-- I 'Unholy' from Juno, haha, My FAVORITE movie, btw. haha

Disclaimer: I don't own Life With Derek, sadly...

The ride home was silent and uncomfortable for both Jamie and Casey. They both knew that they didn't want to keep in touch with Sadie, and if they had it their way, Jamie would have never ran into her.

But, whether they liked it or not, Sadie was going to want to talk to them, and throw in a few more apologies before Jamie completely lets go of her.

"Wait five minutes." Casey said, as Jamie set the test down on the coffee table, sitting in front of the couch. As Jamie plopped down next to Casey, all she could see in the room was the stupid, small, unholy test.

The five minutes felt as if they were five days. "This is driving me crazy!" Jamie yelled, throwing her arms in the air. Casey attempted a smile and wrapped her arm around her daughter. "Well its not a very far drive." Casey said, and they both started to chuckle. Jamie rolled her eyes, and Casey shrugged her shoulders. "Stupid joke that I stole from your father, who stole from your uncle." She whispered.

As soon as they both shared a small smile, Casey realized five minutes was up.

"Here we go." Jamie whispered as she slowly picked up the test. "Oh my God."

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"I'm sorry! What more do you want me to say!?" Sadie cried into the phone, from her lonely apartment, just five blocks away from the Venturi household.

"I dont want you to say anything, I want you to stay away from my family!" Derek yelled to the phone as he tried to focus on the road.

"Jamie is my family, too! You cant keep her from me!" Sadie yelled, running her fingers through her long brown hair.

Derek made an angry chuckle and rolled his eyes. "You just saw her today for the first time in ten years, calm yourself." Derek said coldly.

"No, you calm yourself." Sadie said, realizing she didn't have a better come back.

"Sadie, grow up!" Derek yelled, anger taking over his whole body.

"Funny. That's not what you were telling me eleven years ago." Sadie said, having no choice but to bring it up.

Derek felt his heart skip a beat, then felt it fall into his stomach. As soon as he caught his breath, he started to talk again. "You were only a child, it was a big mistake." Derek said under his breath.

-- FLASH BACK --
- Eleven Years Ago -

"How are you so mature for a teenager?" Derek asked through a flirty smile, after hearing Sadie's amazingly smart thoughts on the political system. Sadie could tell he was as high as a kite, but so was her sister, who was passed out on the couch, upstairs. It was now something she was used to.

"I have my ways." Sadie flirted back. She stared at him sitting next to her on the basement floor. The basement Derek was living in. She found it crazy that a 23-year-old was living in his girlfriend's mother's basement. But of course, he couldn't be living anywhere else. He had nowhere to go, but why would he want to leave? It was the only place where people didn't mind him getting high.

The cold tile, that her legs were laying on, was sending shivers down her back, and causing goosebumps to run down her arms. It was the middle of December, and you could see the snow laying on the windowsills.

All she was wearing was a small blue tank top that was riding past her pierced belly button, and baggy PJ pants that made her hips look three times bigger than she would have liked.

"You're freezing." Derek whispered as he threw a blanket over her shoulders.

"Thank you." She whispered, flashing him a quick smile. Her smile might have been filled with braces, but it was still way more beautiful than her sister's.

Lina's smile was cold and mean, not very attractive at all, but most of the time Derek was with her, he was high, so it didn't bother him as much as it would other people.

But Sadie's smile, hers was to die for. It was sweet and innocent, and it made Derek want to make her smile 24/7. It drove him crazy that the girl sitting in front of him was only thirteen years old. Ten years younger than him, he could be her babysitter or something, but he just wasn't seeing it that way. He saw her as a mature and lovely adult, who knew all there was to know about life... Or maybe he was just extremely high.

"You're not like most people." Derek whispered, staring into her big hazel eyes. They were brown with the perfect shade of green to light up her whole face, including the amazing smile.

Sadie giggled and brushed her hair out of her face. Her hair was short, straight, and layered, laying neatly under her chin. "Ummm, you too?" Sadie was confused. What was there to say about Derek? Not much. She didn't really know who he really was, she only knew him when he was getting high with her sister, and asking her to cover for him if his best friend called, and asked if he was in rehab yet.

Sadie looked around the room, and studied his living situation. There was a dirty bed with dark green covers sitting under the cold window, that had a small crack in it. The floors were dirty as well, and the room smelled of sex, drugs and dirt.

It couldn't have been long after him and Lina screwed, judging by the smell of the room, messed up covers, and his 'sex hair'. That was probably why her sister was passed out. Drugs and sex.

Sadie could only imagine. She could imagine the passion of the combination. She could practically hear the screams in her mind, and the sweat dripping down his neck. She tried hard to shake the thought from her head, but it just wasn't leaving.

"What are you thinking about?" Derek asked quietly, which was the worst possible question to ask her right now. She was a horrible liar, so she couldn't even attempt it.

"Sex." She said bluntly, causing him to raise an eyebrow.

She watched the smile slowly slide across his face and she couldn't help but let out a small giggle. "Are you still a virgin?" Derek asked. This was a question he would NEVER ask a 13-year-old if he was straight, but he was anything BUT straight right now.

Sadie felt weird and out of place. This was Derek. The Derek that has no life watch so ever, the Derek that has been with her sister for way too long, the lazy coke-head living in her basement. The extremely attractive 23-year-old who was obviously flirting with her. And to make matters worse, not only was he with her sister, he had a child with her.

"You don't have to answer that." Derek said once he started to get the hint.

"Did you and my sister just do it?" To hell with being shy, She thought. Derek looked around the room. "Uh, yea." He said sheepishly, biting his lip.

Sadie crunched up her face and laughed. "Do you have a light?" She asked as she pulled a cigarette out of the pack laying on the floor, next to her. Derek threw her the lighter he pulled out of his pocket and laughed. "Its official. You're the coolest teenager ever." Derek said.

"And this is only my first year. Imagine what I'll be like when I'm 18." Sadie flirted as she sucked in the smoke from the ciggarette.

"Perfect." Derek whispered, caught up in her beauty, and not realizing what he was saying.

Sadie blew the smoke out of her body and smiled. She sighed and dropped all of her pride as she slowly whispered. "Show me how." Picking up the small bag off of the coffee table sitting in front of them.

And that was the night that Sadie experienced the passion that came with drugs and sex. Her blood was rushing through her body, fast and cold. She felt pain, but Derek assured her it was okay.

She let her screams get as loud as they could, knowing her mother was out with her guy-of-the-week, and Lina was beyond knocked out.

She remembered opening her eyes and seeing Derek on top of her. It was unreal. Like nothing she has ever done. She couldn't wrap her head around the fact that she was having sex, let alone with Derek Venturi.

Of course the only thing running through Derek's mind was how lucky he was getting tonight. First Lina, now Sadie. He didn't care about her age, he didn't care that without a doubt, he could go to jail...

But he will in the morning.

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This was by far my FAVORITE chapter to write! Obviously, we see alot of secrets coming out, and trust me, there's more to come (:

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