Hey all you sexy people. I know I'm the most stupid person on earth but I forgot my password to Fanfiction. So thats why I didn't wrote for such a long time. I'm really happy with this chapter since the last one was pretty shitty xD. SO I hope you enjoy this.

I'm gonna kill him. I'll get in jail. I will seriously kill him. That was all I could think about walking to my car. That was the moment I realized I got here in his car. Fuck. I was standing on the middle of the parking lot, dropped my bag on the ground. All these thoughts went through my head and it was only like 2 seconds later when I realized I just threw my phone on the ground. That thing is dead.

Crying I fell on the ground. What was I thinking anyways. Acting all seductive, actually trusting anyone. I was so not myself and it made me feel sick.

"Katniss! Katniss where are you?" I heard Peeta screaming my name from somewhere far away. When I looked around to see where his voice came from I saw that Abby was standing about a meter away from me. She was looking out for me. She's really the sweetest.

"Do you wanna talk to him?" she asked me.

"I really don't know what I want right now." It was the truth that I told. I don't know if I wanna talk to him. It's not that I wanna escape him. Or escape school I just want to escape me. I want to get out of this body. Go to a place where… I don't know. Maybe I'd wanna be a bird. Just flying around a bit. Shitting on people's heads. Really. That's the better life.

Abby said "I'll leave you two alone." When I realized that Peeta was just a few paces away.

"Katniss."

I couldn't look at him.

"katniss, I'm really sor." "Peeta just bring me home please." I interrupted him while I made my decision I don't need his explanation.

"Katniss please?"

"can you bring me home, peeta. That's all I'm asking for."

He looked at me and then took off to his car. He took two steps as he pointed to the ground.

"Is that your phone?" He asked.

I just kept walking.

In the car there was a full silence. This one I didn't like. Peeta kept looking at me. I kept being irritated.

"Katniss could you just listen to me while I explain what happened. You don't even know what's the full story ." Peeta was almost begging.

"Katniss… please?"

"Stop the car." I said. He looked at me confused. "I'm serious, stop the car."

He stopped it on the side of the road.

I opened the door and went out of the car and slammed the door closed. I didn't wanna talk. I'm in a serious.. serious bad state right now. It felt like Peeta was the guy I could believe. But he ends up being like all the other boys. He would just tell everyone about what I was going to do with him. I walked to my house.

Peeta kept driving in the same pace as I was walking and yelled at me.

"Katniss come in!"
"K, don't be stupid!"
"Come on you'll get a cold."
"fuck get in here katniss. Can't you really see I love you?"
"Isn't that enough reason to get in?"

My anger was cropping up to a massive ball when I exploded. I slammed my hands onto the car. Punched it a time while screaming. "Get out and leave me alone." I kicked it another time and walked away again. Peeta was crying now.

"okay." He said. I couldn't look at him crying so I just walked away. I saw the car gaining pace when he overtook me I turned 90 degrees and ran. I was near the park and decided to … okay I can't really decide anything. I just do and see where I end up. Like in the old days. It's exactly what I did to keep my mind of what Gale did. I walked to the big tree. I climbed in it. It was something that have became really natural, I didn't even have to look where to place my feet. I now was so high in this tree nobody underneath me would notice me. Also I climbed up so fast there would be nobody noticing that. I was really in my own green cloud. I leaned with my back to the trunk when I felt something weird on it. Then I remembered. I used to use this tree as a journal. Only carving a few words so I could understand it myself but in case someone read it they wouldn't understand.

I was at the spot where I came for the first time. I wrote about what gale did. I read the words making the story in my head.

He loved handle there was understand why? Kidnapped dark school hostage he cried he cried . . .

Then I saw something I couldn't remember at all. Seriously I must have blocked this or .. this can't be true. How is this possible. Why can't I remember this. The last words I readwere.

Peeta gunshot bleeded he saved me.

I wanted to get away from this tree. That what once felt like a home felt like a liar. I tried to get off when I slipped. It was a long fall. A lot of branches and leaves in my face. My fall ended on something really, REALLY hard. It felt like I got pierced by something. I heard some people screaming on the background. I wanted to focus my eyes but I just couldn't. I felt hands touching me I don't know who or what but I lifted up. Wait .. am I dead? No. If I were dead I couldn't think. I just have to keep thinking. I was thinking and I heard what was going on around me but there was nothing that felt save to me. I drove off in my thoughts and the last sound I heard was some sirens.

Oh shit! something piercing her ... Sirens. uh oh.

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