm okay," Dan said.
"You're with Phil? I thought you stopped talking to him ages ago?" Chris asked.
"I only told you that so you and PJ would shut up about him. Jesus, I mean… you talk about him more than I do," Dan said.
Phil raised his eyebrows as he looked down at Dan curiously.
"We're just curious and you never want to talk about him. Look, just call me and let me know if you want to come over if things get too bad. I know how your parents can get," Chris said.
"Thanks Chris. I really appreciate. Look, I gotta go. I'll talk to ya later," Dan told him. Dan finally hung up on him. He groaned and then he closed his eyes. He hid his face in Phil's chest. "I don't want to do anything but cuddle with you,"
"That's perfectly fine with me," Phil said. He leaned down and kissed Dan's forehead and continued to hold onto him. He didn't want to let him go. He was afraid that if he did let him go, then he wouldn't get him back.
It's been a week now and Dan hasn't seen or heard from Phil at all. He was scared that he was losing him and the worst part was that his parents hadn't said anything to him about it so he didn't know what they were going to do. Dan was tired of waiting and he just needed to know the answers so he could move on with his life.
It was now a Saturday evening. Dan was planning on sneaking out of the house because he couldn't take not seeing Phil anymore. It was driving him absolutely crazy. He needed to hear his voice.
Dan sighed as he walked down the stairs. He grabbed his coat and was about to open the door but he stopped as soon as he heard his mom yell for him, which was never a good thing when his parents yelled for him. He groaned and then he immediately went to the living room, where his parents were sitting on the couch.
"Are you going somewhere?" John asked when he saw Dan holding his jacket.
Dan looked down at his jacket for a quick second before he looked up at his dad again. "I was going to go for a walk, maybe go over to Chris and PJ's for a little bit since I haven't seen them all week," he lied.
"You really have gotten terrible at you're lying, Dan," Diane said.
"You and I both know that's not what you were doing. You were going off to see Phil, won't you?" John asked, staring at Dan, not taking his eyes away from him. Dan remained silent. "Sit down Daniel; we have a few words to say to you…" They watched as Dan nervously walked over to the chair and sat down, not saying anything still. "Now, we thought long and hard about what we were going to do about you and this older boy situation. You're only 15 years old, Dan…"
"Mum, you said so yourself! Phil has changed me for the better!" Dan yelled hopefully.
John looked over at Diane and raised his eyebrows. "You said that?" He asked.
"I mean, if you think about it… Dan hasn't been getting into trouble the past months, or ever since he met that boy," She said.
"I suppose that's true but you're still very young Dan. You're just barely getting into your teenage years. Phil is 19-years-old, he is an adult now. You shouldn't be with him," John said as he looked over at Dan again.
"Dad, please. It's not that big of a difference!" Dan cried. He took a deep breath as his eyes began to water up, "Phil is still a teenager, just like me. Please don't take him away from me just because of an age gap. I love him," Dan whispered.
"Daniel, you've only known the boy for a couple of months. How can you be in love with him?" John asked.
"You always told us how you fell in love with mum as soon as you met her," Dan said.
"That was completely different and you know it," Diane said.
"The only difference is that you were a bit older than Phil and I are," he bit his lip nervously as he stared at his parents.
"He does have a point, John. Phil is still a teenager as Dan said; he's only four years old. I think we should be grateful that he's not dating someone 14 years older than him. Then we would have a problem," Diane said.
"Ew, no! I would never date a man 14 years older than me. That's disgusting! I'm not that desperate," Dan said.
"I just don't think Dan should be dating at such a young age. He needs to focus on his school work," John said.
"Phil has been helping me," Dan told them. "He's been helping me whenever I need help and he even got the kids at school to stop beating me up so now I can actually walk through the halls again,"
"You never said anything about kids beating you up at school," Diane said.
"Um, well… It was Adrian's fault! He's the one who told everybody at school that I had a babysitter so people started teasing me and then this kid Adam started making up stories about it and made everything worse. I only got beat up a few times. I thought I could handle it and I-I didn't really think that you would care, if I'm being honest," Dan mumbled.
"We'll talk to your brother later," John said. He sighed, "and we do care Dan,"
"I know. But, Phil really has helped me. He's helped me a lot. I promise Phil is no trouble for me! He really does care about me and I know that he loves me and would do anything for me. In fact, he didn't even want to be with me in the first place because of the age difference but luckily he finally got it through his head that it wasn't that big of a deal," Dan sighed.
"You really want to be with him?" Diane asked calmly.
Dan nodded. "He really means the world to me. I know you're thinking that I'm probably too young to know about love but I'm really not. I mean, maybe I did rush into a relationship when I shouldn't have but I learned from it. I really have," he said, looking back and forth at his parents with hope in his eyes.
"I'm actually impressed with you Daniel. Maybe you are mature enough to be in this relationship of yours," John said. He let out a sigh, "Okay, you can see the boy. But if this relationship starts to get in the way of your school in any way, then you can kiss it goodbye. You've already done horribly on your first freshmen year of high school and that's not acceptable. You better have your grades up by the end of the year or you really will be in big trouble," he warned.
"I promise. I'll get my grades. I'll do anything! I just want to be able to see Phil," Dan said, quickly standing up.
"Fine. You can go see Phil," Diane said, rolling her eyes.
"Oh my God. Thank you so much!" Dan yelled excitedly. He ran out of the living room.
"Don't be out too late, Daniel!" Diane shouted after him.
Dan immediately ran to Phil's house without stopping. He was too excited to tell Phil that they could be together.
"Come on, come on, come on," Dan whispered as he knocked on Phil's door.
Dan waited a few seconds before the door finally opened, revealing a tired Phil.
Phil raised his eyebrows, a little surprised to see Dan. "Dan, what are you…"
"My parents said we could be together!" Dan yelled. He flung his arms around Phil's neck and hugged him.
Phil immediately hugged him back. "Oh my God. Did they really say that we could be together?" He asked, shutting the door.
Dan nodded but didn't say anything. He closed his eyes as a couple of happy tears fell out of his eyes. "I missed you so fucking much," he whispered. He finally pulled away from their hug and looked up at Phil.
Phil smiled as he looked down at him. "You're mine," he whispered. He took a deep breath, "and I'm not letting you go,"
Phil smiled as he wrapped his arms around Dan, pulling him closer and then gently lifting him off of the ground. Dan giggled and wrapped his legs around Phil and then leaning in to kiss him. Phil immediately kissed him back. They continued to kiss as Phil made his way towards his bedroom. Phil kicked the door shut once they were in his bedroom, still carrying Dan. Phil walked over to his bed and gently lay Dan down on his back. Dan kept a hold of Phil and pulled him down on top of him.
"I really have missed you a lot," Phil whispered as he stared at Dan.
Phil softly kissed Dan's neck leaving little bites here and there, causing breathy giggles to leave Dan's lips. Pulling Phil's lips to his own they shared a slow passionate kiss, Phil dragged his hand down the younger boy's sides, getting lower until he was cupping Dan's groin palming him through his jeans. A whimper left Dan's mouth as he ground into Phil's hand, licking at his bottom lip trying to deepen the kiss. Phil accepted the advance pushing Dan back onto the bed so he hovered over him their lips, remaining connected all the while. After a few moments, Dan slowly started to pull Phil's shirt off his body, finally breaking the kiss they had shared, his own garment joining it on the floor seconds later.
"Dan, before we go any further you have to promise me something," Phil said, his eyes studying the brunette intently as he continued, he took a deep breath, "at any point you want to stop, tell me immediately. This all about what you want and I have to be sure you're comfortable about what's happening, promise?"
Dan nodded his head, "I've not been surer of anything in my life, I want this, I want you Phil."
With that confirmation from Dan… their lips re-joined and then clothes removed until they were only left in their boxer's hips grinding together in an erratic fashion soft breathy moans leaving their mouths.
"Phil please don't stop there, I need more," Dan mumbled yanking on the elders boxers to, which Phil immediately responded by kicking them off as Dan followed. Phil's eyes trailed down his boyfriend's body with an intense gaze drinking the sight. A self-conscious thought crossed Dan's mind as Phil looked at him, causing the brunette to wrap his arms around himself as he couldn't help but feel a little insecure about his body. He had never shown anyone but his own mother this much.
"Love, don't ever hide yourself from me, you're beautiful," Phil whispered to Dan.
The black haired male lent down to kiss him again, then pulled back to retrieve something from his drawer. Quickly popping the cap off of the lube, Phil drizzled some on his fingers rubbing them together to heat it up, finally he started to slowly circle Dan's hole… pushing in a single digit. Dan clenched at the foreign feeling, closing his eyes as it stung slightly. He had never felt anything like it before. Phil used his free hand to rub Dan's member in an attempt to calm him before proceeding to add a second finger scissoring slightly. Eventually Dan relaxed enough for him to add a third finger which Phil stroked against his prostrate causing the younger male to moan out in shock at the pleasure it caused.
"Wh-what was that, it felt amazing," Dan whimpered.
"It was your prostrate, it's kind of the men's equivalent of a g-spot," Phil grinned, removing his fingers. He added a little more lube to his hand spreading it over himself before locking eyes with Dan.
"Are you ready?" Phil asked calmly, not taking his eyes away from Dan.
"Yes, I'm ready," Dan responded, taking a deep breath.
Phil didn't need to be told twice as he pushed in all the way thrusting in and out extremely slowly but stopped as he saw pain flash across Dan's face. "Are you okay, love?" He asked, just to make sure. Hurting Dan was the last thing he wanted
"Yes, just keep going, I'll be okay in a minute," Dan assured Phil.
Starting his thrust again Phil lowered his lips to Dan to distract him; soon the brunette was moaning beneath him legs crossing around Phil's hips urging him to pick up his pace. Shifting slightly Phil leaned on both elbow forearms flat on the bed so his hands could link with Dan's continuing to kiss him fervently.
"Phil I-I'm close," Dan informed him, closing his eyes for a second.
Angling his trust to hit Dan's prostrate head on; he took one pair of their joint hand and wrapped Dan's hand around his member placing his own over the top controlling the strokes. Seconds later their chests were covered in white as Dan released calling out Phil's name which spurred the black haired male to his release.
"Phil," Dan breathed out, he looked up at Phil again, "that was fucking amazing," he whispered.
Phil couldn't help but chuckle. "I love you," he whispered before leaning in to kiss Dan again.
Authors Note: I am thinking about doing a 'four year later' thing so let me know what you think and I'll write another chapter for this fic!
