A/N: Ok sorry for the wait, but I had a bad case of writers block. I am over it for the time being, but it could come back.

Chapter 10: Revelations

Logan smiled at Kendall as he walked him outside. It was Monday and the day of their make up date for Saturday. Logan had something really special planned for Kendall. He knew Kendall was going to love this. He had something special planned and he just knew the blonde was going to love it. Kendall got into the passengers seat and Logan got into the drivers seat.

"Can you please tell me where we are going?" Kendall asked annoyed.

"Nope, it's a surprise," Logan said, "like the concert was for me," he added as he pulled out of the Palm Woods parking lot. Kendall just huffed and crossed his arms over his chest. He hated when Logan got like this. "Trust me sweetie you're gonna love this," Logan said laughing at Kendall's behavior. Kendall could act so childish at times.

"Well, hon, you know I hate it when you do this," Kendall retorted, "most of the time your surprises are educational and boring," he said.

"This isn't trust me," Logan said, "you'll love this," he said.

"I better," Kendall said.

"You will," Logan said laughing again, "you are too cute sometimes you know that right," he said.

"I am not cute," Kendall said.

"Hate to break it to you Kenny but you are," Logan said smiling.

"I am not cute you are," Kendall said.

"I am not cute," Logan said quickly trying to focus on the road.

"Yes you are," Kendall sing songed. The two fell silent as they made their way to their destination. Logan was wondering when the last time they had done this together was. He knew Kendall had done it by himself often, but they hadn't done it together in quite some time. Several minutes later Logan pulled into the parking lot. Kendall's eyes bugged out.

"I knew you'd like it," Logan said, "I mean it's been forever since we've been on the ice together," he said.

"How did you get my stuff out of our room with me noticing," Kendall asked turning to Logan. Logan smiled and unbuckled his seat belt.

"You are a very heavy sleeper after sex," Logan said, "waking you up is damn near impossible already but after sex you could sleep through a storm," he said laughing at the face Kendall made.

"You did this last night or this morning?" Kendall asked.

"Last night after you fell asleep," Logan said, "I didn't want to risk ruining the surprise this morning," he added. He got out of the car and moved to the trunk and grabbed their bags. Kendall was right behind him. Kendall grabbed his bag and ran ahead of Logan. Logan laughed at Kendall's eagerness.

They both headed inside and Logan paid for their way in and they moved to the locker room to change and get on the ice. Both changed quickly and got their skates on and headed out on to the ice. They spent the first ten minutes just racing around the ice. They were the only ones there so it was perfect. After they tired of racing around, they slow skated together laughing and just talking once again. They never ran out of things to talk about with each other.

"Logan this has got to be one of the best dates ever," Kendall said.

"Thank you I thought you'd like this," Logan said, "I mean we haven't been on the ice together in a very long time," he said.

"I am also glad Gustavo gave us a few days off after that concert," Kendall said happily.

"Can you believe we met Inside Joke?" Logan asked as they continued to skate around the ice.

"No, I can't," Kendall said, "I had no idea Ronnie was Joey's sister," he said.

"These last few weeks have been amazing," Logan said without thinking.

"They have," Kendall agreed. Logan looked over at Kendall and moved closer and grabbed his hand as they skated. He smiled when Kendall not only didn't let go, but squeezed his hand lightly. Logan felt like he was out cloud nine. He loved this and he was glad Kendall did too.

James nervously paced around the living room. Carlos and Camille were sitting on the couch watching him. James had told Carlos to leave her out of this, but he had already told her about his feeling for Kendall. He would have been mad if it wasn't for the fact that he was worried about what Kendall and Logan were doing right now.

"James why are you freaking out?" Camille asked.

"Because I am falling for a guy who obviously likes someone else," James said as if it were obvious.

"You don't know that," Camille said calmly.

"Yes I do," James said, "You have not seen the way they treat one another, and the worst part is I don't even think they notice they're doing it," James said. He had watched them at the concert the other day and yesterday. They were always teasing one another and laughing and using their little pet names for one another.

"He's right they don't notice it," Katie said as she walked down the hall from her room.

"See I'm not the only one who sees it," James said. He collapsed on the couch and put his head in his hands. He hated this. He had never intended on falling for Kendall. Sure, he wanted to win this and prove he was a good boyfriend, and maybe fall for him afterwards, but not now. There was so much on the line. James was really setting himself up for heart break now. He had to find a way to stop himself from falling for Kendall any further. He couldn't just back out that would be too suspicious.

"James you have got to relax and just try and win him over you still have four more dates," Carlos said.

"I know," James said, "but what if I can't," he said miserably.

"Then you'll have to move on and not be mad at Kendall or Logan," Carlos said, "you guys promised this wouldn't ruin the band or our friendship, which is way more important than Big Time Rush," he said.

"I know," James said, "Logan and I agreed to still be friends after this, but now everything different," he said hanging his head.

"James, I'm here for you," Carlos said.

"You have me too," Camille said placing a hand on James' shoulder.

"Don't forget me," Katie said, "you're like a brother now," she said. "All three of you are," she said.

"Thanks Katie," James said looking up at her, "And thank you guys too," she said looking over at Camille and Carlos. They all smiled and hugged James.

Logan and Kendall slowly made their way back to their car with their bag over their shoulders. Kendall had no expected Logan taking him skating. They had raced, and relaxed and even got a little bit of hockey in. Kendall was glad Logan had taken him here. It really had been a long time since they had been on the ice together. Now all he had to do was convince James and Carlos to get back on the ice and they'd really have some fun.

"It's getting late," Logan said looking up at the setting sun. They had lost track of time.

"Yeah I wonder if the guys have eaten," Kendall said pulling his cell phone out. He called James.

"Hello," James said.

"Hey James, is my mom still out?" Kendall asked.

"Yeah, she called and she's running really late and we need food," James said.

"Who's all there," Kendall asked as Logan opened the trunk and they stashed their bags away.

"Uh, me, Katie, Carlos, and Camille," James said.

"We'll get some take out and be there in an about an hour can you guys wait that long," Kendall asked.

"What are you getting?" James asked.

"Dunno what does Camille like?" Kendall asked. There was silence for a moment as James talked to Camille.

"Chinese," James said.

"Chinese it is we'll be there as soon as we can," Kendall said.

"Great see you guys when you get back," James said.

"Great bye James," Kendall said.

"Bye Ken," James said.

Kendall hung up and turned to Logan. "We're getting take out for the others since my mom is still out and won't be home anytime soon," he said.

"Chinese sound good to me," Logan said.

"I just hope we have enough cash," Kendall said pulling his wallet out.

"Together we should have enough," Logan said moving around to the driver's side of the car. He got in and Kendall followed suit.

"Logan today really was great," Kendall said again.

"Don't mention it Ken, I've been wanting to get back on the ice and I thought you'd love to come so it worked perfectly," Logan said.

Kendall and Logan brought the food back to 2J and everyone ate. They all sat around the living room laughing and having a good time. They watched movies and just talked. They were all having such a good time that they lost track of time and when Mrs. Knight came home after ten the guys decided to call it a night. They said good night to Camille who left, and headed to their room.

Kendall got ready for bed with Logan. Logan had shut and locked their door so no one could walk in on them sleeping in the same bed. Logan lay down and waited for Kendall to join him. Kendall turned the light off and crawled in next to him.

"Night Logie," Kendall said as he placed his arm over Logan as he spooned his chest to Logan's back.

"Night Kenny," Logan said.

Kendall was restless. He couldn't sleep. He was still too worked up to even consider sleep. He let him mind wander and he eventually found himself thinking about Logan. Kendall couldn't help but think how thoughtful Logan was. He was great and he was in this just to prove a point. Kendall knew by now Logan loved him. He said it almost every time they had sex; he was always too lost in passion to even notice he says it. Kendall found himself falling for Logan. He was sweet, and innocent, but a beast when it came to sex. Kendall didn't mind letting him be in control. It was always amazing with Logan.

Kendall thought back over the years Logan had done a lot for him. He had first met him when they were young and they became fast friends. Logan would do just about anything to make Kendall happy, and Kendall would do the same for Logan, even sit through boring documentaries with him. Logan had given up a lot to come to L.A. Kendall had not thought he would once he first put the idea out. He knew Logan wanted to be a doctor, but he gave that up to be a part of Big Time Rush. Kendall knew if Logan didn't go to a respectable college he never become a doctor. He didn't want to hold Logan back. Big Time Rush wasn't going to last forever. Kendall knew after Big Time Rush was over Logan wouldn't have his dream to fall back on like he did. He still wanted to be a hockey player after Big Time Rush ended, but Logan he couldn't be a doctor, if he couldn't get into med school.

Could Kendall really do that to Logan? Could he hold him back like that? He didn't want Logan to feel like he needed to stay with Big Time Rush after they graduated high school. He knew if he allowed himself to fall for the brunette he would choose him and Logan would feel obligated to stay with the band because of him. Kendall couldn't do that to Logan. They only had a few more months of School before they graduated anyways. Kendall did not want to be the reason Logan stayed. He did not want to be responsible for Logan giving up his dreams. There was no way Kendall would be able to live with himself if he did that. He couldn't allow himself to fall for Logan. If he did Logan would stay and he would feel guilty he ruin his future. Kendall didn't know what to do. He was so torn right now.

James lay awake in his bed. He had watched Kendall and Logan earlier. It's not like they were doing it on purpose. They really couldn't help themselves. He just hated that he couldn't do a thing about it. He closed his eyes for a moment thinking about what he should do. He could give up and just let them get together or he could fight for Kendall. He could show Kendall he really cared.

He sighed and rolled onto his back. He knew it was useless though, Kendall really seemed to care about Logan. They even had cute pet names, where as he and Kendall didn't. He hated this. He didn't know what it was about Kendall. Why did Kendall have to be able to make people fall for him? His charm and grace, and his beauty were too much. James hated it, yet he loved it at the same time. James sighed frustrated and got up. He left his room and walked out to the living room and out on to the balcony after grabbing the blanket on the couch. He sat down on the lawn chair and looked up at the starless sky. He didn't know what to do.

If he gave up, he would let Kendall and Logan be happy together. They really did seem like the perfect couple and he would get over his feeling eventually. He could just be the bigger man and let Kendall go. He knew it would take some time, but he could get over him if he had to, he hoped. It would definitely put a strain on their friendship but he would try his hardest to get over it. He knew their friendship was too important to throw it all away over something so trivial.

If he stayed and fought for Kendall he might hurt Logan in the process. He would not be able to live with himself if he hurt Logan. He knew Logan wouldn't be able to get over Kendall as easily as he could. Logan had been in love with Kendall for quite some time now. He knew Logan's world would shatter and he did not want that either. James loved Logan like a brother and hated to see him get hurt, it would kill him if he was the cause. He also knew if he won Kendall over it probably wouldn't last. He cold tell the blonde was really falling for Logan.

"Hey," a small voice from behind him said. James jumped and turned around to see Katie standing behind him.

"Hey," he said, "don't do that," he said.

"I was getting some water when I saw you out here," Katie said walked over to him. She too had a blanket around her shoulder.

"I couldn't sleep," James said looking down at the ground.

"Why not?" Katie asked.

"I'm trying to sort out my feelings for Kendall," James admitted. He could never lie to Katie.

"How's that working out?' Katie asked.

"Not so good," James said, "I mean I can see him and Logan really have a connection, but a part of me wants to believe that I can still win him over," he said honestly.

"I don't know what to say," Katie admitted, "he's my brother and I only want him to be happy," she said moving and sitting on the end of James' chair.

"I know and so do I," James said, "I think I may have to let him go," he said.

"Don't back out of this, Logan will get mad. He still thinks Kendall is on the fence and I don't want him thinking you did it to him happy. You know how he gets," Katie said.

"I know I'll see the month through, but I'll let Logan have him," James said.

"Are you sure you can do that though?" Katie asked moving up the chair. James swung his legs over the side so he and Katie could sit side by side.

"I don't know but I'm gonna have to," James said. Katie leaned on James' arm and looked up at him.

"I think you'll get over it if you have to," She said softly, "I mean you can't let a twelve year friendship go because of this," she said.

"I know," James said. He looked down at Katie and saw her eyes were closed. It was easy to forget she was only thirteen at times. She acted so mature for her age. "It's so easy to forget you're only thirteen," he said.

"I'm very mature for my age," Katie said laughing. James put an arm around her in a hug and kissed the side of her head.

"Thank you Katie," James said, "this helped me a little," he admitted.

"You're welcome James," Katie said.

James looked at Katie. He could not believe she was helping him with this. She had been a bigger help than Carlos and Camille. She just seemed to know what to say to calm him down. James and Katie had an odd relationship. He could talk to her about things he couldn't talk to the guys about. This was one of those times. Katie was really a nig help to him. She was the one who gave some prospective when he needed it. She could make him sees things as others would.